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Everything I Want
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zMisplaced Stories [ADMIN use only] › Anime2/Gundam
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
7
Views:
1,178
Reviews:
2
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
Disclaimer:
I do not own the anime/manga that this fanfiction is written for, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Everything I Want
“Hey, you know, Heero, you can always count on me.” Duo’s voice was calm and resonated his warm smile.
I enjoyed the firmness of his grip on my shoulder, it reassured me that I had at least one person holding on to me that wouldn’t let go. “Yeah. I know.”
Those fingers tightened through the material of my jacket then suddenly released and the cold of the shuttle terminal came crashing back. I fought against an involuntary shiver.
We stood side by side, watching the black hole of the shuttle door swing open and a voice calling for passengers to board.
It was surreal, I had always thought that if any of us left it would be Duo walking through those doors, away from us, away from me. But, instead, it was me, this time I was the one running away.
The encompassing need for physical contact built up inside me to the point that I couldn’t resist it anymore. I just had to feel his body against mine one more time.
I started to turn in his direction, mouth open to ask for one thing that I never dared to before-
“Duo!”
That voice froze me in my tracks, my half raised hand twitched and fell back to my side and I turned away once again, eyes firmly locked onto that shuttle door. I remembered now. Why I was leaving.
It was then he turned away from me toward that voice and it’s owner. I couldn’t watch, I already felt his presence receding.
“Hey, Hilde-babe.”
I couldn’t help but flinch. That pure yearning in his voice made me want to cry. I settled for gripping my duffle bags handle so tight my knuckles turned white and I was sure to have a rug burn latter. But I didn’t care, I was changing one pain for another. Equivalent exchange. Those old-time alchemist’s would be proud. Though I don’t think that this is what they had in mind when they put that rule down.
I heard clothe rustling, the picture in my head, her situated under his arm, casually but possessively draped around her tiny shoulders.
I still couldn’t look at them.
The automated voice called again for passengers to board.
“Hey, Heero, you’re always welcome at our place!”
My breath caught in my throat and I felt my mask slip and inch. ‘Our’ place.
“All passengers leaving for Earth please board at gate A195.”
I walked away and did not once look back.
…
Now, three years latter and I’m here again.
I stare up at the two-story house in front of me, the colonies rain system was on ‘rain’ at the moment. Just as it had been an hour ago when I had got here. I was soaking wet and I still hadn’t gathered enough courage to walk up to the door and knock, asking for a place.
I gripped my duffle bags handle just as I had all those years ago and hoped that the previous statement of having a place to come back to was still in standing order.
I took a deep breath and took a step forward.
I enjoyed the firmness of his grip on my shoulder, it reassured me that I had at least one person holding on to me that wouldn’t let go. “Yeah. I know.”
Those fingers tightened through the material of my jacket then suddenly released and the cold of the shuttle terminal came crashing back. I fought against an involuntary shiver.
We stood side by side, watching the black hole of the shuttle door swing open and a voice calling for passengers to board.
It was surreal, I had always thought that if any of us left it would be Duo walking through those doors, away from us, away from me. But, instead, it was me, this time I was the one running away.
The encompassing need for physical contact built up inside me to the point that I couldn’t resist it anymore. I just had to feel his body against mine one more time.
I started to turn in his direction, mouth open to ask for one thing that I never dared to before-
“Duo!”
That voice froze me in my tracks, my half raised hand twitched and fell back to my side and I turned away once again, eyes firmly locked onto that shuttle door. I remembered now. Why I was leaving.
It was then he turned away from me toward that voice and it’s owner. I couldn’t watch, I already felt his presence receding.
“Hey, Hilde-babe.”
I couldn’t help but flinch. That pure yearning in his voice made me want to cry. I settled for gripping my duffle bags handle so tight my knuckles turned white and I was sure to have a rug burn latter. But I didn’t care, I was changing one pain for another. Equivalent exchange. Those old-time alchemist’s would be proud. Though I don’t think that this is what they had in mind when they put that rule down.
I heard clothe rustling, the picture in my head, her situated under his arm, casually but possessively draped around her tiny shoulders.
I still couldn’t look at them.
The automated voice called again for passengers to board.
“Hey, Heero, you’re always welcome at our place!”
My breath caught in my throat and I felt my mask slip and inch. ‘Our’ place.
“All passengers leaving for Earth please board at gate A195.”
I walked away and did not once look back.
…
Now, three years latter and I’m here again.
I stare up at the two-story house in front of me, the colonies rain system was on ‘rain’ at the moment. Just as it had been an hour ago when I had got here. I was soaking wet and I still hadn’t gathered enough courage to walk up to the door and knock, asking for a place.
I gripped my duffle bags handle just as I had all those years ago and hoped that the previous statement of having a place to come back to was still in standing order.
I took a deep breath and took a step forward.