A Moment\'s Tranquility | By : padrefear Category: Gensomaden Saiyuki > General Views: 2058 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: I do not own Gensomaden Saiyuki, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
Disclaimer: Gensomaden Saiyuki is property of Minekura Kazuya.
Pairing(s): Gojyo/Hakkai
Rating: NC-17
Warning: Yaoi. Lemon. Don’t read if you’re offended by male-on-male sex, or Saiyuki fanfics in general.
Author’s Notes: This is my first story ever, so I would love some feedback. Just keep the criticism constructive. And of course, ENJOY!
A Moment’s Tranquility
By Padre Fear
It was late in the afternoon, and the Sanzo party traveled west along a dry, dusty road. Hakuryuu and the four men were relieved when they spotted a small town in the far distance, for the air and landscape were drought-ridden. They ran out of food the day before, and couldn’t wait to escape the terrible heat.
"Yes! Finally, we’ll be able to get some food!" Goku exclaimed, his eyes glittering.
Gojyo held his stomach. "If I wasn’t thirsty and starving, I would knock you out for mentioning it."
"I hope they have an all-you-can-eat buffet!" Goku clasped his hands, and fantasized about steaming pot stickers.
"Be quiet! Don’t even talk about food until we’re ready to order! Don’t you realize you’re making us rierrier you dumb monkey!" Gojyo shouted.
"Oh yeah? What are you going to do about it, Rosie?"
"ROSIE? What the fuck did you just say to me!"
The quarrel was provoking to Sanzo, who gripped the steering wheel. "I am not in the mood for this bullshit."
Hakkai chuckled. "It’s good entertainment, you’ll have to give them that."
"Not when it’s incessant! Shut up, both of you!" Sanzo diverted his sight back to the road, and let out a frustrated sigh.
Gojyo rolled his eyes, and stared at the desiccated scenery. Idiotic monkey. Why on earth do I sit back here? In all actuality, arguing with Goku gave him something to do. At times he felt he would die of boredom, sitting in the Jeep twiddling his fingers. And while Hakkai was an excellent conversationalist, Sanzo and Goku were not. "Damn it, this trip sucks."
"I’d be more than happy to leave you here," Sanzo grumbled.
Gojyo ignored his comment. Sanzo was too reserved and grouchy to talk to, and Goku couldn’t comprehend a thing he ever said. If only he could ride alone with Hakkai, then everything would be great. While he certainly cared for all three of them, he had a unique affection towards Hakkai. Plus they got along perfectly. He smiled thinking about it, a road trip with his best friend.
**
When the group reached the village, they had no problem finding a comfortable inn. However, there wasn’t a place in town that served ample meals, due to the drought. And thanks to Goku’s excitement, Gojyo couldn’t stop thinking about buffets. Exasperated, he left his room at the inn to seek out Hakkai. He was the best person to talk to when feeling low.
Gojyo found Hakkai sitting under a parched tree in front of the inn. "Hey man, what are you up to? Mind if I sit down?"
"Sure," Hakkai replied. "I’m watching the sunset." He sighed happily, as he always appreciated a good sunset. "Sometimes, when I become too anxious about our journey, I meditate." Gojyo lit a cigarette, and the two sat in silence. It was funny how very implicit their understanding of each other was. Every now and then they would discuss the connection they shared, but the bond itself was intrinsic.
After a few moments, Hakkai spoke. "I’m surprised you’re not out and about, socializing."
"What can I say? A man has to breathe every now and then.t; Gt; Gojyo stretched his arms. The truth is, I haven’t gotten laid in months, he thought. Lame.
"You seem to be less enthusiastic about women lately."
Gojyo flicked the ashes of his cigarette. "I’ve got high standards, and these small town girls aren’t cutting it."
"Hey, it’s a good thing! We need you focused on the task at hand," Hakkai joked. Yet a bit of truth rested in his words. It was plain to see there was a method to Gojyo’s madness. Women, gambling, and liquor blanketed his self-doubt. With Goku, Sanzo, and especially Hakkai, he didn’t need that.
"You know, Gojyo, you’re the first to admit this unusual bond we share. All of us."
"Yeah, and?" Gojyo took one last drag and tossed the butt. Hakkai was right though. He had felt a strong affinity towards all of them, almost immediately after they met. Okay, maybe not when Sanzo was threatening to kill him, but after that.
"I think it’s admirable. Now if only Sanzo could learn from your example."
Gojyo gave a slight smile. "It’s not that big a deal." Why is he talking about this, he wondered. But for some odd reason he preferred it, intimacy with Hakkai.
Hakkai placed his hand on Gojyo’s. "All of your honesty… has meant a lot to me." Gojyo sat motionless as he stared into Hakkai’s eyes. He began to tremble and sweat.
Before, when Hakkai would speak such kind words, Gojyo would get a fuzzy feeling and a lump in his throat. He could admit to anyone that he loved Hakkai dearly, in a completely non-sexual way, but lately his physical and emotional responses were like that of a crushing schoolgirl’s. Weakness in the knees, heart feeling like its going to burst…
Without thinking, Gojyo leaned forward and pressed his lips against Hakkai’s. Although the inopportune moment made for quite an awkward kiss, the ardor Gojyo felt was explosive. It was as if a mountain of burden had been lifted off his back. And while he was a bit confused over why he had just kissed Hakkai, Gojyo was sure of one thing- it felt marvelous.
However, his little declaration of love fell short as his bewildered friend hit his head against the trunk of the tree. "Ouch," Hakkai mumbled. Gojyo’s eyes widened and he quickly withdrew the kiss. Man, did I just do that?
"Wow, Gojyo, you’re quite the stallion." Hakkai looked at him, his cheerful expression unchanged.
Gojyo’s face was the color of his hair. "I…"
"No need to explain. I understand how all this sentiment can agitate a person," Hakkai said.
Gojyo laughed nervously. I guess "agitate" is a more comfortable word to use than "enamour," he thought to himself. He stared at his hands, all sweaty and shaking. "Do you remember the first night we met?"
"Of course I do." The night Gojyo found Hakkai would always remain in his memory. Hell, every time it rained his mind reverted to that dreadful night. But part of him felt a sense of comfort when he thought of their initial meeting. Gojyo rescued him from a terrible death, but that wasn’t the only thing he was grateful for. The fact that he nursed him back to his health, risked his life to help him escape, and offered him a place to stay after the entire ordeal was remarkable. "I’ll never forget. Why do you ask?"
Gojyo smiled, and all his shame over the kiss diatedated. Hakkai's calm demeanor could put anyone at ease. But before he could answer Hakkai’s question, Goku leapt from behind the tree and onto the two men.
"Hey, guys! Sanzo said one of you could take me to look for some food! I’m about to die here!"
"We already checked, you idiot! The restaurants here suck!" Gojyo shouted, as he stomped on Goku’s head. "And if you ever do that again, I’ll kill you in your sleep!"
"My name’s Sachi. I was going to meet this guy for dinner. I’m late," she giggled.
Did she just introduce herself? Sounds like I might have a late-night rendezvous after all. Gojyo looked at his watch and smiled devilishly. "No, honey, you’re right on time." The girl drew closer to him, and he wrapped his arms around her waist. Score.
**
Later that evening, after drinks and trivial conversation, Gojyo walked Sachi to her place. When they reached the door, she pressed her hand against Gojyo’s chest and gazed at him seductively. "I had an amazing night." She leaned in closer and whispered in his ear, "You seem like the kind of man who cuts right to the chase."
Gojyo felt himself stiffen immediately as she rolled the words around her tongue. It had been a while, and even the slightest arousal was enough to make him scream. He kissed the side of her neck, and then drove his tongue into her mouth, his hands moving over the small of her back.
They stopped kissing so Sachi could unlock the door. As soon as the door opened, she grabbed Gojyo’s arms and pulled him towards her. Their tongues collided, and Gojyo’s member pulsated with eagerness. Sachi quickly led him down the hallway and into her bedroom.
She lifted her red blouse over her head, exposing a black lace bra. Gojyo cupped his hands around her breasts, as she unzipped the back of her skirt. Sachi then pulled down her panties and hurried to her bed, burying herself in the covers with Gojyo not far behind.
Their lips met once again, and Sachi began to fumble with Gojyo’s belt. He placed his hands against her chest and she moaned, anticipating what lied beneath his trousers. As she started to unbutton his pants, Gojyo’s thoughts returned to Hakkai, and that unexpected kiss.
Such soft lips, and silky brown hair. The idea of lying in bed, making out with Hakkai made him even more excited. "Fuck me…" he whispered.
"Anything you want, baby." Hearing Sachi’s voice, Gojyo’s eyes grew wide and his free hand gripped the bed sheets. Shit.
"Is anything the matter?" Sachi asked.
"No, why?" he asked, fidgeting. She looked at him strangely, and his apprehension mounted.
"Because…you stopped kissing me." She glanced down, and saw his shaft had gone limber.
"Oh my God." Sachi rolled out of bed and started to dress herself. Her movements were exaggerated, and it irritated Gojyo. "Well, you might as well leave if you’re not going to do anything!" She folded her arms, and stuck her leg out. Gojyo buckled his belt and stood up from the bed. That bitch.
"Hey, I’m just…"
"Save it. Obviously you’re not, um, equipped."
Oh, now she’s insulting my size! "Can’t blame a guy for having high standards."
Sachi gasped, and threw her shoes at him. "GET OUT, YOU ASSHOLE!"
**
After the humiliating incident, Gojyo roamed the unlit streets, confused over what had happened and distrustful of his own feelings. He had just lost interest in a girl who was about to have wild sex with him. A really hot girl at that! He slapped himself on the head. "Dumbass…"
But what was even more puzzling was the fact that it happened right after he imagined Hakkai. Even now he felt electrified when he thought of him and that AMAZING kiss, as short and clumsy as it was. Gojyo shuddered as he realized that those kinds of thoughts were indeed gay. "I’m no fag," he said aloud, and he quickly looked around to see if anyone had heard.
Or am I? How could I kiss another man, like it, and not be a flaming homo? He shuddered. I love WOMEN. Women with tits and ass. Women with full lips. Women with really tight…
"What am I saying!" he shouted. Gojyo paused and looked at his palms. Here he was, trying to convince himself that he found women sexually desirable. There was really no debate over that. What he had to come to terms with were his feelings for Hakkai. He was a man, but he’s more precious to me than any woman I know. Gojyo clenched his fists in aggravation as he walked back to the inn.
**
Hakkai was dealing cards to Sanzo and Goku when he heard Gojyo’s distinguishable tread through the hallway. "That’s him now. Hey, Gojyo! Want to play some poker?"
"No… I gotta sleep," he mumbled.
Sanzo smirked. "Bastard’s drunk."
"Shut up, monk! I heard that!" Gojyo yelled as he opened the door to his room. He took off his boots and fell onto the bed. To hell with undressing. He was emotionally exhausted, and couldn’t wait to go to sleep. Sleep would definitely erase all those terrible, gay thoughts.
Despite his expectation, the night was fitful. He had sweet, yet flustering dreams of Hakkai and each time he woke up he felt like crawling into a hole and hiding for the rest of eternity. This is embarrassing. It’s like the time I dreamt about Sanzo. Shit! He covered his head with his blanket. Then he heard a loud crash from another room.
Hakkai burst into the doorway. "Gojyo, wake up! I think we’re being attacked!"
He jumped out of bed and followed Hakkai down the hallway. He heard Goku scream frantically, "Let him go! Sanzo!" When the two finally reached the room, they were dismayed to see a gigantic serpent, with scales the size of Goku’s head, coiled around the fair-haired priest.
"Let him go? Why would I do a thing like that?" the snake hissed.
Gojyo prepared his weapon. "Because, we’ll kick your ass!"
"Don’t!" Hakkai warned, putting his arm out. "We don’t know what he’ll do."
"Smart man." The snake’s voice was seething. "If you come any closer, I will squash him! My strength can break buildings in an instant! One move and your precious monk’s insides will paint this room!"
"I’ll be fine," Sanzo muttered. "What he wants he’d ruin if he squeezed my guts out."
The snake glared at Sanzo, and spit at him. "Do not be so presumptuous! I will crush you!"
"And destroy the Scripture?" Sanzo spoke in a monotone. "Not too bright are you?"
The snake relaxed, freeing Sanzo from his grip. "Fine then, time for your friend to die!"
The snake slithered toward Hakkai so fast, Gojyo didn’t have time to react. Before he knew what was happening, it had itself curled around his friend, and was ready to squeeze. Gojyo’s heartbeat stopped, but was immediately recovered when Sanzo fired his gun. The serpent’s body shattered and disappeared into thin air.
Hakkai, dazed, fell into Gojyo’s arms. "Is he… okay?" Goku stammered.
"I’m…fine," Hakkai laughed gently, although he was breathing heavily and looked like he had seen death. "I’m just glad Sanzo’s so impulsive with his gun."
Gojyo pulled Hakkai closer to him. "Hakkai, I’m sorry." He stopped and hugged Hakkai as tightly as he could.
"It’s not like we’ve never been attacked before," Sanzo griped. "Now if you’ll excuse me, I need to go back to sleep," But before he left, the owner of the inn entered the room and began to scream.
"What just happened here? The room, it’s destroyed! The walls, the furniture, the carpet…"
Gojyo tuned out all other noise and stared worriedly at Hakkai, who was still in his arms. If something bad happened, I wouldn’t be able to live with myself. Especially since I never told him I…I loved him. He looked at the floorboards and sighed. "Just don’t scare me like that ever again, okay?"
"Well, I can promise to try," Hakkai smiled. "But, we’d better get back to bed."
He always smiles, Gojyo thought. I wonder if he would smile if I told him how I felt. "Hakkai…"
"Yes?"
"I love you." Hakkai smiled once again, and there was an awkward silence. "MAN! I love you, man!" Gojyo laughed nervously and patted Hakkai on the back. But would it be an honest smile? He’s so damn polite. I wouldn’t be able to tell.
**
After the snake ordeal, Hakkai was more than ready to sleep. "That was definitely a close call," he said to himself.
But as he settled into bed he heard the doorknob turn. He quickly opened his eyes and rolled over, expecting to see another one of Kougajii’s assassins. Instead, Gojyo was standing in the doorway, breathing heavily.
"Gojyo! What’s going on? Why aren’t you sleeping?" Hakkai asked, laughing. His mood remained sunny despite the interruption, and for that Gojyo was relieved. The handsome half-demon said nothing, but moved towards Hakkai.
"Is there something I can do for you?" Hakkai asked.
Gojyo gave a slight smile, and shook his head. He kneeled at the edge of the bed and gazed at him lovingly. Hakkai stared back at him, with a sympathetic look on his face. Nervousness took over as Gojyo felt himself grow hard. Can I do this?
"What did you need?" Hakkai asked gently.
Gojyo could have sworn he saw a gleam of desire behind Hakkai’s calm expression, but he couldn’t bring himself to take action. He looked away. "I don’t know what I need right now."
"Gojyo…" Hakkai felt sorry for his friend, and he reached over to touch his shoulder.
The whole time he was crouched over the bed, Gojyo had been holding his breath, keeping himself and his emotions as still as possible. But it was too much for Hakkai to whisper his name like that, and touch him so tenderly.
Gojyo stood up so he was nearly level to Hakkai and seized his hand as it got to his shoulder. He pulled him to the very edge of the bed, and their lips met with an amazing passion. I can’t believe I’m doing this, Gojyo thought. But he had hidden his feelings, even from himself, for far too long. And after what had happened, Gojyo couldn’t wait another minute to express his love.
Hakkai expected it. After Gojyo had kissed him under the tree, he recognized that his friend’s feelings for him were far deeper than he let on. And while it was shocking, and even uncomfortable at first, Hakkai could admit that he also wanted him in that way.
Gojyo’s fingers combed through Hakkai’s smooth hair. He was pleasantly surprised when Hakkai welcomed his embrace with an open-mouthed kiss. Their tongues danced delicately, and both men became dizzy with desire. Gojyo let go of Hakkai’s hand, and wrapped his arms around his back. Oh my God, did he just kiss me back?
Their lust was officially ignited, and their kisses became less restrained. "Is this what you needed?" Hakkai whispered, as he nibbled on Gojyo’s ear and neck. Gojyo nodded, and laid his head on Hakkai’s shoulder. For a few moments they rested in each other’s arms- hoping to regain some composure. Holding each other also felt fantastic.
Gojyo slid his hands down Hakkai’s back and around his waist. His stiffness was aching, and he wanted to know if Hakkai was feeling the same. He couldn’t tell beneath those dark blue pajama pants. It was risky, but he couldn’t neglect his desire. Gojyo turned his head anssedssed his neck, slowly moving his hand to Hakkai’s arousal.
"May I?" he asked, turning his face to Hakkai’s. Hakkai looked uncertain, and Gojyo quickly lifted his hand from the spot. The setback made him a little self-conscious, and he wondered if he had taken it too far. Hakkai could sense this, so he grabbed his hand and guided him over his throbbing column. "It’s okay," he said. He closed his eyes and released his grip, letting Gojyo roam freely about his body. Their lips met once more, and Gojyo urged Hakkai to lie on his back as he continued to massage his need.
Both men moaned, while their hunger for one another increased. Gojyo positioned himself directly above Hakkai, rubbing his quivering erection against his. He quickly undid the buttons on Hakkai’s pants, and pulled out his hardness. At this point, Gojyo knew what he should do. He yearned to taste every inch of him, and more. "Close your eyes," Gojyo said as he jerked him slowly.
Hakkai did as he was asked, and excitement shot through his body as Gojyo kissed his way down his stomach. This was more enticing than anything the two of them had ever experienced. Gojyo’s lips and tongue caressed Hakkai’s skin and put them both into a near frenzy. It felt like eternity before he had finally reached his destination, and even then he teased.
His tongue lingered on the base of his hardness. "Please," Hakkai begged. Gojyo gave a roguish smile and indulged himself in Hakkai. He slid his mouth down the middle of his shaft, and Hakkai cried out in satisfaction. The taste and feel of his thick cock made Gojyo even more excited, to the point of a dull ache. Although they were moving so fast, it was inevitable. They were unable to control the lust they had suppressed for so long.
Gojyo unbuttoned his pants and began to stroke himself. Hakkai laid his hand on his fiery locks, and urged him to move down. Gojyo accepted and slid his mouth to the near base of his erection. Hakkai breathed in heavily, and for a moment he felt as if he would come right then and there. "Stop," he said firmly.
Gojyo lifted his head, and gave Hakkai a quizzical look. Did I do something wrong? He wondered. I know it was my first time, but…
"It’s okay," Hakkai grinned. "Let’s make this last." He elevated himself and wrapped his hand around Gojyo’s hardness. Gojyo winced, for it was the first time that Hakkai had touched him in that way. And after all of that foreplay, it felt like he was going to explode. After a few strokes, he laid his head back and relished in the warmth and relief of Hakkai’s soft hand.
"Gojyo, I want you inside of me." Alarmed, Gojyo threw his head forward.
Hakkai understood. All of the pent-up feelings Gojyo had must have been very difficult to carry out. He always prided himself on being a total manly-man, and now they were about to make love? He grasped Gojyo’s hand and began to lick and suck his fingers seductively, until they were properly moistened. He then moved his hand downward, brushing Gojyo’s fingertips against his very private opening. He bent forward to give him a comforting kiss, and let go of his hand.
Gojyo took a deep breath and let his fingers wander across Hakkai’s skin. He reluctantly touched his middle finger against Hakkai’s rear, and pervaded him slowly. The seion ion made Hakkai’s thighs tense, and although Gojyo felt inapt he shivered with pleasure. Gradually he inserted another finger, and moved them in and out.
After a few minutes, they both felt ready. "Turn around then," he said soothingly. Hakkai switched positions and kneeled on his elbows and knees. He was breathing heavily, for even he was a little nervous, but he trusted that Gojyo would be gentle. This is what they both wanted.
Gojyo licked his palm and stroked himself. Hakkai gripped the railing at the top of the bed as Gojyo entered him slowly. Hakkai stood firm despite his anxiety. He had never experienced anything like this, and it felt like he was losing his virginity all over again. He bowed his head and tried his best to breathe steadily, and looked back to see how Gojyo was fairing. The sight of him bent over his back was too erotic for Hakkai to continue hesitating.
"Fuck me," Hakkai uttered. He felt as if he would collapse from the anticipation. Gojyo was nearly on top of him when he carefully penetrated Hakkai’s warm yet wavering body. Both men gasped, and soon Gojyo was thrusting at a slow and steady pace.
Exhilarating feelings flooded the both of them. It wasn’t just the incredible sexual gratification, but the emotional closeness that was breathtaking. As they made love Hakkai’s thoughts returned to that night, when he had awakened from his coma. He remembered Gojyo, leaning over the bedpost just as he had opened his eyes. Such beautiful hair, and piercing eyes- the color of blood.
"I love you," Gojyo whispered. Hakkai cried out as Gojyo’s thrusts became more rapid, and welcomed the waves of a nearing climax. His body tensed and he clung to the sheets of the bed as he reveled in the red heat of a delicious orgasm. Gojyo sensed this incredible pleasure and came shortly after, releasing every ounce of his wet, pent-up passion.
As both men’s pleasure waned, they collapsed onto the bed and basked in an awesome, post-orgasmic bliss. Hakkai curled up in Gojyo’s arms and held his head against his chest. He closed his eyes and listened to Gojyo’s heartbeat, strong and quick. The rhythm quieted his thoughts and he fell asleep almost immediately.
Gojyo kissed the top of his head. For a few minutes he thought of everything he had gone through, all that tortuous soul-searching and the unnerving fear of rejection. It was beyond recollection now. Gojyo and Hakkai’s love was mutual. He fell asleep to those precious thoughts, and to Hakkai’s tranquil breathing.
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