Missed Calculations

Hey everyone! I’m back with another InuiKai fic. Okay, I know technically the other one isn’t done yet but oh well. Can’t help it. ^_^ I wanted to do something a little different. It’s going be in first person view sometimes, so you know exactly what they’re thinking and all that stuff. Enjoy.

Disclaimer: I don’t own them. BUT! Very shortly I WILL own parts 1-4 of the anime!! ^_^

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It started so slowly, subtly, that I never saw it coming. I don’t even remember the exact day I realized what was going on. I just know I suddenly knew something had happened, something that defied all the data I had so carefully collected. Something that was so outrageous, I never put it in my calculations.

First it was a little more attention. He wanted the training, I was the trainer, and so I gave it to him. But he always wanted more. We ended up spending all our free time together out of practice, after homework was done. Always training.

Then it was the subtle touches. I don’t think either one of us knew what was going on. At first they were nothing more than passing brushes. My fingers on his skin, working out taut muscles; his hands gripping my shoulders for balance as we stretched out a pulled calf muscle. These little touches were nothing… I never felt the slow burning, invisible marks they left on my skin. Anyone that saw wouldn’t assume anything from them.

Then the touches became more noticeable. Passing each other at practice we’d find ourselves brushing by each other, even though there was plenty of room. Still, I don’t think either of us noticed it. It wasn’t enough for my brain to calculate. It just… happened.

And then one day after practice it really did happen. We were in the locker room. Everyone else had left. Just the two of us. We planned on more training. He wanted it, craved it like a drug. He always wanted me to find new ways to push him harder so he could be at the top of his game. So I obliged. I have to be honest, I loved the attention. It was nice to feel needed by someone. He had to go home first, eat dinner with his parents and little brother, and then we were to meet in the park. Nothing out of the ordinary.

But something about the way he looked that day was different. I’m still trying to figure out how everything happened; it was almost a blur. As he changed out of his uniform, I glanced over to see his skin gleaming with sweat from the hard workout I had put everyone through for the day. It shouldn’t have been any different from the other days I had seen his naked torso. Many times before I had checked to make sure all his muscles were being worked equally. I don’t know why it should have been different. But it was. And I couldn’t do anything to stop it. Neither could he.

He was confused at first. He had been pulling on his black running shirt, when my hand grabbed his wrist, stopping the movement. He looked up at me, a quizzical look crossing his features before he blushed. Why was he blushing?

“Inui-senpai? Is something the matter?” I barely heard his voice as I pulled him closer to me. He looked around, almost as if for an escape, and licked his lips nervously. That did it. Just the simple dart of a moist tongue around lightly pink lips, an action that I had seen from him numerous times when he was nervous or frustrated, put me over the edge and sent me falling.

“Kaidoh.” I breathed, lowering my head quickly and catching his startled lips with mine. My hand dropped his wrist and wrapped around his slim yet strong body, trapping and crushing him against me. My eyes were narrowed to slits as I kissed him, the heat from his mouth exciting. The faint smell of salty sweat and whatever shampoo he used, intoxicating. I breathed in, still kissing him, wanting him more and more as everyone second passed.

His eyes were opened wide, almost terrified. But he never struggled. I wasn’t sure if it was because I was the senpai and he was just being an obedient boy, or if it was more. Slowly his face faded from the beet red it had been before, to a delightful pink across his cheeks and nose. His own eyes lowered as he too, fell into the kiss. I could feel him relax in my arms, sighing as he melted against me. I too sighed, my brain desperately trying to figure out what was happening to us. But it couldn’t keep up.

I gently, but urgently licked at his lips, seeking entrance to his warm mouth. His lips parted slightly, as if he was going to ask something, when my tongue darted in, desperately searching for a companion. It met with his and I could hear his sharp intake of breath at the touch. I grinned slightly, swirling it around his, drawing his tongue into my mouth so I could suck on it. He groaned, leaning against me for support.

Why was I doing this? What I was doing was so wrong. So very wrong, but it felt so right. So very right. I tried to tell myself to stop, someone could come in at anytime. It was dangerous. But isn’t that part of the thrill? I didn’t care. All my common sense had flown out the window the minute my lips met his. So warm, so enticing.

As if being steered by another force, I pushed him back, so that he was pinned between me and the wall. He moaned as my hips pushed against his, and I was barely able to hold back my own. I could feel myself growing hard. It was amusing. And he must have been feeling the same things as I, because I could feel him hardening under his white running shorts.

Moving my hands, I trailed them down his sides, our bodies still pressed together. I pushed up his shirt to feel his smooth, hot skin, leaning back slightly so I could raise the shirt. As I did this, I pushed his head back, moving my lips over, running them down his jaw, nipping slightly at his throat. He tasted so good. I licked at the salty flesh as he groaned. Still moving, I reached the crook in his shoulder, moving away briefly as I discarded his shirt. He had goosebumps now, as I ran my lips over his collarbone and to his chest.

“I-Inui senpai.” He asked, his face flushed once more.

“Shhh… Kaidoh.”

“Senpai.” He said once more, his hands moving to my hair, fingers twisting almost painfully in it. But what’s a little pain when there was so much pleasure involved?

“Nani, Kaidoh?” I continued the assault with my lips, running back up to his collarbone, nipping on it a little rougher than before. He groaned, leaning into the touch. He seemed at a loss for words for a few moments, as my tongue trailed up his sensitive neck back to his jaw.

“I… I have to get home. My parents are expecting me. It would be rude to make them worry, senpai.” I frowned. Was he looking for a way out of this? I thought he wanted it just as much as I did, even though I hadn’t known about it until just a few moments ago. I pulled away, and looked down into his eyes. What I saw surprised me, and the brain that had just recently started working again, once more continuing its non-stop calculations, came to a screeching halt.

His eyes weren’t frightened as I had half expected them to be. They weren’t resentful either. Instead, they mirrored what mine must have looked like. Lust filled, hungry eyes stared back at me, not wanting to stop, but knowing they must. He was needed elsewhere.

“Hai, Kaidoh.” I pulled away from him completely, relishing the lingering heat left on my body from him. It started to fade all too quickly.

“Senpai? Are we still training later?” He asked. My eyes met his and I couldn’t help but grin. Did he know what he was getting into? Yes, my brain supplied the answer. He understands this, one hundred percent.

“Of course, Kaidoh.” He nodded, his rather pleasant blush returning to cover his face as he grabbed his stuff and hurried out the door. I was right behind him.

It started suddenly, just like that. And even though we knew what would happen next, I don’t think we were completely prepared for it. After all, how DO you prepare for something like that, when you don’t even why you’re doing it?

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Yes, it\'s a pretty short chapter, but don\'t worry. They\'re more to come! Please review if you liked it. I haven\'t written first person in quite some time. Enjoy! Nice lemon coming up if you all want it. ^_~

TBC