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Gojyo’s diary

I got this diary from Hakkai today. He
told me it was good for me to write down ny feelings. It would make it easier
for me to deal with my past, he said. Ch, I better get him a diary too. If
anyone needs help to deal with his past it’s him. Come to think of it, I better
get Sanzo a diary too. And Goku. Hell, we all carry our wounds from the past.
What a pitiful team we are!

Anyway, I am sitting here while the
others are sound asleep. Writing obediantly to ‘get my feelings on print’ as
Hakkai so charmingly put it.

I wonder what Hakkai would write in a
diary? I’ll bet he would write something like thiThisThis night I spent with my
lovely red-haired half-youkai. He’s sooo good. I love him so much.’

Heheh. Well, maybe not. Even if it was
true he had spent the night with me. It often is true. And I think he is sooo
good. And I love him so much. See, I’m so obediant. Writing about my feelings,
just like Hakkai said.

But maybe Hakkai would say
something about my red hair. How it reminds him of blood. I wouldn’t mind. He’s
the only one I don’t mind doing that.

Sanzo then, what would he write? ‘This
night I spent with my lovely red-haired half-youkai. He’s sooo good. I love him
so much.’

Naah, Sanzo would never write that. And
it would certainly not be true. Sigh. Not yet anyway. But I haven’t given up
hope. Not that I love him or anything, but I desire him. Like I desire all
these girls I pick up for one-night stands. But with Sanzo I’d hope it would be
many nights. Yum, yum. Geez. What the hell am I thinking, I haven’t laid him once yet. But he
sure makes my pulse go speeding. I wonder what Hakkai would think if I did get
Sanzo in my bed? Hmm, probably nothing. I suspect Hakkai knows more about
Sanzo’s beautiful body than I do.

What would Goku write? Nothing about
lovely red-haired half-youkais, I’m pretty sure about that. Even if I can see
that his eyes recently has started to trace Sanzo’s body from face to groin.
Guess, he’s growing up that bakasaru. I wonder if Sanzo has noticed. Who can
tell what that damned monk sees or not? He only lets us know if he thinks it’s
necessary, or fun to tell us. His kind of fun that is.

When I go to bed I better hide this diary
from the others. I’m sure everyone of thouldould love to see what that
perverted kappa – that’s me! – is writing. Even Hakkai. He can be so
sneaky my green eyed lover. Behind that smile is a man so full of different
emotions, feelings, wantings and needs, that I haven’t figured out half of it
yet. He can be hurting behind a smile. Or joking behind a straight face. You’ll
never know when it comes to Hakkai. He is mysterious. Even in bed. He can do
things with me... wow, it’s all I can say.

Nng... the thoughts of what Hakkai can do
makes it tight in my pants. Maybe I’ll stop writing this stupid diary and go
see if Hakkai is awake. If he’s not, I might just wake him up...

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Well,
let’s see. What feelings will I write about today? I’ll just write the first
things that comes to my mind. Oh, surprise, it’s Hakkai! Geez, who would have
thought that?

Mmm,
Hakkai... A beautiful face on a beautiful body. And those green eyes, giving me
looks I can’t resist. His smile, I know exactly if he fakes it or if it’s real
or when it means “I want you”.

I
remember the first time I saw him, or Cho Gonou as his name was then. He lay in
the rain, bleeding to death and I was in love. Silly, me. I picked him up, took
him home and took care of him after my abilities. I even prayed he would
survive. When the doctor had assured me he would live, I felt much better.

Every night
before I got to bed I stood looking at him a couple of minutes, or more. I
wondered so why I wanted him so much. Hell, I had never been with a man before,
and yet he made my little Gojyo awaken. I didn’t even try to get a girl those
nights. I just longed for him.

When he
woke up and I could see his eyes too, I barely could hold myself from jumping
him every time I saw him. I wanted to bounce him all night, but of course I
didn’t do anything. Rape has never been a turn on for me.

After all
that happened and he came to live with me as Cho Hakkai, I thought I was going
crazy of pure joy. I had big plans on what I would do to make him love me and
wanting me. Hmph, never try to plan
anything including Hakkai while forgetting to include him when you make your
plans. Things didn’t turn out the way I had planned. I never seduced him, he
seduced me. Oh, my Hakkai, I really love you. But I was sore after that night,
I can tell.

Today was
a busy day. We had two big fights with youkai trying to kill us, and Hakuryuu
got a flat tire so we had to walk all the way to the nearest town. When we get
to it there was no available rooms so we still had to make camp outside. Often
I don’t like that because it’s more difficult to have privacy around a camp
fire, but this night we’re in a forest. So when Hakkai asked me if I wanted to
go for a walk I gladly accepted.

I could
see in his eyes he wanted me, and I wanted him so much. When we had come far
enough away from the monk and the monkey, we stopped. Hakkai turned to me folding
his arms around my neck and kissed me. I recognized that kiss. It was the kiss
that said, it’s your turn to be on the top. I love that kiss, and Hakkai knows
it but sometimes he takes the top anyway, and when he has decided to do so, you
have absolutely nothing to say in that matter. Hehe, not that I mind that. Both
ways gives pleasure.

I laid my
hands on his waist, and kissed him back. Our tounges played and I sucked on it
and felt Hakkai’s eager to continue. My hands found their way under his shirt and
I stroke his back, down his spine. We let go of the kiss and helped each other
out of our clothing. I lay down and dragged Hakkai with me. I kissed his neck,
bit in his earlobes and caressed his chest and stomach, not touching what he
wanted me to touch, not yet. Hakkai moaned and tried to wriggle to make me
touch him everywhere. But he had to be more patient.

My lips
went from his neck to his face, kissing every inch of it, getting down to the
chest. I licked his nipples, at the
same time stroking his stomach in circular movements. His nipples went hard and
I sucked them while I also could feel his penis getting erected over his
stomach. I was quite hard too, but I didn’t want this to end too soon. Instead
I let my fingers gently caress his little Hakkai, while big Hakkai moaned and
arched his back to make my fingers give him more friction. a l a little while I
teased him some more, then I took it in my mouth and licked on its tip. Hakkai
gasped, I love those noises he makes when we have sex. I variated my actions
with putting his whole erection down my throat with those small lickings. I
could tell Hakkai was close to come so I stopped. That made Hakkai groan and
begging me to continue. I decided I could do it a little more but carefully, I
didn’t want him to come yet. I gave him my fingers to suck and he did so while
I suck his cock.

By then,
I couldn’t stand it myself so I stopped the sucking, found a little bottle with
lube in my pocket and used it on Hakkai’s opening. He willingly opened up his
thighs to let me have free way. I laid his legs on my shoulders and entered
him. Oh, such pleasure, we both gasped and moaned. With one of my hands I gave
his penis a little extra attention, and it payed off. We both exploded in a
mutual orgasm that was beyond words.

After we
lay in each other arms kissing and caressing. Hakkai had snuggled up with his
face against my neck and I stroke his hair. Those moments after sex are lovely
too. They are never that good with a girl, maybe because with Hakkai it’s more
than just desire. I really love him. Heh, guess I have said that already. Well,
if I’m to write down my feelings and it comes to Hakkai, I can’t say that
enough. I love him, I love him, I love him.

Guess
it’s time for bed again. Maybe I can snuggle up in Hakkai’s arms for a while. I
think Sanzo and Goku are asleep but you can never be sure. What the hell, I
doubt they’ll be shocked if they saw us. Well, not Sanzo anyway, for a monk
he’s quite tolerant, even if he likes us to think he’s not.

So, now
I’ve written down my feelings for Hakkai. I hope this will make Hakkai happy.
But I don’t think I let him read it. I’ll just tell him I wrote about him and
let him wonder. If he looks sad when I tell him I’ll kiss him, if he looks happy... I’ll kiss him anyway.

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