All About Soul | By : Crazi Category: Digimon > General Views: 1268 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Warning!! Shonen-ai ahead!! Turn back now if you don’t like it!!
Yamachi/Taito, Daiken, Mira, Jyoushiro, Hiyako, Takori!!!! Also,
Character death ahead as well!! (no
suicide) I am now committing myself on my own will… ^_^;;;
A/N: I don’t own any of it
except what happened!!!! Get over it. I have no money… Though I do have new manga!! Ahem…
Daisuke: Billy Joel is not
hers… nor are his songs River of Dreams,
Two Thousand Years, All About Soul, or Lullabye (Goodnight, My Angel).
Baby Wizardmon: She also do not own “Yuuki Wo Tsubasa Ni Shite” which just happens to
be Tai’s theme. Oh, the song that Matt refers to that Tai was humming is Billy
Joel’s Blonde Over
Blue.
Yamato: All the songs by
Billy Joel can be found on the River of Dreams album.. She uses Japanese in here but she
can’t speak it really so, pardon if it is not entirely accurate.
All: Read and Review
please!!!
After
all we’ve been through… you never once showed it… Never once did you ever show
any of us, except maybe Kari… Hikari. God, how I envy her in a way. She always knew, always knew
what you felt. Her and Agumon that is. They knew, just like my Otouto Takeru
<TK>, and Gabumon knew about me. Maybe this one time they didn’t. Maybe,
just like me you tried to keep just one thing back, just one little thing that
meant the world and meant the cosmos to you. That’s what this really meant to
me, Taichi.
I
loved you for so long Taichi. I almost told you so many times… Like on the Ice Island, or when I came back to all of you?
It was all
my idea of course, Hikari-chan-s making a small speech before it starts, and
then we, as in the band, play our songs and, to end, Mimi is reading a poem
that sounded like you to Iori-kun, Jyou-kun, and Koushirou-kun. Takeru-chan,
Miyako-kun, and Sora-kun made the programs. The layout actually, because
Dai-kun has made the most amazing sketches and drawing of you. The cover is you
as an angel. Though it makes us giggle a bit because you are an angel complete
with your goggles and a soccer jersey and your sneakers. Dai-kun said it made
you, you. The angelic look was given your charm and innocence when he drew you
with those accents. Ken-kun helped to make advertisement. Not that it’s hard to
advertise Teen Age Wolf as you always joked to cheer me up when I complained
about the band being broke. Getting back on track again, and after Mimi-kun
reads the poem. I sing a son songs by one of your favorite American singers,
Billy Joel, and your two songs that I wrote.
“Yamato-Sempai!!” I turn around with a small smile in place to
where I’m being hailed.>
As Dai-kun
runs up to me, I see the youthful you for a minute. He stops and gives me that
thumbs-up he’s famous for. He has on a triangle T-shirt and brown board shorts.
The spitting image of you actually. I lift an eyebrow as I glance over his
attire. He laughs and hands me the music for a song by your singer. He grins a
moment and looks nervous. But before I can ask, he gives me a hug and says,
“Good luck, Yama-sempai!” I accept his wish and give thanks for bringing me the
music I needed. He tells me it was nothing and says he needs to get out to the
audience and see his Ken-chan. I tell him to hurry Hikari will be on in a
minute twenty. He pales and runs for the stage door. I shake my head… He is so
much like you…
Hikari’s done…
I’ve set the sheet music out for the son ton the piano I’ll use… Here we go…
The Teen Age Wolves played flawlessly and Yamato
held himself together as he allowed himself to flow into his music. Mimi came
out for her poem, as the band left. When she was done, the piano was rolled out
and Yamato took his seat at it as his band took their positions for a few of
the songs. The blonde musician adjusted the microphone and spoke cleaintointo
it,
“Yagami Taichi was my best friend. We were closer
than brothers. He was there for me when life was hard, as I was to him. Till
the very end we stayed close. Taichi, you are very
missed and I hope you can hear us up there, buddy.” Yamato sat back a bit and
started to play…
In the
beginning
There was
the cold and the night
o:p>
Sometimes I
wonder
Why are we
so blind to fate?
Unseen to all, an angel had landed at the other end
of the piano Yamato was playing. It was Yagami Taichi. He leaned on the piano
staring dreamily at the blue-eyed blonde playing one of his favorite songs. He
too was wondering why they had been so blind to their
fate as soul mates, he and Yamato.
Without
compassion, there can be no end to hate
No end to
sorrow
Caused by
the same endless fears
Why can’t
we learn from all we’ve been through
n stn style='color:blue'>After two
thousand years?
There will
be miracles
After the
last war is won
Science and
poetry rule in the New World to come
Prophets
and angels
Gave us the
power to see
What an
amazing future there will be
And in the
evening
After the
fire and the light
One thing
is certain: nothing can hold back the night
Time is
relentless
And as the
past disappears
We’re on
the verge of all things new
We are two
thousand years
Taichi
moved slightly closer as the boy he still loved from beyond death played
another of his favorite songs. Yamato was always so handsome when he sang,
because he *became* his music. Taichi sighed a bit as
he continued to watch.
In the
middle of the night
I go
walking in my sleep
From the
mountains of faith
To a river
so deep
I must
looking something
Something
sacred I lost
But the
river is wide
And it’s
too hard to cross
And even
though I know the river is wide
I walk down
every evening and I stand on the shore
And try to
cross to the opposite side
So I can
finally find out what I’ve been looking for
In the
middle of the night
I go
walking in my sleep
Through the
valley of fear
To a river
so deep
And I’ve
been searching for something
Taken out
of my soul
Something I
would never lose
Something
somebody stole
I don’t
know why I go walking at night
But now I’m
tired and I don’t want to walk anymore
I hope it
doesn’t take the rest of my life
Until I
finally find what I’ve been searching for
In the
middle of the night
I go
walking in my sleep
Through the
jungle of doubt
To a river
so deep
I know I’m
searching for something
Something
so undefined
That it can
only be seen
By the eyes
of the blind
In the
middle of the night
I’m not
sure about a life after this
God knows
I’ve never been a spiritual man
Baptized by
the fire, I wade into the river
That flows
into the Promised Land
In the
middle of the night
I go
walking in my sleep
Through the
desert of truth
To the
river so deep
We all end
in the ocean
We all
stan thn the streams
We’re all
carried along
By the
river of dreams
In the
middle of the night
“I would never break a promise to you Yamato-chan, you will always be my Koibito…” Taichi whispered as he
moved even closer to his love. He was slowly inching his way next to him.
Another angel watched him from by Ken and Daisuke.
Ichijouji Osamu knew what it was like to leave behind those who cared about you
and those you care about. He looked to his Otouto-chan, Ken, who was snuggled
deep into his beloved koi’s arms. He also glanced to near Jyou and Koushiro,
where Shin Kido was seated. ‘Shin-koi… I
miss you…’ thought the purple-haired angel as he floated next to him and
sat down, leaning against *his* own love. Shin Kido glanced to his side when he
felt an odd warmth and pressure. Seeing nothing he smiled, ‘Osa-koi… Ai shiteru…’ The next song vaguely reminded Yamato of his
Tai-chan, but he could remember Tai playing these three songs and one other,
but the last one he couldn’t remember. It irritated the blonde because Tai
alwayangeanged it to that song when he came to visit. No
matter what the circumstances. He had even hummed it when Yamato visited
him in the hospital. ‘Tai will remind me
later… I know it’
She waits
for me at night, she waits for me in silence
She gives
me all her tenderness and takes away my pain
And so far
she hasn’t run, though I swear she’s had her moments
She still
believes in miracles while other cry in vain
It’s all
about soul
It’s all
about faith and a deeper devotion
It’s all
about soul
‘Cause
under the love is a stronger emotion
She’s got
to be strong
‘Cause so
many things getting out of control
Should
drive her away
So why does
she stay?
It’s all
about soul
She turns
to me sometimes and she asks me what I’m dreaming
And I
realize that I must have gone a million miles away
And I ask
her how she knew to reach out to me at that moment
And she
smiles because it’s understood there are no words to say
It’s all
about soul
It’s all
about knowing what someone is feeling
The woman’s
got soul
The power
of love and the power of healing
This life
isn’t fair
It’s gonna
get dark, it’s gonna get cold
You’ve got
to get tough but that ain’t enough
It’s all
about soul
There are
people who have lost every trace of human kindness
There are
many who have fallen there are some who still survive
She comes
to me at night and she tells me her desires
And she
gives me all the love I need to keep my faith alive
It’s all
about soul
It’s all
about joy that comes out of sorrow
It’s all
about soul
Who’s
standing now and who’s standing tomorrow
You’ve got
to be hard
Hard as the
rock in that old rock ‘n roll
But that’s
only part, you know in your heart
It’s all
about soul
As the song ended, the rest of the band except Yamato
left the stage. Taichi even found this odd. The only one who knew what really
was happening was Daisuke, who had a huge grin on his face. Ken glanced at his
boyfriend and knew immediately that the burgundy haired artist knew what was
going on.
“These next two songs, were
written for Taichi. Before and rigfterfter he died.”
Yamato was going to show the world exactly how he felt for his beloved
Taichi-chan, even those from high above it. Taichi moved then to sit next to
the blonde as he began the next melody. Osamu blinked then sighed and pressed
closer to his Shin-koi.
Goodnight,
my angel
Time to
close your eyes
And save
these questions for another day
I think I
know what you’ve been trying to say
I promised
I would never leave you
And you
should always know
Wherever
you may go
No matter
where you are
I never
will be far away
Goodnight,
my angel
Now it’s
time to sleep
And still
so many things I want to say
Remember
all the songs that you sang for me
When we
went sailing on an emerald bay
And like a
boat out on the ocean
I’m rocking
you to sleep
The water’s
dark
And deep
inside this ancient heart
You’ll
always be a part of me
Goodnight,
my angel
Now it’s
time to dream
And dream
how wonderful your life will be
Someday
your child may cry
And if you
sing this lullabye
Then in
your heart
There will
always be a part of me
Someday
we’ll all be gone
But
lullabyes go on and on…
They never
die
That’s how
you
And I
Will be
The crowd erupted into a sea of applause. Osamu had
wrapped his invisible arms around his Shin during the song, while his other
heavenly companion on the stage just happened to be crying his eyes out next to
his beloved. Osamu’s heart reached out to his new friend, Taichi hadn’t told
Yamato how he felt, and it seemed to go both ways. The next song was the last
and Taichi didn’t know if it could show Yamato’s love anymore. But in his
opinion after he heard it, it did.
I’ll turn my courage into wings
And fly away soon
I’ll always believe in you
If I’m with you
I can cross over to the other side of the sky
No matter how hard it seems
It will be all right
That’s right
We’re unfinished dreamers
We’ll stick out chests out to the wind as we
go
I’ll turn my courage into wings
And fly away now
Unafraid of making mistakes
I’ll turn my courage into wings
And fly away soon
No matter when
I always believe in you
There are times when I can’t be strong
Times when I’m disappointed in myself
I’ll keep trying
Because I have to
That’s right
We’re dreamers of the future
We’ve got to make our hearts evolve, too
I’ll turn my courage into wings
Let’s start from here
Even if I have to do it a 100 times, I’ll get
it right
I’ll turn my courage into wings
Let’s start soon
No matter when
I always believe in you
I’ll turn my courage into wings
I’ll turn my courage into wings
And fly away soon
No matter when
I always
believe in you
Backstage in Yamato’s dressing
room:
“Yama-chan…”
Taichi whispered as the blonde sat looking at a picture of him. And for the
first time that night Yamato heard his voice.
“Tai-chan…?” he asked looking up and seeing his beloved
angel, literally. Yamato had Taichi in his arms so fast, that even Tai was
surprised.
“Yama-chan… you wrote those for me?” the brown-haired one
asked. His love nodded eyes showing joy and sadness all at once.
“Tai-chan, I’m sorry… that I didn’t say anything….”
“Me too, Yama-koi… Me too… Yama-chan… You forgot one of
my songs!” The teen angel told him suddenly remembering that he *had* to remind
his Yama-chan of this.
“Gommen, Tai-chan… I couldn’t remember what it was. You
tell me,” he said leaning his forehead against the other’s.
“You forgot? Yama, it’s the song that always reminded me
of you! Blonde Over
Blue!” he giggled tapping Yamato on the forehead and the nose.
The two stayed that way for a few minutes, before they
shared a kiss. Slowly, Taichi pulled reluctantly from Yamato’s embrace. He
placed his bronzed hand on the other’s cheek. “Ai shiteru, Ishida Yamato…” He
said as Osamu appeared behind him, solemnly. He knew that they were able to
watch over them, but very few people could really talk with angels… Maybe
Yamato could, then he’d be able to give messages to
Ken-chan and Shin-koi…
“Ai shiteru, Yagami Taichi…” Yamato whispered as the two
angels began to fade. “Ai shiteru till forever….”
A/N: Ohmigosh!!! I actually wrote
something this depressing? At least it had a semi-happy ending!!
Daisuke: Oh My Gawd! You killed
Taichi!!
Baby Wizardmon: You B*st*rd!
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