Our True Selves

Disclaimer: Except for the plot of this fic I own nothing else. Wish I did thoug... I would like Shuichi for myself XD


Our True Selves.

Chapter 1

Yuki woke up suddenly, he looked at the other side of the bed and
didn\'t find Shuichi, he took his clock 4:30 a.m.

Where he can be at this hour?

He sacred, after all the awful things that had happened to them
he finally admitted that he needed Shuichi. No, not only that, he
admitted that he loved the pink-haired singer.

Yuki stood up quickly and left the room, the house was completely
dark and that scared him even more. Have had Shuichi left him?

No! That\'s impossible!

He heard a voice that came from his study.

"Are you sure?"

Why is he in my study? And who\'s he talking
to?

Yuki noted the seriousness on Shuichi\'s voice but he decided to
stay outside and hear, it should be really serious if took the
boy out of the bed at that hour.

"I can see that you\'re really happy, ne?"

Shuichi\'s voice kept the serious tone but he was smiling.

"You know what this means, don\'t you?"

"No!"

Yuki startled.

Who is he talking with?

"No! You know what could happen if you do!"

"Boss\'s not always right!"

"It will happen again... I know"

"Yes"

"Yes"

"No"

"Two, three days, no more... I think"

"That\'s the problem, I don\'t know exactly when and how"

"Nope!"

"Look, I have to go now but please remember... Don\'t, under
any circumstance do that"

"I DON\'T CARE IF IT\'S AN ORDER OR NOT!"

"Look... Not always the fact that it\'s an order means it\'s
right... And I think the best example is what happened the last
time"

"I only hope boss can take the control..."

"Yeah..."

"Bye..."

Shuichi hung up and stood there without moving.

Yuki narrowed his eyes but decided to go to back to bed, he\'d ask
Shuichi the next day.

Shuichi opened the door of the room silently, entered the room
and then closed it softly behind him, Yuki was sleeping so
Shuichi slowly slipped inside the bed and drifted to sleep.

He re-opened one eye to look at Yuki\'s back.

You think I don\'t know you\'re awake... God
Yuki, I hope you know soon

He drifted to sleep almost instantly.

Yuki opened his eyes and turned around, he smiled gently, he
loved the way Shuichi looked, so peaceful.

* * *

Yuki woke up at 11:30 just to find his lover had already go to
work, he slowly stood up from bed and went to take a shower.

He has to know who was Shuichi talking with last night, that
wasn\'t normal and he definitely didn\'t like not knowing something
about his lover, Shuichi had never hide something from him
before, except for the Aizinciincident.

After his shower and small breakfast he went to work on his book,
he couldn\'t, the damn call was still in his mind, he lighted a
cigarette and exited his study to go for a beer.

So Shuichi... What can you be hiding from
me?

He went back to the living room and sat in front of Shuichi\'s PC,
maybe there he could find something. He was sure he heard
something about a boss, Shuichi\'s only boss was Tohma but why
would he be talking like that about Tohma?

Well, the only way to know was making \'research\'; he smiled at
the use of the word. In the screen was a small window with a
chibi Shuichi in a corner \'dancing\', it asked for the user\'s name
and the password.

He wrote Shuichi\'s name in the name space and thought for a
password.

"What kind of password the brat would use...?"

First attempt: Shindou

Second attempt: Bad luck

"... Damn!"

Third attempt: Nittle Grasper

"Come on!"

Fourth attempt: Ryuichi Sakuma

Invalid password.

Fifth attempt: Komagoru

Sixth attempt: Yuki Eiri

"Grrrr......."

Seventh attempt: Shuichi loves Yuki

Eighth attempt: ...

"What?!! Teletubies?!!! ... No, eve even HIM!"

Eighth attempt: Pocky

"Ok... What in world can be the damn password?!!"

Ninth attempt: The Rage Beat

"God Shuichi... Seems that you got me this time"

"But I think I got it this time..."

Tenth attempt: I love you Shuichi

The screen became completely black and \'The Rage Beat\' started,
then Shuichi\'s face appeared on the screen.

"That was a close one and you have the wrong user\'s name
too, sorry Yuki but... Seems you\'re not that smart after all!"

Then a big red heart appeared in the middle of the screen.

"I love you Yuki!"

And the system went down.

"DAMN!"

"How come the brat knows so much about computers?!"

Yuki sighed in defeat, he had underestimated Shuichi the problem
was that he was still curious about the infamous phone call.
Since it was obvious he wouldn\'t find anything he decided to go
back to his studio and try to write some more.

* * *

NG Records.

"Blind game again..."

"Drastic game again..."

"Blind game again..."

"Drastic game again..."

The music ended and the record was ready, from the other side of
the huge window K raised his thumb.

"Yeah!! Finally we could get it right!"

"Well, I\'m still not too satisfied with the arrangements
"

"Come on Fujisaki-kun! It was perfect!"

Hiro gave the 16 years old keyboardist a look, he still couldn\'t
understand why the boy always lowered his own work he was an
excellent keyboardist. Shuichi and he himself had already told
him that hundred of times.

K opened the door and pointed his gun to Fujisaki\'s head, the boy
had been acting this way since almost two months now. K wanted to
know what was going on and he wanted to know now.

"Ok! You\'re telling me what\'s your problem right here right
now!"

*click*

Fujisaki gulped, he knew the blonde manager was serious and he
had no other choice, but that was something he didn\'t want to
talk about and even if he wanted to, K would had been the last
person he would thought to tell something like that.

He sighed.

"Ok, but... Can we talk in private? It\'s something very
personal..."

The American nodded and followed Fujisaki out of the room, Hiro
and Shuichi just shrugged and went to take a rest. K led the
young boy to an empty office and motioned him to take seat, he
closed the door and locked it then he sat in front of the other
one.

"So? What\'s your problem? Because even Shindou-san is pretty
tired... And they\'re right, your arrangements are perfects...
What\'s the real problem?"

Fujisaki lowered his eyes while playing with the edge of his
shirt.

"Well you see... I... I\'ve been hearing to Nittle Grasper\'s
tapes and... well..."

"Well?"

"I... I think... I think I\'m not as good as Seguchi-san..."

"Why?"

"Well I... I don\'t know how to explain it... It\'s something
about him..."

"What do you mean?"

"Well... You see... It\'s as if he weren\'t human... He\'s just...
I don\'t know... Like perfect! I\'ll never be able to reach his
level"

K had scared for a moment.

Does he... No, that\'s impossible

He dismissed the thought and centered in what was his primal
worry, make Fujisaki see he was wrong.

"He\'s not a God Fujisaki-kun and you already reached his
level if not I\'d had kicked you out from Bad Luck long time ago.
Now it depends of you if you want to keep that level or of you
want to be even better"

Fujisaki\'s eyes were wide open, he knew K would never lie about
this things, he knew K wanted only the best so if he said he had
reached Seguchi-san\'s level then he did.

But, to surpass that? Would he be able to be even better than
Seguchi Tohma, president of NG Records and keyboardist of Nittle
Grasper?

"Do you... Do you really think I can surpass him K?"

"I don\'t think
so, I\'m sure of it. Now stop with this and go back, we still have
to record three other songs"

K unlocked the door and let Fujisaki go out first, he closed the
door and followed, this would be a hard day a very hard day.


TBC...