Adult-FanFiction.org : Anime

Login

Register
Forgot Password
Site

News
Member Directory
T.O.S.
Content Guidelines
DMCA Info
Abuse
Contact
F.A.Q.
Support
Supporters
Donate
Facebook
Forums

Forums Index
News in Forum
Contests
Searching for stories?
Challenges & Requests
Dribs, Drabs, and Doggy Tales
Adopt a Story
Request a Category
Story Codes
Hall of Shame
F.A.Q.
Support
Archives

Anime
Gundam, Beyblade, DBZ, FMA
Books
Bleach
Buffy/Angel
Cartoons
Comics
Celebrity Fiction
Final Fantasy
Games
Harry Potter
Inuyasha
Lord of the Rings
Manga
Movies
Naruto
Non-English
Originals
Television
Marvel 'Verse
Yu-Gi-OH
YuYu Hakusho
Advertising

View Your Banner Stats
Advertising Information
Support

Unrequited Death	By : aliasofwestgate Category: Gensomaden Saiyuki > General Views: 879 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Gensomaden Saiyuki, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

Chapter List
- 1-Unrequited Death
- 1
Alias: My brain
has decided it likes blood with its angst. Here�s the result! Go figure on how
much this pairing has decided to eat my brain. I�d blame Brad C, but I�m just
as bad or worse. Since I liked Nii-hakase, long before I started writing these
dark pieces. Sexy manipulative bastard and his favorite toy. *evil grin*

Don�t worry more Gojyo and Hakkai goodness on the way. That
has never left my mind�only been competing for the spotlight. -_-;;

Pervasive Threnody! Thanks for the beta once again. I�m
amazed you�ve come away unscathed from these things.

Disclaimers: All
GS Saiyuki characters belong to Kazuya Minekura and not me, or I�d not be in
university, ne?

Unrequited Death

By AliasOfWestgate

Why? Why do you still smile at me? I�ve beaten you bloody. I
could have killed you three times over by now. Yet you still grin at me,
through the dark blood over the stubble on your face. I see the eye glasses I
broke not five minutes ago on the floor. Your stupid toy on the tiles of the
lab soaking up your blood. Its unwavering smile leering at me, too.

I wanted to do this, to kill you. I can�t. I can�t kill you,
even with the smile cracked across your face, mocking me so. I hit you so hard it
broke your nose, I violated you the same way you have to me, so many times in
the past. You�ve wrecked everything I loved, ruined me beyond compare. Yet I
can�t kill you�..

My family is beyond my reach now. I should kill you for that
alone. What little I had left, you destroyed. Wasn�t that your goal all along?
We were just pawns. But why can�t I
destroy you.

You try one more time to get up off the slick floors.
Another fist to the gut stops that. I�m not even holding back. That satisfying
thwack as you hit the ground is more than enough for me. Bloodlust still
pounding in my mind.

No one left to hold me back, not Doku, not Yaone, not Lirin.
Not even my poor Mother. I want to see you bleed; I want to see you dead. So
why aren�t you dead yet? I want to die, but not without seeing you gone first.
For what you�ve done, what you did to my family. I can�t take this. Why don�t
you die?

You�re none of them. Your crooked grin mocks me. Even as you
lay there, blood oozing from all cuts I�ve inflicted on the cold ground. Why am
I letting you live? You shouldn�t be here, most of all. You who betrayed
everyone in the world should not be here. Die! Just DIE! Damn you!

I can�t kill you. I don�t know why but I can�t kill you.
Dissolving into tears is all I can do. I feel the cold tiles on my arms. I�ve
collapsed there, sobbing. I can�t do it.
There�s nothing left, not of me, not of any of those I knew before. No one.

You manage to stand
up; even with the leg I broke earlier.
Why do you pick up your stuffed rabbit again? It�s negligently placed
into a now darkly spattered lab coat pocket. That once white fabric now
ribboned with blood from my violent revenge on you. I hear your breath as you
lean near. Grabbing my chin as you face me, cold green-grey eyes stare into
mine, amidst ragged stubble, and black hair dripping with blood. Mostly yours.
�You�re still mine, daiji na mono� is all I hear, in that infuriating baritone
voice.

I still want you dead!

Owari ;-)

Alias: I�ve got so much on my plate right now, it�s ridiculous.
I�ll be back soon, with more. <waves and
goes back to typing madly while giggling to herself>
- 1
You need to be logged in to leave a review for this story.You need to be logged in to leave a review for this story.
Report Story

Adult-FanFiction.Org is not in any way associated with or related to FanFiction.Net

Adult-FanFiction.org (AFF, the site), its owners, agents, and any other entities related to Adult-FanFiction.org or the AFF forum take no responsibility for the works posted to the Adult-FanFiction.org by its members.

While AFF and its agents attempt to remove all illegal works from the site as quickly and thoroughly as possible, there is always the possibility that some submissions may be overlooked or dismissed in error. The AFF system includes a rigorous and complex abuse control system in order to prevent improper use of the AFF service, and we hope that its deployment indicates a good-faith effort to eliminate any illegal material on the site in a fair and unbiased manner. This abuse control system is run in accordance with the strict guidelines specified above.

All works displayed here, whether pictorial or literary, are the property of their owners and not Adult-FanFiction.org. Opinions stated in profiles of users may not reflect the opinions or views of Adult-FanFiction.org or any of its owners, agents, or related entities.

Website Domain ©2002-2017 by Apollo. PHP scripting, CSS style sheets, Database layout & Original artwork ©2005-2017 C. Kennington. Restructured Database & Forum skins ©2007-2017 J. Salva. Images, coding, and any other potentially liftable content may not be used without express written permission from their respective creator(s). Thank you for visiting!

Powered by Fiction Portal 2.0
Modifications © Manta2g, DemonGoddess
Site Owner - Apollo

Unrequited Death