Hel(l) | By : Macx Category: +. to F > DNAngel Views: 2903 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: I do not own DNAngel, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
AUTHOR: Macx and Lara Bee
DISCLAIMER: not mine. Definitely not! I just play with them and hope
I tread on no one's toes.
Author’s Voice of Warning (aka Author’s Note):
English is not my first language; it’s German. This is the best I can
do. Any mistakes you find in here, collect them and you might win a prize
<g> The spell-checker said everything's okay, but you know how trustworthy
those thingies are.....
ARCHIVE: yes
WARNINGS: lots of Dark ouchies
TYPE: yaoi
RATING: NC-17
PAIRING: Daisuke/Satoshi, Dark/Krad
FEEDBACK: empty inbox seeks emails <g>
Author’s additional note: The book Satoshi recommends, “Allies in Healing”
actually exists. It was written by Laura Davis and deals with the topic
of how partners, friends and family members can help people who have survived
sexual abuse in their childhood. Not a topic in this story, though, but
nevertheless I found it fitting. -- Lara Bee
Christmas had come and gone. It had been two months now since the almost
catastrophic kiss. For Dark it had been fun to kiss Satoshi under the mistletoe,
but for Krad it had launched a myriad of emotions, of memories, of difficulties,
and the innocent little kiss had almost destroyed everything.
Ever since then, Dark and Krad had slowly gotten to know each other
again, and while Krad tried not to think of the past, sometimes it came
floating back. He had told Dark a lot about the three hundred years of
almost never-ending slavery at the hands of the Hikari, though he had refused
to go into detail. Even though Dark had asked a few times.
He wanted to spare him the horrors. It was enough that he knew. He didn’t
want to scare his lover off. Dark was the best thing that had ever happened
to him – aside from Satoshi. Dark was his lover, Satoshi was his soul.
But Dark also held his soul and Satoshi his heart. It was a complex relationship
between them all, all four of them, and it was getting more and more complicated
with each and every day, every week, and every month.
“…Dark…“
The name was uttered in a breathless moan, needy and filled with desire
that spurned his partner on. Blond hair spilled over the pillow, golden
eyes were closed in bliss, and Krad moaned and writhed underneath his dark-haired
partner. He buried his fingers into his back almost painfully which made
Dark yelp. Straddling the other man’s hips he took his wrists and pinned
them down above his head.
It wasn't a very strong hold, but tight enough to let Krad know not
to fight the move.
“Behave,” Dark whispered roughly, keeping his hold on the slender wrists
with one hand while he returned to caress a nipple into hardness, nibbling
on a very enticing neck.
He didn’t see the terror widened golden eyes, nor did he register the
brief freeze. Muscles locked up, pupils dilated, breathing hitched and
blood left the sharp-angled features as the terror took a firm hold.
Choking.
“NO!”
The word was rough and pain-filled, terrified and filled with horrendous
fear. Magic crackled around him as Dark was slammed forcefully against
the wall, momentarily seeing stars. Blinking in both confusion and pain
he looked up, seeing a very furious Krad, panting heavily, clenching and
unclenching his fists.
“Krad?” he stuttered.
The other man didn't bother to reply, simply slid on his clothes and
stormed out of the room, leaving a very bewildered kaitou behind.
"Krad?" he repeated, utterly stunned. "Krad!"
Dark needed only a split second to grab his own clothes and follow his
lover into the hallway.
“Krad… what…?”
Krad, who had been stalking along the hallway toward the living room,
whirled around, magic crackling again on his outstretched hand. Dark stared
at the golden glow, noticed the amount of power in the simple summoning,
and he swallowed.
Krad was serious.
Dead serious.
Shit… what…?
What had he done again? What had he done this time?!
Pleasepleaseplease… he couldn’t think of anything. Nothing at all.
“Krad…? Krad, what happened?" he asked, voice wavering, though not from
fear. It was uncertainty and a hurt he couldn't explain.
They had been lovers for so long now… so many months… slowly getting
to know each other, exploring by touch and through talking. He had shared
more with his former arch-enemy than with anyone else, aside from his host
who knew almost all about him, too. He loved the blond demon, had always
loved him, and the need to be with him was immense. All that hatred and
the fights had dissolved into this pure need. It was wonderful, beautiful,
fulfilling… and he had felt the same from Krad. The demon had settled down,
had opened up, had unwound..
Now this…
Not for the first time. Just last year, before Christmas, Dark had made
an immense mistake back then and he had regretted it ever since. He had
worked hard at himself and he knew Krad’s love was still there, still strong.
Krad radiated his love, his need, and Dark echoed it, be it in bed or just
among friends and family.
But Krad had attacked him.
Why?
More magic crackled around the tall figure and Dark froze on the spot,
confused and worried.
“Krad…?”
“Don’t – touch – me!” Krad whispered, voice icy cold.
Dark could hear the unvoiced threat 'or else' and it made him shiver.
“Krad…?” he tried again.
There was movement and behind the demon Satoshi appeared in the door
frame, brows dipped. He was casually dressed, carrying a book from the
library and had apparently pulled another all-nighter or he wouldn't be
here right now. Actually, he should have been with Daisuke, who was probably
asleep in their room, but sometimes Satoshi could get lost in whatever
he was researching or reading.
Tonight, of all nights, he had to be here.
“Guys? I could feel the magic flare through the whole house," Hikari
started, frowning. "What… ?”
Krad didn’t give any explanation as he whirled around, turned into energy
and wordlessly merged with his Tamer, the force of the impact making Satoshi
stumble against the door frame. The book slipped from his fingers and slammed
loudly onto the floor. Hands reached for support and a gasp escaped the
slender man. He blinked furiously for a few seconds.
Satoshi's mind was the only place Dark wouldn’t be able to follow Krad,
and the kaitou knew that. Fear took an even greater possession of him.
Why was Krad hiding? What had he done?
Satoshi stared at Dark.
“What have you done?”
“Who says I…“ the thief stammered.
Satoshi just looked, and Dark felt his shoulders slump. The blue eyes
had an eerily piercing quality. Even when Satoshi had been a child, those
eyes had been too old for him, too cold, too… intense. Dark had freaked
more than once, called the other 'creepy boy' or worse, but Daisuke had
apparently been never bothered by that gaze.
Now, older, grown-up, and no less intimidating than his younger version,
Satoshi's eyes bore into the violet ones of the magical entity, demanding
answers.
Dark raked a hand through his unruly black hair. “I don’t know. One
moment we were… and the next I crashed into the wall. I have no idea what
happened, really.”
Satoshi stepped closer, ignoring the book he had dropped before. “Then
maybe we should figure out what happened.”
Dark looked at him shocked. “I already told you…“
His arm was grabbed and he was pulled into the bedroom unceremoniously.
He tried to voice a protest, but it went unheard.
Satoshi took in the disaster left by the magical outburst, ignoring
other disastrous areas, and picked up a broken picture frame, noticing
some cracks in the wall.
“At least the house still stands,” he murmured.
The magic flare hadn’t been light. He had sensed it three rooms away.
There was a fine connection between host and demon, between Tamer and Symbiote,
and lately it had gotten clearer. Maybe it was because Satoshi and Krad
had reached a wonderful balance in their relationship. Maybe it was because
Krad was finally free to be what he had been born to be. Maybe it was just
everything that had happened to them, bringing Dark and Krad back, resolving
so many matters, banishing horrors and fears, leaving all four with a hopefully
brighter future. Satoshi had no idea, right now he didn't care, but it
had been helpful on occasions. Then again, sometimes it could be almost
painful.
From the looks of it, Krad had used everything he had. Against Dark…?
It made no sense. Dark and Krad had resolved their animosities and what
they shared now was another form of passion. Sure, there had been the Christmas
incident, but that had been resolved, too. The last two months had been
completely okay.
Satoshi turned, looking at the kaitou, who was sitting on the bed cross
legged, an image of utter misery. He looked decidedly young, helpless…
like a beaten puppy. Long strands fell into his eyes, the skin pale against
the black hair. The slender fingers were interlaced but twisting.
“Okay, now step by step. What happened before he hit you?” Hikari wanted
to know.
“I already told you.” That sounded almost despondent.
“Tell me again.”
Violet eyes looked at him, narrowing a little. “Don’t you think this
is a little personal?”
Satoshi sighed and sat down at Dark’s side. “You’re sometimes with Daisuke
and me, too, aren’t you?”
“Uh…”
“Don’t tell me you’re embarrassed, Dark Mousy,” Satoshi teased gently.
“Well, err… it’s not like I’m peeking, okay?”
“No?”
“I can’t help it if Dai’s shields drop and he floods me!” Dark exclaimed,
the color deepening.
Satoshi smiled more. “See? What makes you think we’re not with you?”
This time Dark looked shocked. Eyes wide, mouth opening to say something,
he stared at the young man. Satoshi suppressed a grin.
“Dark, there’s nothing you could possibly tell me I haven’t either seen
or done myself before. Besides, you care for Krad, you want to know what
happened, what caused his behavior, so you can watch out for him in the
future, don’t you?”
Dark nodded again. Yes, he cared a great deal for his blond counterpart.
“So… spill.”
Dark bit his lower lip, inhaled deeply and began to outline the evening.
Starting with the cozy couch moments, the fooling around, the slowly heating
up situation, to the moment they entered the bedroom and got serious on
the bed.
Satoshi listened, not surprised or shocked by any of it, keeping half
an eye on the demon currently curled up inside of him. Krad was walled
off, wrapped up tighter than a steel ball, and there was no sensing any
of his emotions. That more than anything told Satoshi just how bad whatever
it was had hit him.
Suddenly he perked up as Dark continued his recollection. “Wait a minute…
you took his wrists?”
“Yeah? So?” Dark asked, puzzled.
“And you put them above his head, held them there?”
“I think, yeah.”
Oh no, please, Satoshi thought, dread starting to curl.
“Did you say something?”
“I might have said something… yeah, I think I said he should behave.
It was just game, heat of the moment. No big deal,” the thief defended
himself.
Satoshi shook his head.
'Shit! Three centuries old and no brainpower!' part of him raged while
another just reminded him of the sad fact that it could have been anyone
making that mistake. Dark hadn't thought.
Satoshi himself wouldn't have been thinking clearly in such a heated-up
situation. He had lashed out at Krad in an emotional moment, too.
“Dark, you really don’t have the slightest idea what you’ve done, have
you?” he asked quietly.
“What?”
“Dark, you know his past, his history. And yet…“
“What? What have I done?” Dark asked almost frantically, eyes wide and
pleading.
tbc...
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