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Yo-Yo

Chapter 1:
Never knows best

By:
ChaoticSpecter (speckof_chaos@yahoo.com)

Disclaimer: I do not own Digimon.

A/N: This fic contains Shonen Ai. If
you are uncomfortable with male/male relationships, please hit the back button
on your browser. Those of you that remain, enjoy.

Three months. Hardly a significant
amount of time in the grand scheme of things, barely a second when compared to
the vastness of time, the blink of an eye--And yet so much can happen in this
tiny sliver of a window in time. Three
months and one of my friendships has been irreversibly altered. One of my best
friends has gone from merely being a friend to being more, something more than a
friend and yet not really a lover. Something ultimately more complicated and
thus guaranteed to fuck with my mind for the entire duration of this
little�arrangement. Especially since I don�t know what the fuck my friend is
thinking. I couldn�t tell you why this happened or when it started, all I could
tell you is that this development has left me more confused than anything I
have ever felt up until this point in my life.

The night everything changed, things
seemed innocent, well they did at the time, but as they say hindsight is 20/20.
Yamato approached me in his usual manner, all suave and sophisticated, as
always, only things were a little different. And if only I had been paying more
attention none of this would have happened. I mean, it was only obvious, the
way he stood closer to me than necessary, the way he kept touching me,
caressing every inch of skin he could reach. He was all smiles, and not his
standard suave smile; this one was mysterious, sensual.

Hell, he was flirting with me and I
didn�t even realize it. Now I understand why everyone is always saying I�m
blind to the interest people have in me, that I�m always ignoring appreciative
stares and all that other shit. Anyway, I was oblivious to his flirting, just
thinking that Yamato was feeling friendlier than usual, and he was� just not in
the way I was thinking. Long story short, I ended up in bed with Yamato that
night, I still don�t know how that happened. I slept with my best friend that
night and I don�t know how to feel about that, I also don�t know how to feel
about the fact that we have been sleeping together almost every time an
opportunity presents itself since then either.

I remember asking Yamato why he
slept with me shortly after all of this began and he just said, �Because I felt
like it�--That is so fucking typical of Yamato. But none of that is what I
consider to be the worst of it. The worst and most confusing part of all of
this is that he always acts as if nothing has happened, and yet as soon as
someone�s back is turned he�s dragging me off somewhere. No one knows that this
is going on, Yamato has yet to say anything to anyone and I don�t think that he
intends to--if he wanted them to know he would have said something by now. And
I haven�t told anyone because I don�t know what to think about any of this.

Sometimes I�m angry or sad, but most
of the time I�m just confused. I mean, how are you supposed to feel when your
best friend continually uses and discards you? But more confusing than that is
the fact that I am letting him. I don�t even know why I let any of this happen.
It should be so easy to say �no�, but I can�t. I can�t deny Yamato and this
fact alone has caused me to lose sleep on more than one occasion. All Yamato
has to do is tell me what he wants and I do it, no questions asked. I�m his
fucking lap dog. Takeru has said so on more than one occasion, he was joking
when he said it, but it�s true. For some reason I�m a slave to Yamato�s every
whim and I can�t keep myself from obeying. Maybe that�s how we got into this
situation in the first place, if only I had said no, then again Yamato really
didn�t give me any choice in the matter.

~x~x~x~x~x~x~

�Tai-chan.� Yamato whispered into my
ear while his fingers tickled me into consciousness. �Tai-chan, wake up.�

�What do you want, Yamato?� I asked
blearily.

�We have school in a couple of
hours,� he said while slowly brushing his lips against my own.

�Then why are you waking me up now?�
We had a whole hour left to sleep and I didn�t intend to waste it.

�Because this is the last time I�ll
be seeing you,� he said placing a chaste kiss upon my lips and smiling.

�What?�

�I�m going to be out of town, I�ll
be back next week remember?� I nodded. �I want to spend some time with you
before I go.� He kissed me again and started dragging his fingers through my
hair. Yamato held me until it was time for us to get ready for school. It was
times like this that made me want to wonder what it would be like if things
between Yama and me were real. But I knew such thoughts were dangerous--Yamato
would always do something to hurt me, it was better not to wish for more.

With Yamato gone, I had a lot of
time on my hands. I no longer had to worry about rushing through my homework
before Yamato could distract me or rush off after practice so that I could meet
Yamato somewhere. It wasn�t until he was gone that I realized just how much
Yamato�s role in my life had grown. I was used to waking up in his arms and
going to sleep in them at night most days of the week. So many intimate things
I had grown used to. God, I miss him so much and he�s only been gone two days.
I�m in way over my head. I don�t know what to do.

�Taichi,� Sora�s voice broke into my
thoughts and I turned away from the window I had been staring out of.

�Yeah?�

�Are you ok?�

�I�m fine,� I answered wondering
what prompted the question.

�I know you miss him,� she said
staring at me intently.

�What?� I asked, shocked. Could she
know about me and Yamato? Did Yama tell her?

�I know you miss, Yamato, but you
should cheer up. He�ll be back in a few days and you can hang out with your
best friend again. But for now, you�re just going to have to put up with the
rest of us by yourself,� she then grabbed my sleeve and dragged me toward the
rest of the group.

I spent the rest of the week being
smothered by everyone during daylight hours and being horribly depressed in my
room by myself under the cover of night. The night Yamato came back in town I
was so exhausted that I didn�t even bother to go see him, which was funny
because at the beginning of the week all I wanted was to have him back. I
pretty much stayed in my room after school that day doing homework and staring
at the walls in yet another attempt to think things through. I learned a few
things in the time Yamato was gone. The first being that I actually liked my
literature class now that I was doing the work and I wasn�t half bad in all my
other classes either, I just needed to stop spacing out. My teachers were all
surprised at my attentiveness this past week.
Another thing is that I do get quite a number of appreciative stares,
not all coming from females either. God, the things you find out when you pay
attention. And the last thing I learned this week is that my friends find my
paying attention to anything for more than five minutes extremely unsettling.
This piece of information could be used to my advantage at a future date.

Despite all the progress I�ve made
in other areas, I�m still at a loss as to what to do about Yamato. However, I
have figured out that I have been attracted to Yama for a while now. So, not only
do I not pay attention to the people attracted to me, I don�t pay attention
when I�m attracted to other people. An endearing personality trait I�m sure. I
really need to start paying better attention to my surroundings. I was startled
out of my reverie by the knocking on my room door. I opened it and came face to
face with none other than Yamato.

�I suppose you thought I�d be amused
when you didn�t show up with the others when they came to see me,� he started
conversationally. �Or that I�d find it funny when you didn�t answer any of my
phone calls,� he paused for a second before continuing. �Do you see me laughing,
Taichi?� he deadpanned. I shook my head �no�. �Then I suppose it is safe to
assume that I. Am. Not. Amused.� He then pushed me into my room and locked the
door behind us.

�Who let you in?� was the only thing
I could think to ask in my shocked state. Damn it. I wasn�t ready to see him
yet. He held up the spare key I had given him in answer. I regret ever having
given him the damn thing.

�Tell me, Tai-chan,� he said while
slowly advancing upon me, �Why are you avoiding me?�

�I�m not avoiding you,� I said while
backing away from him in an attempt to keep some space between us.

�Then why did I have to track you
down in order to see you?� he asked closing the space between us.

�I was tired, Yamato. I wanted to
sleep.�

�So you say,� he said looking
completely unconvinced. �Everyone�s been telling me that you have been acting
very out of character as of late. Why is that, baby?� he asked bringing a hand
up to cup my cheek, his eyes peering intently into my own.

I slowly backed away from him before
moving to sit on my bed. �I�m not acting any differently than I normally do,� I
said staring at the floor in an attempt to ignore the feeling of his eyes on
me.

�Is that so?� he asked walking up to
me and pushing me flat on the bed and straddling me. My breath hitched in my
throat and he smiled. �I don�t believe you.�

I had to swallow several times
before I could speak. �But that doesn�t make it any less true.�

He leaned closer, his lips hovering
over mine and smirked. �You always were a horrible liar, Taichi,� he whispered
before capturing my lips with his own.

Yamato had returned and started the
whole confusing cycle all over again. Before I held out hope that everything
would go back to normal when he came back, that he would be tired of being with
me in that way. But Yamato made it very clear to me that he had no intention of
going back to the way things were. I don�t know what to do.

To be continued��

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