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A bunny bit me; a plot bunny, that is.

I have several excuses for this fic; 1) My huge list pairing Fai with everybody which can be found in my LJ (I'm sugahcat there, too) 2) Friendship, Perhaps, a bloody good KuroSyaoran fic by Larania (I was heavily inspired by it, hope this doesn't seem too much like copying her idea) and 3) A KuroSyaoran story I wrote a couple of weeks ago (again, it's on my LJ), in which Syaoran gets turned down by Kurogane. I felt sorry for the poor guy and decided that he deserved to get laid... So yeah. They are my lame excuses and I stand by them. In all honesty, the main excuse/reason for this fic is that once I started thinking about it, I realised that Syaoran and Fai make an adorable couple ^^ I couldn't help myself :3

Warning - Uh, in my mind this is set in Piffle World, around vol. 12/13 but there aren't really any spoilers if you've not read that far. Just pretend it's a world I've made up :) Oh yeah - this is smut, just in case you hadn't guessed.

Disclaimer: All CLAMPs and not mine.

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Comfort

sugahcat

Syaoran rapped on the door.

"Fai-san? Are you alright?" He rubbed at his eyes, trying to get himself to sober up a little. He had noticed Fai disappear off to his room and Kurogane was nowhere in sight; this usually meant that there had been a disagreement. This time there was alcohol involved which he felt did not bode well. "Fai-san?" Syaoran repeated.

"Come in," the weary voice came from within the room and Syaoran followed the instruction. The blond was sat on the bed, his hair messier than usual and he guessed Fai had just been lying down. There was no smile on his face and that made Syaoran feel a little uncomfortable. He sat down on the chair near the window and looked at Fai, trying through a haze of alcohol to decide if his friend was alright.

"Did you and Kurogane-san fight again?"

Fai gave a half-hearted smile. "Yeah."

Feeling a little uncomfortable but wanting to make sure he was alright, Syaoran fidgeted with the gloves in his hand. "Do you want to talk about it?"

"There's nothing really to say; we just keep misunderstanding each other and we're both stubborn. I'm sure it'll all be fine in the morning." His expression said otherwise and Syaoran moved to stand before him.

"Fai-san..."

"Syaoran-kun, I'm sure you'd have much more fun out there at the party than you would in here with me."

"But I want to be here with you. I wouldn't have come otherwise."

A warm smile lit up Fai's face. "Thank you." He patted the bed beside him. "You might as well sit down here, then. That chair's pretty uncomfortable."

As he set himself down on the bed, Syaoran couldn't help a blush spread over his cheeks. Had Fai and Kurogane slept together in this bed? Had they done more? Images of the two older men, bodies naked and entwined filled his mind and Syaoran blushed deeper, crossing his legs to hide the growing hardness there. Looking over at the blond he gave thanks that he had been busy making himself comfortable against the headboard and hadn't noticed his reaction.

"It's to strange that there's a version of Kurogane-san's Princess Tomoyo here," Syaoran remarked; the whole concept had been making his head hurt and he could only imagine how Kurogane himself must be feeling about the situation.

"I don't know," Fai sighed. "The further we travel, the more I feel that something is guiding everything."

"You mean..." Syaoran tried drunkenly to guess who he was talking about. "The person that Princess Emeraude warned us about in Jade Country?"

Fai shrugged. "I don't know. I think I mean... hitsuzen. That concept frightens me a little, you know," he said, leaning forward and looking seriously at Syaoran. "I mean, can you imagine it? Every step that we've taken since we left the Dimension Witch's shop was foreordained before we even dreamed of doing it..."

"I don't believe that." There was nothing that could make him believe that he did not have free will, that the choices he made were anything but his own.

Fai just shrugged, looking as though his attention was far from where they were. Even though his lips were smiling, he looked so sad yet he was still so beautiful. Syaoran was still hard and looking at Fai wasn't doing anything to make it go away.

"Kurogane-san doesn't mean to hurt you, you know."

"I know. I don't think he realises how much what he says sometimes hurts. He's too forthright for my own good."

"Maybe; but perhaps what he says makes you face up to the truth."

Fai nodded. "Yes," he said, giving an even more painful smile.

"Fai-san?"

"He said he didn't want to be with me."

Syaoran stared at him. The relationship between Fai and Kurogane had been one of the few constants on the trip and though it sometimes seemed rocky he knew that they cared deeply for one another. He doubted that was what Kurogane had meant, perhaps Fai had just misinterpreted his words.

"How could he not want to be with someone like you?" Fai raised an eyebrow at him and against his better judgement the alcohol prodded him into explaining. "You're a good man and..." Syaoran stared at Fai, drinking him in. "You're so beautiful." The way Fai was looking at him then made Syaoran want to do things to him and his hand moved, almost without his willing it, to Fai's leg.

"Syaoran-kun, don't. You've got Sakura-chan, even if I don't have anyone."

"You have Kurogane-san. Besides; I do love Princess Sakura," he admitted. "But until she has all her memories it wouldn't be right for us to... well, you know," he stammered, making Fai smile. "But it doesn't mean that I don't have - desires."

"You're a teenage boy; of course you're horny," Fai grinned, making Syaoran blush. "Everyone goes through that stage."

"Does it go away?"

"To a degree," laughed Fai. "That's the trouble with being male; more often than not, your mind is on sex."

"I don't-!" Syaoran started to say but as he did Fai giggled and he stopped before his words became a lie. "Don't look like that," he said, not able to take his eyes off the blond. "It makes me want you," he whispered, panicking as soon as the words left his mouth. Fai looked startled at hearing those words and it made Syaoran shiver in anticipation; that he had managed to wipe the permanent smile off the mage's face felt like he had won some small victory over him. It made him realise he wanted to dominate Fai in other ways. Unbidden, images of Fai naked beneath him and moaning his name swam to the front of his mind, refusing to leave and he found himself speaking again. "I mean - I always imagined my first time would be with Sakura... Even if it's not with her, I would still want it to be special, of course; but when Sakura and I - you know," Syaoran found himself still blushing, finding it almost amusing that he was embarrassed about talking about this when he was practically trying to seduce Fai. �I would want to have some idea of what I was doing. I would want to know... I would want to know how to make love to someone."

After a few moments Fai found his voice. "It's rather different, being with a man and being with a woman."

"I understand but I want to learn how to be gentle and I just want you, Fai." Alcohol now had the help of adrenaline and hormones and Syaoran didn't even want to stop himself anymore. He moved over to straddle the taller man, revelling in the feel of the warm, slender body against his; this was what he had been aching for in the long, cold nights alone in his bed. Feeling a little nervous he wrapped his arms around Fai's neck and kissed him. Fai responded and Syaoran felt that the mage was even more nervous than he was. Fai tasted nice; the taste of the dark liquor he had been drinking coated his tongue. His mouth was soft and warm and wet and the sensations made Syaoran loose himself in the moment, any doubts disappearing. Fai's arms wrapped around his waist, pulling him closer as the kiss got more desperate and needy.

Finding the zip on Fai's coat he pulled at it and dropped it to the floor so that Fai was just wearing the skin-tight black vest; soon that was gone too. The skin of his body was so soft, Syaoran marvelled. He was surprised that there were no scars. From his fighting abilities he would have thought that Fai would have fought in many battles; then again, he was a magician so they were unlikely to be up-close and personal kinds of fights that would leave scars.

Leaning his head forward, he kissed Fai's neck, biting it softly and receiving soft moans from the blond. The sounds turned him on and his hands found erect pink nipples and he ran his fingers over them, squeezing them gently, experimentally. Fai's back arched and he gasped and Syaoran grinned and moved his mouth to join his hands. Sucking the nipples made Fai mewl, biting them made him moan; they were both wonderful sounds. Pulling back he took off his own jacket and top and pulled at Fai's trousers. A shiver ran down his back when he saw the blond wasn't wearing underwear. Everything about him was long, pale and slender and utterly beautiful.

His body was mostly hairless but for a small, tidy patch of curly dark blond hair at the base of his shaft which Syaoran ran his fingers through before letting them trail up the length. It was so hot and hard it ran shivers down his spine and he dropped his head to taste it. Fai gasped and reached out to tangle a hand in Syaoran's hair.

"Syaoran-kun!" He yelped and with a grin, Syaoran continued.

Licking him, he found feeling the blond's heat with his tongue was soon not enough and he wanted to know what it would be like with it in his mouth. Reaching the top of the slender length, he took the head into his mouth and experimented, seeing how much he could easily take before he felt himself start to gag. His hand gripped the base of the cock and he challenged himself to get his lips to touch his fingers. Fai's breath was heavy and every time Syaoran touched him he seemed to gasp in pleasure. It made him want to hear more. Swallowing carefully, the feel of the cock in his throat made his own throb with need but he ignored it; he wanted to make Fai feel good before satisfying himself and besides, this gave him more pleasure than he could ever have imagined.

Fai was gasping loudly now and the hand that wasn't in his hair was clutching desperately at the bed sheet. The knowledge that his actions were driving Fai wild made him even harder and he pulled back before going down on him again and again. This continued until Syaoran couldn't take it anymore; his pants were painfully tight and he needed to satisfy himself. He quickly stripped and looked at Fai. He looked utterly gorgeous; cheeks were pink, eyes darkened by lust and mouth open, gasping. Leaning forward Syaoran captured that mouth, kissing him needingly, desperately, their cocks touching as they kissed. It was like electricity and Syaoran grabbed both of their lengths in one hand, pumping them for a brief moment until his need couldn't be denied anymore.

"I want to fuck you," he whispered in Fai's ear.

"You sure?" Fai managed, breathless.

"I'm sure." Fai giggled. "What?"

"That look on your face... So determined."

"I am determined," he replied, kissing him deeply.

Reaching into the drawer on the bedside table Fai pulled out a bottle and carefully coated Syaoran's hardness with some of the contents. He gasped at the coolness of the oily liquid but the feel of Fai's hand on him made him feel hot. Fully lubricated, he pushed Fai down to the bed.

"Are you sure?" He asked him as he ran his hands down Fai's thighs, tentatively touching his entrance.

"Yessss," he hissed, hooking a leg over Syaoran's shoulder, guiding his hand so that a finger slipped inside him. Both of them gasped at the sensation. It was so tight; surely this would hurt Fai? But the blond looked enraptured by the feeling of the digit inside him. "Another," he whispered and Syaoran complied, carefully watching the mage's face for any sign of pain. Nothing but pleasure was seen and Syaoran moved his fingers. He grinned when Fai made cat noises and watched as he grabbed his cock and pumped it in time with Syaoran's movements.

"You're so beautiful," he whispered and Fai smiled, wiping damp hair away from his eyes. As he moved position, Syaoran's fingers slipped from him. Fai kissed him affectionately.

"Are you're just too cute," he said, kissing him again, deeper this time. Repositioning himself so that Syaoran's member was pushing against his entrance they looked deep into one another�s eyes. "Ready?"

"I'm ready," he whispered, forcing himself to be careful. After a breathless moment he pushed himself inside Fai. Fai moaned but Syaoran couldn't make a sound. It was incredible. The tightness, the warmth pressing all around him was indescribable; his hands went to Fai's waist to help him slide all the way inside the other man. All the way inside him he finally allowed himself to gasp. Looking down he saw Fai biting his knuckles, gasping; eyes wandering down he saw his own cock disappearing inside the body of the paler man beneath him. He smiled. Here was something he was in charge of, a situation where nothing was out of his control. Nothing would go wrong here, this was all about fun and pleasure and forgetting all the troubles of their journey. He pulled back tentatively before thrusting forward again, the movement feeling good and making Fai moan. He did it again and again, getting more confident and building up a momentum. It was beyond anything he had ever felt before.

He watched as Fai started to touch himself again, moving his hand in time with Syaoran's thrusts and wondered vaguely if he should have been doing that. There wasn't much time to worry about that before the pleasure got so much he wasn't able to think at all. They looked at each other as Syaoran felt his orgasm approaching and he watched as Fai's eyes closed and he came, covering himself in sticky whiteness. That sight was once of the most intensely sexy things he had ever seen and he could hold back no longer. Closing his own eyes and gritting his teeth he came inside Fai, yelling out as he climaxed and the waves of pleasure swept over him, engulfing him.

And then it was over. Pulling carefully out of Fai's body he collapsed on top of him, kissing his neck as he got his breath back.

"Fai-san," he breathed. "That was amazing."

"Mmm," Fai agreed, wrapping his arms around Syaoran and holding him close. "It was absolutely lovely," he murmured, slender fingers running through Syaoran's hair. He pushed him off, sitting up and cleaning them both up with a towel from under the bedside table.

"Wait," Syaoran said before he finished and reached over to wipe a little of the remaining whiteness from Fai's chest. He lifted the fingers to his mouth and tasted it. It wasn't really like any other flavour; it was uniquely Fai. Smiling, Fai finished wiping them both off and leant over to kiss him softly.

"So that was your first time?"

"Yes," Syaoran said, blushing.

"Did you enjoy it?"

"Of course!" Syaoran said, nodding furiously. "It was amazing, Fai-san. You were wonderful."

Caressing his cheek, Fai kissed his forehead. "I'm glad," he said, lying down and pulling Syaoran down with him. "I assume we're not going to make a habit of this?"

"I think that would be a bad idea, no matter how wonderful it feels."

"I agree." Syaoran moved closer to Fai, putting an arm around his waist, his head in the crook of his shoulder. The rise and fall of Fai's chest with his breathing was very relaxing and Syaoran felt himself drift off to sleep. "Hey," Fai giggled. "Don't go to sleep! You're still young; you should be ready to join the party."

"I'd rather stay here with you," Syaoran said honestly, wanting to just stay here with his body entangled with Fai's. The mage smiled softly, stroking his hair.

"For a little longer, then."

They lay there in one another's arms, drinking in the much-needed comfort they provided one another. It felt good; not as good as the sex, perhaps, but a wonderful, cherished feeling that would remain with Syaoran just as long as the memory of his first fuck. Looking up at Fai, he found he had no words. He had no idea what to say. He loved him, yes; he had known that for a while but it was nothing like he felt for Sakura, nowhere near as intense. He had thought of it as brotherly but brothers didn't tend to sleep together.

"You look worried, Syaoran-kun."

"I don't know how I feel about you. Or rather, I don't know how to explain it."

"You don't need to explain it," Fai said. "You probably can't. Shall we just say we care for one another?"

"That sounds good," Syaoran agreed, kissing Fai. Their lips lingered, sensing that this would be the last time and they stayed that way, holding one another and kissing slowly until Syaoran pulled away, regret that this had to end like a knife in his chest. "Shall we get dressed?"

"I think so," Fai said, swinging long legs off the bed and starting to pull on his clothes. Mostly dressed but his coat still in his hands, he looked pensive. "Syaoran-kun... If Kuro-sama and I make up I'll have to tell him about this."

Syaoran's heart lurching as he wondered what the ninja's reaction would be. Pulling on his shirt, he nodded. "Of course. But... I don't think I want to tell Princess Sakura."

"Certainly not at the moment," Fai smiled and hugged Syaoran to him. "Don't worry about it; we didn't do anything wrong. And I'll make it seem like it was all my idea so he can't get mad at you."

"But it was me that started it," Syaoran said, blushing furiously and remembering that this had all happened because he had come on to the blond.

"I know! You seduced me," Fai grinned, taking the opportunity to kiss him again. "And I'm glad. It was wonderful and you made me feel better about myself."

"It was wonderful... I'll never forget this moment, Fai." They shared a look and Fai nodded.

"Neither will I, Syaoran."

One last kiss, he thought as he wrapped his arms around Fai's neck and kissed him deeply, desperately; and when he stood back, he knew it was over.

"Good luck with Kurogane-san," Syaoran said as he pulled on his coat. "If anything on our journey is hitsuzen it's your relationship."

"And yours and Sakura-chan's, hmm?"

"Yes," Syaoran said, smiling. Heading over to the door he pulled it open. "Shall we?" Fai left the room and Syaoran gave the bed where he had lost his virginity one last glance before smiling and letting the door shut behind him.
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A/N: Yes, more of me rambling. I suppose I really am going to hell for this, huh? Ah well. Hope it was worth it :o

My goodness, I wouldn't like to be around when Fai tells Kuro-chii; then again, that gives me ideas...

I'm sure I'll end up doing a pic of Fai and Syaoran so check out my y!Gallery or deviantArt page if you're interested - I'm sugahcat there too ^^ Reviews adored!
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