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+. to F › Card Captor Sakura
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
8
Views:
4,303
Reviews:
6
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own Card Captor Sakura, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
A Mistake We Made
Disclaimer: I don't own CCS. But Natalliee is mine and mine alone!!! I even drew her! *holds up sketch* See!!!
Cha! I don't own the song 'Real Emotion' either.
Enjoy!
-:- Memories Broken -:-
Chapter One: A Mistake We Made
-Natalliee P.O.V-
I've always dreamed of being a singer when I got older. My mom told me to be realistic and focus on my studies, but I never could. Life was already to real for me to handle, I needed to find a way to escape all the pressure. Singing was my way. Father was always encouraging me to do my best in what I loved, but he's gone now.
In school I always felt like a geek, I had to wear glasses cause mother wouldn't get me any contacts. She told me they would hide my pretty eyes. My eyes are a horrid shade of purple. I was small, and skinny. I wasn't very pretty, and everyone acted like I didn't exist. That was...until he came.
Yukito Tsukishiro. He was this wonderful silver haired, green eyed person. I guess you could call him my first friend. It was funny how we became friends. I was sitting in the music room after school playing the piano and singing a bit. I didn't notice him come in and sit on one of the many empty chairs, but after I finished my song he was clapping. I turned around so quickly I feel out of my own chair. He laughed at my situation and moved to help me up.
"I'm Yukito," he said smiling the warmest simle I have ever seen. "you're a great singer."
"Oh, well thank you." I brushed my pants off absentmindly, "I'm Natalliee."
Now I was never very trusting of anyone in my whole life, I always felt like I was constantly being stabbed in the back. So I just gave up on friends, but Yukito was different. I achually felt like I could trust him. So we became really great friends. I believe I was about 13 at this time. Yukito was always 2 years and a day older than I was, but he was still the only person that saw I existed.
But sometimes, I doubted that he was really who I believed him to be. Some days he would just rush off without a word, then he would be back sitting with me during lunch and act like nothing happened. He made me wonder if I had made the right choice in trusting him, but when I seriously started thinking like that, I would remind myself how much it hurt to be so lonely. That erased all my doubts so quickly.
I achually got up the courage and asked why Yukito was my friend.
"Yukito," I put my book on my lap to see if he was listening, "why are me and you friends?"
He stared at me blankly for a minute and I thought that I had did something wrong till he started laughing.
"I guess we're friends because we're both lonely." He wasn't smiling or laughing now. He was being totally serious.
"Lonely?" I was seriously confused at this point, "how are we both lonely?"
"Well you don't trust people very easily." He gave me a half-simle, "and I've been alone most of my life."
I knew there was something more he wanted to say, but I kept quiet. "Yukito, I got an audtion. Wanna come with?"
He grabbed both mine and his bags and stood up. "Okay, just for a little while."
I had an audition for Rave Jam Inc. that day. It was the single most biggest audtion of the year. My father had arranged this appointment 2 years in advance. I guess he would be proud that they had accepted my appointment. Today was the day, the beginning of my career.
The audition was set up in rounds. It was like an elimination fight match. But we used our voices instead of our fists. I was lucky to be winning all my matches. I guess it was just dumb luck or something. The finals came so fast that I had no time to prepare for them. I was so nervous. I thought I was going to break down and cry till Yukito came and hugged me from behind.
"Natalliee, don't worry." He kissed the top of my head. "You'll do great no matter what."
Amazingly that made me feel a whole lot better. I gave him a quick hug muttering my thanks and rushed onto stage.
"Ladies and Gentlemen, our finalists Ms. Celeste Hukasho and Ms. Natalliee Fyusana" the anouncer pointed to us in turn. "First Ms. Hukasho will be singing 'My Will'."
She was great. I knew there was probably no way I could win. But I had to try my best....for Yukito.
"And now. Ms. Fyusana will be singing 'Real Emotion'."
I got up on stage and took a deep breath. This was it. This was the final judgement.
'What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I can hear you
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
'I was so nerouvs. I thought I would faint.'
Far beyond the hazy borders of my heart
I could see a place that's something like this
Every now and then I don't know what to do
Still I know that I can never go back
But the things I've seen in those hazy dreams
Can't compare to what I'm seeing now
Everything's so different
That it brings me to my knees
And though I know the world of real emotion has surrounded me
I won't give in to it
Now I know that forward is the only way my heart can go
I hear your voice calling out to me:
"You'll never be alone"
'I glanced at Yukito and saw him smiling. I couldn't stop now.'
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I can hear you
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I don't plan on looking back on my old life
I don't ever plan to rely on you
Even if by chance everything should go wrong
You'd come anyway and try to save me
Though from time to time it's an upward climb
All I know is that I must believe
'Cause the truth I'm seeking
Always was inside of me
And when I find the world of real emotion has surrounded me
The many things that you taught me then
Will always be enough to get me through the pain
Because of you I am strong enough to know I'm not alone
'The lights were so bright. Everyone was watching me. But that didn't matter.'
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I can hear you
And if I find the real world of emotion has surrounded me
And I can't go on
You are there the moment that I close my eyes to comfort me
We are connected for all of time
I'll never be...
And though I know the world of real emotion has surrounded me
I won't give in to it
Now I know that forward is the only way my heart can go
I hear your voice calling out to me:
"You'll never be alone"
'Yukito was there with me.'
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I can hear you
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I can hear you
I can hear you'
I nervously glanced up at the crowd and they were so quiet. It was killing me. I said thank you and ran backstage. I nearly collapsed in Yukito's arms. But at least it was over.
About 20 minutes and 3 bottles of water later they were going to announce the winner.
"And the winner of the Rave Jam contest. The winner will be awarded five thousand dollars and a chance to become a star."
He took the envenlope from the judge's hand. I was getting nervous again.
"The winner is......Ms. Natalliee Fyusana!!!!"
I fainted.
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Authors Notes: Took me f-o-r-e-v-e-r to write the first chapter!!!! God I hate work. Well I hope you enjoy. I had been working this in my head for quite some time. This is only the first chapter so you really shouldn't expect much. Lates.
-Rubie Of The Water
Cha! I don't own the song 'Real Emotion' either.
Enjoy!
-:- Memories Broken -:-
Chapter One: A Mistake We Made
-Natalliee P.O.V-
I've always dreamed of being a singer when I got older. My mom told me to be realistic and focus on my studies, but I never could. Life was already to real for me to handle, I needed to find a way to escape all the pressure. Singing was my way. Father was always encouraging me to do my best in what I loved, but he's gone now.
In school I always felt like a geek, I had to wear glasses cause mother wouldn't get me any contacts. She told me they would hide my pretty eyes. My eyes are a horrid shade of purple. I was small, and skinny. I wasn't very pretty, and everyone acted like I didn't exist. That was...until he came.
Yukito Tsukishiro. He was this wonderful silver haired, green eyed person. I guess you could call him my first friend. It was funny how we became friends. I was sitting in the music room after school playing the piano and singing a bit. I didn't notice him come in and sit on one of the many empty chairs, but after I finished my song he was clapping. I turned around so quickly I feel out of my own chair. He laughed at my situation and moved to help me up.
"I'm Yukito," he said smiling the warmest simle I have ever seen. "you're a great singer."
"Oh, well thank you." I brushed my pants off absentmindly, "I'm Natalliee."
Now I was never very trusting of anyone in my whole life, I always felt like I was constantly being stabbed in the back. So I just gave up on friends, but Yukito was different. I achually felt like I could trust him. So we became really great friends. I believe I was about 13 at this time. Yukito was always 2 years and a day older than I was, but he was still the only person that saw I existed.
But sometimes, I doubted that he was really who I believed him to be. Some days he would just rush off without a word, then he would be back sitting with me during lunch and act like nothing happened. He made me wonder if I had made the right choice in trusting him, but when I seriously started thinking like that, I would remind myself how much it hurt to be so lonely. That erased all my doubts so quickly.
I achually got up the courage and asked why Yukito was my friend.
"Yukito," I put my book on my lap to see if he was listening, "why are me and you friends?"
He stared at me blankly for a minute and I thought that I had did something wrong till he started laughing.
"I guess we're friends because we're both lonely." He wasn't smiling or laughing now. He was being totally serious.
"Lonely?" I was seriously confused at this point, "how are we both lonely?"
"Well you don't trust people very easily." He gave me a half-simle, "and I've been alone most of my life."
I knew there was something more he wanted to say, but I kept quiet. "Yukito, I got an audtion. Wanna come with?"
He grabbed both mine and his bags and stood up. "Okay, just for a little while."
I had an audition for Rave Jam Inc. that day. It was the single most biggest audtion of the year. My father had arranged this appointment 2 years in advance. I guess he would be proud that they had accepted my appointment. Today was the day, the beginning of my career.
The audition was set up in rounds. It was like an elimination fight match. But we used our voices instead of our fists. I was lucky to be winning all my matches. I guess it was just dumb luck or something. The finals came so fast that I had no time to prepare for them. I was so nervous. I thought I was going to break down and cry till Yukito came and hugged me from behind.
"Natalliee, don't worry." He kissed the top of my head. "You'll do great no matter what."
Amazingly that made me feel a whole lot better. I gave him a quick hug muttering my thanks and rushed onto stage.
"Ladies and Gentlemen, our finalists Ms. Celeste Hukasho and Ms. Natalliee Fyusana" the anouncer pointed to us in turn. "First Ms. Hukasho will be singing 'My Will'."
She was great. I knew there was probably no way I could win. But I had to try my best....for Yukito.
"And now. Ms. Fyusana will be singing 'Real Emotion'."
I got up on stage and took a deep breath. This was it. This was the final judgement.
'What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I can hear you
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
'I was so nerouvs. I thought I would faint.'
Far beyond the hazy borders of my heart
I could see a place that's something like this
Every now and then I don't know what to do
Still I know that I can never go back
But the things I've seen in those hazy dreams
Can't compare to what I'm seeing now
Everything's so different
That it brings me to my knees
And though I know the world of real emotion has surrounded me
I won't give in to it
Now I know that forward is the only way my heart can go
I hear your voice calling out to me:
"You'll never be alone"
'I glanced at Yukito and saw him smiling. I couldn't stop now.'
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I can hear you
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I don't plan on looking back on my old life
I don't ever plan to rely on you
Even if by chance everything should go wrong
You'd come anyway and try to save me
Though from time to time it's an upward climb
All I know is that I must believe
'Cause the truth I'm seeking
Always was inside of me
And when I find the world of real emotion has surrounded me
The many things that you taught me then
Will always be enough to get me through the pain
Because of you I am strong enough to know I'm not alone
'The lights were so bright. Everyone was watching me. But that didn't matter.'
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I can hear you
And if I find the real world of emotion has surrounded me
And I can't go on
You are there the moment that I close my eyes to comfort me
We are connected for all of time
I'll never be...
And though I know the world of real emotion has surrounded me
I won't give in to it
Now I know that forward is the only way my heart can go
I hear your voice calling out to me:
"You'll never be alone"
'Yukito was there with me.'
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I can hear you
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I can hear you
I can hear you'
I nervously glanced up at the crowd and they were so quiet. It was killing me. I said thank you and ran backstage. I nearly collapsed in Yukito's arms. But at least it was over.
About 20 minutes and 3 bottles of water later they were going to announce the winner.
"And the winner of the Rave Jam contest. The winner will be awarded five thousand dollars and a chance to become a star."
He took the envenlope from the judge's hand. I was getting nervous again.
"The winner is......Ms. Natalliee Fyusana!!!!"
I fainted.
--------------
Authors Notes: Took me f-o-r-e-v-e-r to write the first chapter!!!! God I hate work. Well I hope you enjoy. I had been working this in my head for quite some time. This is only the first chapter so you really shouldn't expect much. Lates.
-Rubie Of The Water