everlasting love?

A small chocolate haired boy ran through the crowded streets rapidly. ‘yoosh I have to practice hard, everyone is counting on me…we have to make it to the finals and then go to the Christmas bowl’ the small boy slightly blushes as he remembers the promise he made with Shin Seijuro the linebacker of the Oujou White Knights.

He continued to think about Shin his rival with admiration as he ran through the streets. Sena Suddenly snaps out of his daydreaming as he feels himself bump against something very hard and large.

“omf” the sena tumbled and fell to the ground “ etttai” he exclaimed as he rubbed his now sore bottom.

“are you ok?” a large tall man asked concernedly, sena looked up at the tall familiar figure as he got picked up from the ground. “sh. Shin-san!!!, gomen, I didn’t mean to bump into you I wasn’t paying attention” he said embarrassedly. “ no its my fault i didn’t notice you coming my way, it seems I still lack concentration I have to practice harder” the taller boy said in a matter of fact way. Sena sweat-dropped and then began again talking to the taller teen “ anno shin-san is it ok with you if I run with you?” sena blushed and started fidgeting uncomfortable as if he just asked out his crush on a date. Shin smiled at the smaller boy and nodded in agreement. “honto?” sena became ecstatic and happily looked at shin with his glazed chocolate brown orbs. Shin slightly blushed at him “ h.ha, lets go” sena smiled and started running along with shin.

After that day it became a routine for the two to run with each other everyday after their football practice. They occasionally ate together and even walked each other home.

“Shin-san” sena waved happily at he approached the raven haired teen “hey, how was practice today?” “it was great, how about yours?” the sena asked shyly “ it was good” the usually stoic linebacker said with a smile. sena happily smiled back as he suddenly felt small drops of water on his face“ ooreh? Eh?? Its raining today? I thought its suppose to be sunny out today” he exclaimed as he put his hoody on with a pout. “I guess we’re going to have to be more careful today when we’re running, comeon lets go” shin began running not noticing sena's flushed face “Haaai” sena said as he happily followed. After 30 minute of running quietly in the rain sena suddenly collapsed to the ground panting, “Sena…whats wrong, are you ok??” shin asked worriedly as he rushed to the smaller boy’s side. sena nodded with a weak smile “ hai, I just got tired all of a sudden, sorry there is no need to worry lets continue running” sena unsteadily stood up only to fall again but this time shin caught him before he fell to the ground. “sena stop pushing yourself so hard just rest for a bit you don’t look too good” the smaller boy trembled in his arms. “masaka…” shin suddenly brought sena’s face close to his face and placed his forehead along sena’s “ you have a high fever, why didn’t you tell me you’re sick??” the taller teen asked angrily. Sena blushed beet red at shin’s gesture and then clumsily answered him “ its not a big fever, I’m fine” he looked away from the angry linebacker and then softly said “its the only time i get to see you” shin looked at sena with shaken shocked eyes all he could muster up to say was “ Eh?” “I’m joking …gomen shin-san I didn’t mean to worry you ha ha ha” he laughed nervously. Shin suddenly without warning took the shivering bundle beneath him in his arms and hugged him “s.shin-san?” sena said with a confused look on his face “ I’m taking you to my place its close by here, we have to take care of you’re fever or it will get worse” he carried him and ignored all of his protests as he ran as fast as he could to his place “ hold on we’re almost there” “sh.shin-san…” sena could feel his eyes tearing ‘ why am I so happy that he cares so much about me…’ after a 5 minute sprint they were at a small house complex shin hurriedly took his keys out and opened the door to his place and then took sena up to his room “ you’re going to have to take your clothes off they’re soaking wet, I’ll get you a change of clothes” the raven haired linebacker rushed to his closet to try and find some suitable clothing. “damnit everything I have is too big” sena sweat-dropped “hehe its ok I’m really fine shin-san” shin turned around and glared at him, “ no you’re not” he rushed to sena and started peeling off his clothes “shoto matta, shin-san I can take my clothes off by myself” sena blushed ten shades of red and tried to cower away from shin. “Soka, then take everything off and put these on, I know they’re probably a bit big but bear with it” “h.hai” sena said as he began to dejectedly take his own clothes off, suddenly tears started falling from his eyes “g.gomen hontoni gomen ne shin-san, I selfishly came today when I shouldn’t have and now you cant practice because of me” the small huddle in his bed said as he trembled. Shin was taken back by what was said “s.sena, I’m not angry at you because of that, I’m angry at myself for not noticing that you where sick, if I noticed that you had a fever then it wouldn’t have gotten worse…gomen” the taller teen said as he hugged the smaller boy ‘damnit why is it that I lose composure when it comes to you, why is it that I feel I have to protect you when you’re suppose to be my rival’ shin mentally kicked himself for not understanding his own feelings. “shin-san..” sena looked up at him with googly chocolate orbs “arigetou, but it really isn’t your fault its mine, for being selfish and stubborn I wont do it again” he said as he smiled. “sena-kun” shin shortly mentally kicks himself again as he realized that he still hasn’t helped sena out of his wet clothing and into dry warmer clothing “gomen, lets get you dried up and then I’ll get some medicine and some food for you” shin continued to peel sena’s clothing “shin-san….” He blushed again but this time he didn’t attempt to get away from shin as he undressed him. Shin suddenly froze and blushed “anno sena-kun” he embarrassedly hands sena an underwear and a pair of pants “they’re new so you don’t have to worry about it” he said embarrassedly. Sena turned yet again beet red as he took the clothing from shin “ a.arigetou shin-san” ‘waah so these are shin-san’s clothing an.a.and his underwear” sena went scarlet at his own thoughts. “i.i’ll go and get some meds and something hot to drink” shin said with a small smile as he hurriedly rushed out of the room. “hai arigetou shin-san, demo you should take your own clothing off first or you’re going to get sick” sena said concernedly with a blush. Shin froze in the door way for a moment and then turned around and smiled at the smaller boy “ hai, don’t worry about it i’ll go change now”.

After sena, and shin changed from their wet clothings shin brought over a tray of warm soup and medicine. Sena was shivering under the covers panting with parted pink lush lips and with cherry dyed cheeks. Shin was taken back for a moment at how adorable and beautiful the smaller teen was but then mentally slapped himself for thinking that way at such a dire time. “Sena-kun here take some medicine” sena slowly got up and took the medicine from shin. “I’m sorry for troubling you so much” shin lifted sena’s face up by placed a supporting hand on his neck then he gave sena the medication ‘what’s wrong with me, he’s sick why am I thinking of such trivial things now….and since when have I ever found someone so fragile and small adorable and cute’ sena looked deeply into shin’s confused eyes ‘ why am I so happy about him holding me? …why am I so entranced by his presence’ shin gave sena the medication and some water and then tucked him in the bed again. “Sena-kun what’s you’re parent’s number I should contact them, so that they wont worry about you” “ooh right…don’t worry about it, my parents are out of town for a few days, I don’t want them to worry for no reason so I don’t think they need to know about me getting sick and if they call, they usually call my cell” sena smiled sweetly at shin “s.soka…well then you should sleep, you have to get better quickly so you can play football agai…n” shin smiled at the already sleeping boy. That day shin hardly slept he stayed awake the whole night taking care of sena’s worsening fever, his fever finally started coming down by dawn and shin could hardly keep his eyes open by that time. Sena started waking up finally by 10 o clock in the morning he open his eyes slowly and looked at the unfamiliar room as he finally came to his senses he could feel a hand in his lap “eh?” sena found shin holding his hand while sitting on the ground with his head resting on the bed side. “s.shin-san…” sena blushed at how shin was holding his hand and then he slowly got up and placed the covers on the sleeping shin. “gomen” he whispered. Shin slowly opened his eyes as he felt someone placing covers on him. “sena-kun?” he said groggily rubbing his eyes. “g.gomen I didn’t mean to wake you up” shin shook his head “ you didn’t wake me up…how are you feeling?” shin got up from the ground and placed his forehead against sena’s again to check his temperature. “yougatta its gone” he said wearily. Sena blushed deep red and then got out of bed hurriedly. “ I’m sorry for troubling you so much….i’m really sorry” “don’t worry about it I’m glad you’re feeling better” shin said with a small smile ‘why does he make me smile so much….no one has ever had this effect on me’ Shin then looks at the clock and grimaces “ it looks like we’re not making it in time for first period today” “ g.gomen na sai” sena said with watery eyes “ eh..dont worry about it I didn’t have practice this morning! So its ok” shin smiled nervously at the teary sena“ I’ll go make breakfast you go take a shower and cleaned up…there is a pack of new tooth brushes and tooth paste in the medicine cabinet you can take to use” he said as he got up and went to the closet “here” the raven haired boy gave the smaller boy a fluffy white towel and his now clean track suit “I washed it for you last night” he said with a smile before leaving the room to get cleaned up. After eating breakfast and getting dressed they both made their way to their own schools, but before they went their separate ways shin gave sena a small box wrapped with a cute purple cloth “ h.here you don’t have lunch right…I made one for you this morning” he said as he blushed “shin-san..arigetou” sena was so moved and happy that he didn’t notice shin’s blush spread further across his cheeks. “Well, take care, and don’t push yourself too hard today you’re still recovering” “hai” sena replied with a smile. ‘damnit I feel like a mother hen’ shin mentally punched himself as he ran off to school. Sena was in a great mood , he happily hummed the whole day with a face that looked like he was heads over heels in love.

Later that day during oujou white knight’s football practice shin was so distracted, that he didn’t even notice takami talking to him “Shin are you ok?? You seem out of it today?? If you’re too tired you can take the day off” Takami worriedly asked the raven haired linebacker. “eh?? Ooh no I’m fine, I just have something on my mind that’s all” “soka…well if you need any advise or anything just ask ok?” shin nodded at the offer and just as takami was about to walk away shin’s hand stopped him. “Actually there is something I need some advise on” shin said hesitantly. “eh? Soka… well lets go over there so we can have some privacy” takami stated as he smiled. “ hai” shin followed his sempai. “so what is it that you want to talk about?” “w.well I’m having trouble figuring out a certain feeling” shin stated. “I never felt this way before about someone” Takami smiled “ what exactly is different about how you feel about this person?” takami asked curiously “well, for some reason I feel like I want to protect them, but beat them” Takami sweat-dropped “Hai?” “well what I meant was that I have this urge to do my best to surpass them but I want to protect them and take care of them at the same time” Takami smiled “soka…I think I know what you’re experiencing but I have to ask you a few questions first to confirm it is that ok?” shin nodded “ do you by any chance think about that person all the time?” shin nodded “do you feel like you want to make that person happy and are you happy when you make them smile?” shin nodded again, and takami grinned “ do you also feel like your chest tightens and you’re heart is racing whenever you’re close to them?” shin looks amazed at how well takami is describing his feelings and nods yet again. Takami’s grin grew bigger “soka, well then shin it seems to me that you have fallen in love with your rival” shin froze ‘how did he know I was talking about sena then the whole sentence suddenly registered in shin’s head “love?? with rival???” he stood there dumbfounded for a moment until takami started to explain “ well it seems like you want to compete and exceed that person that’s why I said it a rival and as for the love part that is exactly how I felt about a certain someone so I know for sure that’s what it is” takami said confidently “you know how it feels?” shin asked and takami nodded “ except for me it wasn’t so much a rival as a partner” he said with a small blush, “ are you talking about sakuraba?” takami stood there dumbfounded at shin’s answer “h.hai” “soka so that’s why you two were kissing in the locker room the other day!” shin stated as takami sweat-dropped ‘ it took him that long to figure it out when he saw us red handed….yapari shin is way to naïve and inexperienced in the matters of the heart’ “so what exactly am I suppose to do about it Takami-san?” shin asked confusedly.

Takami grinned “first off you have to tell me who exactly that you fell in love with so I can help you” takami exclaimed with a mischievous smile but before he can coax shin to tell him shin replied “Sena kobayakawa” Takami smirked at the answer ‘I knew it’ he thought “soka well then let me teach you everything you need to know” takami grinned playfully as he always found it amusing corrupting the naïve younger teen.

Meanwhile Sena was happily practicing with his team when all of a sudden Hiruma Started shooting his gun at him with a smile “ stop training you fucking chibi yaa-haa” “eh?? Doushite Hiruma-san?” “because if you over exert yourself you’ll get sick again like yesterday” “eeeeeeeeeeh?? How did you know???” sena didn’t really need an answer as he looked at hiruma laughing evilly with red glowing eyes. “so get your butt off the field and go home early you fucking chibi… as for you brats get your asses working we have a practice game to play” he said as he continued to fire his guns in the air. “HAAAAAAAAAAAAI” everyone exclaimed as they ran away trying to evade the bullets. Sena smiled and headed to the change room to change out of his football uniform, after changing he made his way to where he usually meets Shin.

Shin was already there waiting for him on the bench they usually met at. “sena-kun kombawa how are you feeling?” sena blushed at shin’s concerned remark “ I’m fine really, Hiruma-san let me rest today so I didn’t have practice” “soka yogatta” shin smiled at the smaller boy. “Anno sena-kun…etto if its ok with you I have something important to talk to you about and I was wondering if you can stay over at my place tonight” he asked shyly “eeh?” sena blushed a deep shade of red “m.mochiron” sena exclaimed happily “I’d love to come over, but what is it that you want to talk to me about??” sena asked concernedly “I’ll tell you tonight” shin said with a smile as he got up “ you should go to your house and get a change of clothing and whatever else you need” “hai” sena smiled and looked up at shin with chocolate glazed eyes ‘sogooi, I get to stay over tonight too…but this time I’ll pay him back for taking care of me and make him a bento box’ he blushed as he remembered the lunch box shin made him today “ooh shin-san etto, it was really delicious the lunch box you made me….you’re very good at cooking” sena exclaimed with awe. Shin blushed at sena’s praise and quickly turned away to hide his face “that’s great well I better go now… I’ll meet you tonight at 8 here” “ok I’ll see you then shin-san” sena looked one last time at shin’s retreating figure and then ran back all the way home.

After a few hours sena finished getting the food done and finished preparing his bag he then quickily made his way to the park. “looks like I made it an hour early he he he” he laughed nervously and sat on the bench they always meet at.

After a few minutes of waiting quietly on the bench sena saw three large familiar figures approaching him, he stiffened in his seat as he saw their faces. “Well look at what we have here” one of the men said with an evil smile on his face “ sena-chan its been a long time” the man exclaimed as he licked his lips hungrily. Sena froze in his seat and began to tremble with fear. “p.please leave me alone” he said as he cowered in his seat. Suddenly he felt strong arms around him “hmm? You don’t want to have fun with us tonight? If you didn’t why did you come all the way out here at night hm?” sena squirmed trying to get away “I’m meeting someone please let me go” he said as tears threatened to fall from his shaken eyes “please I beg of you” “hmm I don’t think so” the man said angrily as he pushed sena roughly against a tree “omf” sena fell to the ground and quivered in fear as to what is about to happen to him “guys you know what to do” “yes boss” the men said with evil smiles “we can have seconds after you right boss” the man smirked evilly “ofcourse, why not” sena was about to run when he felt strong arms grabbing him “Ettai…yamete onegai” sena said with a shaken voice. “ I wont be rough on you if you stay quiet and do as your told... remember our deal if you please us with that cute mouth of yours we wont fuck your cute little ass” the man said as he licked his lips “ but I might change my mind if you don’t behave” sena started shaking with fear and then nodded “ I’ll do as I’m told” he closed his eyes tightly “finish the sentence, what did I teach you to say boy” the man exclaimed as he roughly grabbed sena’s hair “etta…. master, pl..please do as you please wit.h my indecent mouth” tears began to pour out of his eyes as he finished talking “good boy now suck it” the man pulled his half erect member and shoved it violently down sena’s mouth. Sena gagged as he felt the disgusting member in him mouth. ‘someone please help me….help me’

A few moments later the men holding him down ripped off his clothing and began playing vulgarly with sena’s virgin hole. Sena winced at the intruding fingers but continued to suck the man off knowing what would happen if he stopped.
“good boy just like that” the man exclaimed as he pushed his cock deeper into the smaller boy’s mouth. Sena gagged again as more tears fell from his eyes. Suddenly sena felt someone between his legs sucking him and he started shivering “mm I love that cute face of yours as you wither in pain and pleasure boy…I wonder how cute you’ll look when I fuck your brains out tonight” sena stiffened with fear and then looked up with pleading eyes at the man violating his mouth.

Meanwhile Shin was heading out of his house excitedly “ I guess its ok if I’m a little early” he said with a smile as he ran his way to the park. A few minutes later shin was at the park searching for the bench they usually meet at, as he made it closer to the bench he heard loud laughter and muffled cries. His heart started racing as he ran quickly to where the noises where coming from, once he was there he froze in horror at the site. The men noticed the tall teen. “ooh look what we have here bouya it seems we have an audience tonight” sena looked up and saw shin approaching, sena closed his eyes in shame and averted his eyes away from the approaching figure. Shin angrily punched the man sena was sucking and kicked the other two men off. “don’t you ever touch him again, you pathetic bastards” shin said angrily as the three men cowered away in fear from him. “we’ll remember this, you’re going to pay for it just you wait” the three men said as they ran off,Sena lay on the ground shivering and crying. Shin quickly pulled the huddled figure in his arms. Sena stiffened and pushed shin away. Shin froze “s.sena-kun are you ok?” sena didn’t reply all he did was continue to shiver and cry. Shin once again took the boy in his arms protectively “g.gomen its my fault this happened if I didn’t tell you to meet up here during the night this would have never happened gomen ne yoroshite” he said as tears began to form in the usually stoic teen. Sena looked up at shin with shaken eyes “s.shin-san…it..its not your fault its mine for always being weak” he said bitterly “a.after all t.this isn’t the first time they did this to me” shin froze as he registered what sena just said…then suddenly sena buried his head into the older teen's chest. “p.please just let me stay like this for a little while” he said with a sob. Shin tightly hugged the crying boy and then he took his sweater off and placed it around the shivering boy. ‘those bastards are going to pay for this…’ he slowly carried the small huddle carefully in his arms, and then picked up his torn clothes and his bag on the bench then he slowly walked back to his house. Sena clung to him the whole way. Once they were at shin’s house shin opened the door and placed sena’s belongings on the couch then he quietly made his way to his room where he sat on his bed with sena in his arms. Sena finally snapped out of his trance and noticed he was still being hugged tightly by shin. Sena drew back and smiled softly at shin “A.arigetou…for letting me hug you and for rescuing me” he said dejectedly as he attempted to get out of shin’s bed. The raven haired linebacker pulled the shaken boy back into his arms and hugged him protectively. “I’m never letting them touch you again” shin said as he kissed sena on the cheek. Sena froze and looked up at shin with confused eyes. Shin’s face was wet with tears, sena was frozen with shock “I’m sorry… I couldn’t protect you” shin said as he wiped his face with his sleeve. “but I promise you that I’ll do my best from now on” sena looked up at shin dumbfoundedly “w.why?? why do you want to protect me?…why are you crying? why….” Sena looked up with teary confused eyes. “b.because sena-kun…I love you” shin said shyly as he blushed. “Eh?? y.you love me?” sena blushed at shin’s response. “t.thats why I wanted you to come over tonight I was going to confess to you…and tell you how I feel about you… I know that you probably don’t feel the same way and I know I shouldn’t have told you this after what happened tonight but I really do love you…” he looked at sena with serious unwavering eyes. and then pulled sena back into his arms “I’m sorry I didn’t mean to say this all of a sudden and I understand if you don’t want to see me again” he said as he let sena’s small body go.

Sena without thinking got up on his knees and softly kissed shin on the face “s.sena-kun?” shin looked at sena with a surprised expression. “I love you too…shin-san” sena turned beet red as he once again buried his face in shin’s chest.

hiya everyone! thanks for reading my stowwie, and if anyone is interested in being a beta for my story please email me at animeobssessions@gmail.com, also please comment well i'll be writing more once my exam period is over so look forward to smex in a few days any advise is appreciated as this is my first fic to ever write!!!

yoosh- an enthusiastic let's do this kind of expression
ettai- ouch
gomen- sorry
anno- umm
honto- really?
ha - yes
orreh- eh?
hai-yes
masaka- could it be...
shoto matte- wait a minute
soka- i see
yougatta- i'm glad
yapari- i knew it
chibi- little runt
doushite- why?
kombawa- good evening
mochiron- ofcourse
sogooi- cool
yamete- stop
bouya- boy
yoroshite- forgive me