Unspoken Words 2

Niwa

I saw you today with an expression that will be engrained into my memory for as long as I care for you. As I lay on the ground overcome with pain I was temporarily healed of my agony as I saw you watching me. The look of concern and confusion on your angelic face brought a pain to my heart.

Were you only standing there out of some sick curiosity over your enemy’s demise?
That cannot be the case or else you would have come forward.

When I saw you in the background all the people around me no-longer had any significance to me. I visualised you walking over and taking my hand, uttering words of reassurance to ease the excruciating pain I was feeling.

But you never did come forward and let me know that you cared for me, all you did was stare at me with a look of indifference as I was finally taken away.

So I now sit in bed writing you this letter that one day I hope I will have the strength to give to you. For the pain I feel having to keep what I feel for you bottled up and hidden away makes me wonder if I really can live up to the image I hold of you.

Next time we meet I hope I have the courage to say how I feel for you

Satoshi