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Chapter One: Promise Me
By: Asura Mori
You rescued me from my own darkness, when I needed someone to love me. You held me while I was broken, giving me the strength to live for tomorrow. So why did you leave me? Why did you even pretend to love me, if your intent all along was to use me? Why are you here now, tormenting me with your very presence? What if I told you that I had finally forgotten you, that I love someone else now? I no longer love you... and I have forgotten what love we once shared...
I walked down the hall to my room, tired from the long day's work. I was so tired of the idiots who called themselves directors. They couldn't even tie their own shoes if they weren't told to do so. The directors had called me in to ask what song I would be playing at the Spring Concert... even though I told them that yesterday... Cursing silently, I dug into my pocket for my key and opened my door. The sounds and sights that greeted me was enough to make me groan out loud. My fellow Blade Children, Rio, Kousuke, and Ryoko had somehow gotten into my apartment... and they were trashing it.
"What's up Rutherford? You look like shit." Kousuke, the red-headed annoying one, drawled in my direction from the couch. I didn't pay him any attention, choosing to ignore him rather than deal with him. "Fine, don't answer. Prick." I still didn't answer, though I did allow a small grin to flit across my face. The others didn't see of course, and if they had seen it, they would have probably freaked out. Kiyotaka had always told me that I should show my emotions more.
Kiyotaka... His name still brought a sense of regret. Nobody had seen him since he'd disappeared two years ago... and I had a growing dread that he was dead. Kiyotaka had been a genius at everything he did, and he was an awesome detective. But he had made the mistake of trying to figure out the secret of the Blade Children and paid for it dearly. His younger brother, Ayumu Narumi, was still searching for him, though I think he's finally come to accept that his brother is gone. Another distinct I had these days was that Kanone was part of the reason why Kiyotaka was gone...
Kanone... The thought of him made me buzz inside. I hadn't seen him since his departure on his plane to America, after his attempt to destroy Ayumu. That had been two months ago and here I was today, still thinking about the love I had once shared with him. /But that's over now... He betrayed my trust.../ But I couldn't stop thinking of those nights where he would hold me, combing his hands through my hair, his lips on mine, promising me the world.
"Eyes?" I looked over to see Rio holding my cell, shaking like crazy. "Rio? Are you all right?" I heard myself ask, though I hadn't been aware I'd even opened my mouth. Rio was shaking violently, like she was surrounded by Hunters with no way out. Hunters are those who would do harm against the Blade Children. I didn't like to think about them, seeing as how we hadn't had any major encounters with them in the last two months. "Eyes... it's Kanone..."
I walked over to where Rio was standing, feeling that strange buzz, but feeling also somehow detached. I took the phone and placed it against my ear, saying nothing. "Eyes." his voice seemed to resonate within my body, only making the buzz harder to ignore, "Eyes. I need to speak with you. Face to face." I froze. He was here? He was in Japan? "Don't come near me. I never want to see you again." My voice sounded weary to me, and I knew that Kanone could hear it too. "Eyes. Please." he was pleading now, but I wouldn't have it. "Don't you dare come to me. If I see you... I will kill you." I hit the end button and slammed my phone onto a nearby desk.
I turned to look at the other three, who flinched and got up to leave. I didn't even bother to tell them good-bye. I just went straight to my room and slammed the door shut. "I think Eyes is pissed." I heard Kousuke say, trying to be quiet. Of course I was mad. I didn't want to see Kanone. Not now. Not after I had finally found a way to heal my broken heart. "You're so stupid Kousuke!" I heard Rio yell at him, and I could imagine her puffing up her cheeks and glaring at him, which made me feel a little better, "Of course Eyes is pissed. He doesn't want to see Kanone, not after what that bastard did!" I heard Ryoko's voice, but couldn't make out what she was saying, but Kousuke's response cleared it up. "No way, Ryoko! If it was like that, I think he would have told us." "You just don't get it Kousuke. People in relationships like that aren't always open about it." I could tell Ryoko was trying to be quiet, but with someone like Kousuke around... Yeah, it was impossible.
I decided right then that I was tired. I didn't really care what they were talking about, even though it concerned my past relationship with Kanone. They didn't need to know... and I wouldn't place my burden on them. They didn't deserve that, not after all that had happened. I had to be strong. If not for myself... then for them. I laid on my bed, staring at the ceiling. I don't even remember falling asleep.
WARNING: LEMON! (not exactly dirty...)
I woke up in the middle of the night, wondering what had disrupted my sleep. Sweat covered my body as I went for the gun I kept hidden underneath my pillow. Something moved and I grabbed the gun, aiming for whatever or whoever was there. I choked when I realized who it was and dropped the gun. "A-Ayumu!" I had almost shot him, and yet there he was, grinning like an idiot. "Didn't you get my message, Eyes?" he sat on my bed with easy grace and all I could do was stare at him. "I could have killed you..." I blinked, realizing I HADN'T got his message, "What message?" I couldn't help but wonder how the hell he had gotten into my apartment, but that thought became irrelevant when he grabbed my chin and kissed me. We stayed like that for a full minute before he broke the kiss, his chocolate eyes shining. "Ayumu..." I growled, warning him. I wasn't absolutely sure that Rio, Kousuke, and Ryoko had gone home, and I really didn't need them to come in and find Ayumu on top of me. "Shush, Eyes. The kids went home a long time ago. It's time for the grown-ups to play." he whispered, claiming my mouth and leaning in to deepen it. I could feel his hand making its way under my shirt and up my chest and leaned in to his touch. I couldn't suppress the moan that escaped my mouth as his tongue explored my mouth and his hand made lazy circles on my chest. I felt him smirk, then bite my bottom lip. I glared at him, feeling the blood well up in my mouth.
"That hurt." I snarled, pushing him away. "You're a sissy." Ayumu laughed, rolling off of me and to the side. He sat up and placed his mouth against my ear. I gasped slightly as his warm breath hit my ear and turned to look at him. "Are you having fun?" I asked, glaring at him. "Maybe." he chuckled, nuzzling my neck. I arched my neck so he could explore some more and felt him kissing it lightly. I still don't know why I let him have dominance over me... He's such a sado-masochist... Though I think it has to do with the fact that I'm used to being on the bottom... and I like pain a lot more than he does. "Eyes." I turned to look at him, shocked at his sudden change in attitude. He seemed... frustrated...
"Ayumu?" I looked at him, wondering what had caused this change. At night he was usually all happy and loving... but now he was unhappy and unloving... What the crap? "Eyes. Kousuke called me and said Kanone was in town. Is that true?" I bit my lip and looked away from him. Kanone was a sore subject for both of us and we didn't bring him up unless it was important. "Yes. He's back." "When are you going to tell him?" I heard Ayumu ask and I could tell he was upset. He knew that I hadn't told Kanone about him and me. Kanone didn't know that I was intimate with Kiyotaka's baby brother. "How soon do you want me to die?" I asked, looking at him. "Sarcasm? From Eyes Rutherford? The horror!" Ayumu grinned, grabbing my chin, "You need to tell him. So we can be together for real."
I heard what Ayumu was saying, but I was scared. I didn't want to find out that after two months... Kanone was still in love with me. I didn't want to see the man. I just wanted to forget him and move on, but... until I did tell him... I could never be free. "Promise me, Eyes. Promise me you'll tell him about us."
"I promise."
Hold me as I fall into darkness,
The light having shied away from me.
I am nothing, nothing,
Without you.
To be continued...
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