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Only in Your Eyes Am I Worthy	By : Lucythebeast Category: +M to R > Neon Genesis Evangelion Views: 28767 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Evangelion: Only In Your Eyes Am I
Worthy

Chapter 10: The Trick Is To Keep Breathing

Soft sighs and gasps filled Gendo Ikari�s office as the
commander was thrusting himself into Ritsuko Akagi. The doctor had her feet
locked behind the man�s neck and was enjoying the lovemaking, which had become
a rare thing as of late. Gendo, as usual, had his eyes closed. Dr. Akagi knew
he was imagining himself making love to Yui, it was quite obvious since half
the time when he climaxed he was crying out her name, but she didn�t care
anymore. All that she cared about was that he was with her. That had to count
for something�

�Turn over.� Gendo commanded suddenly, backing away from
her. He waited patiently as she gave him a dirty glare for stopping, then turned over so that her feet were on the floor and her
posterior was towards the man. Without a word, he gripped her hips and thrust
himself back into her and started moving at a fast and hard pace, ignoring the
woman�s grunts of pain.

Ritsuko groaned and reached forward to grip the far edges of
the desk for balance and shifted her hips around to find a better angle of
penetration. �Oooh, Gendo.� She murmured softly, her
eyes rolling back into her head.

The commander remained silent, and to any observer he would
have appeared bored. He paused when his phone rang, then slowly withdrew
himself. He answered it and was surprised to hear Shinji�s voice on the other
end and he listened silently as the boy explained that Rei had been admitted
for hand surgery. �I see. Understood.� Was all he said
before he hung up. �Rei is in the hospital. She is
having hand surgery.� He told the doctor, mostly because she was Rei�s primary
physician.

Ritsuko nodded then watched him silently for a few moments
but when he didn�t resume having sex with her she decided to speak up. �Gendo? You�re not stopping are you?� Gendo ignored her. �Gendo!� The doctor was getting impatient, having been a
minute or two from reaching her climax.

�You may go. I�m through with you.� The commander stated
coldly.

Dr. Akagi�s eyes flashed in anger. �Just
because your little doll is having surgery on her hand? That�s no reason
to stop! You can�t just stop like that!�

Commander Ikari looked over at her, his expression
unreadable. �Perhaps you are right.� He moved behind her and grabbed her hips
in a tight grip and thrust himself back into her roughly. A few hard and fast
strokes later and he groaned, finding his release inside her. He could tell the
doctor was a few moments away from her own climax, but he didn�t care. He
silently withdrew and pulled his pants back up. �Now you may go.�

Ritsuko stared at the man in shock. He was normally cold,
especially after sex, but he usually had the decency to finish her off first.
This was unacceptable. �You arrogant bastard! You�ll
have to find some other woman to get yourself off with. You care so much about
that little bitch and not me? I won�t stand for it anymore. If I leave, we�re through!�

Gendo tapped at his computer, remaining silent for a few
moments. Then he gave the woman a cold glare. �That is acceptable. You are
dismissed.� Dr. Akagi�s eyes widened in shock and anger and her hand went up to
strike the man across the face. �That is not recommended, doctor. You are no
longer a necessary part of this organization, after all.�

Tears dripped from her eyes from shame and hurt, but she had
her pride. She dressed quickly, turned and walked out with her head held high.
She didn�t collapse and sob until after she had left the office and returned to
her own. There was a knock at her door moments later, and thinking it was Gendo
coming to apologize for once in his life, she immediately called for the person
to enter without asking who it was.

�Sempai? I noticed a minor
inconsistency in Caspar, and I thought I should bring
it to your�� Maya trailed off and she looked up and
noticed the doctor was slumped on the floor with red eyes and wet cheeks. �Have
you been crying, sempai?�

Dr. Akagi sighed and turned her head, using the sleeve of
her lab coat to wipe her tears away. �Hai.
It�s over between the commander and I.�

Lt. Ibuki gave the doctor a sympathetic look and sat down
next to her, leaning over to put an arm around the older woman�s waist. �I�m
sorry. I suppose it was coming. He never really was the loving type, ne?�

Ritsuko sighed and leaned into the other woman�s embrace.
�It doesn�t make it any easier, whether I knew it was coming or not.�

�I know� I�m so sorry. Is there anything I can do?� Maya
asked in a gentle tone.

The doctor shrugged. �Just� stay with me a little while.
Thank you, Maya-chan. You don�t know how much your
friendship means to me.�

The lieutenant smiled and ran her fingers through the other
woman�s blonde tresses, attempting to comfort her. �Arigato,
sempai. I�m happy to be appreciated.� Maya stared off to the adjacent
wall, noticing the pictures on her shelf. There was a picture of Ritsuko with
her mother when she was a little girl, a picture of the woman�s parents in
their wedding photo, a picture of Maya and Ritsuko not too long after the
younger woman had been assigned as her assistant, and a picture of Maya by
herself, that one a professional picture. <I don�t remember giving her a
copy of that picture. That�s so sweet! No pictures of the commander� I wonder
why this is the first time I�ve noticed the photos on her shelf?> The lieutenant looked down and noticed the older woman had
dozed off against her breast. <You don�t know how lucky you had it,
Commander Ikari. And you just threw it all away.> Maya sighed and leaned her
head back against the wall and relaxed.

*************************

�Why are you here?� A soft voice floated from behind Rei.
She turned and saw a younger version of herself, the first Rei.

�I do not know. Who are you?� Rei II asked.

Rei I smiled and put her arms out and spun around, laughing.
�You know. You know! I am you, before. The question is,
why are you here?�

The older girl frowned. �I do not understand. Where is
here?�

�Our soul. Our
core. Our center. Our beginning,
and our end.� Another voice answered, this one older.

Rei II turned and looked at the new arrival, this one looked
like a 20ish year old Rei, with silver hair and golden eyes. �Are you� me?�

�I am a part of you and you are a part of us.� Both Rei I
and the new arrival answered. The older continued alone. �But I am the
original. You know me, in your soul. You knew exactly where to find me, and
what was with me.�

The first child frowned. �Lilith? You are� part of me? Yes,
I suppose you would have to be. The origin of my S2 engine.
But why are you appearing before me now?�

The other two Reis laughed. �This is where we exist. It is
you that came before us. The question then is, why are
you here?�

Rei II was silent in contemplation. <There is no reason
for me to be here. Is there?> She looked around, surprised to find the place
to be beautiful and serene. There were cherry blossoms floating around, a large
lake with water of golden hue, and a gentle breeze blowing about. Even the sky
appeared to be in perpetual sunset. �This is� my soul?�

�A reflection of your soul, hai.� Lilith agreed.

�He is here, you know.� The younger Rei said out of the
blue.

The first child blinked. �Nani?�

�You know who I�m talking about. He is part of your soul.
You gave it to him. Don�t you remember? It wasn�t even that long ago�� Rei I
stated in a taunting tone.

Rei II was silent for a long time then she turned away from
the reflections of herself. �I wish to leave this place.�

�You cannot. This is your soul. You can no sooner abandon
your soul as rip the heart from your chest. Besides, as the child said, it is
no longer completely yours.� Lilith responded.

The former Unit 00�s pilot sighed and sat down and hugged
her knees to herself, staring across the lake. She did her best to ignore the
reflections of herself, as a single tear trickled down her cheek.

*************************

�It looks like she�s starting to wake up.� A voice said from
what seemed to be across a chasm. Rei�s eyes twitched, but the next few
statements she didn�t quite catch.

�Can you say something for me? Can you hear me?� The first
voice asked.

�Hai.�
Rei responded. The girl stiffened when she felt herself moving. It took her
several moments to realize she was being wheeled somewhere on a gurney.
�Ayanami Rei, NERV ID number 472836421-1C. I will answer no further questions.�

�What�s she talking about?� A male�s voice asked.

�It�s the anesthesia. A side effect is short term amnesia
and confusion. Give her a few minutes to wake up. You�re her brother, ne?� The female voice that she had heard the first time
asked.

�Nani!?
Oh� sort of. She�s a ward of my father, so in a manner of speaking, hai.� The male�s voice explained.

�Shinji-kun?� Rei asked, confused.

�Hai, it�s me, Rei-kun.� Shinji reassured
her. She felt a pressure on one of her hands and she assumed it was the boy
squeezing her hand. Tears trickled out of her eyes, though she didn�t know why.
She wondered if it was relief. �She�s crying. Is she in pain?�

�Oh no� she�s not likely to feel much of anything right now,
she�s so drugged up. It�s another effect of the anesthesia. Some patients tend
to get a little weepy. She�s also likely to have a dry mouth and have trouble
urinating. We�ll monitor her.� The female stated. Rei felt the bed stop and a
moment later she was being wheeled through a doorway. �Welcome to your room,
Ayanami-san. Ikari-san, do you mind helping me move her onto the bed?�

�Hai, of course I�ll help.� Shinji
replied. His face hovered over Rei�s for a moment. He smiled down at her. She
wasn�t sure, but she thought she felt his hand stroking her cheek for a moment.
A few moments later, she felt her body sliding over onto the hospital bed. �Are
you ok, Rei-kun? You look a little sick.�

�Hai.�
Rei replied, though she didn�t elaborate as to which it was.

�Do you have one of those things in case she gets sick? Oh�
and this one is?� The third child asked.

�A bedpan, in case she can�t get up to use the toilet. She
shouldn�t have any trouble walking though. There�s also�� Rei tuned out the
rest of the woman�s explanations. A moment later she looked over and a middle
aged woman was smiling at her and wiping her hand with a cotton swab with
alcohol on it. Then she took an IV needle and carefully placed it into a vein
in her uninjured hand and taped it down. �Now was a good time to do this since
you�re still numbed from the anesthesia, ne?�

Rei coughed.

�Well� call me if you need anything. I�ll be back around for
rounds in a bit. Give her some water. Her throat might be a little raw. They
had to pump her stomach to avoid aspiration since they couldn�t wait on the
surgery. Do you have any questions before I go?� The nurse asked.

�Iie� Rei?�
Shinji looked down at the first child.

The blue-haired girl blinked. �Nani?�

�She�s fine.� The third child told the nurse then turned his
attention back to the girl. �They tell me that you were babbling incoherently
in your sleep. I heard a bit of it while you were in recovery. It sounded like
a real language, but I didn�t recognize it.�

Rei blinked.

�No ideas?� Shinji pressed.

Rei stared at him. <Another language?> �I speak
several languages other than Japanese. I know German, English, Russian,
Mandarin, and French. It was likely one of those. Or perhaps it was Latin or
Babylonian? I speak those too.�

�So ka?! It might have been
Babylonian. I think I would have recognized the others. Can you say a few words
for me for comparison?� Shinji had his hand resting on her arm as if he was
offering his strength to her healing process.

Rei thought about it for a moment, then
spoke. �En�ma elish l� nab� sham�m�,
shaplish ammatum shuma l� zakrat�
did it sound like that?� [AN: The first two lines of the Enuma
elish, the Babylonian creation Epos. It translates to
'When above heaven was not (yet) named, (and) below the earth was not
pronounced by name'. Only took me like 20 minutes to find some bloody
Babylonian� heh but I�m sure a few of you know why
Rei might have been taught that language or at least taken an interest in it�]

Shinji shook his head. �Not especially. Um� why did you learn Babylonian?�

Rei stared up at the ceiling. �I do not remember.�

The third child frowned. �Well, I can�t even pronounce half
of the stuff you were saying. But I guess it was similar to that. I suppose it
doesn�t matter, it might have just been babble.� [AN: Hmm, didn�t the word
babble originate as a reference to the Tower
of Babel, which many feel was Babylon?
Heh]

Rei was silent for a while then asked, �When can I return
home?�

Shinji sighed. �They will want to observe you. Is that all
right?�

Her red eyes shifted over to look the boy in the face. �Is
that what you wish of me?�

��. Hai. I want them to be sure you are all right. Would you stay
overnight, at least?� The pilot�s hand rubbed her arm gently as he pleaded with
her.

�� Hai. I would like some water, please.� The blue-haired girl
struggled to sit up, so Shinji helped her, finding the switch to raise the head
of the bed up. She sipped at the water, not realizing until now how raw her
throat had been. �Arigato.�

�Dou-itashimashite.�
Shinji replied automatically. �Is there anything else I can do for you?�

��. What happened between Pilot Soryu and yourself?�
Rei asked.

The third child�s eyes shifted to the floor. �You shouldn�t
concern yourself with it. She is just� having some troubles that she took out
on me. She is undergoing tmentment, so perhaps there is hope.�

<Even though she obviously did something very bad to him,
he still will not speak ill of her. Such a kind boy� man.> �You do not have
to stay here if you do not wish to, Shinji-kun. I think I will try to sleep.
Tomorrow, perhaps you can help me home? I am sure they will release me by
then.� The first child stated with confidence.

�Rei-kun� may I ask you a question?� Shinji hesitantly queried.
The girl�s eyes shifted back to meet the pilot�s. He took that as an
affirmative, so continued. �When the surgeon examined your hand, she said the
injury looked to be a week old. It could not have been more than a day old,
however. How� is that so?�

Her eyes returning to the ceiling, she hesitated to respond.
After several minutes, she licked her lips and began to explain. �Shinji-kun� I
am not entirely human.�

�So ka?!� The third child looked
her over nervously.

�I am� a clone. I was killed when I was a child. Strangled to death. I do not remember much of that time, my
memories are incomplete. However, I was cloned from that girl. And I was�
altered. They used some of Lilith�s DNA as well. I
am� part angel. I even have an S2 organ.� Her uninjured hand rested on the
lower part of her stomach as she said that last part, indicating its location.
They were both silent for several minutes before Rei looked over at the boy,
expecting to see revulsion. Instead, she saw confusion. �It is not something I
would tell someone I did not� trust. Please keep that information between us,
ok?�

��.. Hai. I always thought you were a little different than normal
people, but I never imagined� Do you still consider yourself human?� Shinji
asked hesitantly.

�Aa. I am
Ayanami Rei, whether I have a little angel DNA or a little polar bear DNA.� She
noticed the boy become a little nervous at the latter example. �It was just an
example. I do not have polar bear DNA. At least, I do not believe so.�

�Does my father know?� Unit 01�s pilot asked.

�Hai. He
was the one that had them add the angel DNA to me. I do not believe they could
have cloned me without it, but I am unsure. I am� grateful that I was brought
back.� Rei could feel the hesitancy in the pilot, but he didn�t pull away from
her. She took that as a good sign.

�So, with your S2 organ you can heal yourself faster than a
normal human? No wonder you recovered so quickly from your injuries.� He looked
to where she had indicated the placement of the organ for a few moments, deep
in thought. �Is it� is everything else the same? I mean� are you� missing
anything that a normal human girl would have?� <She isn�t missing anything
externally, that�s for sure�>

�� A uterus. I do not have one.
That is where my S2 organ is. Therefore, I cannot beaildrildren.� She saw a
brief moment of disappointment in Shinji�s eyes, but he blinked and it was
gone. <Why would that bother him?>

�I see. Are you ok with that?� He asked carefully.

�Hai. It
is the way I am. I accept that.� Rei took another long swig of water and
carefully placed it on the tray beside her.

�Ii, yo, you should rec fro from this surgery fairly quickly
then.� It was more a statement than a question, and of course Shinji got no
response. �You must be tired. I will return tomorrow when visiting hours begin.
As you�ll likely be discharged, I�ll take you home. Is there anything you need
before I go?�

Rei was about to say no when she felt pressure in her
bladder. �Can you help me to the toilet? I am unsure if I can walk without
dizziness as of yet.�

�Of course, Rei-kun.� He rushed
over to the other side of the bed, the side closer to the washroom, and lowered
the railing. He was glad that it was a private room, since they were discussing
such sensitive information, and it also meant that they wouldn�t have to walk
around another bed to get to the toilet.

They walked slowly into the small room, Rei only lightly
holding onto the third child�s hand, and she took care of her business and
returned to the bed. �Arigato, Shinji-kun. And oyasumi.�

�Hai� oyasumi nasai.� Shinji�s
thumb caressed her uninjured hand for a moment unconsciously then he smiled and
walked out slowly, in case she called for him to wait. She had already fallen
asleep when he looked back, so the pilot left quietly, closing the door to give
her some privacy. With a mind swimming with unanswered questions, he wandered
off.

*************************

Rei found herself sitting behind Shinji in the entry plug of
Unit 01. She watched as Unit 03, or rather the 13^th angel strangled
the third child�s Eva. �Why are you not retaliating,
Shinji-kun?� Rei asked with her soft, almost ethereal voice.

�I can�t fight it! There�s a human trapped in there! I can�t
fight one of my own, it�s wrong!� Shinji cried, fighting through the pain of
feeling his neck being constricted to speak. He began yelling at his father,
who was ordering him to destroy the angel.

Rei looked to the side and saw her own defeated Eva lying
motionless on the ground. She looked away, not wanting to remember that
experience. Instead, her attention returned to the third child�s struggle.
�Shinji, you must fight to live.�

�I won�t fight! Even if I die, I can�t kill a human! I
won�t! You can�t make me!� The boy cried.

�Then we will all die. Why do you resist? You must destroy
the one to protect the many. Why do you not understand this, Shinji-kun?� Rei
asked. �Is one life so precious as to disregard all of humanity?�

�Ayanami� I�m sorry.� Shinji whispered. Likely it was too
soft for even the people in the control room to hear over the comm. system.

Rei�s eyes widened in surprise. �Nani?� She could hear Comman Ika Ikari stating that if Shinji wouldn�t fight, he would make him fight. The first
child frowned, becoming worried as Shinji�s face began to turn purple from the
strangulation. �I will protect you, Shinji-kun.� Rei stated, climbing over the
seat and grabbing the boy�s hands, forcing him to fight. She could feel Shinji
resisting, yelling at her to stop, but she wouldn�t. She couldn�t. She grabbed
the 13^th angel around the neck and threw it to the ground, then
began to pummel it, ripping it to pieces. �I won�t let you harm Shinji-kun! I
will destroy you!� Rei yelled, feeling anger for the first time since months
before when Shinji insulted the commander and received a slap for the offense.

�Stop it! Stop it! You can�t do this!� Shinji cried,
struggling to resist her.

But she did not stop. She was going berserk, consumed in an
explosion of rage. The blood-like LCL covering Unit 01 from the angel only
spurred her on. She felt like laughing maniacally, but instead her eyes widened
in a mix of fury and joy as she tore the angel to shreds. She reached in and
pulled out the entry plug, holding it in Unit 01�s hand. She had to stop the
angel, by any means necessary.

�No! Stop it! Stop it! You can�t!� Shinji cried, resisting
with all his strength, to no avail.

Rei squeezed down, crushing the entry plug, LCL and human
blood squirting out from the shattered metal remains. She dropped it and
settled back, finally calming down. She turned and saw tears falling down the
third child�s face, and the sight wrenched at her heart. �Gomen nasai, Shinji-kun.
It had to be done.� Rei explained quietly.

�You killed him� you heartless bitch, you killed him!� Shinji
moaned. His eyes widened when he saw the broken and bloody body of his friend, Toji Suzuhara, extracted from the
plug. �Oh Kami-sama� Toji?! You fucking killed Toji! How could you!? I wish you were dead! I wish I were
dead!�

�Shinji-kun�� Rei said hesitantly, reaching out to lay a
hand on his cheek, hoping it would comfort him. Instead, he reacted violently,
striking her across the face so hard she felt her neck pop. She reached up to
soothe the stinging in her cheek, tears welling up in her eyes. �I only did
what I had to do to protect you.�

�You�re nothing but a soulless monster.� The third child
stated in a tone as cold as the grave. He left the entry plug and walked away
without another word, leaving a sobbing and heartbroken Rei behind. Worst of all,
she was afraid that he might be right.

Rei awoke and turned, grabbing the vomit tray just in time
to empty her stomach into it, though water and stomach acid was basically all
that had been inside it. She set the tray down and rested on her side, feeling
tears trickle from her eyes. <I will have to tell him� that I he bhe basis
for the dummy plug system. He will hate me, but I cannot lie to him. Never to him. Why does Shinji have to be so special?> Rei
sighed and drifted back to sleep, this time a dreamless slumber.

*************************

Shinji found himself in NERV when he bothered to notice
where his feet had led him. Worse, he was standing before his father�s office.
He sighed and reluctantly knocked on the door. After several long moments, he
heard his father�s voice telling him to come in. �It�s me, father. I um� came
to tell you that Rei is through with the surgery and she is expected to make a
nearly full recovery. The surgeon� um� said she might not regain full use of
her hand, but it�ll be close enough.� He stared at his feet while he spoke. If
he hadn�t have heard his father�s voice telling him to enter, he wouldn�t have
even known if he was talking to a person or not.

�Is that all?� Gendo asked after well over a minute of
silence.

��. Iie. I wanted� to ask you�� He fell silent, but the
commander didn�t press or even acknowledge that he was listening, so Shinji
finally had to finish his sentence. �I wanted to ask you if you knew how her
hand was impaled.�

�Aa. Is
that all?� Commander Ikari asked, his tone cold and
uncaring.

Shinji looked up finally and was agitated to see the callous
expression on his father�s face. �Don�t you care?� His voice gained a slight
edge of irritation.

�That is none of your concern. You are dismissed, Pilot
Ikari.� Gendo turned back to the computer he had been working on without
awaiting a reply.

�I know that Rei is a clone. You gave her angel DNA and an
S2 organ, didn�t you?� Despite biting his tongue, the words had still spilled
out.

�� Hai.� Gendo laced his fingers together and regarded his son.
<Rei told him that? She must care for him even more than I thought. This had
better not become� problematic.>

Shinji paced nervously. It was evident where Rei had learned
her mannerisms from as he saw how uncommunicative his father was. <Was he
always this way? Or was it only� after mom died?> �Why?�

�It was necessary.� The commander replied, volunteering no
real information.

�But why?!
Was there a purpose, or was it the only way to clone her?� Shinji demanded,
advancing a step towards his father, despite the fear the man inspired in him.

�It is not necessary for you to have that information.�
Commander Ikari retorted.

Shinji�s shoulders slumped in defeat. He hadn�t really
expected his father to tell him, but he had hoped. �Do you care for her? Is
that why you brought her back?�

��.. That is a reasonable assumption. Is that all?�
Gendo frowned behind his fingers.

Shinji turned slowly and regarded his fatheiticitically. �If
you could bring Rei back, why couldn�t you bring mom back? Why was she not
cloned?�

Commander Ikari stared at his son for several minutes. He
half-expected the boy to back off and leave, but he didn�t budge. �There was
nothing left of your mother to clone.� It was a half-truth, but not even Rei
knew the whole truth. He certainly wouldn�t tell his son that he was falling in
love with a girl that had been cloned from a combinatif hif his own mother�s
DNA and Lilith�s. �Now, is that all? I have work to
do. And I believe you have a sync test in the morning.�

The third child frowned. �Nani? No I don�t. Asuka does.�

�You will come in with the second child and you will both
test at the same time. You are dismissed.� Gendo turned back to his work.

Si sii sighed and left, knowing this time his father would
not respond to any further questions. With questions still running rampant in
his head, he returned to Major Katsuragi�s apartment,
figuring he would sleep on the couch since his room was destroyed. He walked in
and called out that he was home and winced when he heard Asuka call out a
welcome. He didn�t hear Misato�s voice though and a quick look into her room
showed her passed out on her futon, empty beer cans strewn about carelessly. He
sighed and walked past his room as he approached the couch and stopped
suddenly. He backed up and looked into his room, finding it spotless. Not only
that, but a futon was lying on the floor, complete with a pillow. He saw a few
of his belongings glued or taped back together, but most of them were missing,
likely beyond repair and thrown away. A stack of yen bills were lying on the flos wes well. He scratched his head and
realized it was all of Asuka�s money, noticing a picture that she liked to draw
on her yen notes on most of the bills, and likely some of it was from Misato to
help him replace his damaged belongings. �Wow.� Was all he could say.

He shook his head and decided he may as well sleep, since he
was exhausted. He started to lie down when he noticed reddish brown hairs on
the pillow. �This is� Asu fut futon!? Then� what is she sleeping on?� He
sniffed at the futon and the unmistakable scent of the an gan girl wafted from
it. It was a pleasant scent, a mix of cinnamon and apple blossoms. �Strange.�
<This is her way of apologizing� I should at least thank her.>

He walked over to the second child�s door and knocked on it
gently. After about 30 seconds he was about to turn away when he heard the girl
tell him to enter. He cracked the door open and peein, in, seeing her sitting
on the bare floor. �Asuka? I um� thank you, for my
room.�<
<
�It was nothing. It was the least� uh� Misato-san made me.�
Unit 02�s pilot was obviously lying, but it was to protect her pride so Shinji
let it pass.

�Well� thanks anyway. Are you� you�re not sleeping on the
bare floor, are you?� Shinji frowned, noticing she didn�t even have a pillow.

�What�s it to you?� She demanded, edge returning to her
voice.

Shinji shrugged. �Well, you could always sleep on the couch.
It�s likely more comfortable than the floor.�

�And make it easier for you to molest me in my sleep? No
thank you, hentai. Oyasumi.� The girl stretched
out, putting her hands behind hea head.

The third child couldn�t stop his eyes from roaming over her
body. All she was wearing was an oversized t-shirt, and he could almost see her
underwear, assuming she was wearing any. But it gave an excellent view of her
shapely legs. He wrenched his eyes from her body when he noticed she was
looking at him, and to avoid a cry of how perverted he was, he covered himself
by making a lame comment about how it looked like she was uncomfortable and
promising he wouldn�t do anything if she changed her mind and slept on the
couch. She grunted and didn�t reply so he left with a goodnight and returned to
his room. Lying on the futon was unnerving, because her scent surrounded him.
He blushed in embarrassment when he realized he was getting aroused, so he
closed his eyes and drifted off to sleep.

Later, he could have sworn someone was poking him in the
ribs. He could feel a presence next to him, and thinking it was Misato
wandering into his bedroom in her drunken haze again, he cracked his eyes open
expecting to see the lovely purple haired woman unconscious next to him.
Instead, he found Asuka�s eyes fixed on his own. �Asuka!?
What are you doing in my bed?�

�It�s my bed.� She corrected him. �I trust you to keep your
hands to yourself, hentai. I can�t sleep on the floor
and the couch wasn�t any better. You don�t mind, I trust.� It wasn�t a
question.

Shinji bit his lip nervously. Tirl irl was practically
draped over him, an arm across his chest and one of her legs hooked between his
own. �Eh� iie. I don�t
mind.� He nervously lifted his arm and rested it on the girl�s warm back. He
was expecting her to slap him and call him a pervert, but instead she snuggled
a little closer and fell asleep immediately. The third child stared at the
ceiling, confused. He glanced down, expecting to see a raging erection tenting
the covers, but he was surprised to see that his member was dormant. <Thank
goodness� that would have been all I needed to get my ass kicked.>

He didn�t sleep very well, still finding himself nervous
about the volatile German girl sleeping by him� on him, but he found himself
forgiving her for her attack a few nights before, despite himself. His thoughts
drifted to Rei, wondering how well the girl was sleeping, and she was the last
thing on his mind as he fell into a deep slumber.

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