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Chapter 9
Disclaimer: I seriously don’t own…
Warnings: language, OOCness, slight Lavi x Kanda x Lavi, blood, gore, light SMUT, yaoi, man x man, light BDSM, possible typos
A/N: I had a brain storm idea for this chapter so I wrote it down before I forgot it. OMG I’m getting closer to the end so everything is being wrapped up like mad! Oh there’s a bit of smut in this chapter but not as much as mu usual dosage. (unbeta’d version, beta’d version will be up once I get it from my beta.)
Enjoy!
Chapter 9 – In Too Deep
The morning proved to be very awkward. Lavi couldn’t face Kanda not after what he did to him. Sure he was drugged half way into it, but he was sober when he first entered him. He could have stopped but he didn’t…it felt too good. A sob escaped his throat and he buried himself deeper into the covers in an attempt to hide himself. He never thought he would do something like that to Kanda and the fact that he did made him wallow in self-hate.
It was now after two in the afternoon and he still couldn’t bring himself to get up.
‘Oh god I raped him,’ a tear streaked down his left cheek. ‘How can I call myself his friend after what I did?’
There was a knock at the door and Lavi yanked the covers over his head.
“Tyki I told you don’t wanna see you right now!” he yelled from under the covers. “I wanna be by myself.”
After he woke up that morning and saw Tyki, the memories of the previous night rushed back to the forefront of his mind. He remembered crying and telling Tyki to leave him alone for a while. Despite what he told Tyki, he had dropped by time after time to check up on him or to bring him a snack but Lavi refused to see him. He couldn’t deal with it, not at that moment and even if several hours had passed that didn’t mean he was ready to deal with what he had done.
The knocks ceased and the door opened. Lavi closed his eye to block out the presence in the room. He didn’t want to hear what Tyki or anyone wanted to say.
“Lavi.”
Lavi’s eye opened in shock at the voice that called to him. He hesitantly pushed the comforter from over his head to stare at the person at the doorway. His emerald eye hazed over with tears when they locked with chocolate ones.
“Yuu…” he stopped himself from getting up and running towards Kanda. It hurt more than ever to see Kanda standing there. How could he look at him with so much trust in his russets depths after what he did? “I’m sorry…I’m so sorry.” Tears streamed out his eyes like a running pipe.
Kanda stared at him blankly and then he sighed. He wanted to say something but Lavi was still crying while apologizing and it was getting annoying. When Lavi’s behavior didn’t change he walked up towards him and gave him a hard bonk on his head. Lavi gave a surprised groan and cradled his abused head.
“Now listen here, it’s not your fault so you don’t need to be apologizing!” Kanda yelled. He grabbed Lavi by the collar of his nightshirt and yanked him forward. “You were forced to do what you did. I don’t blame you so stop blaming yourself!”
Lavi had his head down. He couldn’t look Kanda in the eye. “But I raped you…”
Kanda gave a worn out sigh. “Stop thinking like that,” he released his hold on Lavi and pushed him back on the bed. “Read my lips: I don’t blame you! God, when the hell did you become so soft, you baka usagi!?” Lavi had his head down still and it angered him. “Look at me in the eye damn it!”
Lavi hesitated but he finally looked up to meet Kanda’s eyes. “How can you forgive me for what I did?” he asked. “I might do it again…”
Kanda snorted. “There’s nothing to forgive because it’s not your fault! Damn it, stop thinking like it is!”
Lavi’s eyes only showed the same sadness and self-hate and it made Kanda growl in frustration. He grabbed Lavi and yanked his head forward then landed a brutal kiss on his lips. Lavi gave a gasp in surprise when he felt Kanda bit his bottom lip. Kanda used the opportunity to slip his tongue inside Lavi’s mouth. He swirled his tongue along his coaxing the pink muscle to dance with it. Lavi returned the kiss a bit hesitantly at first but soon he was into it. After a while they pulled away from each other panting. The room went silent after that.
Lavi didn’t know what to think of the kiss. It was good, yes but it felt so different at the same time. The kiss felt different than if he was kissing Tyki. When he kissed Tyki he always felt as if his heart would spiral out of control, but when Kanda kissed him it felt almost the same but not quite. Though, the feeling was somewhat familiar.
“You taught me how to do that remember?” Kanda voiced, breaking the silence. “Back when you were my mentor. You taught me how to jerk off too, or did you forget that?”
Lavi remembered what Kanda mentioned. Back when he was a senior at Yamikoru High he used to play around with Kanda but it wasn’t anything serious. He would treat their fooling around as a life lesson and he always said it was his duty to make sure Kanda learnt it properly. But what he did the night before wasn’t the same. He never entered him back then as he thought of Kanda as someone special that he never wanted to hurt.
“It’s not the same,” Lavi said after a while.
“It is,” Kanda replied. “It’s the same to me. What ever you do to me I’ll treat it as the same as what we use to do back then. We’re just a couple of close friends fooling around, that’s all. But if you still feel at fault,” he grabbed Lavi’s chin in his grasp and tilted his head up, “let me fuck you and we’ll call it even.” He smirked and his russet eyes twinkled in amusement.
Lavi couldn’t believe what he was hearing. Kanda seemed so much different now. He seemed really grown up despite his young age. ‘I know, Yuu isn’t so weak. I guess I really was being an idiot.’ He gave a smile and then grinned.
“Sorry to worry you,” he replied. “I was being stupid.” He took Kanda’s hand and pulled him on top of him so that he straddled his hips. “Sorry.” He murmured against Kanda’s chest.
Kanda just scoffed at Lavi’s behavior. “You’re three years older than me and a freaking Mafioso, stop whining about every little thing. You need to stop being so soft damn it.”
Lavi chuckled a bit at what Kanda said but kept his face burred in his chest. “Yeah, sor–” he groaned when Kanda pulled his hair. “Okay! Okay! I’m gonna stop apologizing.”
“Finally,” Kanda pulled away and got up. He stretched his hands out to Lavi for him to take. “Come on we’ve got work to do.”
Lavi took the offered hand and allowed Kanda to pull him up. “Eh really? What’s it now?”
“A mission.”
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He remembered running.
Running as a means to survive, running for his life…but he wanted to stop running. He wanted to get stronger; he wanted to avenge his family and everyone who died in vein. That was the only thing that mattered…power was all he needed. But he was weak; no matter how strong he thought he was there was always someone out there that was better than him. There would always be someone who was much stronger than him.
So he ran again.
He felt like a coward. Running away from his problems didn’t make him stronger, but he was too weak to face them head on. He needed more power. If he had power he would be able to overcome anything. It would show that he wasn’t afraid anymore. He would prove himself and the time had finally come.
Now that he had stopped running, he never wanted to run again.
Kanda and Lavi stood on the roof of a large commercial building. They surveyed the well-known five-star hotel before them. Lavi had a black binocular in his hand and he used it to zoom in on a particular man who was standing at the window in one of the hotel rooms. Once he was positive of the identity of the man he handed the binoculars to Kanda so that he could get a look.
“That’s our guy,” he said as he checked the notes in his hands. “Terran Jinta, age forty-nine, he’s a long standing member of parliament.” He handed Kanda his copy of the papers he had. “We have to make his assassination look like the work of terrorist.”
Kanda was silent as he skimmed through the papers Lavi gave him. When he decided to join Allen he knew he would have to kill one way or the other, but he never thought it would be so soon. The day before Allen told him he was getting better and that it wasn’t long before he would be going on hit man missions. He gave a bitter chuckle, what would his folks think if they knew this was what he had to do? ‘I bet they would be disappointed…’
“Yuu, I can do this on my own so you just stay here,” Lavi began. He grabbed the suitcase that was beside him and opened it showing the guns and explosives that were inside. “I don’t want your hand to be tainted with blood.”
Kanda scoffed at him. He was in too deep so it was too late to get out even if he wanted to. “Too late for that now,” he picked a modern type pistol with a silencer from the suitcase Lavi opened and placed it in the holster inside his tight black jacket. “I’m going with you.”
Lavi sighed. He could just knock Kanda out and leave him and finish the job alone, but he knew Kanda would not be knocked out that easily. From what he heard from Tyki, Kanda was at par with him and was steadily improving. ‘I guess Yuu won’t need me protecting him.’ He cricked his fingers and then took out a similar gun and placed it in his holster.
“Alright, lets do it,” he hadn’t been on a hit man mission in a while but that didn’t mean he was rusty. “Here’s da plan.”
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He could feel the excitement thrumming through his veins as he crept along the dark empty hallway. His senses were on high alert and he felt the adrenaline rushing. Instead of the fear he thought he should be feeling; he was excited. He felt eager to encounter someone but he briefly wondered if when the time came…would he be able to kill?
Lavi paused before him and gave the signal for him to stop and he did. It should be easy here on out as Lavi had knocked out the surveillance for the entire floor that their target was staying. Plus their target was the only one staying on that floor. Lavi indicated with a hand sign that he should stay put and he pouted. Why was he still being treated as a weakling? He wanted to voice that he wasn’t weak but Lavi indicated that he should come forward.
‘Finally!’ Kanda thought. They were in front of the room where their alleged target was staying and he was eager. With stealth that could rival a cat’s he hurried over to Lavi’s side.
“This is weird,” Lavi began in a whisper. “The hotel shouldn’t be this quiet, plus we haven’t encountered any of his guards yet.”
Kanda nodded in reply. He noticed all that too but he didn’t think much on it. “Should we proceed?”
“We can’t very well go back without finishing up this job,” Lavi replied. He didn’t want to think what Allen would do if they failed. If last night were any indication he would finish up this job perfectly without any screw-ups. “I’ll crack the code and after the count of three we’ll head in.”
Kanda nodded in a way to say that he got it. His hands trailed to the sleek chokuto that Allen had forged for him; he squeezed it and then pulled out his handgun from his jacket. He watched as Lavi easily broke the code on the door. This was it; he would reach a point of no return once he passed through that door and somehow he had no regrets. He would not run away.
Lavi had his right hand out and put up three fingers, then two. He pushed the door opened and they barged in wielding their guns.
“What the fuck?” to say Lavi was surprised was an understatement. There in the room was a bunch of shady looking guys wielding various weapons. A few of them had guns.
“Heh took you two long enough to get here we were getting bored,” the only man sitting on the chair smirked. “We thought they’d send those damned twins but you two cuties are just fine.”
Lavi gritted his teeth in anger when he realized who the person in the chair was. He was a member of the enemy gang that had their boss killed by the twins last week. It seemed that he wanted revenge. ‘Shit, this was a set up.’
“Granger,” he growled.
“Eh well if it isn’t Lavi,” Granger said with a smirk. “Ah this makes it even more perfect. I have that bastard Tyki’s whore. Heh I’m going to enjoy fucking you.”
Lavi glared at him in disgust. ‘I can take these assholes just fine but,’ he looked to where Kanda stood. ‘Yuu might get hurt…’
“Drop your guns and kick it forward,” Granger ordered. He snapped his fingers and two of the guys with gun cornered them.
Lavi sighed. ‘Shit this won’t end well,’ he thought as he lax his hold on the trigger and he dropped the gun and kicked away from him, Kanda did the same with his. Even though Lavi was gun-less he still wasn’t at a disadvantage. He could still fight his way out and they could still get out of that alive but…
“Oi Lavi, you gonna listen to those bastards?” Kanda asked in a dull tone. He crossed his hands over his chest in an arrogant way. “It’s just barely ten guys; we can take them out with our eyes closed.”
Lavi turned to look at Kanda in surprise then he shook his head when he saw that he was being stupid again. Kanda was right, what the hell was he freaking out for Kanda’s safety for? They were two capable hit men trained by the Noah Family and they could take those losers out. His clenched his fists.
“Sorry for cramping ya style Yuu,” his grin was almost sadistic. “Let’s finish up shall we?”
Kanda’s grin was almost similar. “Sure.”
Granger was sheeting in anger. “I don’t mind killing you before I get a taste. Boys kill them!”
They two that stood on either side of Lavi and Kanda fired but groaned when they felt a bullet embed it self in their shoulders. They fell over on the ground from the pain that burned their arms and promptly bleed to death. At the last minute Kanda and Lavi had ducked to dodge the bullets and the two shot themselves instead.
“Shit! Boys get them!” Granger hurried to find his gun.
The other few guys were armed with various knives and metal poles. They ran over to where Lavi and Kanda stood and circled around them. One of them who wielded a machete launched at Kanda and aimed at his head but Kanda stooped and kicked the guy back. Two others went after him and he unsheathed his sword and with a quick swish of the blade he knocked the two back too.
“Wooh smooth,” Lavi commented as he dodged a slash from one of the guys who were attacking him. He grabbed the hand that held the knife and pulled him forward and then kneed him in the gut. Then he twisted the guy’s wrist – possibly breaking it – and the knife fell from his grasps. Before the knife could fall to the ground Lavi grabbed it and plunge it into the guy’s heart, killing him instantly. “No one can leave here alive. I’ll hav’ ta make sure of it.”
Kanda couldn’t say he would be listening to Lavi. He wasn’t about to let Lavi do the killing himself but he didn’t know if he would be able to kill. He barely wounded the three he fought earlier. ‘Let’s change that.’ His grip tightened on his sword and he dashed forward to meet some of their enemies. He slashed in an upwards arch and the guy fell back. Blood sprayed from his wound on his chest and the guy passed out. Kanda quickly turned to the others that were left and gave the two a not so deep slash with his sword. They too bled and passed out but the wounds weren’t life threatening. The three were just unconscious and could recover from their wounds in time.
Four guys were left and they decided to take two each. Two of the guys dashed over to they fallen comrades and took up their guns. They wasted no time firing at Kanda and Lavi. Lavi dodged and hide behind the sofa that was kicked over and sprawled in the living room. Kanda dodged too but instead he ran forward while he dodged. None of the bullets grazed him but the guy still fired until he was eventually out of ammunition. His eyes widened when he saw Kanda closing in on him and he tried to dodge Kanda’s swing but he couldn’t. Kanda managed to slice him on his lower abdomen and he cried out in pain. He was about to knock the guy out but a bullet beat him to the kill.
Lavi had managed to pick up his gun and he shot the guy in his head. Kanda froze up when he saw they guy dead before him but he got over it and hurried of to finish up the others. He took out the other guy that had a gun and Lavi ended it by shooting him. The other two that were left tried to make an escape but were shot twice.
‘Eh? Who did that?’ Lavi thought as he looked around. The two guys that were just shot weren’t killed by him and Kanda didn’t have a gun so he couldn’t have done it. ‘Someone else is here, but where?’
Kanda sheathed his sword and sighed. The strong scent of blood lingered in the room but it didn’t bother him much anymore. Allen had driven away whatever fear of blood he had. He looked around the room and saw that everyone was dead, except the boss. ‘I’ll do it.’ He walked over to him.
“Stay back!” Granger yelled. He had his gun pointed forward at Kanda. “Stay back or I’ll shoot!”
Kanda stood his ground and stared at the man trembling in the corner. He placed his hands on his sword and Granger cocked his gun.
“I will shoot you!” Granger yelled.
Lavi came up behind Kanda. “Yuu, I’ll deal with this,” he whispered to Kanda, but Kanda shook his head. “Yuu–”
Before Lavi could say anything else Kanda had dashed forward. The move was so fast that Lavi barely saw it. Kanda was at Granger’s side in an instant; he snapped his hand out from the socket. Granger dropped his gun and was on the ground crying out in pain.
“Finish it Kanda.”
Lavi and Kanda snapped their head to where they heard the voice from and was surprised to see Allen and Tyki standing at the door. ‘I was right, but I didn’t expect the boss and Tyki to be here.’
Allen walked over to Kanda and handed him his gun. “Kill him Kanda,” he seemed to purr in Kanda’s ear.
Kanda looked at Allen and then back at Granger who was still bawling in pain. A part of him wanted to kill the guy but there was something was stopping him. When Allen repeated what he said Kanda growled and turned away from the guy.
“I’m not listening to you,” he declared. “If you want him dead do it yourself.”
Allen smirked at what Kanda said. “I want you to do it,” he turned to leave. “I want you to kill and be tainted. Just like me.”
Tyki could hear the insanity in Allen voice. ‘It’s almost like back then. The Count would be ecstatic if he saw Allen now. He’s become the perfect boss.’
“I’m not doing anything you tell me to do,” Kanda was adamant.
Granger was still howling in pain but he looked down and saw the gun before him. ‘I won’t die like this! I’ll kill that bastard Allen and take him with me.’ With that thought he took up the forgotten gun and aimed at Allen.
“Die bastard!” Granger had his finger on the trigger.
Allen didn’t even turn back or made a move to defend him self. When he heard the gunshot he gave a grotesque smirk and his eyes danced with madness. Granger fell back with a bullet hole drilled in head. Allen turned back and was pleased when he saw russets eyes hard and cold with sadistic pleasure. The blood that coloured the pale skin made him lick his lip in anticipation. He was right; Kanda would blossom into the most beautiful being after he has been tainted.
Kanda retracted his hand. The gun in his grasps was crimson with the blood from Granger, along with his clothes and face. Blood dripped down slowly down his cheeks and he turned to face them. Lavi shivered at the cold gaze in Kanda’s eyes. It was like he was a different person. He looked like someone who enjoyed killing.
“Yuu…?” he asked hesitantly. ‘Yuu saved the boss? Why did he do that? I thought he wanted him dead…’
“Well done,” Allen praised he walked closer to Kanda. “How do you feel? I bet you’re ready to kill some more.”
Kanda pointed the gun at Allen and then lax his fingers on the trigger. He wiped the blood off it in his jacket and handed it to Allen.
“I didn’t do it for you,” Kanda’s voice was even and arctic as ice. “I’m the only one allowed to kill you. I will kill anyone who tries to take that right from me, that’s all.”
Allen took the gun and smirked. “Perfect answer,” he pulled Kanda closer and kissed his lips. “Then kill me.”
Kanda nibbled on Allen’s his bottom lip and then licked the bite marks. “I’ll kill you on my own time,” he kissed back with equal fervor. “Not when you tell me to.”
They devoured each other lip, nipping and sucking, not even giving a damn about who was watching them or not. Tyki grinned and then took Lavi by the arm and lead him out the door.
“Let’s leave those two alone,” he said as he steered a shocked Lavi out of the room.
The door slammed shut behind them but neither Kanda nor Allen noticed. Kanda’s body was hot and he didn’t care who would be doing it, he just wanted to be fucked. Allen should feel proud. He had managed to train Kanda’s body so well that he wouldn’t be satisfied if a man wasn’t taking him. Though Kanda still wanted to kill Allen, he figured he would enjoy the sins of his captivity until that day came. After all he was already in too deep.
Allen laid him on the bed and ripped his clothes off until he was nude. He sucked and bit on the pale skin that was present, leaving bright red bruises. His hands travelled down to Kanda’s hard cock and he gave it a few strokes, while he kneaded his balls with his other hand. He brought his hand down to his own pants and released his own rock hard shaft and without warning he plunged into Kanda unprepared.
In the room soaked in blood and littered with corpses, they fucked, until Kanda passed out from the pain and pleasure that ramshackle his body.
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After that day Kanda had seemed to change. He declared his hate for Allen but they still fucked anyway. It was as if he was a walking contradiction. What he said differed from what his actions showed. Lavi didn’t know what to think of it and he didn’t even want to think that Kanda wanted the life that Allen provided for him. Sure if he stayed with Allen, Kanda would live a life of luxury. ‘But Yuu will get hurt…’ He didn’t understand what Kanda was thinking anymore. Two months have passed and it didn’t seem like he would be able to understand him anytime soon.
“Here are the files you’ve requested Bookman-dono.”
Lavi looked up from his desk and nodded. ‘Damn I’m spacing out too much.’ He took the folder and nodded his thanks. The man bowed and exited his office. He opened the folder stamped with ‘Classified’ in big bold red letters. The first thing that caught his eye was a picture of the fourteenth and his brothers when they were younger.
“Wisely and Mana are related by both parents while Adam was their mother’s first child, his father died and she married into the Noah Family,” Lavi scanned through the files and he committed the information to memory. “Mana had a daughter then a son…wait a daughter?” he looked at the picture of a baby Allen who was being held by a young girl who looked no older than eight. ‘The boss has a sister? Where is she now?’ A three year old Tyki was in the picture along with Cyril who looked eleven, Wisely who looked five and a man who looked like a older version of Allen. “Thirteen years ago Mana died and Adam took over Noah Family instead of Wiseley who was just fifteen. He adopted Allen and his sister and married Lulu Bell.” ‘Lulu Bell married that old guy? She must have wanted money.’ “Now how did Mana died or should I say who killed him.” He turned the page and his eyes widened when he saw the file on it.
There was a knock at the door and Lavi jumped. He quickly hid the folder in one of his draws. “Come in,” he called.
The door creaked open and Tyki stepped in with a happy smile on his face. “Hey hun, its time for our lunch date.”
Lavi shook away the nerves and gave smile of his own. “Oh I almost forgot!” he got up and walked over to Tyki. “So where are we going today?”
“There’s a new restaurant that opened up I want to check it out,” Tyki replied as he pulled Lavi closer to him. “But first let me have my appetizer.” He kissed Lavi fully on his lips.
Lavi moaned and open his mouth, allowing Tyki to explore it fully. After a few more sucks and nips Tyki pulled away.
“We don’t want to be late sweetheart,” Tyki gave Lavi a peck on his lips and ushered him out.
Lavi smiled as he allowed Tyki to usher him out. He kept the little bit of information to the back of his mind. After he had lunch with Tyki he would finish up the folder, as he needed to know more about the bloody past of the Noah Family. He tried not to sigh, but he still couldn’t believe what he read. ‘The Earl was the one who killed the fourteenth…’
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“Boss,” a man wearing a dark suit who had his eyes shielded by a pair of dark shades knelt down before a man who wore a traditional male kimono. “I have some news.”
Stern cobalt regarded the man before him coolly. He took a puff from the pipe in his right hand and then blew the smoke out. “Let me hear it.”
The man nodded. “It seems that Kanda Kozato’s legacy is still alive…” he paused to see his boss’s reaction.
“What!” the man hollered. He paused and coughed as he had inhaled a bit of smoke. “How can this be?! He should have been dead eight years ago!” This was not what he wanted to hear right now. He was getting ready to gather his forces and take out the Noah Family in one hit but now a problem had come up and it was one that would threaten his very position as boss. “We can not let anyone know of this.”
His subordinate nodded. “What is your command boss? Do we kill him?”
“We must, I can’t let him take the Yakuza back,” the boss’s face was solemn. “I soiled my hands for this position; I refuse to make him take it after all I went through for it.”
“I understand,” the subordinate bowed lower. “I’ll alert the assassination team who took care of the matter before. I assure you Karma Hiroki-sama I will have Kanda Yuu’s head.”
“Yuu is alive?” a voice asked.
The two men in the room turned to the voice seeing a teen with short slightly spiky raven hair. His cobalt eyes were filled with tears. Instead of a male kimono he wore a ripped blue jeans and a tight black Anarchy shirt. He had come to give his report on the mission he was previously on and heard them talking.
“Alma, what are you doing here?” the boss demanded. Things were getting from bad to worst.
“Is Yuu alive?” Alma asked instead of replying to the question. “Is he!?” he walked over to the man who sat in the chair and grabbed him up by the front of his kimono. “You lied to me you damned old man! You said Yuu was dead and that it was the people in the Noah Family who killed him!” he was seething in anger. All these years he thought that his cousin was dead when he was really alive. Everything he knew was a lie!
“Be quite!” the man aimed to slap Alma but Alma caught his hand before he could land the hit. “Unhand me this moment Alma!”
“No!” Alma yelled. “You lied to me about everything! I bet the Noah Family wasn’t even the ones who killed Kozato oji-chan, Yulliana oba-chan and mom…” he didn’t want to think that his father had his mother killed but after what he heard, he was sure it was him. “You did all that for this stupid Yakuza!” tears flooded out his eyes. “You had everyone killed just because of that?! You damn monster!”
Hiroki took up his katana that hung at his waist and unsheathed it. He pierced forward and stabbed Alma in his lower abdomen. Alma groaned and staggered back. His face contorted in pain but it passed pretty soon.
“No,” Hiroki began he snapped his fingers and the room was suddenly filled with guys in black suits and dark shades. “You are the monster.”
Alma looked at him in disgust. “You were the one who made me this way father,” he growled the last word as it was something disgusting. ‘I have to get out of here. Damn it, I should have known that what I saw back then wasn’t a dream.’ He closed his eyes and he saw images of his mother’s slowly dying russet eyes closing, he saw the tears that flowed from her eyes when she told him to run. Then he saw the dead bodies of his uncle and aunt and standing before them was his father.
“Alma, I will confine you to your room until you have reflected on your actions,” Hiroki yelled. He indicated to the men surrounded Alma. “You do not want to betray me.”
Alma opened his eyes and glared at him. “I hate you,” he growled before he ran towards the door.
“Get him!”
The men all dashed after Alma who either avoided their grips or knocked them away from him. He was one of the Mugen Yakuza’s best assassins and a handful of men wouldn’t beat him. One guy managed to grab onto his foot and Alma kicked out and knocked him back. He was almost to the door when he felt a multitude of sharp objects piecing into his body.
‘Damn it,’ Alma coughed out blood and fell to his knees. The men withdrew their swords and Alma fell to the ground in a pool of his blood. A pair of feet came into view and he looked up seeing the ice-cold glare his father gave him. ‘Yuu…I want to see you…’
“I’ll have to retrain you,” Hiroki sneered. He brought his sword down and pieced Alma in his chest and he screamed then blacked out from the pain.
The guy who reported before came up behind Hiroki. “But boss the young master was your son.”
Hiroki gave the man a sadistic look. “He will be fine, chain him down in his room. Don’t let him escape.”
“Yes boss,” the man replied with a bow. “And should I proceed with Kanda Yuu’s assassination?”
Hiroki grinned. “Yes.”
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“Achoo.”
“Hmm it seems someone is talking about you,” Allen chuckled.
Kanda glared up at him from his chained position on the bed. He brought his head up and made a deep bite on Allen’s exposed left arm. Allen barely flinched when Kanda bit him, instead he purred softly. The wound wasn’t deep enough to draw blood but it left a nice visible teeth mark.
“Shut up and get on with it,” he growled. The position Allen had him chained down in the bed was uncomfortable and he wanted to get out of the stupid situation as quickly as possible. His limbs burned and ached and so did the wounds the Allen carved into his body.
Allen smirked. “Whatever you say,” he pulled back and plunged into Kanda’s body once more and was rewarded by the throaty groan Kanda made.
Kanda writhed and trembled beneath as he got closer and closer to his organism. He didn’t know what to call what he did with Allen. They fucked, yes, but was there something more? It was just a bond of flesh with another person, just like when he used to fool around with Lavi. What they did meant nothing. It was just plain straight out raw sex; there were no emotions involved. He didn’t care, as long as it got him closer to his goal, but if you called him a prostitute or gigolo for giving his body over to Allen for his so called goal he might send a bullet through your head. It was equivalent exchange.
Thanks to Allen his body had gotten too used to the extreme sex that he forced on him and because of that whenever he felt pain he got turned on. Only Allen’s torture filled sex can calm his body down and because of that he let Allen fuck him, but only because of that. They both craved the pleasure that came from sex.
Allen drove into him faster than ever and he hit Kanda’s prostate with every plunge. He leaned forward claiming Kanda’s lips in a brutal kiss and sucked on his bottom lip before trailing down to Kanda’s neck and biting hard into the flesh. Instead of groaning in pain Kanda gave a guttural moan. Drops of blood leaked from the wound and Allen licked it all up.
“Are you a…vampire or something…bastard?” Kanda panted. His mind and body were being blown away from the pleasure that thrummed through his body. It could get beyond addictive.
“No,” Allen replied as he lapped up the blood that dripped down. “But your blood is so delicious…” he purred softly.
Kanda was about to say something else but Allen continued to rain hit after hit on his already abused prostate and he exploded over his stomach. His body shivered as he rode out the waves of his orgasm. Allen gave a low moan as he too released the tightening of Kanda’s passage drove him wild. Plus Kanda’s face was undeniably sexy when he came that it drove Allen well over the edge. He couldn’t have held back his orgasm even if he wanted to.
Allen pulled out collapsed alongside a panting Kanda. He brought his lips closer to Kanda’s and kissed his breath away. They kissed lightly and Allen pushed him self up and settled himself between Kanda’s legs.
“I’m up for a next round,” he purred against Kanda’s lips. “Ne Kanda?”
If Kanda was a loving little lover he might have chuckled and blushed, but he wasn’t. “When did you ever ask before you fuck me?” he snorted. “You usually go ahead despite what the fuck I say.”
Allen chuckled. “I guess you’re right,” he spread Kanda’s leg wider.
The door suddenly burst open and Tyki along with Lavi bundled in. Tyki whistled at the sight as usual and he grinned when he saw his birthday presents to Allen among the toys being used.
“Yo Allen, sorry to be cutting you short every time but…” Tyki left the sentence unfinished on purpose.
Allen sighed in disappointment. “Yes I know we have some Mafia business to attend to.”
Tyki nodded and his grin widened. “You guessed it. But that’s not only it; Dr. Lee is here to see you.”
Allen eyes seemed to sparkle. “He is, really?” Allen got off the bed and put on his white robe. “I haven’t seen him in so long. How long will he be here for?”
“I don’t know but we can ask him to stay the night,” Tyki replied. “After our meeting we can come back and you can talk to him for old time’s sakes.”
Allen nodded. He liked that idea. “Lavi help Kanda to clean up and meet us downstairs,” he threw the keys to the cuffs to Lavi who caught it. “We’ll be waiting.” He exited the room with Tyki in tow.
Lavi gave a curt nod. He moved over to the bed and proceeded to unchain a naked Kanda. Kanda sat up and rubbed the skin on his bruised wrists. It ached but the pain died down to a low throb when he rubbed it.
“Yuu…” Lavi began. He tried on many different occasions to understand Kanda’s way of thinking but he still didn’t get it. He knew about Kanda’s sudden love for pain but he knew Kanda and the Kanda he knew wouldn’t consent to being Allen fuck toy no matter how much he loved pain. Kanda had that much pride. There must be something he was missing. Something that was very important. “Do you still need my help?”
Kanda nodded when he heard what Lavi said. He knew that Lavi wasn’t talking about the clean up and a part of him trembled in excitement when he thought of what Lavi would tell him.
“What did you find out?” he took up his own dark blue robe and put it on. The slashes and bruises that covered hid body still hurt but they were manageable.
“I’ll tell you once we get to your room,” Lavi replied and turned and walked out. He still couldn’t stomach staying in the room where Allen and Kanda fucked. It made him nauseous when he saw the chains and other BDSM equipments. Kanda followed behind him.
Kanda’s room was one the third floor and they reached it pretty quickly. Lavi opened the door for Kanda and Kanda headed straight to the bathroom. He wanted to wash the blood, sweat and dried come off his body. It made him sick. Lavi lingered at the door and then locked it so that it could only be opened from the inside.
“I found out a bunch of things from my research on Allen’s past,” Lavi began as he walked closer to the bathroom where Kanda was currently cleansing himself.
He told Kanda what he found out about Allen’s past. About the three brothers and who the original boss was. He mentioned Allen’s older sister Robin and that she was the twins’ real mother. She was raped when she was fifteen and got pregnant, but she decided to have the twins because she didn’t have the heart to kill her babies. He told him about the fourteenth’s death and the person who killed him and mentioned that the Earl adopted Allen and his sister when Allen was ten.
“The wound on his arm was from,” Lavi continued.
“I know about that. He told me,” Kanda said as he stepped out of the bathroom. He dried his hair with a fluffy white towel. “He helped a boss of an enemy family escape and for punishment the Earl burnt his hand.”
Lavi didn’t seem disappointed that Kanda knew but he continued on. “He was trained constantly from the time he was taken in and the Earl forced him to kill but he never did. The most important thing that changed his life was when the Earl forced him to kill his sister.” Lavi paused as if he didn’t want to say the rest but when he saw the impatient look in Kanda’s eyes he sighed. “Of course Allen couldn’t kill her even when the Earl threatened to kill him instead.”
“The Earl killed her huh?” Kanda asked as he snuggled himself in a pair of tight black jeans. “Right before him. He watched his blood sibling died before him.” ‘It must have been hard…’
Lavi nodded. “Yeah,” he replied solemnly. “After that he finally snapped. He killed the Earl and then killed anyone who tried to subdue him; he even fought against Tyki and tried to kill him but too Tyki managed to knock him out. They sent him to a mental institution after that and three years later he came back and took over the family.”
Kanda tried to digest the information. “What happened in the mental institution?”
“I have no idea,” Lavi replied truthfully. “I couldn’t get any information on the three years Allen spent in that place only that his doctor was Mr. Lee.”
Kanda smirked. “Then lets go see that Mr. Lee for ourselves,” he threw on a ripped graphic t-shirt and hurried to the door. “Coming?”
Lave shrugged and followed after him.
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“You’ve gotten taller I see,” a man with shoulder length deep purple that was curled at the end greeted Allen. His fatherly dark green eyes hardened when they landed on Allen. “Are you doing well Allen?”
“Fine as ever doc,” Allen replied with a grin. “But I doubt you came here to see how I was doing. I mean you had eight years for that.”
Dr. Lee nodded. “True,” he adjusted his glasses. “I came here to see Kanda-kun.”
Allen grinned. “I see your precious little sister finally snapped,” his grin widened. “She should blame her traitor boyfriend and give up. Kanda is mine and will be. I will not give him up.”
Kanda chose that exact moment to walk in. “Oi I don’t belong to you bastard,” he growled in annoyance. “I can…” his voice trailed off when he saw the man who Allen was taking to. ‘No…Dr. Lee is him?’ “Komui?”
Komui gave a small smile in Kanda’s direction. “Kanda-kun, how are you?”
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A.N: wow how about that eh? Things are heating up like mad!!! I seriously can’t wait to post the next chapter!! It will make you wonder WTF? Seriously I’m so inspirited now! R&R o-n-e-g-a-i!
Next Chapter: Surprising Discovery
Ja na
Kaos
Warnings: language, OOCness, slight Lavi x Kanda x Lavi, blood, gore, light SMUT, yaoi, man x man, light BDSM, possible typos
A/N: I had a brain storm idea for this chapter so I wrote it down before I forgot it. OMG I’m getting closer to the end so everything is being wrapped up like mad! Oh there’s a bit of smut in this chapter but not as much as mu usual dosage. (unbeta’d version, beta’d version will be up once I get it from my beta.)
Enjoy!
Chapter 9 – In Too Deep
The morning proved to be very awkward. Lavi couldn’t face Kanda not after what he did to him. Sure he was drugged half way into it, but he was sober when he first entered him. He could have stopped but he didn’t…it felt too good. A sob escaped his throat and he buried himself deeper into the covers in an attempt to hide himself. He never thought he would do something like that to Kanda and the fact that he did made him wallow in self-hate.
It was now after two in the afternoon and he still couldn’t bring himself to get up.
‘Oh god I raped him,’ a tear streaked down his left cheek. ‘How can I call myself his friend after what I did?’
There was a knock at the door and Lavi yanked the covers over his head.
“Tyki I told you don’t wanna see you right now!” he yelled from under the covers. “I wanna be by myself.”
After he woke up that morning and saw Tyki, the memories of the previous night rushed back to the forefront of his mind. He remembered crying and telling Tyki to leave him alone for a while. Despite what he told Tyki, he had dropped by time after time to check up on him or to bring him a snack but Lavi refused to see him. He couldn’t deal with it, not at that moment and even if several hours had passed that didn’t mean he was ready to deal with what he had done.
The knocks ceased and the door opened. Lavi closed his eye to block out the presence in the room. He didn’t want to hear what Tyki or anyone wanted to say.
“Lavi.”
Lavi’s eye opened in shock at the voice that called to him. He hesitantly pushed the comforter from over his head to stare at the person at the doorway. His emerald eye hazed over with tears when they locked with chocolate ones.
“Yuu…” he stopped himself from getting up and running towards Kanda. It hurt more than ever to see Kanda standing there. How could he look at him with so much trust in his russets depths after what he did? “I’m sorry…I’m so sorry.” Tears streamed out his eyes like a running pipe.
Kanda stared at him blankly and then he sighed. He wanted to say something but Lavi was still crying while apologizing and it was getting annoying. When Lavi’s behavior didn’t change he walked up towards him and gave him a hard bonk on his head. Lavi gave a surprised groan and cradled his abused head.
“Now listen here, it’s not your fault so you don’t need to be apologizing!” Kanda yelled. He grabbed Lavi by the collar of his nightshirt and yanked him forward. “You were forced to do what you did. I don’t blame you so stop blaming yourself!”
Lavi had his head down. He couldn’t look Kanda in the eye. “But I raped you…”
Kanda gave a worn out sigh. “Stop thinking like that,” he released his hold on Lavi and pushed him back on the bed. “Read my lips: I don’t blame you! God, when the hell did you become so soft, you baka usagi!?” Lavi had his head down still and it angered him. “Look at me in the eye damn it!”
Lavi hesitated but he finally looked up to meet Kanda’s eyes. “How can you forgive me for what I did?” he asked. “I might do it again…”
Kanda snorted. “There’s nothing to forgive because it’s not your fault! Damn it, stop thinking like it is!”
Lavi’s eyes only showed the same sadness and self-hate and it made Kanda growl in frustration. He grabbed Lavi and yanked his head forward then landed a brutal kiss on his lips. Lavi gave a gasp in surprise when he felt Kanda bit his bottom lip. Kanda used the opportunity to slip his tongue inside Lavi’s mouth. He swirled his tongue along his coaxing the pink muscle to dance with it. Lavi returned the kiss a bit hesitantly at first but soon he was into it. After a while they pulled away from each other panting. The room went silent after that.
Lavi didn’t know what to think of the kiss. It was good, yes but it felt so different at the same time. The kiss felt different than if he was kissing Tyki. When he kissed Tyki he always felt as if his heart would spiral out of control, but when Kanda kissed him it felt almost the same but not quite. Though, the feeling was somewhat familiar.
“You taught me how to do that remember?” Kanda voiced, breaking the silence. “Back when you were my mentor. You taught me how to jerk off too, or did you forget that?”
Lavi remembered what Kanda mentioned. Back when he was a senior at Yamikoru High he used to play around with Kanda but it wasn’t anything serious. He would treat their fooling around as a life lesson and he always said it was his duty to make sure Kanda learnt it properly. But what he did the night before wasn’t the same. He never entered him back then as he thought of Kanda as someone special that he never wanted to hurt.
“It’s not the same,” Lavi said after a while.
“It is,” Kanda replied. “It’s the same to me. What ever you do to me I’ll treat it as the same as what we use to do back then. We’re just a couple of close friends fooling around, that’s all. But if you still feel at fault,” he grabbed Lavi’s chin in his grasp and tilted his head up, “let me fuck you and we’ll call it even.” He smirked and his russet eyes twinkled in amusement.
Lavi couldn’t believe what he was hearing. Kanda seemed so much different now. He seemed really grown up despite his young age. ‘I know, Yuu isn’t so weak. I guess I really was being an idiot.’ He gave a smile and then grinned.
“Sorry to worry you,” he replied. “I was being stupid.” He took Kanda’s hand and pulled him on top of him so that he straddled his hips. “Sorry.” He murmured against Kanda’s chest.
Kanda just scoffed at Lavi’s behavior. “You’re three years older than me and a freaking Mafioso, stop whining about every little thing. You need to stop being so soft damn it.”
Lavi chuckled a bit at what Kanda said but kept his face burred in his chest. “Yeah, sor–” he groaned when Kanda pulled his hair. “Okay! Okay! I’m gonna stop apologizing.”
“Finally,” Kanda pulled away and got up. He stretched his hands out to Lavi for him to take. “Come on we’ve got work to do.”
Lavi took the offered hand and allowed Kanda to pull him up. “Eh really? What’s it now?”
“A mission.”
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He remembered running.
Running as a means to survive, running for his life…but he wanted to stop running. He wanted to get stronger; he wanted to avenge his family and everyone who died in vein. That was the only thing that mattered…power was all he needed. But he was weak; no matter how strong he thought he was there was always someone out there that was better than him. There would always be someone who was much stronger than him.
So he ran again.
He felt like a coward. Running away from his problems didn’t make him stronger, but he was too weak to face them head on. He needed more power. If he had power he would be able to overcome anything. It would show that he wasn’t afraid anymore. He would prove himself and the time had finally come.
Now that he had stopped running, he never wanted to run again.
Kanda and Lavi stood on the roof of a large commercial building. They surveyed the well-known five-star hotel before them. Lavi had a black binocular in his hand and he used it to zoom in on a particular man who was standing at the window in one of the hotel rooms. Once he was positive of the identity of the man he handed the binoculars to Kanda so that he could get a look.
“That’s our guy,” he said as he checked the notes in his hands. “Terran Jinta, age forty-nine, he’s a long standing member of parliament.” He handed Kanda his copy of the papers he had. “We have to make his assassination look like the work of terrorist.”
Kanda was silent as he skimmed through the papers Lavi gave him. When he decided to join Allen he knew he would have to kill one way or the other, but he never thought it would be so soon. The day before Allen told him he was getting better and that it wasn’t long before he would be going on hit man missions. He gave a bitter chuckle, what would his folks think if they knew this was what he had to do? ‘I bet they would be disappointed…’
“Yuu, I can do this on my own so you just stay here,” Lavi began. He grabbed the suitcase that was beside him and opened it showing the guns and explosives that were inside. “I don’t want your hand to be tainted with blood.”
Kanda scoffed at him. He was in too deep so it was too late to get out even if he wanted to. “Too late for that now,” he picked a modern type pistol with a silencer from the suitcase Lavi opened and placed it in the holster inside his tight black jacket. “I’m going with you.”
Lavi sighed. He could just knock Kanda out and leave him and finish the job alone, but he knew Kanda would not be knocked out that easily. From what he heard from Tyki, Kanda was at par with him and was steadily improving. ‘I guess Yuu won’t need me protecting him.’ He cricked his fingers and then took out a similar gun and placed it in his holster.
“Alright, lets do it,” he hadn’t been on a hit man mission in a while but that didn’t mean he was rusty. “Here’s da plan.”
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He could feel the excitement thrumming through his veins as he crept along the dark empty hallway. His senses were on high alert and he felt the adrenaline rushing. Instead of the fear he thought he should be feeling; he was excited. He felt eager to encounter someone but he briefly wondered if when the time came…would he be able to kill?
Lavi paused before him and gave the signal for him to stop and he did. It should be easy here on out as Lavi had knocked out the surveillance for the entire floor that their target was staying. Plus their target was the only one staying on that floor. Lavi indicated with a hand sign that he should stay put and he pouted. Why was he still being treated as a weakling? He wanted to voice that he wasn’t weak but Lavi indicated that he should come forward.
‘Finally!’ Kanda thought. They were in front of the room where their alleged target was staying and he was eager. With stealth that could rival a cat’s he hurried over to Lavi’s side.
“This is weird,” Lavi began in a whisper. “The hotel shouldn’t be this quiet, plus we haven’t encountered any of his guards yet.”
Kanda nodded in reply. He noticed all that too but he didn’t think much on it. “Should we proceed?”
“We can’t very well go back without finishing up this job,” Lavi replied. He didn’t want to think what Allen would do if they failed. If last night were any indication he would finish up this job perfectly without any screw-ups. “I’ll crack the code and after the count of three we’ll head in.”
Kanda nodded in a way to say that he got it. His hands trailed to the sleek chokuto that Allen had forged for him; he squeezed it and then pulled out his handgun from his jacket. He watched as Lavi easily broke the code on the door. This was it; he would reach a point of no return once he passed through that door and somehow he had no regrets. He would not run away.
Lavi had his right hand out and put up three fingers, then two. He pushed the door opened and they barged in wielding their guns.
“What the fuck?” to say Lavi was surprised was an understatement. There in the room was a bunch of shady looking guys wielding various weapons. A few of them had guns.
“Heh took you two long enough to get here we were getting bored,” the only man sitting on the chair smirked. “We thought they’d send those damned twins but you two cuties are just fine.”
Lavi gritted his teeth in anger when he realized who the person in the chair was. He was a member of the enemy gang that had their boss killed by the twins last week. It seemed that he wanted revenge. ‘Shit, this was a set up.’
“Granger,” he growled.
“Eh well if it isn’t Lavi,” Granger said with a smirk. “Ah this makes it even more perfect. I have that bastard Tyki’s whore. Heh I’m going to enjoy fucking you.”
Lavi glared at him in disgust. ‘I can take these assholes just fine but,’ he looked to where Kanda stood. ‘Yuu might get hurt…’
“Drop your guns and kick it forward,” Granger ordered. He snapped his fingers and two of the guys with gun cornered them.
Lavi sighed. ‘Shit this won’t end well,’ he thought as he lax his hold on the trigger and he dropped the gun and kicked away from him, Kanda did the same with his. Even though Lavi was gun-less he still wasn’t at a disadvantage. He could still fight his way out and they could still get out of that alive but…
“Oi Lavi, you gonna listen to those bastards?” Kanda asked in a dull tone. He crossed his hands over his chest in an arrogant way. “It’s just barely ten guys; we can take them out with our eyes closed.”
Lavi turned to look at Kanda in surprise then he shook his head when he saw that he was being stupid again. Kanda was right, what the hell was he freaking out for Kanda’s safety for? They were two capable hit men trained by the Noah Family and they could take those losers out. His clenched his fists.
“Sorry for cramping ya style Yuu,” his grin was almost sadistic. “Let’s finish up shall we?”
Kanda’s grin was almost similar. “Sure.”
Granger was sheeting in anger. “I don’t mind killing you before I get a taste. Boys kill them!”
They two that stood on either side of Lavi and Kanda fired but groaned when they felt a bullet embed it self in their shoulders. They fell over on the ground from the pain that burned their arms and promptly bleed to death. At the last minute Kanda and Lavi had ducked to dodge the bullets and the two shot themselves instead.
“Shit! Boys get them!” Granger hurried to find his gun.
The other few guys were armed with various knives and metal poles. They ran over to where Lavi and Kanda stood and circled around them. One of them who wielded a machete launched at Kanda and aimed at his head but Kanda stooped and kicked the guy back. Two others went after him and he unsheathed his sword and with a quick swish of the blade he knocked the two back too.
“Wooh smooth,” Lavi commented as he dodged a slash from one of the guys who were attacking him. He grabbed the hand that held the knife and pulled him forward and then kneed him in the gut. Then he twisted the guy’s wrist – possibly breaking it – and the knife fell from his grasps. Before the knife could fall to the ground Lavi grabbed it and plunge it into the guy’s heart, killing him instantly. “No one can leave here alive. I’ll hav’ ta make sure of it.”
Kanda couldn’t say he would be listening to Lavi. He wasn’t about to let Lavi do the killing himself but he didn’t know if he would be able to kill. He barely wounded the three he fought earlier. ‘Let’s change that.’ His grip tightened on his sword and he dashed forward to meet some of their enemies. He slashed in an upwards arch and the guy fell back. Blood sprayed from his wound on his chest and the guy passed out. Kanda quickly turned to the others that were left and gave the two a not so deep slash with his sword. They too bled and passed out but the wounds weren’t life threatening. The three were just unconscious and could recover from their wounds in time.
Four guys were left and they decided to take two each. Two of the guys dashed over to they fallen comrades and took up their guns. They wasted no time firing at Kanda and Lavi. Lavi dodged and hide behind the sofa that was kicked over and sprawled in the living room. Kanda dodged too but instead he ran forward while he dodged. None of the bullets grazed him but the guy still fired until he was eventually out of ammunition. His eyes widened when he saw Kanda closing in on him and he tried to dodge Kanda’s swing but he couldn’t. Kanda managed to slice him on his lower abdomen and he cried out in pain. He was about to knock the guy out but a bullet beat him to the kill.
Lavi had managed to pick up his gun and he shot the guy in his head. Kanda froze up when he saw they guy dead before him but he got over it and hurried of to finish up the others. He took out the other guy that had a gun and Lavi ended it by shooting him. The other two that were left tried to make an escape but were shot twice.
‘Eh? Who did that?’ Lavi thought as he looked around. The two guys that were just shot weren’t killed by him and Kanda didn’t have a gun so he couldn’t have done it. ‘Someone else is here, but where?’
Kanda sheathed his sword and sighed. The strong scent of blood lingered in the room but it didn’t bother him much anymore. Allen had driven away whatever fear of blood he had. He looked around the room and saw that everyone was dead, except the boss. ‘I’ll do it.’ He walked over to him.
“Stay back!” Granger yelled. He had his gun pointed forward at Kanda. “Stay back or I’ll shoot!”
Kanda stood his ground and stared at the man trembling in the corner. He placed his hands on his sword and Granger cocked his gun.
“I will shoot you!” Granger yelled.
Lavi came up behind Kanda. “Yuu, I’ll deal with this,” he whispered to Kanda, but Kanda shook his head. “Yuu–”
Before Lavi could say anything else Kanda had dashed forward. The move was so fast that Lavi barely saw it. Kanda was at Granger’s side in an instant; he snapped his hand out from the socket. Granger dropped his gun and was on the ground crying out in pain.
“Finish it Kanda.”
Lavi and Kanda snapped their head to where they heard the voice from and was surprised to see Allen and Tyki standing at the door. ‘I was right, but I didn’t expect the boss and Tyki to be here.’
Allen walked over to Kanda and handed him his gun. “Kill him Kanda,” he seemed to purr in Kanda’s ear.
Kanda looked at Allen and then back at Granger who was still bawling in pain. A part of him wanted to kill the guy but there was something was stopping him. When Allen repeated what he said Kanda growled and turned away from the guy.
“I’m not listening to you,” he declared. “If you want him dead do it yourself.”
Allen smirked at what Kanda said. “I want you to do it,” he turned to leave. “I want you to kill and be tainted. Just like me.”
Tyki could hear the insanity in Allen voice. ‘It’s almost like back then. The Count would be ecstatic if he saw Allen now. He’s become the perfect boss.’
“I’m not doing anything you tell me to do,” Kanda was adamant.
Granger was still howling in pain but he looked down and saw the gun before him. ‘I won’t die like this! I’ll kill that bastard Allen and take him with me.’ With that thought he took up the forgotten gun and aimed at Allen.
“Die bastard!” Granger had his finger on the trigger.
Allen didn’t even turn back or made a move to defend him self. When he heard the gunshot he gave a grotesque smirk and his eyes danced with madness. Granger fell back with a bullet hole drilled in head. Allen turned back and was pleased when he saw russets eyes hard and cold with sadistic pleasure. The blood that coloured the pale skin made him lick his lip in anticipation. He was right; Kanda would blossom into the most beautiful being after he has been tainted.
Kanda retracted his hand. The gun in his grasps was crimson with the blood from Granger, along with his clothes and face. Blood dripped down slowly down his cheeks and he turned to face them. Lavi shivered at the cold gaze in Kanda’s eyes. It was like he was a different person. He looked like someone who enjoyed killing.
“Yuu…?” he asked hesitantly. ‘Yuu saved the boss? Why did he do that? I thought he wanted him dead…’
“Well done,” Allen praised he walked closer to Kanda. “How do you feel? I bet you’re ready to kill some more.”
Kanda pointed the gun at Allen and then lax his fingers on the trigger. He wiped the blood off it in his jacket and handed it to Allen.
“I didn’t do it for you,” Kanda’s voice was even and arctic as ice. “I’m the only one allowed to kill you. I will kill anyone who tries to take that right from me, that’s all.”
Allen took the gun and smirked. “Perfect answer,” he pulled Kanda closer and kissed his lips. “Then kill me.”
Kanda nibbled on Allen’s his bottom lip and then licked the bite marks. “I’ll kill you on my own time,” he kissed back with equal fervor. “Not when you tell me to.”
They devoured each other lip, nipping and sucking, not even giving a damn about who was watching them or not. Tyki grinned and then took Lavi by the arm and lead him out the door.
“Let’s leave those two alone,” he said as he steered a shocked Lavi out of the room.
The door slammed shut behind them but neither Kanda nor Allen noticed. Kanda’s body was hot and he didn’t care who would be doing it, he just wanted to be fucked. Allen should feel proud. He had managed to train Kanda’s body so well that he wouldn’t be satisfied if a man wasn’t taking him. Though Kanda still wanted to kill Allen, he figured he would enjoy the sins of his captivity until that day came. After all he was already in too deep.
Allen laid him on the bed and ripped his clothes off until he was nude. He sucked and bit on the pale skin that was present, leaving bright red bruises. His hands travelled down to Kanda’s hard cock and he gave it a few strokes, while he kneaded his balls with his other hand. He brought his hand down to his own pants and released his own rock hard shaft and without warning he plunged into Kanda unprepared.
In the room soaked in blood and littered with corpses, they fucked, until Kanda passed out from the pain and pleasure that ramshackle his body.
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After that day Kanda had seemed to change. He declared his hate for Allen but they still fucked anyway. It was as if he was a walking contradiction. What he said differed from what his actions showed. Lavi didn’t know what to think of it and he didn’t even want to think that Kanda wanted the life that Allen provided for him. Sure if he stayed with Allen, Kanda would live a life of luxury. ‘But Yuu will get hurt…’ He didn’t understand what Kanda was thinking anymore. Two months have passed and it didn’t seem like he would be able to understand him anytime soon.
“Here are the files you’ve requested Bookman-dono.”
Lavi looked up from his desk and nodded. ‘Damn I’m spacing out too much.’ He took the folder and nodded his thanks. The man bowed and exited his office. He opened the folder stamped with ‘Classified’ in big bold red letters. The first thing that caught his eye was a picture of the fourteenth and his brothers when they were younger.
“Wisely and Mana are related by both parents while Adam was their mother’s first child, his father died and she married into the Noah Family,” Lavi scanned through the files and he committed the information to memory. “Mana had a daughter then a son…wait a daughter?” he looked at the picture of a baby Allen who was being held by a young girl who looked no older than eight. ‘The boss has a sister? Where is she now?’ A three year old Tyki was in the picture along with Cyril who looked eleven, Wisely who looked five and a man who looked like a older version of Allen. “Thirteen years ago Mana died and Adam took over Noah Family instead of Wiseley who was just fifteen. He adopted Allen and his sister and married Lulu Bell.” ‘Lulu Bell married that old guy? She must have wanted money.’ “Now how did Mana died or should I say who killed him.” He turned the page and his eyes widened when he saw the file on it.
There was a knock at the door and Lavi jumped. He quickly hid the folder in one of his draws. “Come in,” he called.
The door creaked open and Tyki stepped in with a happy smile on his face. “Hey hun, its time for our lunch date.”
Lavi shook away the nerves and gave smile of his own. “Oh I almost forgot!” he got up and walked over to Tyki. “So where are we going today?”
“There’s a new restaurant that opened up I want to check it out,” Tyki replied as he pulled Lavi closer to him. “But first let me have my appetizer.” He kissed Lavi fully on his lips.
Lavi moaned and open his mouth, allowing Tyki to explore it fully. After a few more sucks and nips Tyki pulled away.
“We don’t want to be late sweetheart,” Tyki gave Lavi a peck on his lips and ushered him out.
Lavi smiled as he allowed Tyki to usher him out. He kept the little bit of information to the back of his mind. After he had lunch with Tyki he would finish up the folder, as he needed to know more about the bloody past of the Noah Family. He tried not to sigh, but he still couldn’t believe what he read. ‘The Earl was the one who killed the fourteenth…’
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“Boss,” a man wearing a dark suit who had his eyes shielded by a pair of dark shades knelt down before a man who wore a traditional male kimono. “I have some news.”
Stern cobalt regarded the man before him coolly. He took a puff from the pipe in his right hand and then blew the smoke out. “Let me hear it.”
The man nodded. “It seems that Kanda Kozato’s legacy is still alive…” he paused to see his boss’s reaction.
“What!” the man hollered. He paused and coughed as he had inhaled a bit of smoke. “How can this be?! He should have been dead eight years ago!” This was not what he wanted to hear right now. He was getting ready to gather his forces and take out the Noah Family in one hit but now a problem had come up and it was one that would threaten his very position as boss. “We can not let anyone know of this.”
His subordinate nodded. “What is your command boss? Do we kill him?”
“We must, I can’t let him take the Yakuza back,” the boss’s face was solemn. “I soiled my hands for this position; I refuse to make him take it after all I went through for it.”
“I understand,” the subordinate bowed lower. “I’ll alert the assassination team who took care of the matter before. I assure you Karma Hiroki-sama I will have Kanda Yuu’s head.”
“Yuu is alive?” a voice asked.
The two men in the room turned to the voice seeing a teen with short slightly spiky raven hair. His cobalt eyes were filled with tears. Instead of a male kimono he wore a ripped blue jeans and a tight black Anarchy shirt. He had come to give his report on the mission he was previously on and heard them talking.
“Alma, what are you doing here?” the boss demanded. Things were getting from bad to worst.
“Is Yuu alive?” Alma asked instead of replying to the question. “Is he!?” he walked over to the man who sat in the chair and grabbed him up by the front of his kimono. “You lied to me you damned old man! You said Yuu was dead and that it was the people in the Noah Family who killed him!” he was seething in anger. All these years he thought that his cousin was dead when he was really alive. Everything he knew was a lie!
“Be quite!” the man aimed to slap Alma but Alma caught his hand before he could land the hit. “Unhand me this moment Alma!”
“No!” Alma yelled. “You lied to me about everything! I bet the Noah Family wasn’t even the ones who killed Kozato oji-chan, Yulliana oba-chan and mom…” he didn’t want to think that his father had his mother killed but after what he heard, he was sure it was him. “You did all that for this stupid Yakuza!” tears flooded out his eyes. “You had everyone killed just because of that?! You damn monster!”
Hiroki took up his katana that hung at his waist and unsheathed it. He pierced forward and stabbed Alma in his lower abdomen. Alma groaned and staggered back. His face contorted in pain but it passed pretty soon.
“No,” Hiroki began he snapped his fingers and the room was suddenly filled with guys in black suits and dark shades. “You are the monster.”
Alma looked at him in disgust. “You were the one who made me this way father,” he growled the last word as it was something disgusting. ‘I have to get out of here. Damn it, I should have known that what I saw back then wasn’t a dream.’ He closed his eyes and he saw images of his mother’s slowly dying russet eyes closing, he saw the tears that flowed from her eyes when she told him to run. Then he saw the dead bodies of his uncle and aunt and standing before them was his father.
“Alma, I will confine you to your room until you have reflected on your actions,” Hiroki yelled. He indicated to the men surrounded Alma. “You do not want to betray me.”
Alma opened his eyes and glared at him. “I hate you,” he growled before he ran towards the door.
“Get him!”
The men all dashed after Alma who either avoided their grips or knocked them away from him. He was one of the Mugen Yakuza’s best assassins and a handful of men wouldn’t beat him. One guy managed to grab onto his foot and Alma kicked out and knocked him back. He was almost to the door when he felt a multitude of sharp objects piecing into his body.
‘Damn it,’ Alma coughed out blood and fell to his knees. The men withdrew their swords and Alma fell to the ground in a pool of his blood. A pair of feet came into view and he looked up seeing the ice-cold glare his father gave him. ‘Yuu…I want to see you…’
“I’ll have to retrain you,” Hiroki sneered. He brought his sword down and pieced Alma in his chest and he screamed then blacked out from the pain.
The guy who reported before came up behind Hiroki. “But boss the young master was your son.”
Hiroki gave the man a sadistic look. “He will be fine, chain him down in his room. Don’t let him escape.”
“Yes boss,” the man replied with a bow. “And should I proceed with Kanda Yuu’s assassination?”
Hiroki grinned. “Yes.”
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“Achoo.”
“Hmm it seems someone is talking about you,” Allen chuckled.
Kanda glared up at him from his chained position on the bed. He brought his head up and made a deep bite on Allen’s exposed left arm. Allen barely flinched when Kanda bit him, instead he purred softly. The wound wasn’t deep enough to draw blood but it left a nice visible teeth mark.
“Shut up and get on with it,” he growled. The position Allen had him chained down in the bed was uncomfortable and he wanted to get out of the stupid situation as quickly as possible. His limbs burned and ached and so did the wounds the Allen carved into his body.
Allen smirked. “Whatever you say,” he pulled back and plunged into Kanda’s body once more and was rewarded by the throaty groan Kanda made.
Kanda writhed and trembled beneath as he got closer and closer to his organism. He didn’t know what to call what he did with Allen. They fucked, yes, but was there something more? It was just a bond of flesh with another person, just like when he used to fool around with Lavi. What they did meant nothing. It was just plain straight out raw sex; there were no emotions involved. He didn’t care, as long as it got him closer to his goal, but if you called him a prostitute or gigolo for giving his body over to Allen for his so called goal he might send a bullet through your head. It was equivalent exchange.
Thanks to Allen his body had gotten too used to the extreme sex that he forced on him and because of that whenever he felt pain he got turned on. Only Allen’s torture filled sex can calm his body down and because of that he let Allen fuck him, but only because of that. They both craved the pleasure that came from sex.
Allen drove into him faster than ever and he hit Kanda’s prostate with every plunge. He leaned forward claiming Kanda’s lips in a brutal kiss and sucked on his bottom lip before trailing down to Kanda’s neck and biting hard into the flesh. Instead of groaning in pain Kanda gave a guttural moan. Drops of blood leaked from the wound and Allen licked it all up.
“Are you a…vampire or something…bastard?” Kanda panted. His mind and body were being blown away from the pleasure that thrummed through his body. It could get beyond addictive.
“No,” Allen replied as he lapped up the blood that dripped down. “But your blood is so delicious…” he purred softly.
Kanda was about to say something else but Allen continued to rain hit after hit on his already abused prostate and he exploded over his stomach. His body shivered as he rode out the waves of his orgasm. Allen gave a low moan as he too released the tightening of Kanda’s passage drove him wild. Plus Kanda’s face was undeniably sexy when he came that it drove Allen well over the edge. He couldn’t have held back his orgasm even if he wanted to.
Allen pulled out collapsed alongside a panting Kanda. He brought his lips closer to Kanda’s and kissed his breath away. They kissed lightly and Allen pushed him self up and settled himself between Kanda’s legs.
“I’m up for a next round,” he purred against Kanda’s lips. “Ne Kanda?”
If Kanda was a loving little lover he might have chuckled and blushed, but he wasn’t. “When did you ever ask before you fuck me?” he snorted. “You usually go ahead despite what the fuck I say.”
Allen chuckled. “I guess you’re right,” he spread Kanda’s leg wider.
The door suddenly burst open and Tyki along with Lavi bundled in. Tyki whistled at the sight as usual and he grinned when he saw his birthday presents to Allen among the toys being used.
“Yo Allen, sorry to be cutting you short every time but…” Tyki left the sentence unfinished on purpose.
Allen sighed in disappointment. “Yes I know we have some Mafia business to attend to.”
Tyki nodded and his grin widened. “You guessed it. But that’s not only it; Dr. Lee is here to see you.”
Allen eyes seemed to sparkle. “He is, really?” Allen got off the bed and put on his white robe. “I haven’t seen him in so long. How long will he be here for?”
“I don’t know but we can ask him to stay the night,” Tyki replied. “After our meeting we can come back and you can talk to him for old time’s sakes.”
Allen nodded. He liked that idea. “Lavi help Kanda to clean up and meet us downstairs,” he threw the keys to the cuffs to Lavi who caught it. “We’ll be waiting.” He exited the room with Tyki in tow.
Lavi gave a curt nod. He moved over to the bed and proceeded to unchain a naked Kanda. Kanda sat up and rubbed the skin on his bruised wrists. It ached but the pain died down to a low throb when he rubbed it.
“Yuu…” Lavi began. He tried on many different occasions to understand Kanda’s way of thinking but he still didn’t get it. He knew about Kanda’s sudden love for pain but he knew Kanda and the Kanda he knew wouldn’t consent to being Allen fuck toy no matter how much he loved pain. Kanda had that much pride. There must be something he was missing. Something that was very important. “Do you still need my help?”
Kanda nodded when he heard what Lavi said. He knew that Lavi wasn’t talking about the clean up and a part of him trembled in excitement when he thought of what Lavi would tell him.
“What did you find out?” he took up his own dark blue robe and put it on. The slashes and bruises that covered hid body still hurt but they were manageable.
“I’ll tell you once we get to your room,” Lavi replied and turned and walked out. He still couldn’t stomach staying in the room where Allen and Kanda fucked. It made him nauseous when he saw the chains and other BDSM equipments. Kanda followed behind him.
Kanda’s room was one the third floor and they reached it pretty quickly. Lavi opened the door for Kanda and Kanda headed straight to the bathroom. He wanted to wash the blood, sweat and dried come off his body. It made him sick. Lavi lingered at the door and then locked it so that it could only be opened from the inside.
“I found out a bunch of things from my research on Allen’s past,” Lavi began as he walked closer to the bathroom where Kanda was currently cleansing himself.
He told Kanda what he found out about Allen’s past. About the three brothers and who the original boss was. He mentioned Allen’s older sister Robin and that she was the twins’ real mother. She was raped when she was fifteen and got pregnant, but she decided to have the twins because she didn’t have the heart to kill her babies. He told him about the fourteenth’s death and the person who killed him and mentioned that the Earl adopted Allen and his sister when Allen was ten.
“The wound on his arm was from,” Lavi continued.
“I know about that. He told me,” Kanda said as he stepped out of the bathroom. He dried his hair with a fluffy white towel. “He helped a boss of an enemy family escape and for punishment the Earl burnt his hand.”
Lavi didn’t seem disappointed that Kanda knew but he continued on. “He was trained constantly from the time he was taken in and the Earl forced him to kill but he never did. The most important thing that changed his life was when the Earl forced him to kill his sister.” Lavi paused as if he didn’t want to say the rest but when he saw the impatient look in Kanda’s eyes he sighed. “Of course Allen couldn’t kill her even when the Earl threatened to kill him instead.”
“The Earl killed her huh?” Kanda asked as he snuggled himself in a pair of tight black jeans. “Right before him. He watched his blood sibling died before him.” ‘It must have been hard…’
Lavi nodded. “Yeah,” he replied solemnly. “After that he finally snapped. He killed the Earl and then killed anyone who tried to subdue him; he even fought against Tyki and tried to kill him but too Tyki managed to knock him out. They sent him to a mental institution after that and three years later he came back and took over the family.”
Kanda tried to digest the information. “What happened in the mental institution?”
“I have no idea,” Lavi replied truthfully. “I couldn’t get any information on the three years Allen spent in that place only that his doctor was Mr. Lee.”
Kanda smirked. “Then lets go see that Mr. Lee for ourselves,” he threw on a ripped graphic t-shirt and hurried to the door. “Coming?”
Lave shrugged and followed after him.
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“You’ve gotten taller I see,” a man with shoulder length deep purple that was curled at the end greeted Allen. His fatherly dark green eyes hardened when they landed on Allen. “Are you doing well Allen?”
“Fine as ever doc,” Allen replied with a grin. “But I doubt you came here to see how I was doing. I mean you had eight years for that.”
Dr. Lee nodded. “True,” he adjusted his glasses. “I came here to see Kanda-kun.”
Allen grinned. “I see your precious little sister finally snapped,” his grin widened. “She should blame her traitor boyfriend and give up. Kanda is mine and will be. I will not give him up.”
Kanda chose that exact moment to walk in. “Oi I don’t belong to you bastard,” he growled in annoyance. “I can…” his voice trailed off when he saw the man who Allen was taking to. ‘No…Dr. Lee is him?’ “Komui?”
Komui gave a small smile in Kanda’s direction. “Kanda-kun, how are you?”
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A.N: wow how about that eh? Things are heating up like mad!!! I seriously can’t wait to post the next chapter!! It will make you wonder WTF? Seriously I’m so inspirited now! R&R o-n-e-g-a-i!
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