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CHAPTER 10: VISITING MISA
Rem took one last look at the investigators standing around the pile of sand, mystified and arguing, and then pulled her eye back inside the wall. She needed to follow Light without being seen even once. Staying completely inside walls as she moved, she quickly made her way outside and then phased into an adjacent building. She turned around and pushed her eye back through its wall to watch the investigation headquarters building. Just in time. Light came running out the first floor entrance. He came to the street and started waving and jumping wildly. A taxi pulled up and Light hopped in. Rem waited as the taxi pulled away, then, flying fast but very low, only about a foot above the ground, she chased it, caught up to it, and slid underneath, clinging to its underside. It was only a short trip, and then the taxi was pulling up in front of Misa's apartment building. Rem saw Light's legs as he jumped out and ran.
The instant Light had disappeared into the apartment building, Rem bolted from underneath the taxi and entered the building surreptitiously, sliding within the walls and through other people's apartments. She got to Misa's apartment and began using her eye-through-the-wall trick in each room. Oh, good, there's Ryuk, and he's alone! Rem grabbed Ryuk, putting a hand over his mouth, and pulled him into an adjacent apartment. Ryuk sputtered and pushed her hand away.
"What is it?" he asked.
"Light will arrive any moment and he thinks I'm dead. You'll have more fun if you don't say anything to ruin his misconception."
Ryuk looked at her in surprise.
He asked, "Can't humans feel the tether?"
"No," Rem said, "otherwise, we would be able to use the pain in order to drag them around with us, instead of the other way around."
"Yeah, it must work that way," Ryuk said, "I'll do it. Sounds like fun."
"Then, when I push my eye through the wall to spy on them, don't look in my direction. And, don't keep giggling like you generally do when you're keeping a secret. I think Light is really starting to catch on to that."
"Awwwww," Ryuk said, "Light's making everything less fun."
"Well," Rem said, "you know it's true."
Ryuk nodded and disappeared through the wall. A few moments later, Rem heard him saying, "Light! Is L dead yet? I'd really like to go back to following you around."
Then there was a girlish squeal that rose and rose in pitch, followed by a thump and a grunt. Misa should now be hanging on Light's arm and doing her best to annoy all sanity out of him. Rem chose that moment to use her eye trick to situate herself in the best hiding spot of all, deep in a pile of Misa's creepy gothic dolls. In the dark spaces between dolls, her eye could hardly be seen, and even if it were, it wouldn't seem out of place. It was just another doll eye, monstrous like the ones around it.
Yes, Misa was indeed hanging on Light's arm, jumping up and down, hopping from foot to foot like a little kid who badly needed to go to the bathroom. Her eyes were filled with a kind of sick adoration as she gazed up at Light's face. Light looked upset and indifferent at the same time. After enduring Misa's arm-pulling for a few more moments, he roughly shook her off.
Light said, "Ryuk, we need to talk, and you'd better tell me the truth. When a god of death dies, doesn't their death note just fall to the ground? Is there any way they could send it back to the shinigami realm or make it self-destruct?"
Ryuk's eyes widened. "Oh, ho! I guess Rem died and you didn't get her death note? Are you sure she didn't just outsmart you by putting it inside a wall or something?"
"Hmmmmm," Light said, "that's right. I forgot her death note isn't part of the human world, so she can phase it through anything, unlike other objects she carries. Maybe she did shove it into a wall in her last moments. Well, I'll have to get it later."
Rem looked to Misa's face. Misa had just been told of Rem's death, but there wasn't any sadness in her face at all. Rem had hoped to see at least a trace of regret, or of appreciation for her tremendous sacrifice, or at least a brief change in facial expression as the news hit, but Rem couldn't see any sign that Misa was thinking about her at all. Her death was irrelevant, simply another cog in the wheels of Light's plan. Light was all that mattered to Misa. Light was her god, giving her a purpose and showing by example what should be done.
"More importantly," Light said, "is there any way a death written in the note can be avoided?"
"No," Ryuk said, "it can be delayed if you write down conditions of death, but it can't ever be cancelled. I've told you that before, and you've experimented with it yourself too. You should know this by now."
"Yes," Light said, "but I thought that, maybe if the writer died before the deaths completed..."
Ryuk shrugged. "Jealous's last victim died. It shouldn't matter. I've never heard of a death note not working."
Misa said, "What is this about?"
Light replied, "L and Watari apparently died of heart attacks caused by Rem, but they were breathing and conscious in the hospital as of about ten minutes ago. I'd better call again."
Light got out his cellphone, had a brief exchange of questions with his father, and then hung up. Light said, "They're both still alive, and showing no signs of harm or that they even had heart attacks. The hospital is going to keep them for a couple of hours and run tests to make sure they don't have any issues that could lead to them dying if they leave. I didn't think Rem would have had enough time to write down causes of death and details of death. I wish I had her death note and could just see what she wrote. She must mean for them to lead the investigation in a different direction that will prove us innocent, but why have them collapse first? L certainly seemed like he was having a heart attack. He was twitching pretty badly and his face looked very odd."
"Maybe," Misa said, "it was to establish that they started getting sick while you were still under surveillance, so if you left like you did just now, it wouldn't look like you'd done something to kill them. After all, you would have had to write down their names before they got sick."
Light looked annoyed that Misa had actually said something intelligent. Was there any way to please him? Her stupidity annoyed him, and that was understandable, but why couldn't he appreciate her help when it was worthwhile? Perhaps he only wanted to use her, to degrade her, and if she helped him in a more normal way his ego couldn't stand it. The more Rem saw of this relationship, the less she thought it could ever work out nicely.
"Well," Light said angrily, "Ryuk hasn't been much help. I haven't gotten any answers here I couldn't have thought of on my own. I'd better go back to headquarters before L and Watari return and gather as much information as I can. I can't afford to kill the others yet, not without knowing what L and Watari will be controlled into doing. Once I get there, I should probably stay under surveillance too, just in case. It could be the crucial element that puts me beyond all suspicion."
Light began to walk to the door. Misa shrieked, reattached herself to his arm, and said, "But, but you said it was two hours. If you go back under surveillance for who knows how many days, Misa won't have private time with you! Now is the time for lovers!"
Light turned around, put his hands on Misa's shoulders and said, "Misa, what I'm doing now is important to save both our lives. I need to be sure I get back before L and Watari do. This is to gather information as fast as possible for any new plan I might need to make, and because it might be my only chance to get Rem's death note and see what she wrote. If I can just know that, it should become very clear what I should do."
Misa clung even tighter. She chanted, "No, no, no, no, no..."
"Misa," Light said, "what do you want? We don't have time for this."
Misa collapsed, on her knees before her god, then looked up at Light's face and said, "You always take yourself away from me. Please, please, let me have you this once. I want you to make love to me."
Light opened his mouth to reply, but stopped as Misa began undoing the front of his trousers, reaching inside with one hand. Light pulled in a sharp intake of breath. Then he gained control of himself, pushed Misa's hand away, and said, "Misa, I love you and I'll let you have this. But, it has to be my way because there isn't much time. This is the only choice I can give you. Will you agree to everything happening within five minutes? Foreplay and everything else?"
Then Misa's face lit up with the expression Rem had wanted to see for so long. Misa was happy, practically glowing with excitement. Misa leaned into Light and said, "Oh, Kira" in just the tone she used when she had an orgasm.
Ryuk rolled his eyes, said, "Uh, I'm getting out of here," and flew through the wall.
Light kissed Misa tenderly on the top of her head, then led her to the bed and pushed her onto it. He quickly pulled off her thigh-high black stockings and pushed her pink-and-black mini-dress completely up, so it was scrunched up along her neckline and armpits, baring her bra and panties. Light removed all Misa's underwear in a few quick motions, then just as quickly he shed his own trousers and underwear, leaving his shirt, jacket and tie on. A rampant hard-on poked out from the bottom fringe of his shirt, pointing stiffly in Misa's direction.
Misa was shivering in excitement. Her eyes were dancing. She had finally, finally gotten what she wanted. Rem was so glad to see such a happy face on Misa. Light leaned down and looked between Misa's legs, frowning at what he saw, then gave three quick licks to her clitoris. Misa closed her eyes, leaned her head back, and whispered, "Kira."
Light positioned himself over her, spread Misa's legs apart, and rammed in hard, grunting at the same time. Rem watched Misa's face carefully. The happiness was replaced by a strong flash of pain, then the smile returned. Misa was now getting what she had wanted, what she had masturbated to, for so long. As Light continued, Rem waited for the pain to subside, for that faint smile to become large again. She waited. Light kept thrusting, causing expressions of pain to alternate with the smile, but the smile was fading. It would come back, wouldn't it? Misa was having her sexual dream come true. It must be a very hot experience, to desire Kira for so long and then finally have him.
No, this was horrible. Misa's face was not at all happy, it was just the opposite. Strong pain flashed across her features with each thrust, and soon tears began leaking from her eyes. Her face was tensed, turned slightly to the side. She seemed so tiny underneath Light, as if she were about to be crushed. Their height difference was painfully apparent. Misa's fists were clenched tightly in the sheets, not in arousal as L tended to do, but in tense discomfort. Rem didn't want to look at that face any more.
Was there any pleasure to be had from this experience? Rem carefully adjusted herself so that she would have a good view of Light's face but not Misa's. Rem was surprised at how little arousal she saw in it. Light didn't look very horny, but he was flushed, with sweat running down his face. Various unusual emotions flitted across his features, including indifference, annoyance and a kind of possessiveness, but the main emotion, always present along with the others, was a kind of sick, hungry lust for power. He looked down at Misa as if the idea of using her so thoroughly was more exciting than the idea of fucking her. It seemed the sex was just an afterthought to his mind games.
Then Misa cried out with a strangled, pained gasp and clenched the sheets harder than ever in her whitened fists. She said, "Please, slow down just slightly. It hurts so much."
Never missing his rhythm, Light replied, "You said five minutes was okay, Misa. I have to do it like this to finish in time. Besides, don't you want to make me happy? You are so tight like this. It feels incredibly good. Every time your internal muscles spasm to try to keep me out, it grabs me so deliciously. This is just the way I want it. I'm going to come so hard inside you."
Then Light closed his eyes and actually speeded up the pace. He was really pounding into Misa now, lifting her bottom half from the bed with the force of each thrust. Misa was sobbing now, but trying to hold in the sounds, looking ashamed. She probably thought she was failing Light in her duty, not giving it to him as good as she should. At last, some substantial arousal came into Light's face, but it didn't look as pleasurable as Rem would have expected. It was a guarded, slightly mean kind of arousal. Then Light suddenly gritted his teeth, made a kind of low growl, and thrust into Misa twice especially viciously. The look of orgasmic bliss came into his face, but he quickly gained control of his emotions and made his face neutral instead of reveling in the pleasure. Light was obviously an uptight person, someone who liked to be in control even if it short-circuited his enjoyment. There was none of L's wild abandonment to intense sexual feelings. It seemed as if Light thought of sex almost like a task to be done.
Looking completely neutral except for the sweat-drenched hair on his forehead, Light pulled out in a very business-like way and started to do up his clothing. He stopped in horror as he saw blood staining a small part of the lower front edge of his shirt, then glanced to the bed and saw the blood between Misa's legs. He angrily snapped, "Are you having your period? You should always tell me."
"No," Misa said, "you were just rough. Misa tried to make it nice for you."
Light gave Misa a disgusted look and her head drooped in shame, tears continuing to run down her face. Light finished doing up his clothing, thrusting the bloody edge of his shirt deep within his trousers so it wouldn't be seen. Then, suddenly, his face was all sweetness and love. He walked over to where Misa was sitting on the edge of the bed, leaned down and kissed the top of her head tenderly, and then lifted her face to look directly in her eyes. He said, "Misa, I love you, and this type of sex made me very happy. You've done a good job. You shouldn't feel bad."
Misa smiled up at him, sniffing and wiping away her tears. Then she said, "Oh, Light. I'm so glad I'm useful. I can do this every time if you want."
Light leaned down further and kissed Misa full on the lips. Then he drew back and said, "I wouldn't use you that way. I promise I'll give you proper foreplay in the future. I'll still want some rough sex like this, but maybe only half the time. That way it will be fair to both of us."
Misa clung to Light's arm then and she smiled, such a big smile, but the smile didn't reach her eyes. Her mouth was happy, but her eyes were sad. She said, "I will help you, Light. I will help you in every way that I can, even if it hurts me."
Just then, Ryuk drifted through the wall, looked shocked as he saw Misa still mostly naked, and turned right around to leave, muttering, "I thought you guys were done. Humans are so disgusting."
Light briefly glanced at Ryuk's form disappearing through the wall, then he turned to Misa and said, "I need to go and figure out what is happening. It is best if the judgments don't stop right now, or they might connect that pattern to recent events. However, you need to be extra careful. Pay Ryuk with apples so he will look for cameras, bugs and followers everywhere you go. Don't bring death note scraps home. Hide them in widely scattered public places where people are unlikely to look, such as taped to the bottom of garbage cans in public bathrooms, and keep changing locations. Don't ever go to the same place more than twice, once to hide the scrap and once to use it. Write as tiny as you can, on both sides, so you can use as few scraps as possible."
Then Light sighed, and pressed his hand against his bottom lip, in an almost L-like gesture, staring off into space. He looked like he was thinking intently. After a few moments, he turned his gaze back to Misa and said, "As soon as I've evaluated the current situation, I will create a plan. Visit headquarters twice a day from now on so I can get the new plan to you as soon as I've perfected it. If Ryuk is lying or misinformed and L isn't really dying because of some loophole or Rem's screw-up, it is possible I could get arrested. But, even if the 13-day rule is proven false, they still won't have real proof I'm Kira, they'll just have proof I'm a legitimate suspect again. It will be the same as before, when the evidence was suspicious but not enough for anyone to be sure. I may be detained, perhaps for months, but L will eventually have to let me go."
Light grabbed Misa by the shoulders, looked deeply into her eyes, and said, "Misa, if I do disappear I've been arrested, but it is very important that you don't panic in that case. Do not try to use your death note to create schemes to rescue me, that will only increase the chances that I'll be proven to be Kira. Instead, have the judgments of criminals gradually taper off and cease, so that L doesn't see them suddenly stop when I'm arrested. Then, if I'm still gone after six months, use your position as a celebrity to create a public uproar about my supposed kidnapping. That should cause many different authority figures to put pressure on L to let me go. Do not relent in your quest. Have telethons, tip lines, everything."
Misa looked up at Light, smiling. She said, "It will be so hard for Misa if you're gone, but Misa will do everything exactly as you say."
"Good," Light said, "then if I do get arrested, as soon as I'm released I'll have a new plan to kill L even if he hides himself away. I'll spend all my time in captivity working out the details until it is perfect. If need be, I'll have hundreds of the world's top investigators working to uncover his real name. It won't fail this time."
Rem chose that moment to come through the wall. Light gasped, and he actually looked afraid for a moment, but then he put on a neutral expression and his eyes narrowed. He said, "I thought you were dead. What is the meaning of this, Rem?"
Rem said, "I am unable to work properly under those conditions, where I was forced to figure out everything by myself, so I faked my death so you would leave the building and we could talk properly. I can hide myself inside walls and things much better than you know."
Light looked positively livid. He said, "If it was only talking you wanted, why did you hide yourself until now?"
Rem replied, "I was also testing you, to see how you would react if I died. For example, I wanted to know if you would immediately create a plan that involved Misa's death. You have passed the test and I will now help you."
Light smiled now, a very evil little smile. He looked as if he thought he was in control once more and his ego was being stroked. He said, "I had a perfectly good plan. You kill L. Then I can fool the others and become the leader of the investigation in his place, being constantly ready to kill off anyone who shows the slightest inkling of still suspecting me, long before they get any chance to act on those suspicions. That was the safest plan for Misa. Though, now that I've lost my perfect alibi thanks to your urge to talk over the plan with me away from the cameras, the new safest plan for Misa is for you to kill L while Misa kills everyone else."
Rem drew herself up to her full height and extended one bony finger to point at Light. She said, "No, if you two are going to act as Kira then there could easily be additional threats to Misa's life in the future, threats that you might not be able to counter fast enough. The safest plan for Misa is for me to keep my life in reserve until a situation arises where I have no choice but to kill for Misa's sake. The situation you tried to create was an artificial emergency. I don't actually need to die in order for L to die soon."
"That's where you're mistaken," Light said, "because it would take time to crack the security there to get a camera in and then get pictures out to Misa. Any moment now, people could begin to figure out you are connected to me, and in any case, in less than two weeks they'll probably have the results from testing the 13-day rule. Then, L will hide his face away as best he can and probably detain me until others force him to let me go. He'll try to catch Misa, and he might succeed no matter how careful Misa is. Any plan that doesn't involve your death is risky. Don't you want to protect Misa, Rem?"
Misa looked up at Rem pleadingly. She said, "Please, Rem. Light is so smart. He always has the best plan. This way, Misa and Light will be happy together and create a new world where everyone is happy."
Rem said, "Light, I want you to go out right now and buy one of those cameras that is only a few millimeters in size. I cannot phase it through walls, but I can fly it to the roof and bypass all the security checkpoints by pulling it through tiny air ducts. I will then get it to you, and you could palm it or hide it in your sleeve to take photos without your actions being seen on the surveillance videos. Then I will take it out the same way and hide it where Misa will get it in one of the blind spots on the outside of the building. I will not kill myself now. You will follow my plan or devise a different one of your own."
Light's lips pressed into a thin, straight line and he looked at Rem murderously. Then he turned to Misa and said, "Other than L, did all the investigators use their real names in front of you? Or was it just Matsuda who slipped up?"
Misa said, "Well, there's that Mochi guy, I think I only heard that one name from him."
Light went to a pad of paper and started writing.
"Mochi is Mogi," he said, "and here are all their real names, with a little description next to each one. This way you won't get them confused or misspell their names. I'll only need to photograph L and Watari. Watari is an old man you never saw. It'll be easier to conceal my actions if I don't photograph everyone. Once you have everyone's names, make it so they all die at exactly the same instant. Memorize these names quickly and burn this paper. You can't get caught with it. If for some reason I can't get the camera back to you, I've probably been arrested, so fall back on the other plan I told you earlier. Do not kill the other investigators without L, because that will just prove I'm Kira. Also, if you kill everyone and I don't come to you within a day, assume I'm locked in a cell in the investigation headquarters with nobody to let me out. Get people in there to release me."
Misa said, "Misa will perform perfectly."
Yes. Light still thinks I won't betray him. All I need to do now is make sure he gets caught photographing L and I'll have done it. I'll have saved L's life, and he'll owe me. Somehow, Misa will be spared, even if L has to figure out the details.
Then Rem had a detailed discussion with Light and Misa about exactly where the blind spots on the outside of the building were located and where the tiny camera should be secreted for each of them to find it in turn. When Light was certain that all necessary details had been fixed in his own mind and Misa's mind, he got up and left. Rem stayed, gazing at Misa. Misa sank to the carpet, still half-naked and bleeding slightly, and began to cry in earnest, much harder than she had cried while Light pounded her into the bed. Big, wracking sobs shook her entire frame.
Rem asked, "Does he really love you?"
Misa said, "He will love me, he will. Then, I'll stop feeling like this. I'll do whatever it takes to make him love me, and then he won't have a choice."
Suddenly, Rem had an image in her mind of Misa crouched in nearly the same position, shaking, the razor held just above her wrist. It was such a terrible feeling. Rem whispered, "I'm sorry, Misa. I hope this turns out well."
Misa shouted, "Get out, you plan-wrecker! Light is so much better than you, and all you do is threaten him and mess up his plans!"
Rem began to open her mouth, unsure of what she was about to say, but then the invisible tether yanked at her painfully, so she launched into the air, soaring through the wall and into the street, following Light's taxi below her.
A/N (Author's Note):
As usual, Misa is pretty delusional.
I imagine that Light, being so concerned with himself and being kind of uptight in personality, probably wouldn't be a great lover, especially not when having sex with someone he strongly dislikes like Misa. I usually write Light as a better lover than this, but just in this fic I wanted to explore this idea which is probably more realistic to his character.
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