The Youkai Inside You | By : horrorgal Category: Gensomaden Saiyuki > Yaoi - Male/Male > Sanzo/Hakkai Views: 2740 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter 10
Hakkai hung the last of his shirts up and stuffed the suitcase out of the way and to the back of the closet. It felt good to be home, but part of him was already feeling out of place here. He had gotten comfortable at the temple, and of course being near Sanzo made him happy. Unfortunately living at the temple permanently was out of the question. He and Sanzo had both agreed that it could cause problems among the monks if he were to stay around. They had already been talking in whispers about how close Sanzo had become with him. Not that he or Sanzo particularly gave a shit, but it was in everyone's best interest that he didn't live there. Besides, what would Gojyo do without him?
Hakkai sat on the foot of his bed and looked out the window with a soft smile. He was truly at peace now. All his worries had vanished along with the nightmares and memories. Turns out all he really needed was to come to terms with his youkai side and find another soul to love to fill that void he'd had for so long. It had been so deep that he hadn't even realized how lonely he really was. Sure, he lived here with Gojyo and they were the best of friends, but only a lover could fill the kind of emptiness that he'd had.
"All settled back in again?" Gojyo stood in the doorway.
Hakkai smiled more. "Yeah, just got the rest put away." Gojyo nodded and went silent, looking a bit uncomfortable. "Is everything okay with you, Gojyo?"
"Huh? Yeah, no problems here, Kai." His smile looked fake.
"Gojyo. Please, if there is something you want to say, then say it. I don't want there to be this uncomfortable wall between us."
"It's just..I mean... Would you be happier living with Sanzo?"
"Do you want me to go?"
"No!" Gojyo sighed. "I like you being here. You're my best friend. I just figured you and Sanzo being.. lovers now.. Man that sounds freaky to say."
"Gojyo."
"Sorry, sorry." Gojyo chuckled, relaxing a bit more. "It's just weird, I mean, not weird. There's nothing wrong with two dudes..doing..that.."
"You're rambling, Gojyo." Hakkai stood to face him.
"Just..damn." Gojyo sighed soft and smiled a bit. "I'm just happy you're all calm now. And hey, you are getting laid, so maybe I was right, huh?!" He grinned. Now he looked like himself again.
"There is more to it than that," Hakkai said and chuckled soft. "But yeah, maybe you're just a little right."
"I am so awesome."
"Don't get a swelled head, and whatever you do, don't say things to Sanzo that will piss him off."
"Me? Why would I piss Sanzo off?"
"Gojyo, I think it's one of your favorite pastimes."
Gojyo snorted. "Yeah, maybe." He looked seriously at Hakkai. "So, is the sex good?"
"Gojyo!"
"I gotta ask, man."
"No you don't." Hakkai felt his cheeks burn.
"Ah, the priest man knows how to use it, huh?" Gojyo snickered.
Hakkai was about to say something else when he saw the familiar fan raise up behind Gojyo and come down with a loud pop across the top of his head. Gojyo yelled, Sanzo cursed and Goku was doubled over next to Sanzo laughing so hard that his face was bright red. The usual yelling ensued and all Hakkai could do was watch and wonder how long it would last and if a fist fight would end it. The fan raised again and Gojyo jumped back out of the way, swearing loudly almost knocking over the lamp on Hakkai's desk.
"Knock it off with that fan! Shit!" Gojyo rubbed his head. "It's bleeding you, holier than thou prick!"
"You want a bullet in the head instead?" Sanzo pulled his gun from his robes.
Gojyo jerked. "Heh, no. I'm good."
"Just keep your pervert curiosity to yourself and you'll feel a lot better."
Goku's stomach growled through his soft gasps of laughter. "Sanzo, I'm.."
"Hungry. I know!"
Hakkai watched all this with amused content. All was normal. All was good. Gojyo stood there, fingers checking his scalp with soft curses. Goku had his starved expression, but he dare not speak again when Sanzo's fan raised poised for a strike if he uttered a word. Sanzo himself looked annoyed, one eyes almost closed it was narrowed so much. Hakkai himself was just glad Gojyo was over his discomfort with the situation. It was safe to say it wouldn't be a problem again.
"What the hell you doing just walking in the house without knocking for anyway?" Gojyo muttered. He flinched when the fan pointed toward him again.
"My lover lives here, so I'll walk in any time I want, kappa."
"Alright, damn." Gojyo stopped rubbing his pained scalp and smirked. "Can't get enough, can ya?" Sanzo growled and raised the fan high.
"Sanzo!" Hakkai rushed forward, hand gentle on his raised wrist. "Please ignore his perverted ways."
"Hey! That's not funny, Kai."
Goku snorted. "You are a pervert. Why deny it?"
"I wasn't talking to you, monkey!"
"Shut up!" Sanzo's eye twitched. "Here." He dug in his robes and pulled out some money and shoved it in Gojyo's hands. "Take the monkey out and go eat."
"What the fuck is this shit? Buying me out of my own place, Sanzo?"
"I just gave you money for food and booze and you're complaining?"
Gojyo smirked. "I get it." His arm went around Goku. "Come on, monkey. Your Master wants some alone time."
"Don't call me monkey."
"Get used to it. I ain't never gonna stop." They walked out of the room and down the hall together. "Don't wait up for us, Lord Sanzo!"
"Like I would," Sanzo muttered.
The front door shut, leaving the two of them in complete silence. Hakkai watched Sanzo place his gun and fan on the desk and remove his robes, hanging them on a hanger in the closet like it was the most natural thing to do. Hakkai couldn't take his eyes off of him. His lean body was fluid with the simple task. He could see the lean, tight muscles moving under the skin tight black shirt that was part of his priest garb. It was sexy. That was the first word that came to mind. How such a innocent article of clothing could stir his desire. Maybe he was a little perverted himself to have these thoughts.
"I just left the temple this morning. Miss me already?" Hakkai smiled soft.
Sanzo grunted, but it sounded agreeable enough. "Strip."
Hakkai stared at him, a bit astonished as Sanzo sat on his desk chair to wait for him to comply. His amethyst eyes were completely focused on him, his gaze demanding obedience. This was certainly a unexpected game, but not unpleasant. Sanzo made an impatient sound when Hakkai didn't move quite fast enough and tapped his fingers on his knee. Hakkai apologized softly and went to work on the buttons of his shirt, feeling a slight heat rise on his face. Sanzo had managed to make him feel like a innocent virgin with a simple request. He let the shirt drop from his hand to the floor by his bare feet, and Sanzo smirked ever so slightly.
Hakkai swallowed and worked his belt open, fingers fumbling a moment, pulling it out through the loops. The button and zipper followed and he slid his pants off, gently kicking them beside the discarded shirt that lay in a small pile. He stood in his boxers and trembled slightly when a warm breeze from the open window played over his skin. He offhandedly thought he should shut the window, but didn't dare move from the spot. That wouldn't be part of the game. He realized his breath was coming faster and that Sanzo's eyes were focused in the one remaining part of clothing like it was an annoying pest. His cock was already erect and pushing for release against the fabric. Sanzo again made that impatient sound, but it was more like a warning growl from an animal about to attack.
Hakkai gasped and slipped the boxers off, the action making his cock bob slightly. Totally exposed he stood there, his skin heated from Sanzo's fixated eyes that seemed to be running over every inch of his nude body. His own excited breath filled his ears and his heart beat rhythmically in his chest. He ached to be touched, but Sanzo wasn't moving to do so, just sitting there like he was deviously planning on what to do to his lover. Hakkai's swollen cock jerked and he bit down on his lip to keep from groaning with need. He was half tempted to stroke himself, hand trembling against his outer thigh. Sanzo caught the slight movement and chuckled soft.
"You're loving this, aren't you?" Sanzo asked.
"Like you aren't." Hakkai answered, voice slightly accusing and breathy.
"Oh yes, I'm enjoying myself." Sanzo finally stood and moved closer.
Sanzo's hand lifted, fingers grazing over the scar on his stomach as he moved around to stand behind Hakkai. The fingers trailed along over his hipbone to make soft circle motions over his skin. Hakkai's breath gasped out as his loins spasmed once again with the teasing caress. Sanzo's clothed body pressed against his back, his lips sliding slow against his ear where his limiters were securely cuffed. His hot tongue licked over the three cuffs, languidly playing up and down along his earlobe.
"You remember clearly what happened in the orchard now, yes?" Sanzo said.
"Yes." Hakkai shivered as Sanzo's hot breath hit his ear.
"You had total control of my body that day. Now it's my turn."
Sanzo's hand moved near his groin, absently playing with the patch of pubic hair. The slightest touch was making his body tremble, and a soft sound in the back of his throat got Sanzo's attention. His chuckle was husky against his ear. A single finger brushed along Hakkai's hard length to the sensitive tip. Sanzo rubbed around the slit where a small pearl of pre-cum had already formed from his intense arousal. His thumb and forefinger lightly pinched the head, bringing forth another warm drop of his essence.
"Sanzo." Hakkai's voice cracked.
"Something wrong?" Sanzo muttered, giving his cock a few soft strokes.
"No, I..ah."
"Good."
Sanzo's hand moved away from his stiff member and he shifted slightly behind him. Hakkai heard the soft hiss of cloth and excitedly thought that he was going to undress before continuing, but he was surprised to see both of Sanzo arms come back around, one hand holding the long black fabric that usually covered his forearm. Both his wrists were grabbed and moved together in front of his body and Sanzo swiftly tied them together in a snug knot. Hakkai's lips parts as he stared at his bound wrists. Sanzo made a satisfied grunt, and again Hakkai heard the soft sound behind him. He turned to look and saw he had already removed the other one and he had a pleased smirk on his lips.
"Oh my. I can only imagine what you're planning," Hakkai said, feeling the warm flush over his skin.
"Get on the bed and you won't be imagining for long."
Hakkai gasped out a soft laugh and walked over to the bed and slid up and onto his back easy enough with bound wrists. The throb between his legs was increasing and it heightened each time he moved. Sanzo followed him and grabbed his bound wrists and pulled them up over his head to use his other sleeve to bind him to the headboard. The cloth gave just enough so Sanzo could move his body in any position he desired, but for now he let his lover lay on his back.
Hakkai gave the binds a tug and groaned when Sanzo pulled a nipple between his fingers. He twisted the hard nub slowly, eyes watching the expression on Hakkai's face. His hand moved to toy with the other, roughly bringing the nub to a erect point. Hakkai couldn't control the spastic jerking of his loins or the quickness of his breath. He couldn't remember feeling such a perverse excitement like this before. Sanzo could literally do anything he wanted right now, and Hakkai wanted him to do exactly that. By the look on his face, Sanzo knew it too.
The blond's face was absolutely devious. It certainly wasn't the proper expression for a Sanzo priest, but Sanzo wasn't exactly proper. Hakkai held his breath when Sanzo latched his lips around one aching nipple to suck. His tongue darted and rolled around the captured flesh, his fingers keeping the other busy with massaging tugs. Hakkai gasped soft through the insistent toying, his skin growing hotter the more Sanzo explored his body. His hand strayed, lowering over his stomach to rest over the ragged scar. Hakkai squirmed, wordlessly begging for his hand to go lower where he really needed it. He groaned defeated when Sanzo's hand moved back up to his chest as he leaned up to look down at him.
Sanzo said nothing as he shifted around on the bed and gently urged Hakkai to roll his body over to lay on his stomach. His arms were slightly uncomfortable stretched above his head, but not painful. He turned his head to try seeing what Sanzo was doing when he got up, but he lost sight of him as he walked around to the end of the bed. He heard him getting something and Hakkai was sure he was over where he'd left his clothes on the floor. His curiosity got the better of him, and he could stay quiet no longer.
"Sanzo, what are you doing?" His voice had a nervous tone, and he hoped Sanzo didn't take it at fear.
"I need something you dropped on the floor." His voice was soft and even, giving nothing away.
Only thing on the floor was his clothes. His confusion vanished when he felt the thick leather of his belt tickle the bottom of his right foot. Hakkai yelped out a shocked laugh, his leg instinctively jerking up to get away from the sensation. Relief didn't last when the same tickle teased the underside of his other bare foot. Sanzo kept at it. Hakkai's eyes watered, gasping deep breaths between uncontrolled bursts of laughter.
His body was forced to keep shifting to avoid Sanzo's attacks and it was playing havoc on his lower region. His swollen length was pushed hard against the bed, the smallest movement sending ripples of pleasure through him. The gasping laughter mingled with pleased moans filled the room. He blushed furiously when he remembered the bedroom window was open. He lived far enough from town that he wasn't worried about strangers so much as the thought of Gojyo and Goku coming back sooner than planned.
"St...stop, Sanzo.!"
Hakkai was rewarded with a chuckle and another insistent tickle; this one on his inner thigh. He forced his lips closed, breathing heavily through his nose. He gave a tug with his bound wrists for leverage and pulled his legs up until he was on his knees. His cock throbbed more than ever, bobbing lightly as his sweat soaked body trembled.
"Ah ah. You're a evil man," Hakkai panted, chancing a look to see Sanzo standing beside the bed with a sly smirks and the belt still clasped in his hand.
"You'll really think I'm bad after this then," Sanzo responded, raising the belt up.
Hakkai watched him with growing eyes as the belt came down across his ass. The position he had moved himself into made it a perfect target, and Sanzo was taking advantage of it. The sting of the blows intensified his already painful arousal. He yelled, no longer concerned if anyone heard his rapture. Yes, he was enjoying this. Perhaps he was a masochist after all. Hakkai arched his ass up more, begging to feel another strike from the leather.
"You dirty bastard," Hakkai groaned, face planted against the mattress.
"You surprised?" The lust in Sanzo's voice was unmistakable.
"No," Hakkai managed, turning his head the eye Sanzo again. "Somehow, I'm not surprised at all." He hissed as another blow connected to his backside. "I'm only surprised you didn't use your fan."
"Maybe next time."
"Oh my. You're planning on doing this to me again?"
"Tsk. It's no fun if you ask," Sanzo said softly, trailing the belt over his ass. "It's looking pretty red back here."
Hakkai was slick with perspiration and the muscles in his arms and legs throbbed with a dull ache from the strain. Another few lashes made him cry out, cursing and praising the man doing this to him. His hips swayed, eager to be entered and fulfilled, yet he refused to openly beg. The room felt too hot as more sweat dripped down his face and hit the pillow. Soon, the belt's assault ceased, and he felt the strap running down the backs of his thighs. Hakkai whimpered when the leather slid up his inner left thigh and up to caress his balls.
"I think you've had enough," Sanzo mused, dropping the belt carelessly to the floor.
Hakkai moaned weakly in agreement, and his legs slid back down the bed in a tired sprawl. He felt the mattress shift as Sanzo got on the end of the bed. His hands gently ran up the backs of Hakkai's legs as he eased up behind him. So many things were happening to his body, but the throb from his erection begged the most attention. His breath deepened when he felt his lover slide up between his opened legs. Sanzo's hands brushed over his ass, the sensation causing him to hiss with the touch against his abused skin. Even the pain was a delicious feeling that stoked the heat of his lust higher.
"Just relax," Sanzo muttered, planting kisses over the red skin.
"Easy for you to say," Hakkai breathed, squirming to get some friction against his cock.
"Mn."
Hakkai heard a soft pop sound, followed by the feel of oil being poured over his entrance. He groaned when the cool feeling washed over his hot skin. Sanzo's fingers ran along, circling his entrance, lightly teasing with soft pushes against the tight ring of muscle. His lover's lips continued their soft kisses over his ass, gently trying to ease the dull lingering pain. The digit slowly pushed into him, seeking out his prostate. Hakkai arched his ass up more to help Sanzo along and bared all his eagerness. When the tip of his searching finger finally found that spot inside him, Hakkai's muscles clenched with the pleasure.
"Oh fuck! Mn.."
"Feel good?"
"You need to ask? Aha!" Hakkai's body jerked when the probing finger flicked wildly over his prostate. "Sanzo..please." The need for him was just too much.
Sanzo didn't speak as he pulled his finger free and moved up the bed more to ease Hakkai over on his side, keeping his hands bound to the headboard. Hakkai panted, watching his lover undress, heart thudding excitedly in his chest. Hakkai followed him with his eyes when he moved around the bed. He lost sight of him when he could turn his head no more, but felt the bed dip as he slid up against his back. It felt so good being skin to skin like this; so perfect. Sanzo's cock pressed against his ass, it's hardness forceful and as needy as his was.
"Ready for me?" Sanzo muttered near his ear.
"Always," Hakkai said, shifting his leg up to give his lover access.
Sanzo pushed into him, hand gripped tight on his hip to keep Hakkai still. The fingers dug in, but Hakkai was more occupied with the feel of his thick organ penetrating his tunnel. He groaned with the slight pain of the first entry, but he savored it, leg lifting more to his lover's body. Sanzo's hand shifted off his hip to his cock, fingers locking around his length to stroke slow as his hips stilled for Hakkai to adjust. Hakkai felt Sanzo's hot breath on his neck as he gasped against him. His body was tense against his back like he was fighting to keep from pounding into him.
"Do it," Hakkai groaned, rocking his hips to prove his readiness.
Sanzo held back no more, hip working deep, his skin slapping against Hakkai's ass. Hakkai cried out, body rocking with his heated thrusts. Sanzo's hand worked his length in a frenzy, and Hakkai knew he wouldn't last this way. He needed release far too much to hold back, and when that first sign of climax came he moaned his lovers name. Hakkai ground his ass against Sanzo's groin as the heat in his stomach built, gasping harder. His head rested back against Sanzo's shoulder when his orgasm hit, voice cracking when he cried out his pleasure.
Sanzo didn't stop, hips working him through and beyond his climax. Hakkai felt his hands being unbound, and he groaned with relief as Sanzo rubbed his wrists to get the circulation going again. Sanzo's hips were no longer thrusting, but his cock was still fully hard inside him. Hakkai turned his head to steal a kiss, and moaned into it when Sanzo pulled out of him and pushed him on his back, only to re-enter him roughly. Their lips stayed locked in a deep kiss as Hakkai's arms and legs wrapped around Sanzo's lean body.
"Mn, you feel so good," Hakkai muttered against his lips. "Don't ever stop."
"Only when we're completely exhausted," Sanzo said with a smirk, sliding his tongue back into his mouth, his hips continuing their hungry pace.
~*~
*knock...knock*
"Hey you two. We brought you back some food if you're hungry. Better hurry though before the monkey decides to scarf it down!"
"Shut up, kappa! I won't do that... Those meat buns are soooo good though."
Hakkai's eyes fluttered open and he smiled when Sanzo cursed under his breath with annoyance. Hakkai's head rested comfortably on his chest, and he was perfectly happy to stay there, but he was rather hungry after their busy afternoon. It was dark and Hakkai reached for his glasses to slip on and saw it was nearly 9:00 P.M. Sanzo's fingers ran soft through his hair and he couldn't help but sigh happily and plop his head back against his warm chest. He wasn't that hungry.
"Umm..the monkey is seriously drooling now. This food is gonna disappear if you don't get up. Fair warning." Gojyo's footsteps echoed back down the hallway.
"Should we attempt to move?" Hakkai muttered soft.
"Won't be worth the effort by the time we make it out there. Food doesn't last around, Goku."
"True enough." He kissed over, Sanzo's chest. "I think I'd rather have more of you."
"Well, aren't you a hungry youkai," Sanzo said soft, fingers sliding over the cuffs on his ear.
"Take them off," Hakkai whispered.
"That's the plan." Sanzo slipped them off.
"Good plan," Hakkai groaned as he changed, sliding up on top of his lover's body. The vines thrived and moved as if they were feeling as excited as he was.
*knock...knock*
"Goku is already digging in, guys!"
"Fuck off!" Sanzo yelled.
"Damn. No need to yell, Lord Sanzo!" Gojyo snapped back.
"We're good, Gojyo. Honest." Hakkai held Sanzo down with his vines when he attempted to get up to thrash the redhead.
"Heh, bet you are."
Hakkai muffled Sanzo's curse with a kiss and was relieved Gojyo decided to just walk away and leave them in peace. Sanzo's body lost it's tension and he melted into the embrace, hands sliding around to cup Hakkai's ass, fingers trailing over shifting vines. They were both comfortable, even with Gojyo and Goku in the house this felt right, and they didn't have a reason to hide their affection. Sanzo's legs opened in invitation and Hakkai took it gladly, easing into the tight heat of his body. Hakkai knew Sanzo didn't need to hear it, but he couldn't help thinking it over and over in his mind as they made love.
Thank you for saving me. Thank you for making me whole again. Thank you for helping me accept this youkai that I am.
END
AN: Hey all. Sorry to those of you that are actually following this story. I just got over months of writers block. Plus I had other things going on. Hope you enjoyed this little fic.
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