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Out of and into Love	By : Catalinalunamoon Category: Gravitation > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1543 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Ryuichi went into Shuichi’s room to grab the key to Yuki’s condo. After that, he called K. “I need you to come with me to get Shu’s stuff..” The manager replied back and Ryuichi nodded. “Yes, an hour is fine. I will be waiting outside.” He peeked in at the sleeping singer and went to the kitchen to prep some food, in case Shuichi woke up. By the time it was finished cooking and placed in the microwave, it was nearly time for K to be there. He wrote Shuichi a note and placed it on the bedside table. Kuma was placed in the sleeping arms, and Ryuichi leaned down to give the sleeping man a kiss on his cheek. “Rest Shu-chan. I will be back shortly.” He walked out the bedroom door, grabbed his jacket and went outside to meet K. Surprisingly, the blonde American did not ask any questions. He knew that when Ryuichi was ready, he would fill him in. After a few moments passed, Ryuichi filled him in on everything.

Tohma had been up all night tracing the damn email and nearly screamed in frustration. It had been sent from Eiri’s home. Grabbing up his coat, Tohma strode out the door. He would go and see if he could find any clues. Eiri was smart but Tohma was smarter. Or so he thought. At the same time that his car pulled into the driveway, K pulled in at the same time. Tohma put on his serene smile and spoke. “K-san, what are you doing here?” Then he saw Ryuichi climb out of the passenger side.

“The same could be said to you, Tohma.” Ryuichi said tone and face serious. Tohma took a small step back before he recovered himself. It was unusual to see Ryuichi stay so serious when he was around. Continuing, Ryuichi said, “I am getting Shu-chan’s things, then you can go about your snooping. I do not care what you do as long as you keep your distance from Shu for the time being.” Tohma opened his mouth to speak but Ryuichi interrupted him. “I know you too well Seguchi Tohma. You know me as well. It would be smart of you to remember what I am capable of.” Turning his back on Tohma, he strode up to the door and let himself in. K looked at his boss for a moment then followed. Tohma balled his hand in a fist before he regained control over his temper. It was best to bide his time. Ryuichi was surprised at how little Shuichi actually had in the place. After all was gathered, it fit into two trash bags. He dropped the card on the kitchen counter and went out the door, K carrying the two bags. “All yours, I’m outta here.” The two got back in the car and left, Tohma staring after them. Ryuichi filled K in on the whole situation.

Once he was sure they were gone, he let himself in to the silent place. Hours passed, and he was getting royally pissed. Eiri had left not a single clue behind. How was that possible? Finally he gave into the urge to throw something. He picked up a lamp and heaved it at the wall. It struck with perfect aim and shattered into dust. He rolled his shoulders and stormed out the door. He would get to the bottom of this. If he had to call in every favor owed to him, he would find Eiri.

Shuichi woke and slowly sat up. He rubbed his eyes and then noticed Kuma in his lap. He looked around the room and saw the paper. He was almost afraid. His hand reached out shaking to pick it up to read it.

Dear Shu,

I went to grab your stuff. Do not worry, I will be right back. I put some food in the microwave for you. Make sure you eat. I will not be gone long and I have NOT abandoned you. Keep Kuma-chan safe for me until my return.

Love,

Ryu

Shuichi sighed and lay back against the plush pillows. A feeling of relief was replaced by loneliness, however. He got up out of the bed and straightened out the bedding. After grabbing Kuma, he went out to the kitchen. Before he reached the microwave, however, his legs gave out. The pain in his heart began to spill out, causing tears to stream down his face. “Why, Yuki? What did I do?” he wailed. He buried his face in Kuma as he cried. This was the sight that greeted K and Ryuichi. Ryuichi dropped the bag he was carrying and ran to the helpless man. Holding him, Ryuichi looked up at K, who set his bag down. Ryuichi had tears streaming down his face as the blonde American looked at the two.

“Shindou. I...” words left K’s mind. What could he say to the pained pink-haired ball in front of him.

“What do I do, K?” Ryuichi asked him.

“First off, a bath might help him relax a bit. I will go get it prepped.” With that he stood, making his way to Ryuichi’s room. All the while, his anger at the novelist was building. While he was gun-crazy, yes, it was only for work. He did not enjoy making the singer cry and it killed him to see the younger man breaking. Even though he knew what was going on, it did not make it any easier. He wanted to track the novelist down and pummel him into the ground. That would not benefit Shindou, though. He understood the reasoning behind the whole plan and knew they had to get the poor man through this.

Ryuichi carried the still shuddering man into the bathroom. “I have this K. Can I ask one more favor of you? We need some more food stocked.” He sat the bundle in his arms down on the toilet seat and looked at his friend/manager. “We will definitely need lots of Pocky too.” K nodded and went out of the room. Ryuichi turned back to Shuichi and slowly undressed him. Shuichi looked up at him a little shocked and blushed. “Hush. This bath will help you to relax.” Looking over at the tub, he reached out and turned the knobs off. K had even put in bubble bath and scented salts. Ryuichi helped the younger man stand up and get into the tub. He began to back away to give him some space when a hand flashed out and gripped his hand. He looked back to see violet eyes pinning him.

Softly, Shuichi spoke, “Please stay. I feel calmer when you are here.” He bit his lip and continued, a faint flush on his pale, tear-stained cheeks. “Even more so when you are holding me.” Ryuichi looked at the younger man, trying to ignore the increased pace of his heart.

“Are you sure, Shu?” Shuichi nodded and shifted so that there was room for both of them in the tub. Ryuichi inhaled sharply, biting his tongue. He swiftly undressed and climbed in. He held out his arms and Shuichi leaned into him, head on shoulder. “I am here for you, always. I will not leave you alone.” After a while, Shuichi pulled away. He reached for a washcloth and turned back to Ryuichi.

“Could you...um..” Shuichi blushed. Ryuichi understood and smiled. Taking the cloth, he grabbed a bar of soap that he had specially made. It smelled of strawberries. He lathered up the cloth and began to rub the younger man’s back with it. Unthinking, Shuichi let out a soft moan. Ryuichi’s hand paused, as the man was in shock.

“Ryu?”

“Sorry, Shu.” Ryuichi continued what he was doing, trying his best to ignore the twitching in his cock. He bit his tongue, hoping the pain would stop his reaction. It would not be good for him to end up with a hard on when all he was trying to do was comfort. He began to wash the younger man’s back and there came another moan. Damn, this was getting hard. He rinsed out the cloth and wrung it out over Shuichi’s back several times. He watched the water go down that smooth back and naughty thoughts flew into his head. He shook his head to clear it and looked back to see violet eyes peering back at him. He held his breath as he stared at that beautiful face, those soft, pink lips. Suddenly, he had no control. He leaned in and placed a gentle kiss on them. Shuichi gasped and Ryuichi deepened the kiss. His tongue darted in, tasting the sweetness of Shuichi’s mouth. Abruptly, he came back to himself and pulled away. “I am so sorry, Shu.” He didn’t look at the younger man as he began to climb out, trying to shield his half-formed erection.

“Wait!” Shuichi’s voice was breathless. Ryuichi paused, hand outstretched for the towel. He turned his head slowly, coming face to face with a flushed Shuichi. When had he stood up? He was unable to turn his head away despite the shame he felt. He had taken advantage of Shu! As if his thoughts were heard, Shuichi said, “You did not take advantage, Ryu.” He climbed out and reached for his idol/friend’s hand.

“Please, Shu. I am trying to gain control of myself. I,” his words were cut off as a hand slid up his spine and down his shoulder. He gulped, turned his head away and tensed up, refusing to allow his muscles to do what they wanted. Shuichi came around so that he was in front of Ryuichi.

“Look at me Ryu.” He made the older man look at him. Seeing the mix of desire and sorrow in those sapphire eyes was too much. Shuichi leaned in and kissed him. Ryuichi was stunned, unable to move. Did he respond or just wait? When there was no response back, Shuichi pulled away, not meeting Ryuichi’s eyes. “I am sorry.” He turned to grab a towel, and handed it to Ryuichi. Then, grabbing the second one, he ran from the room, hand on his mouth. Ryuichi stared after him. Shuichi made it to his room before the tears began. He threw him self on the bed, burying his face in the pillow to muffle his sobs. “Am I that horrible? I am so annoying that no one can love me?” Silently, Ryuichi entered the room, towel wrapped around his waist. His heart broke to hear Shuichi’s words and tears. Feeling wetness on his cheek, Ryuichi touched his face and felt his tears falling too.

“Shu-chan, Shu, my love.” Ryuichi said as he walked over and sat on the bed beside the shaking man. He reached out to touch a shoulder, only to have it pulled away from him as Shuichi curled up in a ball on the far side of the bed.

“Don’t, please don’t. I am sorry.” Shuichi sobbed. He began pulling on his hair fiercely. Ryuichi did not stop to think, all he saw was Shu trying to hurt himself. He leaped on the man and grabbed his hands. In the struggle to stop it, Shuichi ended up on his back, hands pinned above his head and Ryuichi was straddling his waist. The towels had come unhooked and were tangled between them. With one hand, Ryuichi reached for one of the towels, while Shuichi’s hands were in his other. Quickly, he wrapped the wrists up in the towel.

“No hurting yourself, I said, Shu. Please!” Ryuichi looked down at the younger man. With one hand, he stroked the sad face he saw. “You ARE loved. You ARE NOT horrible. You are so special, I do not know how to respond to you. You blow my mind away and leave me stunned. Your beauty, your pure soul, everything about you stuns me into oblivion.”

“Then, why?” Shuichi barely breathed out the words, not elaborating.

“Why did I not return the kiss? I was stunned and afraid.” Before Shuichi could do more than open his mouth to say anything, Ryuichi continued. “I am afraid that I may inadvertently take advantage. I never want to hurt you. It kills me when I see you cry, even more so when I make you cry.” Feeling that Shuichi was not struggling to move his arms, Ryuichi lessened his grip on the toweled wrists. “Are you done trying to rip your hair out of your head?” Shuichi nodded and Ryuichi unwrapped the towel. In that movement, the two penises brushed against each other, sending sparks of electricity through Shuichi’s body. He moaned and then bit his lip. Ryuichi froze at the sound.

A/N I know more sadness but we are getting there. Lemon in the next chapter. I promise! I hope you all enjoy.
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