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Mending Tamaki	By : Angebex Category: +M to R > Ouran High Host Club Views: 4940 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
Disclaimer: I do not own Ouran High school host club or it's characters. I am not being paid to write this fiction. Contains self harm, angst, yaoi, drug use and all manner of icky/sexy things you may not wish to read.

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Kyoya banged on the bathroom door. He had managed to get Tamaki home but as soon as he had Tamaki had gone straight for the bathroom. Kyoya heard the bath running as soon as the shower had turned off. Hours had passed and Tamaki still hadn't come out.
It was evident he was okay because he could hear the splashing of water and unfortunately the harsh breathing of a distress Tamaki that was once again unable to cry.
"Tamaki... Talk to me" he called, "do I have to break this door down?"
"No... Please just... Leave me" Tamaki answered in a shaky voice.
"Tamaki... You been in there for hours. Time to come out."
"In a minute" Tamaki sighed, "I'll be out"
He was out soon after. Kyoya watched him shuffle wearily outside and light up a cigarette.
He immediately followed.
"You were in there quite some time Tamaki" Kyoya stood next to him, "are you alright?"
Tamaki just stared into space and took another drag.
Kyoya saw Tamaki's hand then. It was resting on the rail and bright red. Without thinking he reached out and touched it.
"I scrub and scrub but it just won't come off..." Tamaki's quivering voice made Kyoya look up. Nothing more had to be said.
Kyoya sighed. Not knowing what to do.
"Well..." Tamaki put out the cigarette, "Maybe there is a way to end it"
"What do you mean?" Kyoya didn't like the sound of that.
Tamaki briskly walked inside and went straight for the kitchen.
"Tamaki!" Kyoya froze when he saw Tamaki holding the sharpest knife there.
"I'm going out Kyoya. Don't follow me" Tamaki said as he walked past and towards the front door.
"Oh no you don't" Kyoya stood between Tamaki and the way out, "you're not doing that again"
"Fine... If that's the way you want it..." Tamaki put the knife to his own throat "I'll do it here"
"Wait! Tamaki what the hell are you doing?!" Kyoya reached to stop him but Tamaki just made as if to cut and Kyoya froze.
"Go on... Try me..." Tamaki said in a dangerously calm voice, "let's see who can move quicker"
"Don't do this Tamaki... Please..." Kyoya tried to keep up his cool persona but his heart was in his mouth.
"If you don't want to witness it then let me go." Tamaki's eyes held Kyoya's in a fierce gaze, "I want out and I'm going whether you like it or not"
"This isn't the answer..." Kyoya didn't budge "give me the knife. You don't want to do this."
"Oh I really think I do" Tamaki responded, "What else is there?"
"There are many things...Give me the knife and stay..."
"Like what? I need a reason!" Tamaki's hand began to shake along with his voice, "Give me a reason Kyoya...Please...I'm scared..."
The last was said in a soft whimper.
Kyoya tried to think of something. Anything.
When nothing came and the pause became a pregnant one Tamaki took a deep breath and went to cut.
"WAIT!" Kyoya finally dropped the persona and let his fear show.
Tamaki paused, a tiny bit of blood trickling where he had put a little too much pressure.
"I love you... Okay?" Kyoya said, his voice laced with desperation, "I love you!"
Tamaki swallowed hard before gripping the knife harder.
"You're just...You're just saying that..."
"No. No I'm not." Kyoya protested "I love you Tamaki... Please... Please let that be enough..."
Tamaki's face slowly began to soften, his eyes began to water and his grip on the knife loosened.
When Tamaki's sob hit Kyoya's ears he very carefully and gently moved to take the knife. A sigh of relief escaped him as the sobbing Tamaki allowed him to take it.
"I love you Tamaki... I love you" Kyoya murmured as his arms wrapped around Tamaki in a tight embrace.
"Oh God... Kyoya...I'm sorry... I'm so sorry" Tamaki whispered between sobs.
"Don't ever scare me like that again" Kyoya sighed, stroking Tamaki's hair.
Tamaki nodded and Kyoya led him to the bathroom where he cleaned and bandaged the tiny wound.
"Y-you really love me?" Tamaki stammered as he tried to stop crying.
"You moron... Of course I do. Look at me" Kyoya made Tamaki look at him and for the first time Tamaki saw that Kyoya was pale and trembling from fear.
"Would I have done the things I have done and be in the state I'm in now if I wasn't?" Kyoya said softly.
"Oh...Kyoya..." Tamaki sniffed, "I... I may be spoiled and a former whore but..."
"No" Kyoya interuptted and took Tamaki's hand in his, "You're a man... And I want you to be mine...Say you will?"
Tamaki stared at Kyoya wide eyed. Kyoya waited patiently for an answer as Tamaki had an obvious battle
with his emotions.
"Yes" Tamaki finally breathed and hugged him.
"As for the rest... We are going to fight." Kyoya moved to look at Tamaki "I'm going to take that bastard to court and make him regret even looking at you"
"Kyoya... Knights in armour don't come any shinier than you" Tamaki wiped away a few fresh tears, "I love you"
"Are you up for this new battle? It's not going to be an easy undertaking"
"I know... I think I can get through it as long as I have you... Maybe this will make it go away..."
"That's my brave Tamaki" Kyoya murmured "I know you can do this"
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