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(Never) Let Him Know	By : Fullmetal_Masochist Category: -Misc Anime > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1808 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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I could only stare at Hide as he smiled at me. Did he just say that he wanted to date me?!
He took my right hand and pulled it toward his face. He ran his lips lightly against the back of my hand before pressing it against the warmth of his cheek.
"It's always been you, Kaneki. From the first time I saw you behind the register at Mado's. I knew then that I wanted to get to know you better. I'm just sorry for the circumstances that got us to this point."
Frozen in place, I could do little more than move the tips of my fingers across his smooth skin. Every word I attempted to speak right then just got stuck in my throat. Hot tears began to pool in my eyes until finally, I managed to move on my own once more.
"I-I need a minute. D-Don't go anywhere; I'll be right back!"
I stood up on shaky knees and carefully made my way down the theater steps. I barely made it to the bathroom before the tears fell. All these months I never once believed that the feelings I had could ever be returned. Hide just turned that all around with one sentence. Realizing that he felt the same way as I do was such a relief, I couldn't help but sob uncontrollably. As much as I hated leaving him alone just now, there's no way I wanted Hide to see me like this. I wiped my eyes frantically, willing myself to calm down so I could get back to him. Now isn't the time for crying, Kaneki! Like Touka said, I won't get what I want if I stand still. This is where I gather up the courage to admit my feelings for Hide.
I held my head over the sink and splashed some cold water on my face. I must take this chance now, I may never get another one. Taking a few deep breaths, I walked to the exit. As I pulled the door, another set of hands was pushing from the other side.
"Ah Kaneki, there you are! I was starting to think I scared you away with what I said."
Shaking my head frantically, "Oh, no Hide. What you said... I-I feel the same way. About you, of course," I said in a low voice.
"Really? You had a crush on me as well? You were always so shy, I couldn't pick up on it at all!" Hide looked around the lobby then looked back at me. "We should finish this conversation at home, let's go."
I struggled to open my door, my shaking hand unable to align the key to the lock's opening.
"Kaneki, there's no reason to be so nervous," he whispered into my ear as he helped steady my hand and got the door open. "I'm not going anywhere, I promise."
I had just barely locked it before Hide pressed me against the back of the door. Holding my face in his hands, he leaned forward and kissed me. He gently stroked my cheeks as his lips parted and his tongue begged me for entry. I gave in to the demand and let my tongue mingle with his. With my left arm still bound in the sling, I could only reach my right arm out, running my fingers through his hair.
Eventually, Hide pulled away so we could catch our breath. I looked up at him with lustful eyes, craving more than just one taste of his lips. He wrapped his arms around me, holding me close and rubbing my back.
"I've wanted this for so long! I can't express how happy I am right now, Kaneki. To be able to hold you in my arms like this... It's like my dreams are finally becoming a reality!"
"I never gave myself the chance to believe this could happen. And now that it is, I don't want it to end."
His lips pressed against mine once more, briefly. "It won't have to, Kaneki."
I was the one to pull him close this time, no longer amused by the distance between our bodies. Resting my head against his chest, I reached under his shirt, longing to feel the warmth of his skin. He followed suit, only to be hindered by my arm sling. Unable to take my shirt off without first removing the sling, he instead backed away and pulled off his shirt. His slim arms and slightly muscular chest and stomach were a feast for my eyes.
"I'll take the sling off," I said as I pulled the strap over my head to remove it.
"You don't have to, not if it'll be uncomfortable for you without it," he said as he reached out to offer support to my forearm.
"It's fine for now, I'll be careful not to strain it too much," I told him as I tossed it to the side.
Hide left a trail of gentle kisses from my wrist to shoulder, "I'll be extra careful as well."
I suddenly felt very self-conscious of the body beneath my clothes. Hide looked so fit and healthy, while my body was admittedly weak and unappealing in comparison. Hide didn't hesitate to pull my shirt off once the sling was out of the way. With my skin exposed under the apartment's dingy fluorescent lights, I instinctively crossed my arms over my chest.
"After I waited so patiently for you to get naked, you're going to cover up? Not fair!" He circled behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist and lifted me off the floor.
"Wh-Whoa Hide! What are you doing?!"
"Whatever I have to do to see that fine-looking body of yours! I promised to be careful with your arm, so I'm going to have to make this a fair fight by getting you on the bed!" He half-carried, half-dragged me towards my bed, laughing all the way. Once we got there, he gently shoved me back onto it. As I lay there, arms at my sides, he stood over me with an accomplished grin.
"You're beautiful, Kaneki. Every inch of you. You won't ever forget it, because I'll never stop telling you," Hide said as he joined me on the bed, straddling me as we started to make out.
The pressure of his body against mine made me harder than I was in the theater earlier in the evening. I reached between us to undo my pants, wishing for more direct contact. I tried to squirm out of them but found it impossible while Hide was still on top of me. Sensing this, he slid off, grabbing the waistband of my pants and guiding them off me.
Feeling bold, I sat up and grabbed Hide's pants and pulled his down as well. He liked that I took the initiative to strip him, got off the bed and pulled me to the edge. With my legs over the side, he kneeled in front of me, eyeing the trembling bulge pushing against my boxer briefs.
"W-What are you gonna do, Hide?"
"Make you feel really, really good," Hide said as he pulled my underwear off and held my cock in his hand. Without breaking eye contact, he took me into his mouth. The warmth and wetness of it made me tremble immediately. I'd never had a blowjob before, but what Hide was doing right now was nothing short of pure sensual bliss. His tongue spun around the head of my cock as he slid his wet lips back and forth along its length. Driven by the desire for more stimulation, my hips started moving in rhythm with his motions.
"Hide, I won't last much longer if you keep that up!"
My words only encouraged him to continue. Loud slurping noises filled the room as his pace increased. My cock began to twitch, anticipating my oncoming climax. He refused to slow down, wrapping his lips tightly around me.
I yelled out as I thrust myself further into his mouth and came inside it. Hide slowed his movements, and I could feel his throat muscles contract. As I regained my senses, I realized what I'd just done.
"I-I'm sorry, I shouldn't have come in your mouth like that, Hide. But did you... Did you swallow it?"
Hide's eyes looked glassy as he nodded his head in response. "Mmm hmm. It's okay Kaneki; I like it that way so don't feel bad. It was just as hot for me as it was for you, trust me." To prove he was speaking the truth, he stood up and revealed his cock, fully engorged and looking like it was aching for attention.
Even though I just had one of the most amazing sexual experiences of my life, seeing Hide in that condition got me hard all over again. But I didn't want to reciprocate with a blowjob. I had an overwhelming desire to have Hide inside me. As close as the two of us could be to each other.
"Kaneki, can I?"
"Yeah, I want you. All of you."
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