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Life is Worth Nothing 11
Title: Life is Worth Nothing
Countdown: Third of October, sixteen days until trial
Rating: R
Warnings: Yaoi and Yuri (male/male love, female/female love) Suicidal thoughts, lemon scenes in up coming chapters.
Pairings: Eriol/Syaoran, Sakura/Tomoyo, maybe more in the future chapters.
Authors Notes: Sorry if my updating is falling slow, I will quicken them up I promise ^-^
Disclaimer: None of these characters belong to me, except for those I made up.
Thanks to: Ugly ^_^ here’s some more. I should really catch up in here, I’ve got this story in ff.net and it’s up to chapter 26 :p I’m thinking I’m mean…
Oh and thanks to those who visit and read but don’t review, looking at how many hits the story gets makes me happy ^_^
Chapter Eleven
The man watched as the boy ran away and vanished into the forest that lined the street. Syaoran soon followed glaring at the man before he left.
Running after the boy who moved blindly through the thick foliage Syaoran called to him to stop but his calls were weak with his breath thinning through the struggle he put into keeping Eriol in eye sight.
“Eriol…pl…please stop” Syaoran called ahead to the teenager who soon came to a standstill. Panting from the run Syaoran came to a stop beside the boy.
“E…Eriol…why….why’d you have…to…ru….run so fast…” Eriol turned to the out of breath boy, his eyes over run with tears he shook his head with denial.
“He….his not…going to let me go….” Syaoran looked at the boy seeing the pain return to his eyes once again, opening his arms he pulled him into a tight embrace.
“Eriol, I’m not going to let you go either” looking up to the boy Eriol smiled weakly with hearing the sentence.
Though frowning as the thought hit him, Eriol looked down, still in Syaoran’s warm grip, “but…what if he wins the case?…..he’ll take me back to England” Syaoran frowned as he took in the information, “well we cant let him win” looking down to his partner his face became solemn, “Eriol, you have to tell me about your father…I know you don’t want to but….but if you want to win this case you have to tell me” Eriol’s eyes widened as he looked up to Syaoran, shaking his head he pushed himself away from Syaoran’s hold.
“No…I…I can’t…Syaoran please don’t….please don’t make me do that” Syaoran’s face became grave, “please Eriol it’s the only way” Eriol continued to shake his head as he took another step away from the older teen. No…pNo…please…don’t” Syaoran stepped forward “Eriol you have to” Eriol closed his eyes as he blocked out the memories of his father in his past, “Syaoran…don’t ask this of me….please” Syaoran moved closer to the teen as he moved away keeping the same amount of distance between the two.
“Eriol” only shaking his head the boy looked to the honey eyes, “I’m sorry…I can’t” turning he ran blindly forward leaving Syaoran behind with only the calls to remind him of his actions.
“Eriol…stop please” Syaoran called after the boy as he slowly vanished deeper into the forest, Syaoran could only watch with his legs unable to move any further as they weighed more then they should.
Looking he ghe ground Syaoran frowned, “what did he do to you…” his voice sounded small compared to his surroundings as he spoke his thoughts aloud.
~~~
Tomoyo smiled as the talkative girl beside her hung off her arm shouting for the world to hear of her thoughts in life.
Stopping dead in their tracks both girls looked ahead as they watched Syaoran move limply out of the forest “SYAORAN” both girls screamed in union as he fell on his knees on the footpath.
“Syaoran what happened…? Where’s Eriol…? Why weren’t you two at school…? Is Eriol okay…?” questions pilled onto the boy as he was helped to his feet by the girls on his side.
“Syaoran what happened to you?” Tomoyo’s urgent question caused Syaoran to lower his head in shame…
“I…I cant find Eriol….he was upset…and…and I tried to help…but he ran away…I tried to find him but…” once again the boy collapsed on his knees bringing the unsuspected girls down with him.
“Eriol?….Syaoran where did he go?” Sakura asked in fear for her newly found friend, “I…I don’t know…I can’t find him” Tomoyo shook her head.
“You were looking for him all day…” Syaoran nodded as he felt his eyes sting with the formation of tears. “I can’t find him….it’s all my fault….I shouldn’ve pve pushed him” Tomoyo shook her head with the boys anger with his actions.
“Syaoran you did what you knew was right…Eriol…he’s just going through a rough time…he will come back don’t worry” Syaoran looked to Tomoyo with her knowing words.
“Are you sure” his words were spoken with hurt and pain as the thought of never seeing Eriol again stabbed into his heart.
….and…and it’s all my fault….why did I have to push him like that….why….
Syaoran’s mind screamed at his unforgiving mistakes, looking to the ground he watched as the pavement darkened as the tears fell from his eyes.
“It’s all my fault” Tomoyo shook her head with hearing the whisper from the boy. Looking to Sakura using no words she signalled for her to lift the boy back to his feet, nodding, they once again raised Syaoran to his feet.
Moving towards Syaoran’s apartment both girls supported him with their words and strength.
Reaching the apartment the girls helped Syaoran into the lounge room lowering him onto the lounge Sakura moved into the kitchen to make Syaoran a soothing drink while Tomoyo calmed him.
“Syaoran, Eriol will be okay…he just needs a bit of time to think things over, don’t worry” Syaoran looked to the girl, his eyes showing fear for his lover.
“But what if….he doesn’t…?” Tomoyo’s features saddened but she didn’t allow them to show through, pushing away the same thought she shook her head.
“Syaoran, I don’t know much about Eriol’s past, but with the time I have had to get to know him, I know that he loves you, his love for you wont allow him to leave” Syaoran looked to the girl his features looking doubtful.
“How do you know he loves me…with what I ‘know’ his been though his probably just after company…and….and” Tomoyo frowned with Syaoran’s words of doubt. Standing she frowned down at the saddened boy.
“Syaoran, kno known you since you were ten, and this isn’t you…you never give up, and you shouldn’t start now, especially on Eriol” Syaoran looked to his lap as Tomoyo’s words rang through his head, Tomoyo’s frown softened with seeing Syaoran’s hurt.
“You really love him don’t you” both turned to Sakura as she walked towards Syaoran with the warm drink, her eyes questioning him.
Syaoran only nodded as he took the offered drink, once again looking to his lap still holding the cup “Sy “Syaoran, if you love him that much don’t give up on him” Sakura sat next to the boy as she placed a hand on his arm.
“Please Syaoran, Eriol is out there, and he needs you” Tomoyo smiled “Sakura’s right, you need to find Eriol” Syaoran shook his head as he looked back to the girls.
“But I’ve been looking for him all day…and I can’t find him anywhere” Tomoyo frowned, “what if we all search for him, we can cover more ground that way” Syaoran looked to the girl, hope shining through his teary eyes. But But first” Sakura looked to the boy her eyes moving across his body, Syaoran frowned not understanding her meaning.
Looking down at his arms he noticed small cuts covering his body, the dry blood mixed in with dirt, “you have a shower at least Syaoran, don’t worry about Eriol he will be fine” Syaoran nodded as he stood and walked slowly to the bathroom.
Sakura sighed as the door closed and the shower was heard running, turning to Tomoyo her eyes filled with worry, “what if we can’t find Eriol?” Tomoyo smiled and shook her head “don’t think like that Sakura, we will find him” Sakura sighed as she fell down onto the couch.
“I hope so” Tomoyo sat next to the girl and smiled, bringing her face towards the ember haired girl she paused, looking into the eyes that were now filled with lust, closing the gap Sakura sighed with the warm contact, feeling her worries slip away from thought as they were replaced with the happenings in her body, Sakura moaned once again into the pleasure.
Tomoyo smiled into the kiss feeling Sakura’s need for more contact brake through; both were soon snapped from their actions with a loud cough.
Turning around both faced a red faced Syaoran, looking to the ground he tried to hide his embarrassment of walking in on them.
“Go…gomen…” Tomoyo smiled at the boy’s reaction, standing she pulled Sakura up with her, “that’s okay Syaoran, it’s a good thing you came anyway…or we would of gone to far” this only caused the boy’s face to brighten in colour.
Sakura chuckled as she approached the boy and locked arms with him as she pulled him towards the door, “I’m guessing you and Eriol haven’t…ummm…gotten…close” Syaoran’s eyes widened with the question as his face burnt into a flaming red.
Tomoyo smiled reaching the lift, “I’m guessing that’s a no” Syaoran only nodded with fear of what sound may escape if he opened his mouth.
~~~
Soon the three were standing under a street light, “that’s were he went into the forest, I searched everywhere in there, but I couldn’t find him” Tomoyo smiled as she walked past the first line of trees, Sakura and Syaoran following.
“There are cliffs near here….do you think…” Syaoran’s eyes widened with the idea of Eriol falling, Sakura bit her lower lip regretting her words.
“Come on, we can’t waist anytime, if something has happened we need to find him” Syaoran nodded with Tomoyo’s command as they moved further into the forest leaving the light that had shown their surroundings.
~~~
Eriolanedaned as he opened his eyes, feeling a pain shoot up his side he let out a small whimper.
“Hello again Eriol” a deep voice spoke from the darkness of the trees, not needing his sight the boy let out a pained shout as he tried to move away from the form that began to approach him.
TBC…
Countdown: Third of October, sixteen days until trial
Rating: R
Warnings: Yaoi and Yuri (male/male love, female/female love) Suicidal thoughts, lemon scenes in up coming chapters.
Pairings: Eriol/Syaoran, Sakura/Tomoyo, maybe more in the future chapters.
Authors Notes: Sorry if my updating is falling slow, I will quicken them up I promise ^-^
Disclaimer: None of these characters belong to me, except for those I made up.
Thanks to: Ugly ^_^ here’s some more. I should really catch up in here, I’ve got this story in ff.net and it’s up to chapter 26 :p I’m thinking I’m mean…
Oh and thanks to those who visit and read but don’t review, looking at how many hits the story gets makes me happy ^_^
Chapter Eleven
The man watched as the boy ran away and vanished into the forest that lined the street. Syaoran soon followed glaring at the man before he left.
Running after the boy who moved blindly through the thick foliage Syaoran called to him to stop but his calls were weak with his breath thinning through the struggle he put into keeping Eriol in eye sight.
“Eriol…pl…please stop” Syaoran called ahead to the teenager who soon came to a standstill. Panting from the run Syaoran came to a stop beside the boy.
“E…Eriol…why….why’d you have…to…ru….run so fast…” Eriol turned to the out of breath boy, his eyes over run with tears he shook his head with denial.
“He….his not…going to let me go….” Syaoran looked at the boy seeing the pain return to his eyes once again, opening his arms he pulled him into a tight embrace.
“Eriol, I’m not going to let you go either” looking up to the boy Eriol smiled weakly with hearing the sentence.
Though frowning as the thought hit him, Eriol looked down, still in Syaoran’s warm grip, “but…what if he wins the case?…..he’ll take me back to England” Syaoran frowned as he took in the information, “well we cant let him win” looking down to his partner his face became solemn, “Eriol, you have to tell me about your father…I know you don’t want to but….but if you want to win this case you have to tell me” Eriol’s eyes widened as he looked up to Syaoran, shaking his head he pushed himself away from Syaoran’s hold.
“No…I…I can’t…Syaoran please don’t….please don’t make me do that” Syaoran’s face became grave, “please Eriol it’s the only way” Eriol continued to shake his head as he took another step away from the older teen. No…pNo…please…don’t” Syaoran stepped forward “Eriol you have to” Eriol closed his eyes as he blocked out the memories of his father in his past, “Syaoran…don’t ask this of me….please” Syaoran moved closer to the teen as he moved away keeping the same amount of distance between the two.
“Eriol” only shaking his head the boy looked to the honey eyes, “I’m sorry…I can’t” turning he ran blindly forward leaving Syaoran behind with only the calls to remind him of his actions.
“Eriol…stop please” Syaoran called after the boy as he slowly vanished deeper into the forest, Syaoran could only watch with his legs unable to move any further as they weighed more then they should.
Looking he ghe ground Syaoran frowned, “what did he do to you…” his voice sounded small compared to his surroundings as he spoke his thoughts aloud.
~~~
Tomoyo smiled as the talkative girl beside her hung off her arm shouting for the world to hear of her thoughts in life.
Stopping dead in their tracks both girls looked ahead as they watched Syaoran move limply out of the forest “SYAORAN” both girls screamed in union as he fell on his knees on the footpath.
“Syaoran what happened…? Where’s Eriol…? Why weren’t you two at school…? Is Eriol okay…?” questions pilled onto the boy as he was helped to his feet by the girls on his side.
“Syaoran what happened to you?” Tomoyo’s urgent question caused Syaoran to lower his head in shame…
“I…I cant find Eriol….he was upset…and…and I tried to help…but he ran away…I tried to find him but…” once again the boy collapsed on his knees bringing the unsuspected girls down with him.
“Eriol?….Syaoran where did he go?” Sakura asked in fear for her newly found friend, “I…I don’t know…I can’t find him” Tomoyo shook her head.
“You were looking for him all day…” Syaoran nodded as he felt his eyes sting with the formation of tears. “I can’t find him….it’s all my fault….I shouldn’ve pve pushed him” Tomoyo shook her head with the boys anger with his actions.
“Syaoran you did what you knew was right…Eriol…he’s just going through a rough time…he will come back don’t worry” Syaoran looked to Tomoyo with her knowing words.
“Are you sure” his words were spoken with hurt and pain as the thought of never seeing Eriol again stabbed into his heart.
….and…and it’s all my fault….why did I have to push him like that….why….
Syaoran’s mind screamed at his unforgiving mistakes, looking to the ground he watched as the pavement darkened as the tears fell from his eyes.
“It’s all my fault” Tomoyo shook her head with hearing the whisper from the boy. Looking to Sakura using no words she signalled for her to lift the boy back to his feet, nodding, they once again raised Syaoran to his feet.
Moving towards Syaoran’s apartment both girls supported him with their words and strength.
Reaching the apartment the girls helped Syaoran into the lounge room lowering him onto the lounge Sakura moved into the kitchen to make Syaoran a soothing drink while Tomoyo calmed him.
“Syaoran, Eriol will be okay…he just needs a bit of time to think things over, don’t worry” Syaoran looked to the girl, his eyes showing fear for his lover.
“But what if….he doesn’t…?” Tomoyo’s features saddened but she didn’t allow them to show through, pushing away the same thought she shook her head.
“Syaoran, I don’t know much about Eriol’s past, but with the time I have had to get to know him, I know that he loves you, his love for you wont allow him to leave” Syaoran looked to the girl his features looking doubtful.
“How do you know he loves me…with what I ‘know’ his been though his probably just after company…and….and” Tomoyo frowned with Syaoran’s words of doubt. Standing she frowned down at the saddened boy.
“Syaoran, kno known you since you were ten, and this isn’t you…you never give up, and you shouldn’t start now, especially on Eriol” Syaoran looked to his lap as Tomoyo’s words rang through his head, Tomoyo’s frown softened with seeing Syaoran’s hurt.
“You really love him don’t you” both turned to Sakura as she walked towards Syaoran with the warm drink, her eyes questioning him.
Syaoran only nodded as he took the offered drink, once again looking to his lap still holding the cup “Sy “Syaoran, if you love him that much don’t give up on him” Sakura sat next to the boy as she placed a hand on his arm.
“Please Syaoran, Eriol is out there, and he needs you” Tomoyo smiled “Sakura’s right, you need to find Eriol” Syaoran shook his head as he looked back to the girls.
“But I’ve been looking for him all day…and I can’t find him anywhere” Tomoyo frowned, “what if we all search for him, we can cover more ground that way” Syaoran looked to the girl, hope shining through his teary eyes. But But first” Sakura looked to the boy her eyes moving across his body, Syaoran frowned not understanding her meaning.
Looking down at his arms he noticed small cuts covering his body, the dry blood mixed in with dirt, “you have a shower at least Syaoran, don’t worry about Eriol he will be fine” Syaoran nodded as he stood and walked slowly to the bathroom.
Sakura sighed as the door closed and the shower was heard running, turning to Tomoyo her eyes filled with worry, “what if we can’t find Eriol?” Tomoyo smiled and shook her head “don’t think like that Sakura, we will find him” Sakura sighed as she fell down onto the couch.
“I hope so” Tomoyo sat next to the girl and smiled, bringing her face towards the ember haired girl she paused, looking into the eyes that were now filled with lust, closing the gap Sakura sighed with the warm contact, feeling her worries slip away from thought as they were replaced with the happenings in her body, Sakura moaned once again into the pleasure.
Tomoyo smiled into the kiss feeling Sakura’s need for more contact brake through; both were soon snapped from their actions with a loud cough.
Turning around both faced a red faced Syaoran, looking to the ground he tried to hide his embarrassment of walking in on them.
“Go…gomen…” Tomoyo smiled at the boy’s reaction, standing she pulled Sakura up with her, “that’s okay Syaoran, it’s a good thing you came anyway…or we would of gone to far” this only caused the boy’s face to brighten in colour.
Sakura chuckled as she approached the boy and locked arms with him as she pulled him towards the door, “I’m guessing you and Eriol haven’t…ummm…gotten…close” Syaoran’s eyes widened with the question as his face burnt into a flaming red.
Tomoyo smiled reaching the lift, “I’m guessing that’s a no” Syaoran only nodded with fear of what sound may escape if he opened his mouth.
~~~
Soon the three were standing under a street light, “that’s were he went into the forest, I searched everywhere in there, but I couldn’t find him” Tomoyo smiled as she walked past the first line of trees, Sakura and Syaoran following.
“There are cliffs near here….do you think…” Syaoran’s eyes widened with the idea of Eriol falling, Sakura bit her lower lip regretting her words.
“Come on, we can’t waist anytime, if something has happened we need to find him” Syaoran nodded with Tomoyo’s command as they moved further into the forest leaving the light that had shown their surroundings.
~~~
Eriolanedaned as he opened his eyes, feeling a pain shoot up his side he let out a small whimper.
“Hello again Eriol” a deep voice spoke from the darkness of the trees, not needing his sight the boy let out a pained shout as he tried to move away from the form that began to approach him.
TBC…