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Title: Sending Over The Edge
Author: Alyndrya
Email: princessdestinydestinysgateway.com
URL: http://www.destinysgateway.com
Rating: NC 17+
Summary: 'One Hour Challenge' #21, 25, 30, 39, 48, 50, 56, 630, 30, 132, 167, 295, 305,
309, 375, 415 and 599 Combined' : Response Fanfic. Seras is lonely and realises that her
life as a vampire has made her an outcast and she'll probably never find a guy. After a
bumbling attempt at romance within the Hellsing Organisation that leads to a disastrous
end and a series of rather sensual dreams, she realises her Master is paying her a lot
more attention than usual. In fact, he seems to be downright determined to send her over
the edge with his constant teasing and taunting! To make things WORSE, Sir Integra
confines her to her quarters for a month as punishment...
Chapters: 11/?
Status: Unfinished
Year Completed: N/A
Comments: Hello everyone! I'm sorry for taking such a long time to get
this chapter out, but I lost my net access for just over two weeks due to downloading
service pack 2 from the Microsoft site. >< It did SOMETHING to my PC that we were
just able to fix yesterday. You'll be happy to know that Chapter Twelve is all done
also and half of Chapter Thirteen is half done :) Things will REALLY be heating up between
Alucard and Seras, but be warned that it will also be getting a lot darker and bloodier!
*Grin* I posted up a notice of my loss of net access on my FF.net
profile (Not AFF! FF .net) and on the AxS List as soon as it happened, so if you
don't hear from me for a while and I've promised to post a Chapter, please check my
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you see.
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SENDING OVER THE EDGE
By Alyndrya
[ princessdestiny@destinysgateway.com
]
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Chapter Eleven _________________________________________________________________________________
Sleep that day was restless for the young vampire. She woke often from her broken sleep
to find herself tangled in her sheets, feeling irritated and drained, her mind constantly
going over the scene with her master. He was practically haunting her waking and
unconscious mind!
"I can't take this!" She moaned into her pillow, thumping it in frustration.
All she could see was his bloody smirking face blowing a kiss at her! How DARE he watch
her get undressed! He'd seen her NAKED!
"Naked!" She moaned again, feeling humiliated again. Of all things that could
have ever happened to her, why had it been that? Seras had never ever wanted to be that
exposed before that man. It had been mortifying enough to be taunted by him, forced to
drink blood, even have him constantly lick her blood and force a response from her
body-but that? Damn him to hell!
"I'm so TIRED!" She groaned, face turning to the side. Her legs thudded
several times on the sheets in an irritated tattoo and then were still. God, but she hated
insomnia and it was too late to get any sleeping tablets. Not that she'd had any since
becoming a vampire...or even knew if they would work on her now. Probably not. She sighed.
"Definitely not. The aspirin didn't," she recalled. No wonder! Her new
physiology was as much as curse as a blessing. Cool healing powers and strength, but an
immunization against painkillers and sleeping draughts! Red eyes haunted her vision again
and she shrieked into her pillow in frustration. Curse that damned vampire master! She was
going to wring his neck for the hell he was putting her through! Not only was his perving
on her keeping her awake, but also his brute handling of her! Who the hell made him god
and gave him the right to punish her in so high-handed a fashion?! Seras flopped over onto
her back and glared up at her roof.
"One day 'BOOM', I'm just going to blow his arrogant head off!" She snarled,
making a gun with her fingerd aid aiming. She pretended to fire and then smiled as she
imagined his face exploding. Then she smiled sourly. Master would just pull himself
together like usual. After all, his runes weren't biding him.
Seras sighed. Problem number three. Shs hos holding an explosive piece of information
in her little hands and she didn't know what the hell to do with it. If Sir Integra or
Walter were ever to find out her master was actually not bound in any way, all hell would
break lose. Literally. The blonde had no doubt that once his little secret was out,
Master would probably come after her and then go on a bloody rampage of the world. She
shivered in fear. She had seen his darkness up close and personal and it had been SCARY.
But also... She licked her lips. Sort of...thrilling. She shook her head.
"No Seras, you can't think that way," she berated herself, filled with
loathing. "Do you want to become like HIM?" She asked herself. If she tasted his
darkness, she was only a step away from it herself...
"Damn it!" She shouted, running her hands through her hair roughly. There was
too much on her mind!
"I need sleep," she whispered, rolling another her side and closing her eyes.
She tried to shut out her thoughts, but they jumped from one scene to another from that
night's events. His eyes watching her, his teeth in her neck, the pleasure she'lt, lt, his
fury as he'd watched Walter, his whispered warning...
Finally around an hour or so before evening, by her estimation, she fell into an
exhausted slumber.
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Hours later and sandy-eyed, Seras waited with baited breath for a certain Butler to
turn up. She was angrier and more irritated than ever, but now had a plan to channel that
anger. She'd been awake for about half an hour and in that time, her thoughts had again
turned to how much she'd like to SHOOT her master. Given that she could not do so to the
real one, she realized that she needed to do so to another outlet. As soon as she heard
her door open and someone enter, she was on the alert.
"Walter?" She called out, getting up on one elbow.
"Miss Victoria?" He sounded extremely surprised to hear her voice.
The blonde smiled wryly. And so he should have been; she was usually dead to the world
at that time of day. "I need a favor," she requested urgently, yet with her
usual underlying shyness.
"Of course," the butler replied promptly. "Anything you need."
"Thank you," the vampire said in relief, sighing. Maybe this would be easier
than she thought and soon, she'd have some stress relief! "I need a hand-gun and a
shooting target set up in my room for when I get up," she said tentatively.
"Pardon?" Walter said blankly.
"A shooting target," Seras nodded even though he couldn't see it. She was
starting to get irritated. How many times did she have to say the same thing? Walter knew
what that was!
There was a long silence. "A shooting target?" Walter repeated.
"Yes!" Seras yelled, finally losing her temper. "Get me a bloody
shooting target before I fucking TEAR THIS ROOM TO PIECES!" She finished on a roar,
eyes blood red and fangs elongated. Her foot shot out in rage and hit the side of her
coffin so hard that the metal partly tore from its hinges, some of the bolts popping from
their holes and landing on the floor. When she heard that, the red haze cleared from her
mind and she gaped at the small bit of light she could semingming in the side of her
coffin-bed.
"Oh god! Walter?" She cried out, getting onto her knees swiftly and pressing
her face next to the twisted metal in an effort to see into her room where she knew the
sun was still up.
"Walter?" She whimpered when there was no answer. What if she had scared him
off and he never spoke to her again? Tears sprung to her eyes and despair filled her. Damn
Master! It was his fault she'd gotten so angry.
"It's alright, Miss Victoria," Walter's voice soothed from nearby. "I'm
still here. You just startled me for a moment. I had no idea you were that strong."
"Me neither," she said with a strange laugh that ended on a sob. She was
still feeling quiet emotional. The light from the cracks in her coffin disappeared. She
felt the tear in the metal as he spoke to her, relief filling her heart. He was still
there!
"If I might ask, what the hell did Alucard do now?" He asked her in his usual
even tones.
Seras blushed in the darkness and then paled. God, what did she tell him? That Master
had seen her naked or that he'd punished her quiet violently? Settling for the later, she
sighed and sank back onto the mattress. "He...taught me a lesson after you left. I
did something to make him angry," she gave a little laugh. "That comment about
the dog I suppose."
"Ah," the butler said knowingly. "You should know better than to provoke
him."
"Yes, I suppose," the blonde said sheepishly. She wrung her fingers together.
"I'd rather...not say what his lesson was since it was rather humiliating. Needless
to say I learned my lesson"
"I see," he said gently.
"Walter, are vampires-" She broke off. "Are vampires always violent? I
mean...is Master training me to be a vampire do you think?" Seras asked tentatively.
"Without knowing exactly what he does alone with you, I really can't say, Miss
Victoria," Walter said dryly, a hint of slyness in his tones.
Seras' mouth fell open and she blushed again. What the hell was he insinuating? She
glared at the side of her coffin. "Walter!" She snapped. "That's just being
RUDE!"
"Is it?" He chuckled. "Do forgive me."
"I'll think about it" She glowered at the crack as the light came back and
she knew he had moved away.
"Hey wait!" Seras called to him. "Walter. You know I really appreciate
our talks right?"
"I know," the butler said solemnly. "I also..." he trailed off.
"Also?" The blonde echoed, confused. What had he been going to say?
"The days are long and Sir Integra does not talk to me as she did when she was a
young girl. It is nice to have someone to talk to again," he murmured.
Seras smiled. "Me too."
"I'll have your target set up for you when you arise, Miss Victoria. But I
will, of course, have to clear it with Sir Integra," Walter called from the door. He
chuckled. "A pity I don't have a picture of Alucard for you to set up in the center
for target practice."
"I can draw one!" Seras called out cheerfully, an evil expression on her
face. Walter laughed outright this time and then she heard the door close. She grinned and
then yawned.
"I think..." she muttered, blinking rapidly. "I'd like to try and get a
little more sleep in before I have to get up" She knew she had a little more time
before the sun set. Maybe she could doze for a while before Master burst in as usual. She
scowled as she settled back onto her warm sheets and closed her eyes. The way she was
feeling, the first thing she was going to do to her master, was punch him right...in
the...face... The blonde drifted off on that thought, smiling.
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Her wrists were tied. It was the very first thing that Seras noticed as she entered the
dreamld; ld; the familiar room around her, her back against that self-same desk.
"Why is it always this room?" She muttered, looking around frantically and
pulling at her bound wrists. She couldn't quite tell what her arms were tied to, but she
was displayed like some pagan sacrifice with her body in the shape of a cross. At least
her legs were free...
The blonde wiggled around, legs coming up as she turned her body first left and then
right, try to figure out if anyone else was in the room. It was then that it struck her
for the very first time exactly WHERE she had been making out with all those nameless men.
Sir Integra's study!
"Oh, good god!" She groaned in horror. Was she demented or something? What
sort of sick fantasy was this that she had having wet dreams in her boss' office?!
Seras tugged at her wrists, wanting to be free of her bindings and the dream as soon as
possible. The fact that she KNEW she was dreaming in itself was just...weird. And she was
even controlling it to an extent, but she certainly hadn't wanted to be tied up!
Suddenly, she sensed something and she stiffened as someone appeared over her, looming.
She squeaked in shock as the person bent over her body, warm breath wafting over her face.
His long hair pooled around her, over her chest and her arms and brushing the sides of her
cheeks-and then lips were pressing into hers from above.
She gasped into the kiss and then melted as lips claimed hers possessively. A part of
her mind noted with surprise that the man was kissing her upside down, his top lip
caressing her bottom one, but it felt so GOOD. His tongue brushed over her top lip
demanding entrance and she opened her mouth eagerly. His hands moved down over her throat,
caressing, burning a trail.
She felt soft gloves vaguely and frowned, something nagging at her mind. Something
important. But then he touched her breasts and all thoughts fled. She arched into his
touch, her sensitive nipple brushing the palm of his hand and seeking a firmer contact,
but he seemed to know what she wanted and chuckled, teasingly brushing his fingers over
her flesh and then moving it down over her skin of her breast and then her ribs. She
moaned into his mouth in protest, tongue running over his teeth.
She froze as her tongue found a fang and her eyes went wide, seeking his face. But she
could see nothing as he continued to kiss her like a man starved, face in shadow. At this
angle, all she could have seen was his throat anyway. If only the curtains over the
windows had been drawn back, she could have seen her dream lover's face!
His hands pressed lightly into her stomach, the soft material of his gloves moving in
circles near her belly-button, the feeling incredibly erotic. She writhed on the table,aninaning as sensations filled her. She felt like her body was on fire; her heart was going
so fast.
She wanted him to go on kissing her. Touch her everywhere- She blinked as he pulled
back, as if reading her mind and chuckled low in his throat, the sound sensing shivers
down her spine. Why did that sound so familiar? If only she could think, but there was
just something that wouldn't LET her... The man's warm lipesseessed against her throat and
his mouth opened, his tongue lathing a wet trail downwards.
Seras panted and strained at her bonds, wanting to touch him. His hair trailed after
him, feeling almost as erotic as his tongue had. Good god, this had to be the sexiest
dream yet! She felt so incredibly turned ON. She knew her panties her damp, her nipples
felt like pebbles and she had a tight feeling in the base of her stomach-and he had barely
touched her!
The blonde groaned at him as his tongue reached the edge of her silk top. She hoped
that he'd pull it down and put tamazamazing tongue on her breast.
"Please" she breathed, legs thrashing on the table. His hand slid over her
stomach between her top and panties, almost soothingly and she stilled. Why did he never
say anything, she wondered wildly. The man teasingly slid both straps from her shoulders
and slid the silk from over her aching breasts, revealingm tom to the cool air.
Seras hissed as he paused, then buried his face between them. She stared down in
bewilderment, trying to see, but only saw a dark shape. Why could she not see him? Why was
it so DARK? All she could do was feel. His long hair, his breath, his...teeth. She gasped
as his fangs suddenly scraped over a globe of flesh. What was he-?
The man abruptly sunk his fangs deeply into the side of her breast and Seras screamed
in pain, her eyes snapping shut, body arching up into his mouth involunty. By. But almost
immediately, the pain was gone to be replaced by an amazing feeling of languor and
ecstasy. Overwhelming rapture. Her eyes opened and she stared across the room, meeting
blazing red orbs. Gazing, with a insatiable bloodlust. A burning desire. A fierce
possession.
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Seras woke up quickly and shot up, eyes huge in the darkness.
"A vampire?" She said incredulously. Her hands slowly clenched and fury
flooded her. "A VAMPIRE?!" She screamed, thumping her fists into the covers
angrily for a minute or so. God, but how utterly ENRAGED she was! Not only was Master
tormenting her when she was awake, but now he was affecting her wet dreams? Was there no
escaping him? She was sweating, her panties were wete fee felt sexually frustrated and her
mind was in utter chaos. She tried to remember more, like the man's face or some other
detail, but as usual, it was rapidly fading from her mind. All she could recall were
sensations and-the bite. Oh yes, Seras had been in a very lustful embrace of a bloody
creature of the night!
"Damn it to HELL," she snarled, grabbing the remote and waiting impatiently
for the bed to rise. She tossed the remains of her sheets from her body, practically
ripping it off when she realized it was tangled about one leg. And then she slid off of
the bed, body stiff.
The blonde knew she was bristling like an irritated cat, but she couldn't help it.
Master had gone too far this time. Between his teasing, taunting and yes, flirting and
then punishment, she was going utterly insane! She faltered, something from her dream
coming back to her. Red eyes in the darkness, staring at her. Seras' hand froze half-way
to her head, where she had been going to brush her hair from her face. There had been eyes
watching her. "Did I imagine them...I'm sure I've seen them before," She
whispered, shocked. Vampire eyes? Only vampires had eyes like those... And now that she
thought about it, she'd seen those eyes before, many times...watching her and the men in
her dreams. Staring with hunger and lust. "Probably another part of my dream."
She said derisively. Why not add voyeurism to her list? Her latest man had tied her up aneen een a vampire! Good god, if her master EVER found out. "He WON'T." She growled
fiercely.
She looked around for the equipment she had requested from Walter, but didn't see it.
Seras sighed, but then realized that it probably hadn't been cleared with Sir Integra yet.
She would have to wait a while then to air her frustrations! The vampire's eyes fell on
the usual bucket of ice containing her blood-pack and she headed for her broken table,
sitting down with her back to the door. She picked up the pack and stared at it for a long
moment, then ripped the end and poured it into her bowl. Seras remembered the taste of the
blood so vividly of the night before.
The girl licked her lips without realizing and then picked up her spoon and dipped it
in, raising the liquid to her mouth. She gazed at the deep red for a long moment as if
mesmerized. What was it that held her back? Her humanity? She didn't kill anyone for this
blood. But she did need it to survive. What if Master was right? Walter, too?
"Could I truly get used to this?" Seras asked herself doubtfully, hesitating
with the spoon a few centimeters from her mouth. Her hand began to shake and anguish
filled her. If she drank, would she become a soulless creature like her master? He loved
blood and he despised humanity. He called her weak and he punished that weakness.
"Can I still be a true vampire and be myself?" The blonde whispered, dropping
the spoon and covering her face with her hands. Until she knew the answer, she could not
drink the blood. She would NOT become a cold bastard like Master! Her hands dropped.
"Master," she murmured, red eyes glinting with renewed anger. What was she
going to do about him? He would be there soon and she would have to face him. She jumped
to her feet and looked around quickly before getting dressed.
He had disconcerted her the night before, watching her undress. Her master had seen her
naked. Seras blushed furiously as she buttoned up her jacket. What the hell had he been
doing, watching her anyway?
And that look in his eyes afterwards had been so very...lustful? No, that just can't
have been RIGHT. It was Master! But then again, Master was a man and he'd seen a naked
woman. Given what she'd heard her college friends discuss sometimes, men couldn't help
themselves at ALL around a naked female. She sighed.
"But damn it, what the fuck was he even DOING there in the first place?" She
demanded fiercely.
Watching her...naked. Seras flushed again and glared. Damn him and his games.
Everything he did lately invaded her personal space or privacy! He'd licked the blood from
her fingers and her neck, run his hands over her waist and up between her breasts and he'd
even caressed her buttocks! He'd also pinned her to her bed and god, for that one moment
when he'd let her feel the pleasure of his bite- Seras' eyes glazed over with remembrance
and for a second, something else flashed into her mind.
Her dream. A mouth moving over her breast and biting down near her nipple, then
indescribable pleasure and pain. Seras moaned aloud, body still tingling with the memory
of that desire and then she snapped out of it when she heard herself.
"That was only a dream, right?" She told herself. But weird how it had seemed
so...similar to the feeling that Master had let her know for that one moment. It also made
her realize, with faint embarrassment, that the memory had aroused her. She WANTED to feel
that way again.
That bite had given her more ecstasy in those mere seconds than she'd ever known and
she needed to feel it again. Near craved it. She shivered in both fear and enjoyment. It
was a scary thought that she wanted her Master's bite...
"I can't want it," she whispered in horror. He had been punishing her! His
teeth had brought agony. Only a small part had been bliss. Was there something wrong with
her? But...it had obviously even sparked a change in her dreams. Now her dream-men had
changed to vampires.
Seras picked up her brush from the table in a daze and moved over to her mirror. She
wasn't used to these new feelings coursing through her. Was this how a vampire was
supposed to feel?
"Does a vampire crave the bite of another?" She asked herself nervously, eyes
on her reflection. She really hoped her master wasn't listening. But he didn't seem to be
around, which was a relief. Perhaps he'd been called away on a mission. As she brushed the
hair down over her ears, her eyes fell on her neck again and a surge of pleasure went
through her.
She remembered her dream and hands moving over her breasts and moaned, then those hands
turned to gloved ones and hair wrapped around her tightly in silken cords. A hand moved
over her buttocks-and then her eyes cleared and she gaped at the mirror.
"Shit!" She swore. Her dream had turned into memories of all the times her
master had touched her over the last two days! And it had gotten her all bothered. She
swallowed and her expression became wry. He HAD been rather damned intimate with her come
to think of it. "And that's the sort of thoughts that will send you nuts, Seras, so
go do some research," she ordered herself aloud, staring directly into her red eyes
firmly in the mirror. Now if only her brain would follow her commands. Seras groaned and
plucked at her panties. "I need a BATH. How the hell am I going to go a month of wet
dreams and not have a bath?" Her red eyes slowly widened in horror as a thought
struck her. "Can Master smell...THAT?"
To Be Continued...
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Chapter Twelve will be out in two days. I WON'T be downloading anymore
service packs. *Dark look* Alucard finally shows his face-but Seras is LESS than pleased
to see him. What's she going to do to him? LOL.
Please review if you liked.
Hugs,
Alyndrya
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