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I like to thank all of you again for reading the story. BIG THANKS for the reviews. They are encouraging.
To cocoke5: Guy knows that Raven is Riki's son.
To Lena: Thank you again. Maybe help is on the way. I hope so.
To Anon: I'd like to pick you up on the offer. If you are still interested send a mail to me (a05kiba@yahoo.de [don't have any idea when it happened to become .de it was .com when I signed in Yahoo]. Every help is appreciated!
I started to revise the chapters. I uploaded the first chapter in it's revised form and hope it became clearer (grammar and so on ... you know). Maybe someone can have a short look at it and tell me if it worked out.
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chapter 11: Apatia
Raven knelt at Katze's side. He was taken as usual with his form, the shape of his muscles, even Katze's awful paleness.
He is so beautiful, what a shame to cut him.
Raven blushed.
I've always been a fool for you, Katze.
Raven didn't look any better than Katze in his current condition. The dealer combed Raven's tousled hair with his fingers:
„I'm fine.“
"Liar. ... Why have you been in the wasteland?"
"Business."
"Don't take me on a ride! I know with absolute certainty:
You would never leave the town if it wasn't for something with utmost importance.
That means: either nobody except you could do it or would to do it.
The question is: what's at issue?"
The room's door creaked and Raoul approached, taking in the scene. He had the dithers since the mongrels returned.
Raven avoided eye-contact with him. His expressions betrayed a confusing mixture of guilt, relief and fatigue.
Raoul crossed his arms in front of his chest. The question deserved an answer:
"Recently a few of Tanagura's secrets were stolen and sold to the outworld. A matter we couldn't drop to Midas police.
Katze, as someone with experience in both fields, was deemed to be the right man for the job."
Steeling Tanagura's secrets. Katze?
Raoul turned his attention to the dealer: "You were on the right track. Kyle obtained an injunction to freeze Sasser's assets.
We caught him looking for money in a casino in Lhassa. The embassy deprived him of diplomatic privileges and immunity but he's only
small fish and Hazall's participation is unverifiable. Even though - good job. Rest until you are fully recovered."
Prise from a Blondie?
"Raven, you should rest too. We leave."
Raoul brought him not yet to Eos. The apartment in Apathia was left without a furniture and he wanted to enjoy some privacy with the boy.
Only five days but he had missing him to some extent.
When they rode up in the elevator, Raven leaned in on him and buryied his face in Raoul's chest:
„Whatever punishment you sort out, I surely deserve it.“
„Why did you do it?“
„I didn't want to loose someone again.“
A simple reply and something Raoul understood pretty well.
It was perhaps their lowest common denominator.
"It's not the time to talk over punishment." Raoul anyway never intended to punish him.
He gathered the overtired boy up into his arms and carried him to the bedroom.
„Come to me when you had a good sleep. I will stay home.“
„Thank you.“ A simple phrase, with lots of meaning to.
Raoul killed the light and closed the door.
Raven woke with a start. He felt confused and memorizing the last days left him dizzy.
He blamed the VR but for some reason it mattered little to him.
Katze was save and an indescribable feeling of gratitude filled the boy.
He wanted to express it to Raoul and there was only one way he knew how to do it...
He took a quick shower and made for the living room with only a towel wrapped around his hips.
„Master Raoul.“
„You acknowledge my position?“
The boy came near with a timid smile on his lips and a faint red on his cheeks: „I'm trying to please you. Does it work?“
Raoul didn't know how to put this. To be addressed as Master didn't blend to Raven but his appearence...
A materialized dream out of the 'Salinas Nebula'.
He pulled him into his lap. The towel slipped from Raven's hips.
Raoul traveled the line of his cheek bones. The Blondie stilled in his movement.
He considered it, fought his scruples and finally made up his mind.
He removed his gloves and touched Raven again, shivering.
Only this little minute action left him needy. He eyed the boy carefully and sighed because of the wound on his side.
“It's nothing. It will fade.”
Raven kissed him - gently at first than passionately. Raoul's response had a strong effect on him. It was the same with his touches.
He pulled Raven closer and teased one of his nipples with the mouth. „Ah.“ The frail gasp touched Raoul's skin in a fleeting caress and made him quiver.
A sinful sweet experience. There was no use trying to stop or pretend. He motioned the boy over to lay down:
„You deliberately seduced me. Take responsibility.“
A lascivious look ran over every contour of Raven's naked body, followed by skillful caresses to all of his secret points.
“Raoul” Raven was behind coherent thought. A deep felt desire consumed him: “I want... I need.”
The Blondie leaned down to kiss him. It was an impressive feeling to play the strings of Raven's sensuality.
The beautiful young body brimmed with life. Every movement betrayed his nature as a male of flesh and bone.
Raoul removed his clothes and sprawled himself out on the bed, next to Raven: „Shall we continue?“
The boy gifted him with a dread drop sexy look. That was all it needed to make Raoul's heart racing.
He leaned down and explored Raven's mouth with his tongue.
His hands moved of their own accord, touching and caressing the sensitive body of the mongrel until they reached his tights.
Raoul separated his knees and stroke him firmly. His passion increased with every gasp that elapsed from the boy's throat.
It was an moment so intimate and private and yet there existed a problem.
"Raven I dont have any lubrication."
The boy moved Raoul's fingers to his mouth and sucked them in.
oh
Raoul understood. He slowly inserted one finger into the tight heat of his pet.
He snapped it and pressed that certain spot, he knew was there.
The reaction was intense. Raven canted his head backwards and inhaled deeply.
A wave of heat radiated from that spot and took possession of every fiber of his body.
He gasped and pressed himself onto it when Raoul inserted another finger to wide and stretch him.
The Blondie brought him close to peaking for several times but always left him at the brink.
After what seemed an eternity to be he moved on top of him and pressed himself up against his portal.
The pain was intense.
“Don't tense up. Take a deep breath.”
“Please ... go slow.”
Raoul tried but the feeling was overpowering.
He simply couldn't respond to Raven's plea and penetrated him deeply.
„Ha...m. Gods!“
"I'm sorry."
Raoul kissed his collarbone and
Raven wrapped his legs around his waist, forcing himself to relax.
Raoul felt shamed but the sensation of the boy so tight on his cock, all hot and wet...
He started crying.
Raven's eyes widened. He reached out and touched the wet moisture on Raoul's face.
Could it be?
"It's ok, Raoul, it's ok."
Raoul woke and reached for his pet. Only to find the boy gone.
Raven stood on the balcony with a distant look on his face.
Raoul hadn't seen it in a while. His heart tightened in his chest. He got up and joined him:
„What is neccessary to hinder you from running away.“
„Hm?“
Raoul pulled him into a pleasant warm embrace.
Raven's expressions worried him but he took a conversational tone to hide his discomfort:
„You run from the bed.“
„I couldn't sleep. Did I wake you?“
„No but I preferred to wake next to you.“
He leaned down and nibbled Raven's neck:
„Do you regret it?“
Guilt pressed into Raven's features:
„I'm glad that Katze survived. I only made things messier.“
Raoul calmed.
Not the sex.
He sat down on a chaise and pulled the boy with him:
„Tell me everything.“
Raven told what he remembered until he came to the point where his memories blurred:
„Katze told me, he had to remove the VR but it feels wrong. Everything is so confusing.“
Raoul kissed his head: „I can't do anything about it until you are fully recovered.“
„Hm.“
He dared to probe his luck with the boy:
„In all honest Raven – I want to know about Guardian. Why is your name not in it's database?“
„Many names are not in the database. We were only counted, when we come into Guardian. Nobody cares about the number afterwards.“
He eyed the Blondie, partly suspicious, partly wondering: „You really have no idea what goes on in Guardian, haven't you?“
„I develop an idea.“
„Guardian is a good source of income.“
Guardian was indeed a good source of income. To acquire a pet was expensive and not all people
put up with the fact. Kuga may treat his charges with care but he couldn't have his eyes over all of Guardian.
His son - in this case the younger one - established a market of his own based on the model of the auction hall in Mistral park.
He made a fortune over the years. Enough to cope with the fact that he was never to inherit his father's position.
„But you were not sold.“
„No, Raoul. I'm damaged goods. I was reduced to a plaything for an insane sex-maniac who used to call me Kiri.
I guess I somehow reminded him on a lover.“
Their lives were related in so many ways and not a single thing about it did the boy any good. Raoul tightened his hold on him:
„Who taught you to use a VR.“
„Nobody.“
„Nobody uses a VR without instruction. Mongrels are not even supposed to gain the ability.“
„Seems ridiculous, hm? ... I always handled computers easily. They are based on simple mathematical logic. They explain themselves.
The streams work the same way. The VRs only helps to divide them.“
„Have you any idea how outstanding your ability is?“
„Really? Katze uses VRs and I know other hackers, who do two.“
Raoul forced him to look up: „Katze needed years to come that far but you ... you are intriguing.“
Raven's eyes adopted a pleading expression: „Let me work for you. Let me do something serious.“
„In Ceres?“
„Why not?“
Painful honest.
"You wish to leave."
Raven realized he hurt Raoul: „I didn't mean it that way.“
A strange sadness consumed his heart but he forbade himself to trouble Raoul furthermore.
How could a Blondie understand that someone preferred a life in the slums over Eos?
„I won't waste you to Ceres.“
Waste to Ceres – a Blondie would never understand and yet he tried to explain:
„Our lives may not have meaning to you, but they have meaning to us.
That we don't have any rights doesn't mean we don't have rights of our own.
Maybe one day things will change.“
"Mongel ways I guess."
„Hope, Raoul. I'm talking about hope.“
„Hope is just a foolish concept of people to endure inability.“
"I agree but it keeps people going. We have nothing else in Ceres."
Give for to get.
„I sort of see your point. I will appoint work to you once you are recovered.“
Raoul was transported by a look of affection in the mongrels eyes.
They both craved for intimacy with someone. It partly numbed the pain.
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The days in Apathia went peaceful. Without the Eos-society master and pet relaxed enough to enjoy there time together.
Raven's young body recovered quickly and he even adopted a light-hearted attitude in the Blondie's presence.
He took over a furniture's duties.
I admit it. I can cook.
Raoul allowed him to visit the park-complex and from time to time Raven granted him a massage.
That usually led to the bedroom and a night of intense lovemaking.
One evening the Blondie kissed him when he brought a glass of wine:
„I'm sorry to make you perform furniture-tasks.“
Raven smiled: „Doesn't matter. Something to do at least.“
He was used to take care of Katze before.
„Should I think about turning you into a furniture?“
„Should I knock over something more often?“
They laughed. The Blondie pulled him into his lap and kissed his throat.
Raven took in the scent of Raoul's hair and buried his face in it.
After a few nights with Raoul he realized the power, the beautiful man possessed over his body.
Raoul left him breathless within seconds but never selfish, always caring and it felt so good.
He moaned: „Raoul...“
„I'm sorry. I have work to do.“
Raven sat back and smiled: „I can wait.“
He had seen the assignments from Tanagura on Raoul's desk and knew what they meant - returning to Eos.
Maybe Raoul let me stay in Apathia... but Raoul alone in Eos?
He couldn't bring himself to ask. He cared for Raoul. Raoul let him follow Katze into the wasteland.
What is a year more in the face of Katze's life?
He could bear it maybe even enjoy it from time to time.
He shrugged the thought off – it wasn't over yet.
~~~
He accompanied Raoul to Katze the next day. The dealer was better but still needed to rest a big part of the day.
Raoul waited in the living room while the mongrels exchanged their goodbyes.
Raven felt uneasy in the presence of the dealer.
„Are you sure you're alright on your own? I can call Jeeko.“
„No.“
Katze reached for his cigarretes on the nightstand. It became black before his eyes. His hand fell back to bed and the cigarettes dropped to the ground.
„Katze!“
Raven's expression clearly betrayed his still lingering feelings for Katze. He leaned over to grab the pack of cigarettes. His face was just inches away. Katze grabbed his shirt and pulled him close. He added a soft kiss to the boy's lips but Raven pulled away:
„No.“
Katze, partly wondering, partly understanding asked: „Why?“
Raven tossed him the cigarettes and turned his head away. It made Katze feel hurt.
He knew, he coursed it himself but nonetheless it hurt.
Am I regretting? How pathetic.
Raven lit the cigarette for him: „Afterwards you dispose of me so very easily. You neither granted me a look, nor a word.
You just discarded me and you would do it again. You may have had no choice but ...“
it hurt.
Katze took a deep drag from his cigarette: „I suppose neither you, nor I truly have choices of our own.“
„I dare say you're right.“
Maybe he should have excused. Probably the boy forgave him but Katze doubted it and in the end he was right.
He would do it again.
Raven stood up and walked to the door: „Doesn't mean I don't care for you.“
Raoul seemed unaffected on the outside but he was not.
He overheard their conversation and his supposition turned into certainty. Every single word stung.
He suppressed the feeling but it eat at him.
„Are you done here?“
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