After High School

After the Host Club

Chapter 11

My mind was in a fog after Takashi kissed me the second time. After the song, I went to sit at the small couch that was in my dad's office. I really didn't want to think about what is going on between us right know. I looked up at him and smiled.

"What happens now," I asked.

"Know we will put our masks back on and wish our friends a Happy New Year," said with a small strain in his face. "Haruhi is there a bathroom in this office," Takashi asked.

"Yeah come this was and I will show you to the room my dad uses as bedroom it has a bathroom attached to it," I said as I got off the couch to show him.

"Thanks I will not take long," he hoped. His erection was bothering so hard he had to relieve himself fast.

He stepped into the bathroom that she guided him into and closed the door gently. He was flustered and the heat of her body was driving him crazy, he just had to get away. He took off his jacket and loosened up this tie. He walked up to the sink and turned the cold water on; he scooped some water up in his hands and plashed it in his face. He looked up at the mirror and looked at himself. His lips were red from the kisses he gave her, oh how her lips were the perfect shape and tasted like strawberries and hard liquor. His eyes looked flustered with the desire that was heating his blood up. He wanted her so bad; he hated seeing her like that. Her beautiful eyes looking so sad and it was all his friends fault. Her body was so soft and fit just right in between his arms. He still could not believe that she wore no underwear. Her dress so form fitting bringing notice to her perfect breast, her tight little ass and thick thighs. He was so hard he could not take it anymore. The water did not help; he could not leave this bathroom until he was relieved of all the pressure between his legs. He leaned his back against the bathroom door. Tore his pants down to his knees because he needed the room to work his aching erection. Down came his boxers and he unbuttoned the last three buttons of his shirt and pushed it back. He caressed his penis and cupped his balls letting out a moan of relief. He did not care if she heard not now not when his erection was aching and the thoughts that crossed his mind were so erotic he could not help himself. He palmed his shaft and brought his hands up to the tip of his penis were pre come was already coming out. He ran his fingers back down to his shaft releasing it and squeezing his testicles oh so gently. Breathing hard he took his shaft more forcefully and bringing his hands up and down faster and faster. As he was getting more and more aroused his foreskin pulled back to show his frenulum and glands so red, swollen and sensitive that he let out a long moan. Still pumping his hands up and down he uses his thumb to cares his frenulum and glands as he brings his hand stroke down to heighten his arousal. As he continues to masturbate, he thinks about all the things he wanted to do to Haruhi's delicious body. How he wanted to kiss her all over. Wondering how good she would taste in his mouth. Just thinking about her drove him wild, It's that god damn dress, so form fitting she looked like a water nymph so damn sexy any many wet dream. To think that she like me and I am in hear masturbating to relieve this pressure so that I wouldn't have to jump her bones, god he would love to sleep with her. As I continued to move my hands up and down, I started thrusting my hips along with the rhythm of my hands. With my left hand I strokes and massaged in between my thighs along my balls, as my orgasm was increasing I gently stroke and pressed on my perineum, between the anus and my ball sack, to increase the sensation of my orgasm by arousing my prostate glands. I was about to come so I leaned in the toilet and aimed my penis towards the bowl while stroking my shaft harder and faster and pumping my hips in the same rhythm of my hand. The orgasm was climbing and increasing when I came so hard in the toilet that my knees became weak and I groaned out a moan. As I was trying to recover from the orgasm there was a knock on the door. I didn't hear what the person had said and I just groaned trying to breathe in and out. I heard the door handle move and the door open slowly so I looked towards the door and there was Haruhi staring at his ass and asking if he was ok. He just closed his eyes and told her to get out. He fell next to the toilet and try to recover. That had never happened to him before. What a loss of control he never came that hard ever. He lost both hearing and seeing for a short time after he had come in the toilet. He didn't even care that Haruhi had came in the room and saw him like this. I got up off the floor flushed the toilet, fixed my clothes, washed my hands, and splashed some water in face then I walked out the bathroom to face Haruhi.

Haruhi POV

I sat in the bed to wait for him. I started thinking about what he had said and about the kisses that he gave me. He had lushes lips big and thick. He didn't know but he was my first kiss. I know I kissed a girl in high school but this was a boy that kissed me, so it does not count as my first. Well it might count as my first girl kiss ever. I started comparing the two kisses and decided that I most definitely like boys. He really said he liked me, as more than just a friend, I will ask him later on that. As I was daydreaming about Takashi, I heard a moan come out the bathroom door. I shot out of the bed and rushed to the bathroom door to see if Takashi was ok. I reached the door and turned the handle but when I went to open it, it would not open. He must be leaning against the door I hope he is ok. I was a little curious so I straightened in front of the door. I heard more moans and mumbles come out the door. The sound of his voice was that sounded thick and baritone, so very husky with desire. Oh my, was he touching himself. I did remember the feel of his erection when he was behind me and my god it was big. The knowledge of this heated my blood and I started to get wet between my legs. I remember health class when I was in middle school and my first year of high school, and a male only masturbates when they are aroused and need to relieve the pressure between their legs. As I thought of these things, I heard a moan and my name come out through the door. I got hot all over and wanted to go in the bathroom to see if he was really touching himself. Was he thinking of me when he did these things to himself? Am I that desirable to someone like that? He did say that I looked beautiful and that he liked me.

I felt tight all over my body, I ached between my legs and my nipples hurt. This dress felt too tight and I wanted to take it off. I walked to the door that lead to the office and closed it. I looked at the bathroom and heard what Takashi was doing. I remember health class, I knew what was going on, and I knew what I needed to do to relive myself. I went to sit at the chair that was by the bathroom so that I could hear Takashi. I pulled my dress up passed my thighs up to my stomach. I started touching my inner thighs working my way to my clitoris. At first, I brush lightly on the top of my clitoris up and down. I have never done this before so I started slow. As I was becoming more aroused I then started to message the shaft of my clitoris in a circular motion. I was getting wetter and wetter as I messaged my clitoris. I then parted my vaginal lips and inserted my middle finger into my vagina. It felt so good I could not stop. I heard Takashi moan and breath hard I started to thrust my finger in and out arching my back at the increase arousal. I bite my lips to stop from moaning to loud. As I was touching myself, I thought about Takashi and his sexy body and his big hands and his lushes' lips. I started to breathe hard myself and was trusting my hips to meet my fingers rhythm. Pressure was rising inside me, it just kept on building, building until I heard Takashi moan my name, my body shuddered, and I came in my hand. It felt so damn good I closed my eyes for a second and catch my breath when I heard a crash in the bathroom. I jolted up fix my dress and went to the door I asked Takashi if he was ok and I heard a groan. I was concerned for Takashi so I opened the bathroom door slightly and walked in. all my eyes could register was Takashi's sexy ass, balls and along thick pines bent over the toilet ass up. I asked if he was ok again and he turned looked at me with glazed eyes and told me to get out. I stared at his beautiful face for a short time and walked out beat red.

I waited for him in my dad's bedroom. He walked out some time later dressed and looking like his normal self. We looked at each other and I blushed slightly while he just smiled a knowing smile at me. We then walked to the office to get our stuff and leave. As I got to the desk to get my mask and put it on I saw my drink sitting there, picked it up, down its content, which was rum and coke, and placed the mask back in my face.

"Does it look like I was crying Takashi," I asked him as I turned to look at him. I had to say something anything at all to break this sexual tension going on.

"You most definitely do not look like you were crying," I lied to her. She had a mixture of tears on her face and sexual release going on. What was she doing while he was in the bathroom reliving his own sexual need? Oh so that is what I smelled when I stepped out the bathroom, interesting. I felt bad though but I wanted all the guys to know how they had made her feel tonight so that they can apologies.

As they were about to exit the office I stopped Haruhi and held her in my arms. I looked into her eyes and said, "I will wait for you to find yourself and to realize the feelings you have for me. Just know this that I have feelings for you and that I will wait for you to decide where we go from here." He smiled at the last sentence and kissed her gently before letting her go and holding her hand as they left the office to meet up with their friend.

I was so stunned that I could not believe what he just told me. Did he just say he liked me more than just a friend did? Oh hello didn't you just hear him moan your name while touching himself a minute ago. How do I really feel about him thought? Is it like a brother love or like the love to a man? I just touched myself for the first time thinking about this man. I looked at him, he noticed and I looked away with a blush in my cheeks. I think I need more time to analyze these feelings. After all this is over maybe.

"Haruhiiii," Tamaki called out, "Where have you been?"

"I needed some time to myself so I went to my dad's office."

"Do you feel better Haru-chan," Mitzkuni said with a worried look in his eyes.

"Yes I feel much better Mitzkuni, Thanks for asking," I said with a small smile and blush.

"Come on Haruhi dance with me," Rengé said as she pulled me to the dance floor.

When we got to the dance floor I said, "Thanks Rengé, I really didn't want to hear any more questions right know. Did I tell you Happy New Year," I yelled while I hugged her hard.

Rengé laughed, hugged her back and said, "Happy New Years to you too missy. You have to tell me what that blush was all about?"

We dance for some time and my friends from middle school came wished me a Happy New Year and dance with me. I had a good time with them and it served as a distraction to my own thought of what had happened at the office with Takashi. The rest of the old Host Club came to the dance floor pulled their dates to them and got ready to dance the last song of the party.

"You look better know almost like your old self or maybe better you are glowing," Takashi said knowing as they danced.

"Yeah I feel much much better," I said as I move in closer to him, placed my head on his chest, and my arms around his neck.

He held me tighter and I was in heaven. So this is what it felt like to be with the one you love. 'LOVE' do I really love Takashi? Well I do love all of the guys like brothers. I cannot consider them friends anymore because they felt like family event though they did not feel the same way.

After the song was over my dad and his date came to get Takashi and me so that we would say goodbye to the guest at the door. The guys were the last to leave and Takashi stayed behind because my dad was not going to go home just yet. He would probably stay and clean up with his friends and sleep in the room in the office. So Takashi took me home, in front of my house I asked Takashi if he wanted to stay over because dad wasn't coming home until late afternoon almost night to get ready for work. He said ok, we walked inside and I went to the kitchen to prepare some tea before going to bed.

"Is it true what you said in the office, will you wait for me to make a decision about how I feel about you? Does that mean that you like me more than just a friend? I have to say I don't know how to feel about what happen tonight. I do admire you and I always find myself gravitating towards you more than the others. Your presence suede's me in a way nothing else does and when you're not around, I feel like something is missing. I just wish my mom was here to talk to me about stuff like this," I said while I gave him a glass of tea.

"Yes everything I told you tonight is true and I do like you as more than just a friend. You are the first girl to ever inspire such feelings in me. I want to protect you, hold you close and never let you go, kiss you till the world ends, and be with you forever. But I also know you're an independent in nature you have a goal that you want to reach and nothing can stop you. I will wait for you to mature in your own way, we all have you just need extra time because you didn't have that parental guidance some of us had. I also wish your mom was here too but I am glad she is not because you would not be who you are today if you had. Know finish your tea and go to bed we can finish our talk tomorrow."

We finished our tea and I went to the closet and got blankets and a pillow from my room and set the futon in the living room up. We said goodnight and I went to my room. As I was undressing, I thought about what happened in the office and in the bedroom, the things said and done. In addition, about what just happened in the kitchen? It is going to be a long day today hopefully I will get through this ok. I put on my pajamas and went to sleep dreaming about Takashi and his kiss.