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Regrets in the Crying Sky	By : Rhov Category: +. to F > Fairy Tail Views: 7052 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: Fairy Tail is the property of Hiro Mashima. I make no money, I just do this for my own pleasure.

Chapter List
- 1-Rain
- 2-Regrets
- 3-Hesitancy
- 4-Taboo
- 5-Dessert
- 6-Domestication
- 7-Crying
- 8-Vow
- 9-Freedom
- 10-Decisions
- 11-Only
- 12-Stay
- 10
- 11
- 12
A/N: A fan on my Facebook page "Rhov Anion's Minions" recommended Kiesza's "Giant In My Heart." I absolutely love that tune now. "So give me all the magic. Just give me all the magic that we made. It's like a giant in my heart, babe. This love is greater than my heartbreak. … What am I supposed to do? In my heart there's only you. Baby, I can't lose you."

Chapter 11

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Their kissing went on, sweet and filled with longing, desperation, feeling like maybe this was not even real, and grasping one another to reaffirm the truth that they were both here. Then Natsu pulled back and laughed with a beaming grin.
"What's so funny, asshole?" Gray asked, also laughing and not sure why.
"We're idiots."
"You're an idiot."
"You, too."
"You're a bigger idiot."
"I'm not the one who ran off and got married." He hugged Gray tightly. His hands caressed the firm muscles, and he had to look at the skin to assure himself, this was really happening, he was home, Gray was still here, and they were together. Finally! Softly, he confessed, "I feel like I'd be a jerk if I said I'm glad, but still … I can't help but feel happy. You're free! You're mine!"
Gray smiled gently and combed his fingers through the lengthy pink hair. "Yes. I'm yours now." His hand stroked down Natsu's back and to his butt. "And this is mine."
Natsu jolted back in surprise.
"Later," Gray assured him. "You're probably hungry."
"Yeah," Natsu said softly. Yet instead of letting Gray fix dinner, Natsu snatched a handful of black hair and roughly yanked the icy mouth against him. "Hungry!" he snarled.
Gray shivered as the Dragon Slayer thrust against him, and he felt the stiffening arousal.
"I missed you," Natsu groaned into Gray's mouth.
"Oh? Have you been thinking about me?" Gray asked blithely between devouring kisses.
"Every damn day," Natsu sneered, nipping down his neck and kissing over the bite scar on Gray's shoulder.
"Have you been touching yourself to thoughts of me?"
Natsu yanked back, and although his cheeks were flushed by the question, his eyes burned with passion. "Every … damn … day!"
"That's a lot of jerking off," Gray teased.
"I didn't come every day, idiot. I'd think about you before bed, touch a little, and fall asleep. My hand isn't as good as your mouth."
Gray smirked slyly. "Oh?" He suddenly dropped to his knees and palmed up Natsu's bulge. "Do you miss my mouth?" He lightly bit the cock through Natsu's tented pants.
Natsu let out a strained moan. "God, yes!"
Gray pulled back with a disgusted face. "You have mud on your clothes." He raised back up and stared hard at the Dragon Slayer. "You're dirty," he said seductively, and he leaned in close to Natsu's face. "You need a bath."
Natsu felt a shiver at the ice mage's words.
"When was the last time someone scrubbed your back?"
Natsu ran a hand up Gray's arm, admiring the added muscles. "Six months ago, when you did it. What about you?"
Gray gave a light shrug and apologetically admitted, "Last week."
Natsu face shattered in disappointment. Sadly, he realized he should not have expected that Gray would completely give up sex just for him. That was silly and selfish. He was a man with needs. "A girlfriend?"
"Male."
"O-oh," he said, even more saddened. He was no longer Gray's only male partner. "So, a boyfriend?"
"No," Gray said, turning his face aside. "He's already married, actually."
Natsu's eyes blazed in outrage. "An affair?" he bellowed. "You're having an affair? Gray, you bastard!"
Gray smiled, his chest jolted, and then he snorted softly. Suddenly, he began to laugh loudly, backing away as laughter burst out of him. "Oh God, you are so easy!" He clutched his belly as his chuckles increased. "You should see your face! Haha! Oh God, this is priceless. I'm getting a stomach ache already. Hahahaha! Oh man, I haven't laughed this hard in ages."
"What the hell, asshole?" Natsu roared.
Gray laughed and wiped a tear from his eye. "I took Happy to an onsen. He offered to scrub my back. He scratched me with his claws, too, the furry brat! On accident, of course. Did you really think that just because someone washed my back, we'd be intimate? Sheesh, you're a real idiot. How many times has Erza washed our backs, huh? Stuuuupid!" Gray suddenly grabbed Natsu's face with both hands and leaned in. "Did you truly think I could be satisfied with anyone else after having a taste of you?"
He slammed his mouth against those fiery lips, savoring the flavor, the feel, the reminiscent heat of this sort of kiss. It still took Natsu a few seconds to get over his confusion and realize that Gray had been teasing him.
"You bastard!" he grumbled, but Gray's mouth would not surrender him yet. For once, Natsu decided to let Gray win this time.
"You still need that shower," Gray whispered, nibbling Natsu's ear.
Natsu grabbed around Gray and began to walk backward toward the bathroom. Gray led him, sometimes glancing to make sure they did not hit any furniture. Natsu knew the way—it was his house, after all—and he refused to let Gray go. Together, they walked and kissed all the way into the shower.
Gray thrust Natsu up against the tiles. He began to strip Natsu from his road-weary clothes, kissing flesh as it became exposed, slowly working his way down. He palmed Natsu hard again, rubbing him mercilessly through his pants until he felt the member inside grow and harden. Finally, Natsu moaned his name, and Gray released him. He undid Natsu's belt and dropped down everything. Natsu hurried to get the pants and his socks off while Gray stripped with his usual superhuman speed. They turned on the water, settling for something warm but not cold nor hot, a compromise between the two of them. Then, naked and fully aroused, they stood under the shower and let it beat on their bodies.
"Remember this?" Gray asked as he rubbed a soapy sponge on Natsu's body, making sure to entice every erogenous zone. "For the past six months, I haven't been able to take a shower in here without remembering."
"Did you jerk off in my shower?" Natsu asked flippantly, but then Gray's soapy hand tweaked his nipple.
"Can you blame me?" Gray asked smugly, running the sponge down Natsu's torso, leaving trails of white bubbles behind. "It was quite an erotic sight to have burned into my memory: you all wet, with your hair dripping down … I really like the longer hair, by the way."
"It's a pain to keep it cut when I'm on missions. I wouldn't want it longer, though. Too long and it's no good in a fight."
Gray reached up and soaped the back of Natsu's neck, playing through the hair as he did so. "I think it's sexy. Makes you look like some bad-ass."
"I am a bad-ass, idiot."
"Yeah, but when we were kids you looked ridiculous. I mean, pink hair? We all teased that you had to be gay."
"It's not like being born with pink hair makes a guy gay!"
"Well, it looks really good now." He scrubbed shampoo into Natsu's hair.
"Hey, gentle, you jerk!"
"Your hair is disgusting. When was your last bath?" He let the shower flow through the hair, taking away the suds. As Natsu leaned his head up into the cascading water, Gray stroked the stiff facial hair prickling those cheeks and throat. "Are you going to grow a beard?"
"Hell no!"
"Maybe a goatee?"
"What, do you have a kink for facial hair or something?" Natsu huffed.
"I never really thought about it, but … it looks good." His hand stroked down Natsu's cheek. "Like I can just pet you all night."
Natsu's eyes were closed in reverie, but he peeked one eye open. "I want more than petting tonight."
"Oh?" Gray smirked. "What if I pet here?" His hand dropped, and he grabbed Natsu's erect shaft.
"Oh God, yes," the Dragon Slayer groaned.
"I could pet here, right? Stroke this? All night?" he whispered sensually.
"Gr-Gray—"
The ice mage asked quickly, "Can you go twice?"
"Definitely!"
"Good."
Gray dropped to his knees and took Natsu into his mouth in an instant. The taste was already bitterly-salty from pre-cum, a taste Gray had known only once in his life, half a year ago, and yet he would never forget it. Natsu's hips immediately made a desperate thrust to bury himself in that wet heat. He grabbed Gray's hair, holding his head, while his hips moved on their own.
Suddenly, Gray pulled back, and Natsu cried out in protest.
"You're gonna bruise my throat, bastard," the ice mage grumbled. He pressed Natsu against the shower tiles and held his hips firmly against the wall. "Now stop acting like some desperate dog in heat and let me enjoy my treat for waiting so long for you."
He licked slowly, purposely denying Natsu what he wanted, tracing his tongue around the head, lapping across the slit, and sucking the foreskin up with his lips. Natsu's hips shuddered as his skin went over the head, only to be pressed back down by Gray's mouth, with nips and licks to the sensitive nerves. His haunches tensed, but Gray held him pinned to the wall, not allowing him to make any thrusts to speed things up.
"I was a good boy, y'know," Gray said, lapping the shower water dripping onto Natsu's sack, sucking gently and feeling the tremble in those powerful thigh muscles. "Waited for you. I haven't gotten any in all this time. I could've flirted, could've gotten laid real easy. Even had a few offers. More than a few! I turned them all down." He gave a flat-tongued lick right up Natsu's shaft and gazed up at those squinty eyes gazing half-lidded down at him. "Don't I deserve a treat?"
He dived down before Natsu could answer and buried that cock deep into his mouth before slowly, playfully, pulling back up, sucking hard the whole way. He popped out, and Natsu's hips tried to thrust again, wanting right back inside that warmth.
"So how about you?" Gray asked as he kissed Natsu's thigh and nipped a spot he remembered from before was really sensitive. Sure enough, the tiny bite made Natsu leap and cry out loudly. "Hit up a few whore houses on your travels? Flirt up any farmer's daughters? Took the offers of a tavern wench or two?"
"Like I'd do that," Natsu scoffed, twitching as Gray just lightly sucked on him again, teasing without fulfilling. "C-Come on, I saved myself for you all these years. Do you think I'd become a slut just because … nngh … because I got to fuck you once?"
"Weirder things have happened." Gray gazed up again, and a tender smile was on his lips. "I'm glad you didn't, though. I was worried."
Natsu's brow tensed. "About what?"
Gray did not answer yet. He sucked on Natsu again, drawing out a low moan. Those burning fingers tangled in his hair, tugging sloppily, pulling Gray's hair just on the pleasant side of being painful.
"Gray! Oh God, your mouth!"
The ice mage kept pressing until the cock hit the back of his throat. He could not angle any deeper from this position, but Natsu seemed to like simply having something to slam against. Finally, Gray released the Dragon Slayer's hips, letting him thrust on his own, loving the small moans Natsu made with each snap of his hips. One of Gray's fingers slipped up and tapped Natsu's ass, twirling around enticingly, but not entering until he got permission.
"Yesss!" Natsu hissed. "Do it!"
Moistened with the shower, Gray's callused finger slipped slowly inside, and Natsu groaned in pleasure. Gray was pleased to feel he was so tight. Natsu had offered his ass virginity six months ago. Gray was now eager to take it! For the moment, he wanted to play, loosen Natsu a bit, and pleasure him for coming home, for wanting him, for choosing to remain loyal to his heart through all these years, even when Gray himself had settled for any love.
"Gr-Gray! Gray, I'm … c-can I?"
To reply, Gray hummed, vibrating Natsu with an erotic purring, and curled his finger inside. Natsu's fingers clenched, pulling painfully at Gray's hair, as his hips jolted forward with a sensual cry.
Gray savored the taste pouring into his mouth. He let it play across his tongue for a moment before gulping it down. He rose sveltely, rubbing his body up against Natsu's, until his arousal slid into a nook of the Dragon Slayer's hip.
"I need you … now!" Gray said raspily.
Natsu was still panting and looked up in surprise. "We're not clean yet."
"I don't care," he hissed, and he thrust against Natsu harder. "Either in bed or here in the shower, and I won't be gentle if we're in this shower."
"Bed. Tired," Natsu panted, not recovered yet from his release.
Gray turned off the water and pulled Natsu along by the hand, not even drying themselves off. He practically threw Natsu onto the bed and mounted on top.
"Whoa, wait!" Natsu cried out.
"I've already waited six months."
"Gray, seriously, I … I'm not … please, just wait!"
Although Gray was ready to pierce him even without being prepped, he pulled back at the plea. "Natsu?"
"Please, Gray."
"What? What's wrong?" he asked worriedly.
"Just … I need to rest. I want to be ready when you do it."
"Natsu…"
"I know you need it, but … but it's my first time and … and I … I wanna really experience it, ya know? Does that make sense?"
Gray sighed and rolled over onto his side. "Yeah. You've never been entered, and here I just wanna slam into you. Sorry. I just … I … I wanna do it before you change your mind."
"Change my mind?" Natsu asked. "Why the hell would I do that?"
"Lots of reasons," he muttered sullenly.
"Gray," Natsu whispered. He rolled over and lightly stroked the withering arousal. "I want it to be you. No one else. You know that!"
Gray stared down at Natsu's hand coaxing his arousal. "I've been worried about that sort of thing. Maybe you'd decide you didn't like it. Maybe you'd find a girl on your trip. Maybe you'd feel too guilty about Juvia, or you wouldn't want some used, secondhand guy like me. Or maybe you'd come home and kick me out, want to go back to your simple, bachelor life. You used to say, dragons are solitary creatures."
Natsu's fingers stroked through the raven locks. "Gray," he whispered sadly. "Have you been worrying about that all this time?"
He chuckled lightly to himself. "I've had more to worry about than just you, bastard." Blue eyes flicked up into sage green ones. "But yeah, I was afraid you wouldn't want the drama that comes with this. When people find out…"
"Did Juvia tell everyone?"
"No," he whispered. Talking about her while having Natsu's pleasure his groin was decidedly very uncomfortable. "I told Happy, but that's all."
"Do you think we should tell others?"
"No. I mean, about this, sure," he clarified. "They'll figure it out soon enough anyway. But not about what happened six months ago. I'd rather save Juvia from the humiliation. If she wants to tell everyone, she can, but I won't do that to her. It was hard enough on us."
Natsu laid his head on Gray's chest, listening to his heart beat. "You've had it rough, huh? I wish I could have been here to help you through it."
Gray smiled at the offer. "We both know, that would have made things way more complicated. Still … there were nights when I wanted to leave here and chase after you."
"I used to sit up at night and wish you would come for me."
Gray smiled over to Natsu. "I needed this time, though. I wanted to make sure. I needed to know for certain, for myself, that this really was something I wanted."
"I know," Natsu said solemnly. "So, you're sure?"
"I've had half a year to make this decision, Natsu. I'm sure."
Hearing that made Natsu smile with bittersweet happiness. "I'll admit, I still feel guilty. Probably always will."
Gray rolled onto his side and propped up on an elbow. "We did something horrible. We can't erase that decision. Still," and he gave Natsu an encouraging face, "I don't regret it."
Natsu grinned faintly in relief. "Me either. I should," he said with pained anguish, "but … I don't. I want you too much. I need you, Gray," he said yearningly, pawing at the icy cheeks. "I've always wanted just you." He took Gray's hand and brought it down to his tiny opening. "Touch me, Gray. Take me. I want to be yours. I want to know … you really do want me. Only me!"
Gray leaned forward, his eyes lowered, almost predatory in their hunger. "Only you," he whispered. He kissed Natsu, pressing him down slowly, until the Dragon Slayer was flat against the bed. Caging him in, Gray gazed down and swore ardently, "Only … ever … you."

End of Chapter 11

A/N: Yes, I'm a cocktease. You love it!
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