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(Never) Let Him Know	By : Fullmetal_Masochist Category: -Misc Anime > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1808 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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"Ahh, Hide! That's too much! I can't take much more if you keep rubbing me there!"
Hide didn't waver as he continued preparing my body for our first time together. He'd pulled a small packet of lube and several condoms from one of his pockets and tossed them onto the bed. Ripping the lube open, he generously coated his fingers before pouring some of it directly on my ass. From there, he slowly inserted his fingers, one at a time, and started massaging my insides.
"Your prostate is one part of you that'll feel amazing if it's stimulated, Kaneki. But it's important to get this area ready before anything else can happen. Doing this helps avoid some of the discomfort. I think we can move on, so don't come just yet."
It surprised me that Hide was so experienced with this type of sex, but I was thankful that he knew what he was doing. I didn't have any problem putting my trust in him since he'd never do anything to hurt me. He withdrew his fingers, their hasty exit leaving me with an empty sensation. As I lay on my back, Hide got up on his knees and picked up a condom, tearing it open with his teeth. I ached with desire as I watched him sheath his cock with the thin latex covering.
"I'll go slow at first, Kaneki. Just relax," Hide said as I felt him press himself against me. The slickness of the lube, as well as preparing me helped guide his cock inside me. The emptiness I felt vanished; instead, a warm fullness took its place. It felt strange yet satisfying, with only some discomfort. The further in he went, the more I could feel those same areas he'd previously touched with his fingers being teased once more.
"Mmm, I'm in. Are you okay, Kaneki? Does it hurt?"
"No, I'm fine. You can move if you want, Hide." He started to thrust slowly. In this position, he was hitting just the right spot. It hadn't been that long since I'd finished in Hide's mouth, and yet I could feel myself building up for another release.
Hide lay on top of me, his erratic breathing next to my ear intensified the pleasure I felt from him. He leaned my legs up and held them in place with his arms. This new position offered him the opportunity to go even deeper, which unleashed a new wave of excitement within my body. I wanted more of him.
"Ha-Harder."
"Okay. This isn't hurting your hip, is it? Let me know if it does, and I'll stop."
To be honest, there's never a time when it doesn't hurt to some degree. But I'd rather deal with the pain than to have him pull out of me right now.
"It's fine, don't stop!"
Hide wasn't holding back any longer. Every motion inside me pressed against my prostate and brought me to my second orgasm of the evening. I cried out as I came hard, my cock spasming as it released itself across my chest and stomach.
"Oh wow, you're squeezing me so tight right now, Kaneki! I'm so close!"
I felt a sudden rush of exhaustion and weakness after I finished, but having Hide thrusting eagerly into me kept me from giving in just yet.
As Hide finished, I felt him pulsing within me as his weariness caught up with him. He collapsed next to me, although aware enough to avoid falling on my left arm.
"How do you feel?" he asked as he leaned in to kiss me on the lips gently. "I wasn't too rough with you, was I?"
"No, it felt amazing. I've never experienced something like that before. I'm lucky to share this moment with you, Hide." I slid closer to him and rested my head against his shoulder while he draped his arm across me.
"We're both lucky then. You're precious to me, Kaneki, and all I want is to stay by your side."
The warmth of his body and his words melted me as I curled up against him. I drifted off to sleep thinking it was comforting to know we both wanted the same thing.
As I woke up, I heard noises coming from the kitchen. I found Hide at the stove making breakfast.
"Good morning sunshine!" Hide said as he kissed me on the cheek before turning his attention back to the sausages and eggs that were sizzling away in the pan in front of him.
"Morning, Hide. You didn't have to get up early to cook, don't you have work today?"
"Yeah, but there's still time to eat together before I go in. I got a shower already, but you still have time before the food's done to wash if you want."
"Sure, be right back." I walked away with a smile on my face. Our first night together was something I'll never forget, but his ability to surprise me doesn't seem to have an end. The last few days have been a whirlwind of new and happy moments. As enjoyable as they've been, I can't help but think that something negative lies ahead. Maybe it just comes from spending so many years alone. Hide managed to get me to open myself up to him, which was something I never thought could happen. Maybe it's normal to feel like my good fortune is bound to run out.
I took a quick shower, not wanting to waste too much of Hide's time. I slipped into my clothes and put on my sling. He had just finished the last of the side dishes and put them on the table when I got back to the kitchen.
"Perfect timing, let's eat!"
"Thanks for the food, it's delicious today." I was starving after waking; I suppose all our activity last night had a hand in that.
Hide smiled as he ate. "You're welcome. I do have to get to work soon, but we don't have to rush. How are you feeling after last night?"
"A little sore, but overall I can't possibly complain." I didn't tell him that I had to take a pain pill when I got up to help with my left leg. It may be an injury that'll never fully heal, but I don't want him to feel like he needs to handle me as though I'll break easily. If I learned anything during our first time, it was that I enjoyed it when he gave me everything he had.
"Good, I'm glad your first experience was a positive one. I still have some food left on the stove if you want seconds."
"Oh no, I couldn't possibly eat more. You should take the rest for your lunch." I felt terrible that my cooking skills weren't quite up to par with Hide's. It would have been nice to make him a bento for him to bring to his job.
"Normally I wouldn't, but I do have a long shift today, so I'll do that."
"Ah, so I suppose you'll go home after work then."
"I don't have to if you'd rather I come back here. It is still the weekend, so we don't have to worry about school. Plus, I'm sure there's more laundry to do after the mess we made last night, so I can take care of that this evening. So yeah, I'll stay with you again if you'll have me."
I looked down at my arm, perfectly healthy yet disguised in the sling. The truth nearly escaped from my lips at that moment.
"I'm heading out," he said as he finished putting his food into a portable lunch container and wrapping it up. "I'll see you later this evening, Kaneki. Don't miss me too much!" He kissed me on the cheek as he rushed out the door.
I reached up to touch the spot where his lips had just been and knew I'd already failed his last request.
My phone's message notification went off around noon. Checking it, I saw I had a voicemail from Mado's.
"Hey there, uh... Kaneki. This is Mr. Mado. Akira is on vacation this week, and I just saw your doctor's clearance to return to work. You'll have to come in to sign some papers before coming back to work, so I expect to see you today. Good day."
I hadn't heard the owner's voice in some time, but I supposed that I should get there ASAP if he was the one handling things today. I decided to leave the sling behind since I was only going to fill out paperwork. I'd be back well before Hide returned, so there was no need to keep up the charade. I threw on my winter jacket and headed out to the store. My limp had gotten less exaggerated since the incident with Ayato, but it was clear now that I'd always have trouble walking normally. Still, the walk to the store was nice after spending most of the last month indoors and inactive.
Mado's looked just the same as I'd left it. I walked through the sliding doors and expected to see Mr. Mado at the front register. Instead, I saw Hide talking to a customer while bagging their groceries. My heart sunk to the bottom of my stomach as I realized that this was the reason why he kept avoiding the topic of work. He spotted me as his customer walked away, his face frozen with confusion and guilt.
In unison, we both exclaimed, "What the hell are you doing here?!"
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