Fallen Neko

and finally the lemon comes


Hatori woke for the second time his head pillowed on Shigure’s chest listening to the steady thumping of it. He lifted his head and looked up at Shigure’s face to see two gentle brown eyes gazing at him. Hatori blushed and rested his head back down.
“You’ve been asleep for a while Ha-san.” He said in a softly teasing manner.

Hatori said nothing just turned his face into Shigure’s chest some more. “What time is it?”

“I don’t know.” He answered with a laugh. “All I know is it’s the next day.”

Hatori nodded and then felt a long fingered hand run through his hair. “Shigure.”

“Hmm?” He asked and shifted slightly.

“Can you make me forget?” He question almost like a small child bringing his hand up to pillow his head on it.

Shigure kept the soft petting and sighed. “I don’t know how.” he answered softly.

Hatori nodded his head and laid quietly. “Shigure.”

“Yes Ha-san.” Shigure said softly and smiled.

“Touch me.” Hatori whispered. “Please, I feel cold.”

“I am touching you.” Shigure answered his hand still stroking Hatori’s hair.

“Not like that.” Hatori answer and kept his head rested until he felt Shigure pull his face up.

“How then?” he asked looking at him. “Do you want me to love you physically?”

Hatori nodded his head in the soft grasp. “Please, I want to remember how it feels to be touched.” His eyes pleaded softly with Shigure’s.

Shigure nodded and pulled Hatori over him to lay on him. “Then let go and relax. I won’t hurt you.”

Hatori nodded his head and relaxed against Shigure’s body suddenly feeling how solid he was under his thin robe. Shigure leaned up and started kissing Hatori softly. Hatori melted into the touch with a sigh. Shigure smiled slightly against his lips before pulling back to look at him. “Your beautiful you know.” He said softly.

“Not really.”

“Yes you are.” Shigure said. “You have soft hair that’s like silk your eyes are a beautiful golden color.” He ran his hand over his hair and then his thumb over his eyes. “You nose is long is straight.” He and over his nose. “Your lips are full and soft and so kissable.”

He smiled and ran the tips of his fingers down his neck. “And a long graceful neck I wanna leave hickeys all over.” he said with a twinkle in his eyes and grabbed Hatori pulling him up to kiss his neck.


Hatori sighed and moved his head out of the way so that Shigure could leave kissed and small marks on his neck. Hatori put his hands on Shigure’s shoulders and suddenly turned pulling him over him. Shigure looked down at Hatori. “I don’t want to be on top.” he whispered and turned his head away as if he was embarrassed that he had said what he just did. Shigure simply smiled and raised himself up off of him. Hatori’s eyes widened and he reached up quickly and grabbed his robe. Shigure looked down and watched Haotri’s face he wasn’t looking at Shigure but he looked frightened.

Shigure leaned down and grazed a kiss over Hatori\'s high cheek bone causing him to sigh and wrap his arms around Shigure’s strong shoulders.
“Don’t leave.”

Shigure titled his head and listened carefully to Hatori to hear what he said. “I wouldn’t dream of it.”

Hatori sighed and relaxed even more into his hold. Shigure rested his forehead against Hatori’s temple and heard the soft. “Thank you.”

Shigure lifted his head and pulled Hatori’s face to his. “I haven’t left you in all these years.” He whispered . “Why would I leave you now when you need me so much.”

Hatori looked into Shigure’s warm brown eyes sadly. “Just because i need you doesn’t mean your going to stay.”

“Have I left you before?” Shigure questioned softly and rubbed his knuckles over his cheek.

“No.” He admitted.

“See.” he leaned down to kiss Hatori.

Hatori tripped his face up to return the kiss while running his hand over his shoulders and over the back of his neck causing Shigure to shiver against him. Hatori decided he liked the reaction and did it again. Shigure pulled back and gazed lovingly down at Hatori. “Your delicious.”

Hatori blushed hotly his eyes going wide. Shigure leaned his head down and kissed his neck the was exposed to him. Hatori shivered violently against him, his fingers digging into the back of his neck. Shigure’s sighed against his neck kissing there again leaving a small opened mouth kiss there.
Hatori closed his eyes and loosened his hands pushing them into Shigure’s robe pushing it off of his shoulders. Shigure rolled his shoulders finally getting his arms free from it. Sighing against Hatori’s neck he pushed himself up and started to work on the button’s of his white shirt. Hatori watches him and then looked up at him looking at the expanse of chest that had just been freed for him to see and ran chilled fingers over the pectoral before rubbing his thumb over Shigure’s nipple.

Shigure felt goose bumps run up his back and sighed at the soft touch. He looked down at Hatori that seemed to be engrossed in what he was doing and continued on the buttons. Only when the shirt came off his shoulder exposing his over heated skin to the cool air did he come out of his trance and look up at Shigure.

Shigure looked down at him and smiled. “Glad I got your attention.”

Hatori blushed and tried to look away only to have Shigure pull his face back to kiss him again running his overly warm fingers down Hatori’s chest to give his nipples the same treatment that Hatori gave his dragging his mouth away from Hatori’s and down his throat to suck on the indent there. Hatori’s body rolled up into all the touches trying to get more of them.

Shigure pushed gently with his hand and ran them down Hatori’s sides. Leaning his head down he sucked on Hatori’s left nipple causing his hips to jerk in the soft hold Shigure had placed on his hips. “Easy.” he whispered pulling his head up to give the other nipple the same treatment before kissing down the middle of his stomach to he bellybutton were he lick and swirled his tongue around it causing Hatori to gasp and clasp his shoulders tightly. Shigure looked at Hatori’s face that had a permanent blush over his cheeks and nose. His soft mouth hung open to let out small gasps of air. He smiled and kissed the simple bellybutton and unsnapped the button on the top of his pants. Hatori looked down at him and Shigure only smiled comfortingly at him from his spot in between his legs. Hatori laid his head back down and ran his fingers over his shoulders soothing where his nails and bit into Shigure’s warm flesh. Shigure smiled and pulled down the zipper of Hatori’s pants reaching up to pull at his boxers and pants. “Lift your hips.” Shigure said softly.

Hatori did so never loosing the blush on his face. Shigure pulled off his pants watching at the trim and slender legs were freed. Ran his eyes down the line of them and was caught at how slim and agile his legs were. Watched them narrow down into fragile looking ankles that looked at though anyone could snap them easily to slender but slightly long feet that tapered at the end near his toes. As soon as his legs were freed from the black cloth he curled them back towards his body as though he was trying to hide himself.
“Don’t hide.” Shigure whispered and pulled at the thin legs spreading them to lay on either side of him before running his hands up the out side of his thighs to grasp his hips slightly and pull him close.

Hatori made a small undignified nose before clapping his hand over his mouth drawing a sweet smile out of Shigure. Shigure leaned forward and kissed his softly drawing small patterns all over his body with the very tips of his fingers until Hatori was wiggling under him. “Sh.. Shigure.” He gasped and reached out to him to pull him close.

Shigure came closer before reaching in between them and wrapped his hand around Hatori’s erection pumping it slowly in a loose grasp. Hatori thrusts his hips up into Shigure’s grasp. And whimpered slightly.

“Ha-san.” Shigure said softly and leaned his face close to Hatori’s and smiled. “Do you have any lube?”

Hatori blinked owlishly for a couple of moments before nodding. “There is lotion over there.” He pointed to the small desk.”

Shigure stood and let his robe fall around his feet and walked over to the desk without the slightest hesitation. He found the lotion in the top drawer and picked it up bring it back with him settling between Hatori’s legs again. He reached out and grabbed Hatori’s hips pulling him close so his butt was raised a little from the floor. Shigure poured some lotion into his hand and rubbed them back and forth warming it before reaching out and wrapping his right hand around Hatori’s erection rubbing up and down causing Hatori to sigh and writhe against him. Shigure smiled as he watched Hatori’s stomach muscle\'s tense and the pleasure started becoming stronger. Smiling he slipped his left hand under Hatori’s butt and placed it at the pucker drawing his pointer finger around it before pushing in up to second knuckle.

Hatori stilled all over for a moment or two before relaxing and pushing against the finger in him, wiggling slightly. “Please.” he whispered and looked down at Shigure.

Shigure smiled and pulled his finger out before pushing it back in as far as it could earning a small grunt from Hatori. he slipped his finger out before adding another one earning himself a louder grunt from him and then a yell of pleasure as Shigure’s fingers brushed the pleasure spot in him causing his hips to jerk up. Shigure watched as Hatori\'s eyes closed tightly and his chest heaved in heavy breaths. Shigure pumped his hand around his erection a couple times before slipping a third finger into Hatori’s tight opening and wiggling them around causing him to moan and pant loudly.

Shigure smiled liking the sounds he was pulling from Hatori’s throat. He leaned down and sucked on his chest as he wiggled his fingers and pumped his hand. Hatori made a strangled noise and Shigure looked up. His face was twisted in something like pleasure but there was an edge of pain it looked like. He stopped and kissed him gently. “Are you ok?”

Hatori nodded gasping and pushing his hip back and forth. “I want more.”

Shigure nodded and pulled his fingers away causing a small whimper to escape from Hatori’s bruised lip.
He picked up the lotion and put some into his palm warming it before slicking himself and pumping his own need a couple of times before wiping his hands off and pulling Hatori’s hips up again holding himself with one hand to position himself before pushing into Hatori’s hold warmth. Hatori groans as his back arched from the floor. Shigure sighed and waiting a couple of moments before Hatori wiggled and beckoned him to move.

Shigure bent over him and braced his hands on the floor before pumping his hips in and out of Hatori who groaned and pressed against him. Shigure took it as directions and pushed harder causing a soft sigh to escape from Hatori’s lips.

Shigure looked down at him as Hatori reached up and laid his hand on Shigure’s chest. Shigure looked down at those hands. Those hands that had clouded many memories as well as broke hearts. As much as he hated his power he understood why he had it. Sighing he leaned down closer letting Hatori wraps his legs around his pivoting hips and his arms around his shoulders trapping Hatori’s erection between their body’s causing his body to jerk violently.

Shigure sigh and pushed harder into Hatori angling his hips and waited for the nose. Sure enough it came in the form of a strangled gasp and the clutching of those chilled fingers on his shoulders. “Please.” Hatori gasped. “Please.”

Shigure bent his head and kissed his shoulder and thrust deeply into Hatori’s body causing him to hiccup in pleasure. “Yes.” He gasped.

Shigure wrapped his arms under Hatori’s shoulders before pulling him up to sit in his lap. Hatori gasped and humped against Shigure as the angle changed and he was hit more fully in the place that brought white sparks in front of his eyes. Hatori buried his face in Shigure’s shoulder gyrating against him. Shigure wrapped an arm fully around Hatori’s back using the other to jerk of Hatori causing the body against his to spasm in pleasure. Hatori kept the pace is speeding up a little and looked at his hand that was gripping Shigure’s shoulder. He lifted it and looked at his palm as he felt the pleasure in his body reaching a climax. Unknown to him he had begun to cry as some point as his body started to convulse against Shigure’s he put his hand against his face but something stopped him.

Maybe it was the sound of Shigure’s grunt of pleasure, maybe it was the sound of him whispering he loved Hatori so deeply it hurt, or maybe it was the feeling of Shigure’s heart thumping wildly against his chest but he couldn’t do it. Crying out he clung to Shigure’s shoulders and slumped against him when his body was completely spent.

Shigure was aware that Hatori had started crying. He was also aware how close he came to loosing Hatori to his own powers. Sighing he laid down on his side no letting go of Hatori only pulling back enough to push the silky hair out of his face and rest his palm against the side of his face and running his thumb over his cheek. He gazed at him so loving that it cause Hatori to think twice about his whole life. As Shigure said he has never left his side. He had been there. He pulled the glass carefully from his face and bandaged it with gentle fingers. He had whispered things that soothed him when he lost the woman he loved so greatly. He had been there when the anger set in and let Hatori pound his chest with bloody fists only gazing at him sadly when he dared to look up at him.

“Why?” He whispered and looked into those chocolate eyes that had darkened with pleasure.

“Because I love you so much Hatori.” He said calmly. “I have since we were teenagers. And as much as it killed me to watch you with her, you were happy and I could bare it only because of the smile you wore.” He whispered before running his thumb over Hatori’s mouth. “When you smiled it made me so very happy. Made me believe love was real and when you stopped.” He paused taking a deep breath. “When you stopped and looked so very broken I wanted to reach into your chest with a needle and string and sew your heart back together by hand. I wanted so desperately to see that smile again. The one that made your eyes sparkle in the light.” Shigure lifted his eyes to Hatori’s realizing his was staring at Hatori’s mouth.

Hatori looked into those eyes as saw the tears covering them. “Why didn’t you say anything.”

Shigure smiled and Hatori watched his lips tremble slightly. “Because I didn’t want to lose you forever.” Shigure looked down. “If you didn’t know you would be happy and be my friend at least. If I had told you I loved you , you would have left.” He took a deep breath and swallowed loudly. “Watching you with her, it was like a movie, it seemed so perfect and in my dreams I could have you like that and if I didn’t tell you,” He paused and reached down to take Hatori’s hand in his and kiss his palm. “You couldn’t take them away. So I had love from somewhere. Even if it was a lie.”

Hatori gasped and pulled his hand away pulling Shigure into a tight hug. “I would never leave you.”

“You almost did.” Shigure spoke softly from his chest. “You thought about it.”

“I did.” Hatori said softly. “Something stopped me though.”

Shigure nodded and wrapped his arms around Hatori’s chest. “I’ll protect you. All you have to do is ask and I will.”

Hatori shifted against Shigure and made a face at the wet feeling between them. “I would love you to I would also love a shower though.” He said calmly.

Shigure smiled as the old weary note touched his voice again and nodded. “What ever you wish Ha-san.”