The Hunger
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Death Note › Yaoi-Male/Male › Mello/Matt
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
13
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2,027
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5
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Epilogue
Epilogue
~H is for Hunger~
Matt wasn't blind, no matter how much he would like to have been in the following days since his first transformation. He saw how oddly Mello ate; eating less and less until the only thing he'd eaten was chocolate. He saw the odd looks at the commercials advertising bloody cuts of meat.
He noticed the swinging mood changes, ones more violent and straying than normal, and the way Mello seemed confused after them. He noticed the wound on Mello's neck closing up quicker and quicker each day much like he supposed his own would have had he not had it covered with the bandages.
And he had certainly not missed it earlier that morning when Mello had run to the bathroom and vomited for five minutes. Shaking and heaving quietly for minutes after that, a much more violent reaction than Matt had encountered.
He had wondered if the little differences in Mello's changing was because he'd mated with him before Mello had changed, or if it was because Mello was his submissive, marked by the way he'd taken the blond in blind animal lust.
Or it was simply a Mello thing, making everything he did more difficult and challenging than it had to be simply because it was his nature.
Whatever it was, Matt was actually relieved when Mello had practically devoured two almost completely uncooked slabs of thawed meat only hours after retching.
It was the first thing the blond had eaten in days, and Matt had been a little worried.
He was currently leaned against the bathroom door as he watched Mello furiously scrub his teeth and spit out the leftovers in disgust. He knew it was a huge shift in behavior and that it would take Mello time to get used to it, hell he was still getting used to his own urges, the ones fuelled by animal instincts and animal instincts alone.
But the need to protect Mello, no matter how much of a bastard he acted like, had always been there, so there was at least one thing that hadn't changed.
After Mello had rinsed his mouth one final time Matt waited until the faucet had been turned off before he stepped foreword to kiss Mello. The blond allowed it for a split second before pushing him away, frown firmly in place despite the lust that had infected his gaze, and stalking from the room.
Matt knew it wasn't anything against him, more frustration at having things taken out of his hands again. At not being able to dictate a change in his lifestyle as had happened too many times before. About not being fully human anymore.
He waited until Mello's form had relaxed, having followed him into the kitchen despite knowing Mello was probably more irritated than before, and slowly made his way towards the blond who had his back to him, though he doubted Mello hadn't heard him.
He wrapped his arms around Mello's middle and rested his chin on the blond's leather covered shoulder. Mello released a large sigh but didn't move. He hoped Mello's change happened soon, so at the very least his rampant mood shifts would go back to a more normal level and give Mello some peace.
~Mello~
To Mello, it wasn't a curse.
It was something more to use against Near, something the little brat would never have. Something that made him better than the albino.
He was far from getting used to it, as the actual change hadn't happened yet, but he knew he would eventually. He had Matt to help him should he need it...he had Matt, period. They hadn't defined anything in words, but the fact that Matt wanted him when he wasn't controlled by the animal inside him had Mello more than hopeful that it wasn't purely lust or friendship.
No matter how strange his life had become because of Matt getting bitten and in turn infecting him, he was still going to go after Kira, that was one thing that wasn't changing; he and Matt just had another secret to hide along with their identities. But it was a secret, Mello found, that he didn't mind hiding.
-End-
AN: Originally I was going to write in some sex, but I decided that it simply wasn't needed. I know, you can all throw knives, but I don't usually write sex in a fic unless its needed or a oneshot. XD
Also, I suppose from this you can infer that if it went cannon way that at least Matt didn't die from his wounds as they would have closed and healed too quickly despite the amount of bullets. I'll leave you to wonder on Mello. XD
~H is for Hunger~
Matt wasn't blind, no matter how much he would like to have been in the following days since his first transformation. He saw how oddly Mello ate; eating less and less until the only thing he'd eaten was chocolate. He saw the odd looks at the commercials advertising bloody cuts of meat.
He noticed the swinging mood changes, ones more violent and straying than normal, and the way Mello seemed confused after them. He noticed the wound on Mello's neck closing up quicker and quicker each day much like he supposed his own would have had he not had it covered with the bandages.
And he had certainly not missed it earlier that morning when Mello had run to the bathroom and vomited for five minutes. Shaking and heaving quietly for minutes after that, a much more violent reaction than Matt had encountered.
He had wondered if the little differences in Mello's changing was because he'd mated with him before Mello had changed, or if it was because Mello was his submissive, marked by the way he'd taken the blond in blind animal lust.
Or it was simply a Mello thing, making everything he did more difficult and challenging than it had to be simply because it was his nature.
Whatever it was, Matt was actually relieved when Mello had practically devoured two almost completely uncooked slabs of thawed meat only hours after retching.
It was the first thing the blond had eaten in days, and Matt had been a little worried.
He was currently leaned against the bathroom door as he watched Mello furiously scrub his teeth and spit out the leftovers in disgust. He knew it was a huge shift in behavior and that it would take Mello time to get used to it, hell he was still getting used to his own urges, the ones fuelled by animal instincts and animal instincts alone.
But the need to protect Mello, no matter how much of a bastard he acted like, had always been there, so there was at least one thing that hadn't changed.
After Mello had rinsed his mouth one final time Matt waited until the faucet had been turned off before he stepped foreword to kiss Mello. The blond allowed it for a split second before pushing him away, frown firmly in place despite the lust that had infected his gaze, and stalking from the room.
Matt knew it wasn't anything against him, more frustration at having things taken out of his hands again. At not being able to dictate a change in his lifestyle as had happened too many times before. About not being fully human anymore.
He waited until Mello's form had relaxed, having followed him into the kitchen despite knowing Mello was probably more irritated than before, and slowly made his way towards the blond who had his back to him, though he doubted Mello hadn't heard him.
He wrapped his arms around Mello's middle and rested his chin on the blond's leather covered shoulder. Mello released a large sigh but didn't move. He hoped Mello's change happened soon, so at the very least his rampant mood shifts would go back to a more normal level and give Mello some peace.
~Mello~
To Mello, it wasn't a curse.
It was something more to use against Near, something the little brat would never have. Something that made him better than the albino.
He was far from getting used to it, as the actual change hadn't happened yet, but he knew he would eventually. He had Matt to help him should he need it...he had Matt, period. They hadn't defined anything in words, but the fact that Matt wanted him when he wasn't controlled by the animal inside him had Mello more than hopeful that it wasn't purely lust or friendship.
No matter how strange his life had become because of Matt getting bitten and in turn infecting him, he was still going to go after Kira, that was one thing that wasn't changing; he and Matt just had another secret to hide along with their identities. But it was a secret, Mello found, that he didn't mind hiding.
-End-
AN: Originally I was going to write in some sex, but I decided that it simply wasn't needed. I know, you can all throw knives, but I don't usually write sex in a fic unless its needed or a oneshot. XD
Also, I suppose from this you can infer that if it went cannon way that at least Matt didn't die from his wounds as they would have closed and healed too quickly despite the amount of bullets. I'll leave you to wonder on Mello. XD