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Out of and into Love	By : Catalinalunamoon Category: Gravitation > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1543 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Shuichi was so worn out, that he fell asleep in the brief time it to Ryuichi to grab the washcloth. Ryuichi came back in the room and stood watching his slumbering lover. Going back into the bathroom, he turned on the water to warm it and took a small glass bowl out from the cupboard under the sink. After pouring a little scented oil in it, Ryuichi then put the warm water in it. He grabbed a fuzzy cloth, a fresh washcloth and carried them all out to the bedroom. Listening to the soft snoring of Shu, Ryu began to wash him gently, using the soft fuzzy cloth to dry as he went. He was ecstatic! Here was the man he had loved for so long. Now he had the right to touch him, to caress him. When he was done, he took care of everything and climbed back into bed, enveloping the sleeping singer in his arms. “My love, my lover, mine.” Ryuichi whispered. To have those words fall off his tongue was like pure bliss. He did not want to sleep, he just wanted to lay there watching Shu snuggled up to him. As he placed a kiss on the pink hair, a dark shadow entered his mind. Now, he did not dare to sleep. Knowing Shuichi as well as he did, he knew that less happy thoughts would enter the younger man’s mind when he woke. Guilt, he knew, would be chief among them. He had to stay awake, so that when Shuichi woke, he could help the younger man deal with the emotions that were going to crash down. He tightened his arms.

Shuichi woke slowly, coming out of the blissful peace that was caused by great sex. He snuggled down into the arms he felt cocooning him, when suddenly, reality crashed in. His eyes flew open as they begin to fill with tears. He bit his lip to stop sobs from coming out as he tried to pull away. Yuki was gone, he had slept with Ryuichi, no, not just slept with! He had been top and bottom! He began to shake with the force of his emotions. Ryuichi felt the shaking man, and wanted to cry. It broke his heart to see Shu struggling like this. “Shu-chan?” The younger man stopped all movement but the tears began to fall. “Please, Shu. Talk to me.” Ryuichi shifted so he could see the other’s face without letting go.

“Please do not hate me,” Shuichi sobbed, covering his face with his hands. “I know that I am horrible, annoying and...” He did not go any further when he heard a low growl. He looked at Ryuichi and began to turn his head away. Ryuichi rolled them until Shuichi was pinned underneath him. He took Shuichi’s chin in his hand, forcing the shimmering violet eyes to meet his sparking sapphire ones.

“Shindou Shuichi! Stop this. I hate when you talk about yourself that way.” He wiped the tears that were streaming down Shuichi’s face. Softening his voice, he said, “You are not annoying or horrible. You are beautiful, kind, sensitive. I have loved you for so long. Your pain was my pain, your sadness mine. Every time he hurt you, I wanted to hurt him! I am not going anywhere. I could never hate you.” All the time he spoke, his hands are stroking Shuichi’s face, hair and neck. Tears began to trickle down Ryuichi’s face. “Last night was the best night of my life. You are the best thing that has happened to me. I knew the first time that I saw you that you were special. I know things are rough for you right now. Let me heal you, let me love you.” he ended in a whisper. He kissed Shuichi’s wet cheek.

“I am just so scared, Ryu. So much has happened, so many changes in such a short time. I feel so broken right now. I do not know what is real.”

“Let me pick up the pieces. Let me put you back together. I want to make you shine again. If possible, make you shine brighter.” Ryuichi hugged the other man holding him tight. Shuichi wrapped his arms around Ryuichi, clinging to the comfort being offered. They lay like that until Shuichi’s stomach growled. Sitting up, he said, “Let’s get dressed and go out for breakfast.” He held out his hand until Shuichi grasped it in his. He led Shuichi into the bathroom and started the shower. Once the temperature had adjusted, he stepped in pulling the younger man with him. “Let me bathe you.” Shuichi stood there in the streaming water, as Ryuichi gently washed his body and hair.

Thinking to himself, “Why couldn’t Yuki love me like this? He did love me in his own way, but he was never this gentle, or sweet. If we took a shower, it was only about sex.” He shook his head clear of the thoughts that were triggering his tears again. Ryuichi looked up at the younger man, opened his mouth to speak then changed his mind. He stood up, dropped the cloth and enveloped the younger man in a hug. Without words, he conveyed his feelings. He wanted Shuichi to turn to him, lean on him...to love him. Shuichi’s arms came around him and the dams holding back his tears broke. Ryuichi felt Shuichi’s knees buckle and knelt down so they were both on the floor. “Why, Ryu?” was all that came out coherent in Shuichi’s sobs.

“I have you, it is ok. If you break, I will pick up the pieces, if you stumble, I will catch you. Know I am always here for you and I will never let you down. Hush now, Shu.” His hands rubbed the bare back knowing that comfort was needed here. When the sobs subsided and Shuichi was not trembling so much, Ryuichi reached up and turned off the water. Grabbing a towel, he rubbed Shuichi dry and then himself. Stepping out, he handed Shuichi a robe. “Time to eat, Shu-chan. Do you want to wear something of mine or yours?” After a moment, Shuichi walked into his room to his dresser. He pulled out his favorite bright orange hoodie and some olive green cargo shorts. Ryuichi nodded, thinking to himself, “Comfort clothes for him.” Breaking his thoughts and musings, Ryuichi was startled to find a matching outfit placed in his arms. He looked at the other man and saw a hint of a smile. He made his voice go bright and cheery. “Ok Shu-chan! A matching pair we will make.” After they got dressed, Ryuichi pulled Shuichi who held Kuma out the door.

Meanwhile, in a luxurious office across the city, a blonde-haired man was nearly purple with rage. “Impossible! There is no way he can be hidden that well!” His hair now stuck up in tufts, where he had pulled it in frustration. It would seem that Yuki had learned to play as well as Tohma. He had spent the night on a wild goose chase, following lead after lead only to hit a brick wall every time. Yuki had closed out all his bank accounts and was now in the wind. He had meant it when he had said that Tohma had not won. “Shindou-san must have a clue as to where he would go. Time to tap that angle.” His devious smile had returned.

A/N Sorry so short. I had minor writer's block for this chapter.
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