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All For Love 3rd in Rivalry Series	By : kurahieiritrJIO Category: +G to L > Initial D Views: 2173 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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A/N: This is temporarily an older draft of this fan fiction that I am posting here. I will revise to correct inconsistencies ASAP. Please have patience with my weird schedules that have made uploading revised chapters an ongoing hassle. The addition of previously deleted scenes in story 2 will cause temporary incongruities which will get corrected.

CHAPTER 12

Hey, can I ask you guys about something before I head home?" Itsuke looked weird as his cheek ticked and his hand ran through his hair. Iketani and Kenji had already left in Kenji's 180. Itsuke stood next to his turbo charged 85, ready to leave. Whatever was on his best friend's mind was uncomfortable for him Takumi thought. Takumi looked at the black-haired teen staring at his tennis shoe as he waited for an answer.

"It's about our being together, isn't it?" Takumi felt uneasy as he asked a question of his own. Keisuke frowned at the dark-haired youth. Neither of them were surprised. They had even discussed how they wanted to face Itsuke once he settled down.

"Well, not really, but, I guess, sort of."

"That's a bit too vague, Takeuchi. We aren't going to bite you over having questions about our relationship, since you know we're together." Keisuke shook his head but his voice conveyed his entertainment.

Itsuke flinched. "Well, I did like Nakamura suggested. I went to some of those web-sites he mentioned. I read up on stuff. It's just, well, this one part of the site I visited when he wasn't around was a frequent asked questions' bulletin board. I thought I'd look for questions that fit my problem with getting over being, . . . you know, . . . weirded out by you two dating. I came across this one question that had an answer that really scared me though."

Takumi's curiosity was piqued. "Nani was so scary about it?" He looked over at the man he adored and noticed an amused smirk trying to escape his control. Keisuke gave him an odd glance as Itsuke started stammering.

"The question was at the very top, . . . and had tons of comments on it, . . . so, . . . I kind of, . . . got curious. It was from someone wanting to, . . . " Itsuke's words sped up drastically as he forced his thought out. "doitforthefirsttimeandaskingforadvice." His voice slowed once he got past the worst part for him. "The answer that scared me was the first one. Some isha san answered that picking up a stranger at a bar was not a good idea because first times can tear a guy up pretty badly."

"Keisuke's definitely not a stranger, Itsuke. He loves me, so he has never pushed me into anything I don't want. I don't push him into things he doesn't want either."

Keisuke gave him an odd look for moment and sighed. "It's up to you, Takumi. He's been given a good reason to freak out since he was reading about gay sex, . . . and he's your onīchan, . . . it makes me look like a bad guy unless we sit him down and explain things properly."

"I didn't mean it like that, Keisuke-san. I'm kind of worried that you don't know about it. That guy didn't know anything, and I know Tak doesn't know anything either. I guess I'm so worried because, well, you know, I don't want to see you guys get hurt or anything." Itsuke ended on a sour tone.

Dry amusement bubbled up in his chest over Itsuke's attempt to smooth things over. Takumi found himself losing control as he snickered. "Itsuke, gomen na. It's just . . . I do know about same gender sex. I asked Keisuke questions when I was trying to figure out if I could even see him like that. I told Keisuke I thought I needed some kind of map so I knew how to deal with things because I was so clueless."

Itsuke turned dark red and sheepish as he started to chuckle too. "I hadn't thought of that. I guess I must sound like a baka right now."

"You're not being a baka, Takeuchi. It's obvious you're genuinely worried. I have a feeling you read about the worst case possible scenario on that site. Since you read about something that does happen on rare occasions, you have a reason to be worried. There's no reason for you to apologize for bringing it up. You're not out of line."

Domo, Keisuke-san. I'm glad you aren't mad at me. Are you upset, Tak? I mean, I just want to watch your back, like you've watched mine."

"It's fine, Itsuke. Let's go back into the house for a while. I think it would be better to get things cleared up before you leave." Takumi turned his crutches and began to head back toward the front door without waiting for a reply.

"Um, Tak? Are you sure about this?"

"He wouldn't have said that, if he had a problem with telling you the truth, Takeuchi. Don't just stand there. It's really cold out here." Keisuke's voice held a wealth of laughter Takumi heard as he moved to the porch area. There were three shallow steps to navigate to get to the door. He set each crutch in place and hopped up the first step and was setting his crutches for the next hop when he felt Keisuke at his back.

"You're supposed to wait for me before going up the steps, Takumi. You can't afford a spill right now."

"Keisuke, you're being over protective again." Takumi grumbled with only a small flash of irritation. He hopped up the two small inclines. Keisuke opened the door before he could reach for the knob. They filed back into the study and Takumi plopped down on the bed, leaning his crutches against the sofa arm. Keisuke dropped down next to him as Itsuke sat at the foot.

"So, back to your question. Naze did the one answer scare you so much, Itsuke? How did the isha san describe some guys getting torn up?"

"The isha san's answer was brutal, Tak. He wrote about how virgins wake up in the hospital after having surgery to put their butt hole back together. I started worrying that you might really hurt each other if you do something like that." Itsuke was still uncomfortable. His fidgeting at the foot of the bed was proof that he was very concerned.

Keisuke sighed. "That's definitely the worse case scenario you read about. It doesn't happen very often, but it can. The reason virgins get hurt that badly is they pretend they know more than they do when they pick up someone that doesn't know them at all. They push too soon for sex with the idea that being a virgin's a sign that something's wrong with them. If you think something's wrong with you, you tense up. Lying on top of it makes them afraid of being found out. To be blunt, there's nothing wrong with being a virgin, Takeuchi. It just means you haven't found the right person yet."

"How do you know?" Itsuke scratched his head as he mumbled.

"I have several gay, and bi-sexual friends, and I've been hit on a number of times. They're only friends, even though a couple of them are appealing. But, they weren't the right person for me, and I knew it. I didn't feel right crossing the line just to satisfy curiosity about whether or not I'd like the feeling some of them described."

Takumi found himself uneasy. Keisuke had never warned him about the things Itsuke had read about, nor had he ever mentioned having been hit on by friends. He also felt a wave of intense joy because Keisuke had chosen to wait for him.

"Was there any positive first times mentioned in the answers to that person? Or, did you stop reading because the first answer scared you, Itsuke?"

"I read some other comments too. Most of the comments came from men, who, . . . I guess were more, . . . uhm, experienced. Most of the answers said to find someone that liked to go slow, and have fun. They also warned that it wouldn't feel so great at first, but once he relaxed it would get better. A couple of replies said they had never liked anal sex, so they don't do it, and don't miss it."

"It's common sense that virgins need to have the chance to relax and adjust. Anyone will hate sex if their lover screws them without making sure they've been stretched to deal with penetration the first time. Condoms and lube are requirements the first time. Virgins always need the lube, and having their ring stretched, or it's going to be painful for both sides when the body's instincts kick in. The one thing that stands out between those who do, or don't like penetration is, the ones that like anal sex are with someone they love, or are very good friends with their first time. There's a lot more playing around, and getting each other off in other ways first. You can relax before things get serious that way. The ones that don't like anal sex are usually involved in a two virgins that are too frustrated, and ignorant about things like relaxing before they start banging away first times."

Itsuke nodded that he understood. Relief washed over his features as his shoulders unlocked with a visible shift. "It's a relief to find out that you know about it. I don't mean to pry, or anything. Domo for answering my question, Keisuke-san."

"Not a problem."

"We know you're still trying to figure things out right now, Itsuke. You've come a long way trying to handle us being together. I know this has been rough on you. Keisuke and I already knew you'd have questions we should answer."

"Well, I know you guys really love each other. And, I do want you to be happy, Tak." Itsuke had begun to rub his head again as he spoke. "I'm really trying to understand how you guys feel and everything. But, I get confused because of some of the things I've read about. It's not that the information isn't any good or anything like that. I just find it hard to see how this happens, or how anyone could like some of the things I've read about."

Keisuke reached over and grabbed his hand and gave it a squeeze. He understood that this was a decision Takumi knew he would have a hard time executing. Keisuke spoke up again. "The sites you've been visiting probably had answers on the mechanics of intercourse and other dry answers if you're saying that, Takeuchi."

Itsuke nodded as he squirmed a bit. "Hai. There was even stuff about gay onnas."

Keisuke chuckled. "I bet that section was a lot more interesting than the male version. I've known too many straight guys that beg for lesbian porn to doubt you did a double take when you came across that part of the site."

"Don't tease, Itsuke. It's already hard enough for him to be asking anything, Keisuke." Takumi defended his brother with a dark look at his lover.

"Gomen. I wasn't trying to be mean or anything. Takeuchi's pretty tense so I was trying to lighten the mood a bit. My bad."

Itsuke smiled. "I guess it's weird that I started to wonder about how you would do it. It's not that I'm into that kind of thing. I just can't figure out the reason you would like it. I'm sort of looking for some kind of clue or something that will make sense so I can the gist of how you two got together. You know?"

"That's normal. I looked for answers for how I became bisexual when I hit puberty, Takeuchi. I was surrounded by isha-sans, but it wasn't the mechanical how to I was looking for when I asked them questions about naze I was suddenly bisexual. I really hated myself because I was so different from all my friends without any warning."

"That would suck. I mean you already find guys hot, so not knowing how you got that way would be irritating." Itsuke dropped his hands into his lap and leaned forward a bit so his elbows were on his knees.

"I don't find all guys hot, Takeuchi. In fact I never found many very attractive. The ones I did find sexy got a very strong reaction from me until I learned how to control myself. Even my Sobo and Sofu tried to help me after I tried to commit suicide because I couldn't handle being attracted to one guy in my school. Sobo went so far as to search out alternate lifestyle's books, and even yaoi publications looking for answers that I really needed."

"Itsuke looked at Keisuke with wide eyes. "You tried to kill yourself?"

Keisuke nodded. "It's not unusual for gays and bisexuals to kill themselves, Takeuchi. Society says there's something very wrong with us. As strong as my libido is, control was impossible for the first couple of years. I was miserable in ways you can't imagine because you're straight. People weren't trying to beat you to death over something you couldn't control. I hated having such an overwhelming personality glitch. That was the reason I wanted to die for a while."

"Keisuke fought himself really hard once he started to care about me, Itsuke. He didn't want to have to go through that pain again. He had trouble once someone realized he got aroused whenever he was around his one male classmate."

"Sobo and Sofu were determined to find a way to help me. They knew I didn't want to be this way. They tried to find a way for me to get over it, which isn't possible. Yaoi porn doesn't help because it's usually written for onnas, by onnas so one male is always a girl dressed up in a boy's body. They gave up fast on the yaoi genre because of that. Even the prettiest and most girly men have a more masculine mind set than ukes in books ever will. The emotional levels are also different than books portray."

"So, how did you find answers, Keisuke-san? I mean it sounds like you did a lot of research, or your grandparents did."

"The difference is in the mental and emotional side, Takeuchi. We're more aggressive than onnas most of the time. We are taught that we have to make up our minds and stick by our choices. Even when we get confused, we still try to move forward even though we're stumbling a lot. Are you following me so far?"

"Hai." Itsuke was nodding as he wore a thoughtful look on his face. "So you think it's my mind set that's making it so hard for me to get how you two started finding each other hot then?"

"Nope. You don't find men attractive, Itsuke. I really don't either. I didn't think Keisuke was hot when we first met. It's the person he is that caught my attention and changed how I felt over a year. Things changed slowly, or we wouldn't be together because I'm on the low end of the bisexual scale the same as you. I've always liked personalities the most. That's the main reason I can love Keisuke. His personality reeled me in."

"Take my situation as an example, Takeuchi. I'm drawn to strong people. I have a huge weakness for the scrapper type personality. Takumi hides his strong personality as much as he can, but it shows itself in several ways. I relate best to scrappers. The feisty types tend to be wiry and muscular whether they're onnas or men, so I'm the most attracted to that kind of body shape also."

"But, if it's about personality, how come you find certain men hot even though you don't know them?" Itsuke scratched his head, frowning.

"Personalities are often reflected in specific body builds. If your thing is clingy and easily controlled girls, you'll probably like real big boobs. Every time you see a girl with huge jugs, you'll tend to pay more attention to her movements. On some level you're looking to see if she'll wrap herself around you without even knowing you're doing so, Takeuchi. It's the same thing for me when I see certain onnas or men. They have bodies that catch my eye for the same reason. The form catches our imagination and makes us wonder about them."

"Hey, I've imagined nani a cute onna might be like tons of time. But, I hate really big boobs, Keisuke-san. I like an onna that's nice and curvy, but still athletic. They're more fun. Onnas with super big boobs seem kind of whiny, and boring. They don't like doing anything that requires moving around much."

"See, you do get it, Takeuchi. You like curvy but athletic, so let's go with that so you get the idea. Athletic people tend to have stronger, outgoing and active personalities than submissive people, such as onnas with huge boobs. Athletic people tend to make up their minds faster and follow through with their choices. Body types usually belong to certain personality types. I'm pretty sure you've noticed that curvy and athletic tend to be good at making choices at least."

"I guess so. Hm, you're saying that because I think athletic girls are cute, I like girls that know how to make their minds up?"

"Possibly. Curvy bodies imply that the onna in question will help people around her, and be thoughtful of others. Curvy and athletic means an onna that likes to do different things, plus pays attention to the needs of the people around her. You pick these things up from a lifetime of being around different people that fit each body type category, or you wouldn't like a certain body over another. There's nothing wrong with being that way. If you think about it, there are men that have body types too. Their body types often reflect personality on some level. Unlike you, I pick up on those tendencies too. Because I'm bisexual, I notice the male body types that most often reflect personality traits I'm drawn to."

"So, that means Tak's got the right body type for your ideal personality, and that's the reason you find him hot. I think I get it a little bit. I didn't know that bodies are tied up with personalities."

"Keisuke's trying to say that bodies give off hints, Itsuke. The way a person moves and acts can tell a lot about them. Body language is important to whether or not you think someone's cute. Both onnas you've liked so far had similar body builds, and personalities, Itsuke. They were both unique people, but there were similar things too."

"Hm, I didn't think about it until you said that, but, you're right, Tak. I wonder if it would be better to try and look at another body type. The onnas I've liked so far have never liked me much in return."

"Maybe. I think you should find someone that likes you without you driving yourself crazy trying to impress her so she'll be your girlfriend. You get so nervous I feel bad for you sometimes, Itsuke. If you get to know each other, it's definitely a lot harder to walk away. I found that out when I got attached to Keisuke."

"So, is this helping you any, Takeuchi?" Keisuke had an odd look on his face as he turned his head toward him. Takumi gave a slight shrug in answer.

"Hai. I think I'm getting it. So, will you two promise me you'll be careful when, you know? I don't want to see one of you to get hurt or anything."

Takumi found himself flushing to his toes. "Erm, . . . It's a little late to make that promise, Itsuke. We're . . .kind of . . . past that already."

The dark-haired teen's eyes went saucer sized. "Oh! I guess everything's fine then." Itsuke smacked his forehead "Oh man, that's the reason the hachi roku was gone but not the FD when I came to check up on you two that morning at the look out . . . I mean, . . . well, . . . ah . . . it makes sense you only needed one car. Oh, geeze." Itsuke squirmed as his skin darkened, went pasty white, and back to red. Takumi found himself covering his face with his hands as he groaned over his own mortified state.

Keisuke was laughing too hard to speak as he and Itsuke disintegrated in embarrassment. Once he got control of his laughter Keisuke wheezed, "It seems we have just been busted, Takumi. Wouldn't you agree?"

Although it was a day after their first time together, Takumi understood that Keisuke was making things easier for Itsuke. It seemed wiser to leave Itsuke's misinterpretation alone. "That's one way to put it. Of course you didn't help by still being a total hentai when I was dropping you off. Itsuke got the shock of a lifetime that afternoon. I came way too close to losing my bro that afternoon."

Keisuke continued to snicker. "Anyway, Takeuchi, we weren't willing to hurt each other. Even being attracted enough to not care about society rules anymore, Takumi and I wanted to be close to each other more than anything else. There's a lot to be said for learning each other's bodies, and enjoying each other's company, before trying anal sex. Sex involves a lot more than penetration in a same gender relationship. Everything's almost identical for same gender and straight couples when it comes right down to it. When you love the person you're with, you want them to feel good. You want your lover to enjoy all the attention you really want to give them."

"I didn't know that. I mean, all I saw on that site was information about hand jobs, blow jobs, and anal sex. I didn't think there was anything more to the gay way."

Takumi shook his head and sought to overcome his own discomfort to explain. "There's a lot more to being with Keisuke, Itsuke. Some may be lame like that website, but we aren't. Like Keisuke said, we enjoy being with each other. Penetration is only a small part of our, . . . uhm, . . . relationship."

Keisuke's voice shifted toward the lecherous zone. "That's for sure. Naze would we be any that different from straight couples with each other? Kissing and all the normal things are still important. Men like to touch, hold, and kiss their partners in straight relationships, so naze would it be different in a same gender relationship?"

Itsuke looked thoughtful as he spoke. "You make everything sound so normal, Keisuke-san. I've always heard there's something twisted about people that get involved with their own sex. Reading that it was all about jerking each other off, or putting their dick in someone's ass made me think gay relationships are twisted."

"The only major difference in straight and gay romances is that partners can switch who dominates in sex if a couple likes intercourse, Takeuchi. To be blunt, whichever one of us is in the mood to cum more than once can ask to be on the receiving end. If we're both in the mood, then we can switch roles."

"But, I thought that there was supposed to be some kind of rule about being seme or uke." Itsuke was frowning again.

"Wrong, Takeuchi. There are men that fall into that kind of mind set because of the damned yaoi on the market. Everyone has a specific reason for feeling the way they do. Someone might find that they get off harder through their prostate so choose to be the uke most of the time. Fear of being viewed as being inferior by a lover might trap another man into a seme role. Those men have no idea how it might be if they'd stop being so worried about their partner thinking less of them by handing control over. Some men's egos are too threatened to consider experimenting to find out by letting someone that loves them to dominate. They can't, or won't trust their partner. Takumi and I trust each other. There's no reason for either one of us to feel threatened when we're together. If you love someone, you trust them. If you can't trust them, you don't love them."

Takumi found himself plucking at the coverlet on the hide-a-bed as he sought to help Itsuke understand. "I was nervous about being pushed into being someone I'm not when we first started seeing each other. But, Keisuke's never tried to dominate me. When I realized that, as things got more intense, there was no pressure on me to be an uke. When I got curious enough, I decided to trust Keisuke. I had no idea whether or not I could get comfortable with doing something like that, but I knew Keisuke wouldn't push me to do it all the time because I got curious about it."

"Takumi, you're really embarrassed. That's way too adorable for my sanity. You know that's the one thing I can't resist." Keisuke's affectionate tone taunted him as images of their having been intimate danced through Takumi's mind.

"Naze did you say that to Tak, Keisuke-san?"

"It makes me want to kiss him whenever I see him so stirred up. It turns my emotions on because I adore Takumi's prudish side. I also know that the more self-conscious Takumi is, the more sensitive his body gets. The more sensitive his body becomes, the more ways I can tease him until he can't stand it. That's when he gets serious about really pushing my buttons too. Isn't that right, Takumi?"

"Damn it. You've turned into a total hentai again. Behave, Keisuke. Itsuke didn't need to know that!" Itsuke started to laugh as Takumi found himself even more flustered by Keisuke's taunting remarks. It was true, yet Takumi was uneasy about his friend knowing such intimate details about his and Keisuke's sex life.

"Do you see how evil he gets, Takeuchi? My boyfriend goes and gives me ideas by being way too cute to me. He knows his prudish side triggers my weakness. Yet, I'm the one that's supposed to behave? That's downright cruel, Takumi. Just wait, I'll get even for you pushing all the wrong buttons and teasing me this way."

Itsuke laughed even harder as Keisuke's baiting tone conveyed the humor he intended. Takumi found himself smiling. He leaned closer and taunted right back. "Be careful, Keisuke. I might decide to turn you into a really big puddle of goo and keep you there for a really long time."

Keisuke leered at him with a flirtatious tone. "I'm already living there most of the time because of everything you do around me. You've already made sure I really like feeling this way about you too, dear heart."

Itsuke chuckled at them both. "I didn't know you were a sappy couple. But, somehow, seeing you two being like this makes it easier to deal with you being together. It reminds me that you really do love each other."

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