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Mending Tamaki	By : Angebex Category: +M to R > Ouran High Host Club Views: 4940 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
Disclaimer: I do not own Ouran High school host club or it's characters. I am not being paid to write this fiction. Contains self harm, angst, yaoi, drug use and all manner of icky/sexy things you may not wish to read.

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Tamaki sighed as silence once again descended on the home he and Kyoya shared.
"You're exhausted" Kyoya said firmly "you lie down and I'll organise dinner"
"Non I... I need fresh air... And a cigarette..." Tamaki mumbled "but before I do..."
Kyoya's breath quickened as Tamaki came unbearably close. He had no idea what he was planning.
"That was your first kiss... Wasn't it?" Tamaki asked.
"Well I never... Had time for anything like that"
"Hm... I'm honoured mon amour" Tamaki smiled "but I'm sorry it wasn't more romantic"
"More romantic?"
"Oui... Like this" Tamaki gently ran a hand down Kyoya's cheek and slowly lent in to leave a soft, gentle kiss on Kyoya's lips.
Kyoya gave a very uncharacteristic sigh and Tamaki gently broke the kiss to play with Kyoya's hair. With a soft smile he kissed Kyoya's cheek before walking outside.
Kyoya took a few moments to recover, then decided to follow. He paused when heard soft tears through the closed patio door.
"I can't even kiss him and fully enjoy it" Tamaki sobbed quietly in order for Kyoya not to hear. Little did he know Kyoya was right behind him.
"Then why did you kiss me again?" Kyoya asked gently.
Tamaki tensed for a moment and quickly wiped his eyes.
"I uh... I had to try... I wanted to..." He managed
"I understand but there's no rush... We have time I like to hope" Kyoya reassured him.
"This afternoon was so wonderful... I wasn't really acting I honestly was happy..." Tamaki managed a weak smile "Its just... Still there..."
"Yes but I am proud of you. You've come so far" Kyoya watched Tamaki light a cigarette.
"There's still so far to go mon amour... So far"
"Yes but you're Tamaki. You will get there."
"Will I? I'm not so sure..."
Time passed and Kyoya noted Tamaki regressing back into quiet and solitude. He didn't blame him, guessing it was easier than dealing with everything surrounded by people. The hardest day was when the trial came to the point where both Tamaki and his abuser had to stand up and speak in front of all that were present. Including the former Host Club who had come to support Tamaki. In horrifying, graphic detail Tamaki had to describe what had been done to him. It was hard to watch for all who cared. Especially when he had to pause to collect himself and not go into a flashback. Hikaru had to once again storm out as Tamaki was described as a whore after more money, of course put in a much more eloquent way by the defence lawyer, but they all knew what was meant. Their argument was that money had been exchanged and therefore consent readily given and considering Tamaki was a noted jiggalo after the fact it could easily be supposed that there was actually a breach of confidentiality on Tamaki's part.
Tamaki was pale and quiet as this was all thrown at him and Kyoya noted the constant tapping of Tamaki's long fingers on whatever surface it happened to rest on.
After what seemed like years the jury left to consider their verdict and Kyoya became seriously concerned about Tamaki. He could tell he was beginning to crack under the pressure.
The jury returned thankfully rather soon after they had departed.
Everyone could now see Tamaki wasn't well. He was very visibly tense and shaking, similar to the Tamaki Kyoya had seen at the piano just before he'd insisted on Tamaki staying with him.
"We find the defendant guilty of rape. It is clear Mr Suoh was..." The juror started but Tamaki didn't hear the rest. Kyoya watched Tamaki's eyes glaze over and knew what it meant. Once court was dismissed and the formalities dealt with he made his was to Tamaki. Tamaki had been sat down in his seat and his lawyer was quietly trying to work out what was wrong.
"Excuse me... May I?" Kyoya approached them both.
"Please" Tamaki's lawyer moved aside.
"Tamaki... Tamaki can you hear me at all" Kyoya knelt in front of Tamaki.
Tamaki gave a slight nod.
"Good... Listen Tamaki it's all over..."
"It's over?" Tamaki whimpered in a faraway voice.
"Yes... He's going to jail"
Tamaki blinked a few times, seeming to have trouble registering.
"Is it a flashback?" Kyoya looked searchingly at Tamaki's face.
"Non just...its been trying to happen and...It's really over?" Tamaki's faraway voice and shaking hands still had Kyoya concerned.
"It is. It's all done and over now"
"Thank God" Tamaki closed his eyes and sighed with relief. Kyoya had to help him leave the court room.
"Is he okay?" Haruhi asked as the former club approached the emerging pair.
"Just... Very numb..." Tamaki mumbled, sounding tired.
"Boss? You look like you're practically dead" Kaoru looked concerned
"He he... Yeah..." Tamaki managed and let Kyoya put him in the car.
"Think of it as a kind of shock. He'll be okay" Kyoya lied. He knew it was another breakdown but he also knew this time Tamaki would be okay.
"Look after him Kyo chan" Honey held on to Mori's arm.
"I will. Don't worry" Kyoya nodded and climbed into the car as well.
"He isn't okay" Hikaru sighed sadly.
"No but he will be. He just needs time" Haruhi murmured, "I've never known Tamaki Senpai to give in and I've never known Kyoya Senpai to not take special care of him. Even if Kyoya Senpai pretends not to"
This had everyone nodding in agreement.
Meanwhile in the car Tamaki lent his head on Kyoya's shoulder.
"I want to see him... I want to see him face to face" he said, his voice tired and croaky.
"Let's talk of that later." Kyoya murmured softly.
"Kyoya?"
"Yes?"
"Thank you"
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