Darker Than You
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Category:
+. to F › Angel Sanctuary
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
26
Views:
2,532
Reviews:
4
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
Disclaimer:
I do not own Angel Sanctuary, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Helpless
Authors Note: Ok, this is completly different then what Katou\'s real life is like. Sae is being replaced by a younger sister, Katline, who is a complete jerk to him and his mother. His mother is basically what Sae is, only doesn\'t call him Yue-chan or anything to that matter. Robert is Katou\'s \"Father\" the one that raised him that is. Still abusive, and yes... he has an American name, bse hse he originated from America, haven\'t completly worked out why he\'s in Tokyo or anything just yet, but yeah. This is just something I put together at random. Thank you and enjoy.
Warning: Might be some OOC, rape, yaoi, angst, suicidal thoughts, attempt suicide, drug abuse, child abuse, wife abuse, cussing, lemons, and VERY bad spelling and about anything else that I might and will add to this story.
Rated: PG-for now, bu the rating will go up as I get further into this one.
Disclaimer: I don\'t own any of the characters of Angel Sanctuary and the names I use for Katoufamifamily are not really there either. And YES, I do know his real family and all that crap but this is an AU fic.
Time Frame: uh... no where, its AU thank you.
Told from Katou\'s POV.
~Part 15~
\"Katou, what are you doing?\" his voice is bitter. He looks at the pills still in my hand, then back to my face. I am suddenly slammed into the wall behind me. I lose all my breath as he\'s glaring at me.
\"I-I...\" fuck, cant even get up a good lie, and now /everything/ hurts!
He\'s angry. I can see the angry swelling in his eyes.
\"You fucking asshole! What the hell do you think your doing?!\" He grabs my hand, and makes me drop all the pills. I whince from how tight his grip is. \"How many have you taken?\"
Hmm... he seems to remember before he went off to sleep, that he gave me two doesn\'t he? I do the fish thing, opening and closeing my mouth. \"A-A few..\" I finally croak out.
His pressed against me. I can feel every little bruise given on my body. I think he\'s forgotten about that whole little beaten up into at tiny lil pulp deal. He\'s angry. Oh so damned angry. I feel it raitiang off of his body.
\"A few... Katou....\" Suddenly, he\'s looking sad. I blink at him. I hate it when people suddenly change like that. When then go from one thing to another.
But I guess, its because we just suddenly swapped places. Because now I have the uncontrolable anger. I push him off, ignoring everything thats complaining to me. I grab him and spin him to were he\'s pressed up against the wall.
\"Look Kira, FUCK YOU!! You don\'t really give a damn do you, you asshole! Fucking, slamming me into a god damn wall, when every fucking thing hurts in my body. EVERYTHING! You try to be the caring friend! But you just fucking SUCK at it!!\" Oh It feels good to get this out of my system. To just scream out everything. I wonder if his father\'s hear. I know I\'m yelling pretty loud.
He looks at me calmly. Oh, hurting the ego now to. Fucking asshole. I\'m pressing my body up against him. I can feel every inch of him. His tight muscles, his lean body. His strong arms, which are currently pinned by me, little old weak me. Heh, I\'m stronger than I look. Course it might be the fact that he\'s not struggling at all. That might play an important role now wouldn\'t it?
Fuck.
Everything justs mts me. How much I love this bastard, how... disgusting I feel because of Yoji. How ashamed of being born and causeing my mother pain. Showing to Robert, how at one point he lost the love of his life, and had a child while married to him. How much I must cause Katline to be looked down upon. How much of a neusence for Kira I must be, he always has to get me out of things. How much weak I am, and how utterly hopeless as well. I mean, my life isn\'t going anywere. I have no purpose, unlike Kira, the one pinned to the wall by me. Giving me that.... that.... stare saying just how much he pities me. I hate him. I hate them. I fucking hate everyone fucking person!
I felt tears... tears... warm hot tears fill my eyes, blurring my vision of him. My anchor wasn\'t much of one after all. I felt warm strong arms wrap around me... I push them away, trying to glare at him threw my tears. My face melts into something else. All anger is gone. The only thing thats left is hopelessness, and unwantedness. I sink to the floor, sliding down Kira\'s body, he follows me, trying to comfort me, but me being me... I just push him away.
I truely am hopless now arn\'t i?
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To Be Continued...
Warning: Might be some OOC, rape, yaoi, angst, suicidal thoughts, attempt suicide, drug abuse, child abuse, wife abuse, cussing, lemons, and VERY bad spelling and about anything else that I might and will add to this story.
Rated: PG-for now, bu the rating will go up as I get further into this one.
Disclaimer: I don\'t own any of the characters of Angel Sanctuary and the names I use for Katoufamifamily are not really there either. And YES, I do know his real family and all that crap but this is an AU fic.
Time Frame: uh... no where, its AU thank you.
Told from Katou\'s POV.
~Part 15~
\"Katou, what are you doing?\" his voice is bitter. He looks at the pills still in my hand, then back to my face. I am suddenly slammed into the wall behind me. I lose all my breath as he\'s glaring at me.
\"I-I...\" fuck, cant even get up a good lie, and now /everything/ hurts!
He\'s angry. I can see the angry swelling in his eyes.
\"You fucking asshole! What the hell do you think your doing?!\" He grabs my hand, and makes me drop all the pills. I whince from how tight his grip is. \"How many have you taken?\"
Hmm... he seems to remember before he went off to sleep, that he gave me two doesn\'t he? I do the fish thing, opening and closeing my mouth. \"A-A few..\" I finally croak out.
His pressed against me. I can feel every little bruise given on my body. I think he\'s forgotten about that whole little beaten up into at tiny lil pulp deal. He\'s angry. Oh so damned angry. I feel it raitiang off of his body.
\"A few... Katou....\" Suddenly, he\'s looking sad. I blink at him. I hate it when people suddenly change like that. When then go from one thing to another.
But I guess, its because we just suddenly swapped places. Because now I have the uncontrolable anger. I push him off, ignoring everything thats complaining to me. I grab him and spin him to were he\'s pressed up against the wall.
\"Look Kira, FUCK YOU!! You don\'t really give a damn do you, you asshole! Fucking, slamming me into a god damn wall, when every fucking thing hurts in my body. EVERYTHING! You try to be the caring friend! But you just fucking SUCK at it!!\" Oh It feels good to get this out of my system. To just scream out everything. I wonder if his father\'s hear. I know I\'m yelling pretty loud.
He looks at me calmly. Oh, hurting the ego now to. Fucking asshole. I\'m pressing my body up against him. I can feel every inch of him. His tight muscles, his lean body. His strong arms, which are currently pinned by me, little old weak me. Heh, I\'m stronger than I look. Course it might be the fact that he\'s not struggling at all. That might play an important role now wouldn\'t it?
Fuck.
Everything justs mts me. How much I love this bastard, how... disgusting I feel because of Yoji. How ashamed of being born and causeing my mother pain. Showing to Robert, how at one point he lost the love of his life, and had a child while married to him. How much I must cause Katline to be looked down upon. How much of a neusence for Kira I must be, he always has to get me out of things. How much weak I am, and how utterly hopeless as well. I mean, my life isn\'t going anywere. I have no purpose, unlike Kira, the one pinned to the wall by me. Giving me that.... that.... stare saying just how much he pities me. I hate him. I hate them. I fucking hate everyone fucking person!
I felt tears... tears... warm hot tears fill my eyes, blurring my vision of him. My anchor wasn\'t much of one after all. I felt warm strong arms wrap around me... I push them away, trying to glare at him threw my tears. My face melts into something else. All anger is gone. The only thing thats left is hopelessness, and unwantedness. I sink to the floor, sliding down Kira\'s body, he follows me, trying to comfort me, but me being me... I just push him away.
I truely am hopless now arn\'t i?
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To Be Continued...