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To Be Loved by Darkness	By : RhinoaLunar Category: > Black Butler (Kuroshitsuji ???) Views: 8799 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: Kuroshitsuji belongs to Yana Toboso. Jeze and I are merely avid RPers and writers who love and admire her work. We don't make money on this. Its all for fun. Any original characters will be labeled as such as they come into the story.

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To Be Loved By Darkness

Chapter 13

The Cast:

Sebastian Michaelis: Rhinoa Lunar

Ciel Phantomhive: Jezebelle Anne Harris

William T. Spears: Rhinoa Lunar

Grell Sutcliff: Jezebelle Anne Harris

Lizzie: Rhinoa Lunar

Undertaker: Jezebelle Anne Harris

Lord Frederick: Rhinoa Lunar

Yuki 3: Jezebelle Anne Harris

Lady Josephine: Rhinoa Lunar

Einin/Sarah: Rhinoa Lunar

More are sure to come. We’ll keep you posted.

Chapter Thirteen

A Night in New York and a Shinigami Homecoming

Sebastian and “Louis” had been counted as survivors after rescuing Josephine from certain death on the Titanic in her final moments. They had seen the girl returned to her family and were now settled in to their hotel suite in New York. Sebastian had been avoiding Ciel's questioning gaze, which was no doubt about Josephine's current situation. Sebastian wanted Ciel wrapped around him now. The night had gone perfectly and while Arthur’s taste was nothing in comparison to the soul of his lover, Sebastian was in a post feeding lust. “Bo-chan, shall I turn the bed down for the evening? I am sure you are quite exhausted.”

“I am fine Sebastian...” Ciel turned away from the window, where he had been looking out at the city. It was not so much different from London, but the people were quite as he'd soon learned...Loose. Nonetheless it was time to talk, there were many things he wished to discuss with his lover: Arthur’s death, Josephine's trip through the portal, their schedule for the week, which would be unbearably long until he knew he could think normally again. “Sebastian what happened back there…Josephine knew about me, but why did you bring her through the portal with us? It should be impossible for those with free souls to pass into the realm of death.”

“Bo-chan, we have time to discuss that. She is safe as you requested.” Sebastian curled his arms around Ciel from behind and ran his fingers along his chest as he nuzzled into his lover's neck kissing it softly. “I would much prefer to celebrate our arrival and subsequent promise. We will be visiting Tiffany's this week for a special jewelry purchase, correct?”

“No. No purchase. I meant what I said, Sebastian.” Ciel eyed his ring, the ring of his fathers and forefathers. He wouldn't even have it now if it wasn't for his lover. “We will have my ring split into two. No other jewel is good enough for this.” It took Ciel a while to relax into his love's embrace, but he did eventually, leaning back into Sebastian, his body weary from a long day.

Sebastian spun Ciel around and kissed him hard on the lips. That ring meant so much to him and he really wanted to share it with him. Ciel loved him and wanted to show it the best way he could. “Ciel.” Sebastian pulled his lover close and urged his lips open with another kiss. He wanted Ciel to know how loved he was and so kissed him with all he had.

For once Ciel wasn't really in the mood. He could feel what Sebastian wanted, his kiss hot, needy, full of passion and lust. Love as well of course. He did love Sebastian, and he trusted the demon would indeed tell him what he wanted to know when he was ready, but that did not much for the fact that Ciel was tired, and he'd seen so much death today…Yet he knew his lover wanted this to be a sort of honeymoon for them. He knew Sebastian wouldn't accept no for an answer, so he parted his lips and wrapped his arms around the demon to let him have his wicked way.

If Ciel hesitated it was only for a moment. Sebastian knew his lover was tired and had many questions for him. That Ciel was willing to humor him only drove Sebastian further into his passion. He lifted Ciel into his arms and carried him to the lavish bed of the suite and lay him down on his back kissing him the entire time. He skillfully undid the buttons on his lover's jacket and shirt allowing his hands to explore the marred flesh hidden underneath. He pinched and tugged at Ciel's nipples eliciting soft moans and whimpers from his lover. “I love you, Ciel.”

Ciel had wanted this to end quickly so he could rest, but with Sebastian's hands on him he couldn't repress a few quiet moans. His lover was quite good at what he did after all. “Ah...Sebastian it hurts...” But he sounded more annoyed than in pain, and he just knew Sebastian would find it cute in his twisted way. He didn't entirely mind, preferring a little pain. It made Ciel feel alive, which he was feeling even less tonight. “They're bruised.”

Sebastian knew how bruised they were and smiled as Ciel could not stop making the sweetest sounds. “Which makes them all the more sensitive, bouchan.” Sebastian ran his tongue down Ciel's collarbone and encircled one nipple before engulfing it in his mouth to suck at it gently. He still tugged at the other bud and his free hand was unfastening his lover's pants with ease.

Ciel moaned, though he was sure his nipples would be bruised for a very long time to come with the way Sebastian had taken to them. He squirmed and arched his back in an attempt to lessen the pressure, but his lover could not be moved. “Nnnh...S-sstop!” Ciel realized he was completely unconvincing, despite the pain his body was beginning to give in to the pleasure he'd tried to ignore.

Sebastian took the tiny bud in his teeth and pulled slightly while freeing Ciel's erection and stroking it painfully slow. “Stop? But I don't think you really want that, bouchan.” Sebastian traced kisses softly down Ciel's chest and stomach before licking his thighs seductively. “If you want me to stop, I will. But you have to mean it.” Sebastian ran his tongue up Ciel's shaft and wrapped his lips around his lover's cock. He sucked calmly and at a slow pace.

Ciel moaned, now much more loudly. “F-fine…Don't stop...” He lazily curled his fingers into Sebastian's hair, the slow pace perfect for his sleepy attitude. However, the more his lover sucked at him the more aroused he became until finally he was thrusting into Sebastian's mouth in an attempt to make him go faster.

Sebastian's lips curled into a smile around Ciel and he took the hint and increased both his speed and pressure. Barely noticeable were his fingers as he wet them before sliding into Ciel's tight entry to stretch his lover. Sebastian knew how to work his lover well by now and made good use of his knowledge, scissoring his fingers in and out of Ciel's ass while he sucked on his cock. Sebastian moaned around his lover, elliciting more moans from his lips. Soon Ciel would beg for more than his fingers, which was exactly what he wanted.

“Ah...Sebastian!” Ciel bit his lip to hide his outburst, but he could already feel his lover grinning. His toes curled and he could feel his body arching almost involuntarily as the demon worked him. “You know I hate it when you tease...Nnn!”

“So tell me what you want, bouchan. I cannot serve you if I don't know what you require of me.” Sebastian resumed his tasks and remained focused intent on hearing his lover's next order.

Ciel smirked. Sebastian wished to hear him beg, but he had another thing planned. Perhaps soon Sebastian would realize his young master hated to repeat himself. “Mm...Y-yes! Ah...Sebastian I…order you to lose your clothes and let me...Suck you.” He bit his lip but cried out in pleasure anyway as Sebastian tweaked his prostate. “And then I want you on top of me, riding me...”

Sebastian stood and removed his clothes. “Where would you like me to be for you, bouchan?”

The boy's smirk did not go away. Though inside he was melting, knowing how much it meant for Sebastian to give his body in this way for him, on the outside there was no way he would lose the game he'd started. He moved back on the bed, propping his head up with pillows. “I am tired, Sebastian. So you will spread your legs and do everything I've asked while I remain in this position.”

Sebastian smiled knowing that would mean he could have his way entirely with Ciel's eager mouth. “Yes, my lord.” Sebastian climbed up and moved forward so he could adjust and allow Ciel to take his length into his mouth. He moaned as his lover opened his lips to him and grunted as he began to thrust in and out using that mouth to its fullest potential.

Ciel parted his lips for his lover's cock, and in a second it was in his throat. His lips were stretched wide by the demon's rather large erection, and he coughed slightly as Sebastian pulled back for another thrust. As his lover's thrusts increased in speed however, Ciel moaned around him. One of the boy's hands reached around to hold Sebastian's hips, while the other gently cupped his balls, which he sucked passionately in turn.

Sebastian threw his head back and moaned out Ciel's name. His eyes were glowing red with lust and his lover had taken to a few tricks of his own. “Bouchan...Nnnn. You feel so good.”

Ciel moaned, vibrations moving through his lover's balls now. Finally he pulled back with a loud smack of his lips as the suction was released. “Now you'll make me feel better then...Go on, I told you to ride me.”

Sebastian smiled and lowered himself onto Ciel's cock slowly savoring the pressure as he sank deeper. Once he was all the way down he pulled up so just Ciel's tip was inside him before bucking down swiftly. Arching his back Sebastian rode Ciel with wanton abandonment moaning in spite of himself as he did so. From the sounds his lover made he knew Ciel too was enjoying himself. To add to his lover's pleasure, Sebastian began to stroke himself in time with his thrusts creating quite a show for Ciel.

Ciel could no longer resist, crying out Sebastian's name as his demon lover rode him like a professional. He had thought to make the demon squirm this way, but his lover was apparently enjoying himself just as much. Ciel's hands gripped his lover's hips tightly, small nails digging into flesh. He was going to come so much faster than usual at this rate. It was a good thing Sebastian was touching himself. “AH! Oh…Oh! Sebastian...Nnn I love you so much!” Ciel bit his lip, squirming beneath the demon adorably, trying to keep from coming too soon.

Sebastian knew the look in Ciel's eyes. His lover was close to release but wanted things to last a bit longer. Slowing his pace somewhat Sebastian leaned down to kiss Ciel's lips softly. “I love you too, bouchan. Would you like me to slow things down a while or keep going as before? We have all week with just the two of us here. I intend to take advantage of that fact as often as you'll allow.”

Ciel wrapped his arms around his lover's neck, holding him there and thrusting upwards in hopes of getting just the right angle. He wanted to show Sebastian just how good it could feel. “Longer…Just like this...” The boy kissed his lover's lips roughly, biting them.

Sebastian complied and moaned at how good it felt. He preferred being inside his lover, but knew it meant a lot to give this to Ciel. His lover knew too and so this trust between them should grow. Finally Sebastian could not take the slower pace any longer. He was stroking still in time as he rode Ciel, but he needed more. “Bouchan, I...I need to...Nnnn, faster, bouchan.” Then one word slipped from the demon's lips that would forever prove his love and trust of his lover. “Please.”

Ciel gasped, looking up at Sebastian momentarily pausing with surprise. Then, with a new found strength he thrust himself fully inside his lover, biting his lip to keep from making unattractive grunting noises as he thrust furiously for the demon who was riding him once again skillfully. Finally, having prolonged this enough, his back arched painfully as he came with a passionate scream. “Sebastian!”

Sebastian's eyes seemed to grow even brighter as he quickened the pace as his lover allowed. It was not long before he felt the rush of his own orgasm and called out Ciel's name. He heard his lover call to him and slumped over kissing Ciel before he allowed himself to slide off his lover. Sebastian curled up next to Ciel on their bed and sighed in contentment. “I love you, Ciel.”

“Mmm...” Ciel moved closer, cuddling his head into his lover's chest. He would have to ask about Josephine tomorrow. He'd been tired from the beginning and now there was nothing in the world that could keep him up longer than a few more minutes. “I love you too…But that won't mean a thing until next week will it?”

“I hope it has meant something for a long time, bo-chan.” Sebastian pulled Ciel closer. He didn't want to think that if they remade Ciel he'd forget his love for Sebastian. It was possible though and the thought of losing his lover made Sebastian nauseous and sad. He clung to Ciel in the hopes that this was real. He realized he was sobbing softly and quieted himself. “I want this to be real. Can you forgive me that?"

“There's no need to forgive you anything, Sebastian...I wish I could be sure it was real too.” Ciel sighed, forcing himself not to drift to sleep. He knew this meant a lot to his lover, but didn't know how he could comfort a demon when he himself was unsure. “Why don't we cut this week long trip short...We can get the rings done tomorrow and be back at shinigami headquarters as soon as possible. A trip like this will be much more enjoyable once I'm fixed won't it?”

“If that is your wish I will make it happen. Can I hold you a while, Ciel? Once they're done you might not want me to any longer.” Sebastian knew he looked at least half as vulnerable as he felt. He didn't really care at the moment and that scared him almost as much as the feelings that Ciel might not love him once the shinigami were through. He didn't know what he'd do if Ciel no longer cared for him. He had come to know love. Demons rarely survived long once they lost that. It drove them crazy to lose it and they often starved themselves to death not having the will to go on. Such was the nature of the curse suffered by angels and demons alike.

Ciel nodded, frightened himself by Sebastian's blatant show of emotion. He cuddled closer, kissing Sebastian's chest softly and wrapping little arms around him. “Even if I don't remember this once they're done with me...I loved you before this...My soul remnants or whatever they are will still love you. If anything happens don't give up on me right away okay? I'm sure no matter what you can seduce me again.”

“I would do my best to make you fall in love with me all over again, bo-chan. Nothing would be worth more than to know you still loved me.” Sebastian held his lover tight but not uncomfortably so. Tonight was one of those rarest of occasions that he found sleep. Safe with Ciel in his arms he was content for at least a short while longer. His dreams were troubled and he woke with a start at least once in the night. He hoped he did not disturb Ciel. His lover was so peaceful when he slept.

*** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** ***  “We must make a room for her somewhere, Grell. She can't sleep nestled between us and she needs her independence. I'll start preparing the spare room and we can fix it up for her permanently later.”

Grell crossed his arms and pouted. His new daughter was fast asleep in his lap on the couch. He'd never been to William's apartments before and wasn't surprised to find he was rather wealthy. Yet his policy on their child was bothersome. “And why can't she sleep between us exactly? She's still young enough…”

“Because if we wish to have any fun alone it would be best if she is not around to see anything she ought not.” William allowed his lips to curl into a seductive smile to emphasize his point. “Besides, she will feel more at home if she is allowed space for toys and games of her own. You can surely tuck her into her own bed just as easily as ours. Did you even get her name from Undertaker before you decided to bring her home?”

Grell blinked, momentarily at a loss for words. “No...I didn't...Hm, in that case I can name her myself!” Grell smiled creepily as he thought a million miles a minute. “How about Luscious...Grellena...Stellamaria?”

“How about something simpler.” Seeing the look of disappointment on Grell's face at the thought of a plain name for their new daughter William thought for a moment. “Something simple will allow her true beauty to shine. What about Sarah, dearest? Would that be to your liking?” Will sat beside Grell and placed a hand on his lover's knee while he stroked the small child's forehead with his other hand. He smiled at Grell hopeful that his lover would see the truth behind his words.

Grell was still unhappy at having his own suggestions shot down, after all didn't Will say this was his child to do with as he pleased or something along those lines…Yet she did look more like a Sarah than a Grellena. “I suppose that will do…Sarah Grellena Sutcliffe-Spears~” Grell smiled down at the child, this time he did in fact look more motherly than insane for once. He truly was happy to finally have his wish come true. Maybe the shinigami wouldn't have to slaughter prostitutes anymore.

“That sounds lovely, my dear. Shall we put her to bed and spend some time together? I can leave the paperwork for morning...” William removed his hand from Grell's knee and placed his arm around his lover's neck tracing circles on his skin seductively. He was practically purring into Grell's ear and wanted nothing more than to pull his lover by those long red locks in for a kiss. He restrained himself of course, not wanting to wake the child. They were a family now. A rather strange family comprised of two male shinigami and a human girl child. But they were a family nonetheless and Will felt very protective of her.

Grell was a bit dense, but even he had finally realized what his boyfriend was hinting at. As much as he wanted to spend time with the slumbering child on her first night he was a sucker for a hot man beckoning him to bed. “That should be fine…After a night like she's had anyone would sleep for hours at the least.” Grell very carefully slipped out from under her, replacing his lap with a pillow they'd taken from Will's bed. “I don't want to move her...Get her a blanket and she can stay out here tonight. Your couch is more comfortable than my real bed back home anyway.”

Deciding to humor Grell for once William agreed with a nod and stood up to fetch a blanket. He chose a soft brown one. He knew Grell would want to get the child a more colorful blanket soon and that was fine. He would allow Grell to indulge his motherly side as long as he could be a good father to the child. When he came out he saw Grell laying Sarah down as gently as he could and fussing over how her hair fell hoping the girl would not be uncomfortable.

The child had been dirt poor from the look of her. Her face was dirty and her hair was knotted. Her clothes were mere rags at best, but nice ones, as though she had dressed her best for the journey. William would take them shopping in the human world once the paperwork was completed tomorrow. Grell would like that, he knew. He covered their daughter with the blanket and brushed Grell's hand away from her face. “She'll still be here in the morning. She is loved by death so we can arrange things as we see fit. Now then, my dearest...Where were we?”

Grell fretted a moment, not wanting to let Sarah out of his sight just yet, but wanting badly to sink into bed with his lover. With a sigh he turned from the girl and decided Will was right, she would be there in the morning. Now it was time to experience his boss's bedroom for the first time while their daughter was good and tired, they may be having a lot less sex with a young child in the house. “I believe you were going to sweep me off my feet and carry me over your threshold romantically before ripping my clothes off and making me a slave to your rampant burning lust?”

William smiled as he lifted Grell bridal style and kissed him. “Something like that.” William carried Grell over the threshold of his bedroom where they found a candle lit scene adorned with red roses and red rose petals about the bed covers. The room was very masculine with its' dark wood and fabrics, but the fabrics themselves were velvets and satins. Of all colors William had chosen for his room, it was black with a blood red trim. No floral patterns but rather clean lines. Still, the red was the striking part of the decor. And it didn't appear as though it had been a recent change as even the walls boasted the colors with their chair rails and crown molding. No, if it had been new the smell of fresh paint would be there. Centered in the bed was a small tray with a champagne bucket chilling a bottle and two glasses along with a bowl of strawberries. William had planned this well.

Grell's jaw dropped. He had never been part of the high class, and even without the red display the room would have been impressive. As it were he was very glad Will was holding him, for he would have fallen over with lightheadedness as a nosebleed began all on its own. “W-William?” There was no use trying to stop the blood at this point, so he merely pushed up his glasses to look around. “You did all of this for me? Because of me...I mean...You like red?” He felt silly, but couldn't think of anything to say. All of this was so much like a fairytale. How could he never have known Will was so romantic?

“I guess you could say I fell in love with the color after I fell for an employee who wore it so beautifully.” William kissed Grell and laid him down on the bed kissing him once more before lifting the champagne bottle and popping the cork with ease. He poured Grell a glass before himself and set the bucket on the bedside table. He then raised his glass at Grell. “To the most beautiful lady I know and her new found life as a mother to our little Sarah. I love you, Grell.”

Grell blushed, still not knowing what to say, a new feeling for him. In an effort not to get a little more red on Will's sheets he removed a handkerchief from within his vest and pressed it to his nose as he smiled sheepishly in apology before raising his glass as well. “Love you, new daddy.” Grell smirked a little, Will's expression was somewhat surprised and proud. He was adorable. “You know I don't know what to say when you spoil me like this, William...”

“Don't say anything. Just accept it as no less than what you deserve, love. I keep telling you I only treat you how I see you deserve to be and no better or worse.” William drank his champagne swiftly and sat beside Grell. He uncovered a small dish on the tray to reveal creamy chocolate and dipped one of the strawberries in it. He raised the tender red fruit to Grell's lips and fed it to him seductively. “I intend to spoil you as long as you'll allow it so I hope you get used to it, my dear.”

Grell accepted his fruit delightfully. Licking chocolate from his lips with a contented smile. He drank his champagne down quickly, preferring red wine but more than willing to accept whatever Will was offering. “Mm...My lover, you are so very attractive in your work clothes...You look like any moment now you'll pull out those hedge clippers and discipline me like the naughty girl I am.”

“Not tonight, dear. Tonight I want to make you feel like the lady you are. We can plan another night for discipline if you like.” William leaned forward and kissed Grell's lips with furious passion leaving both of them breathless. He moved back only to remove his coat. “Is that better? Feeling less like we're at work?”

Grell smiled, a flash of teeth visible. He rubbed Will's chest slowly, wanting to touch him, forget about romance and foreplay and fuck like animals. But this was nice. It was surprising how nice it was for a man to treat you like a princess. Maybe that was the problem, Grell wasn't used to nice. “It's always better once we start undressing, lover...But I like you at work too.” Grell shrugged off his own red coat, which he could never quite give up despite changing fashion standards. He picked up another strawberry, dipping it in the chocolate and taking a bite before offering Will the rest.

Will accepted the fruit and ran his tongue over it before eating it. He allowed his lips to wrap around Grell's fingertips and kiss them before pulling back. He brushed a bit of hair from his lover's face that had obstructed his view of Grell's green eyes. He looked longingly into them before bending over Grell and kissing him once more on the lips. His hands began to explore his lover. Fabric rustling as Will pinned Grell beneath him in his passion. His glasses fell off his nose as his kisses moved down Grell's throat.

“Mh!” Grell tilted his head back, Will's hands holding his wrists firmly down, but he enjoyed that. He liked being submissive, and somehow being dressed in his men's clothes as they kissed this way made it even more special and taboo. “Will~ You're my dream come true.”

Will rose to meet Grell's eyes. “That's my line.” William began to unbutton Grell's shirt and vest trailing kisses and small nips down his chest as he did so. Grell was his and they were home. Sure he had yet to ask his lover to move in, but surely Grell would say yes when he did. They had a daughter to raise now and it would be best if they were all under one roof. Besides, he knew he made more money than his lover and Grell would have more spending money for clothes here. Something William knew the redhead would enjoy. The thought of Grell trying on new lacy lingerie made him painfully hard and he ground his erection into Grell's thigh as he urged his lover to help remove the garments covering his chest completely.

“I thought we were going to cuddle and dip strawberries all night,” Grell teased, but sat up a bit to make removing his shirt easier once his hands were free, meeting his lover's lips again in the process, his tongue darting out to lick the tiniest bit of chocolate remaining at the corner. He began to slowly undo Will's vest, but left his shirt buttoned. He enjoyed being the first one undressed now, showing off his body for his lover.

William dipped another strawberry, this time trailing the chocolate down Grell's torso making a gooey mess. He smiled up at his lover. “Oh don't worry, love, we will be.” William licked up the trail of chocolate he had left slowly savoring the taste of Grell's skin and the sweet chocolate. He then fed the strawberry to his lover before unfastening Grell's pants.

Grell shivered and let out a moan of pleasure. This was lovely..The nice warm chocolate and Will's tender lips...It was a good thing his lover had undone his pants because Grell's cock was already begging for attention. “Mmm~ I love strawberries...Cherries...Apples...They just taste red, don't they?”

“If by that you mean they taste heavenly then I know something that tastes more red than those all combined.” William freed Grell's cock and ran his hand over the red curls hidden below his lover's pants. He licked the slit while gripping the base firmly and kissed the tip gently. William took all of his lover into his mouth then. Grell's cock slid all the way to the back of his throat and Will moaned around it allowing the vibrations to tease his lover. Soon he was sucking Grell's cock with enthusiastic lust.

Grell suddenly found himself gasping for breath, making all sorts of cute, whiny sounds, and gripping the sheets tightly to keep from holding Will's head down and thrusting into the other man's warm mouth ruthlessly. The fact that William loved and wanted to taste him, not only for Grell's pleasure, was insanely arousing. “Nn yes! Oh suck me...It's so good~”

William continued sucking but pulled something out of his pocket. Before Grell knew what was happening his pants were being pulled down and Will thrust two wet fingers inside him. William assaulted Grell's senses scissoring his fingers and stretching his lover almost bordering on painfully, but not quite. Once more he moaned over his lover's cock as he swirled his tongue around the tip before deep-throating Grell again.

Grell moaned, not bothering to control himself now that they were in Will's private home. His muscles clenched tightly around Will's probing fingers and even his cock twitched in his lover’s mouth as his excitement built faster and faster. He'd never experienced a blow job before Will, but now he loved them. The redhead thrust hard into his boss's waiting throat, trembling with the overall assault of pleasure his boyfriend was inflicting.

Will could no longer take it. He needed to be inside his lover. He sucked hard as he drew his face up and let his fingers slip from inside Grell. He removed his pants and slicked his cock with the lotion he had pulled from his pocket and used on his fingers. Once more he climbed on top of Grell pulling his lover's legs over his shoulders and entering him slowly. He savored every inch of his cock being buried in that red velvet heat. “Nnn, Grell.” Once they had both had a few moments to adjust to the pressure William began to move slowly inside Grell. He wanted this to last.

Grell let out a breathy groan as Will slowly entered him, his muscles tightening and relaxing. It seemed like Will's erection went on for miles, but eventually Grell squirmed as he felt himself completely filled, Will's balls against his ass feeling both dirty and amazing. This position was so intimate. Grell pulled Will in for a chaste, but very loving kiss as he was still trying to catch his breath. When his lover finally began to move Grell whimpered against those soft lips, embarrassed by the sounds he was making, but too happy to stop himself from feeling it all. This was like being a virgin all over again. He let himself give in and live out his fantasy for once. “William...Can...Can I pretend I'm your virgin bride? I always thought this is what it would feel like. You know, a girl's wedding night.”

“That was the idea, love.” William kissed Grell's lips, tenderly urging them to part so he could dart his tongue gently into his lover's mouth. He ran one hand through red hair and felt a quiet moan escape his own lips. Grell felt amazing. This amazing and wonderful beauty was his somehow. Grell would be treasured. That was all there was to it. Bracing himself so he could look his lover in the eyes, William smiled. “You are so beautiful.”

A light blush tinged Grell's cheeks as he looked up at his lover's own gorgeous face. He'd always wanted someone to see him for the beautiful woman he was, and Will didn't even make it sound awkward. “You're handsome and strong,” he whispered, running his hands over Will's arms and shoulders. “And mine...”

“That I am, love.” William quickened his pace slightly but continued kissing Grell softly and moaning as his lover tightened muscles around his cock. He had a moment of inspiration and moved Grell's legs so they were both on one shoulder. This gave Will a deeper angle and he knew now he was hitting Grell's prostate with each thrust and decided to dare and go faster.

Grell was moaning wantonly, certain the neighbors would hear if William even had neighbors. He wasn't thinking now about anything other than his attractive lover and his cock plowing him like a fertile field. The position, the pace, that special spot inside, all of it was maddening bliss. “O-ohh! William...If I've never known ecstasy before, I have now!”

Grell was making the most amazing sounds and Will loved the way they filled his ears. It drove him to push his lover harder. Grell's words made Will smile and he kissed his lover again tugging at red hair he twisted around his fingertips. “I could say the same thing, love.”

“Where have you been all my life?” Grell said on a breathy moan, the harder and faster Will pushed the closer Grell got until he felt he had to come so badly it hurt, and yet he couldn't. His body wasn't going to let him until Will approved and joined him. He wondered if Will was using some sort of secret power, or if he'd just become that accustomed to his lover's body. “I...Are you going to?”

Will felt as though he would burst and had been waiting for Grell to indicate he was there too. “Yes, my love, as long as we do it together.”

Finally as if on a cue Grell's muscles tightened around Will, making both men moan deliciously as the pace became more of a race to the finish than anything rhythmical. Yet it felt so heavenly and it wasn't very long at all before Grell and his lover came simultaneously, the redhead screaming out his lover's name as his ass gripped him and he could feel Will's essence spill within just as his own coated his chest.

Will collapsed onto Grell in a kiss. His lover was so beautiful in his release and subsequent relaxation. Red hair cascading in no particular order or pattern about the bed and his body, tangled in Will's own fingers as sweat drops glistened on both of their faces and Grell's expression of bliss painted his face with a lovely flush. The image caught Will off guard a moment and he smiled lovingly into Grell's eyes. “Dearest, would you care to live here? With me? We have our daughter now and I trust you don't think I am going anywhere.”

For a while Grell wasn't sure he'd heard right. Maybe he had passed out from the bliss and was having some sort of dream. “L-live here? Like a real couple? Two men...Like a real family?” Grell knew he sounded pathetic, stuttering like this, finally he decided that whether it was a dream or not his answer would be yes. He kissed his lover tenderly and nodded. “Yes...We'll be a proper family.”

“Tell me what you need from your old apartment and I'll hire a crew to pack and move it for you. I'm taking you and Sarah shopping tomorrow. She needs a proper wardrobe and I don't know that I have the right eye to dress a little girl. She needs her mother for that.” Will made eye contact with Grell to emphasize that he would refer to him as mother as well. Sarah had already taken to that and Will could tell Grell liked it.

“I-isn't there...Some kind of law to stop us? Nnnya~ I can't possibly be this happy legally can I? You really want us to be like a normal family? Do you think we can? Mommy, Daddy, and all the rest?” Grell wasn't even feeling the post-sex sluggishness that usually came about. He was much too excited about this new life. It was hard to imagine that only days ago his greatest ambition was to possibly get to sneak a few peeks at Sebastian now that he was off library duty and now he was living his dream come true.

“Grell, we can be this happy as long as you like. Though sleep might be a good idea for you. You have a busy day tomorrow.” William settled himself next to Grell and beckoned his lover to lay in his arms for the night.

Grell instantly underwent a drastic shift in emotions, from his excited state to utter woe at the thought of having to go in to work tomorrow, then excitement again as he realized Will was giving him a day off for all of this. He snuggled up in Will's arms gratefully, nibbling his lover's nipple just to hear his voice. “Not so busy~ I don't have very much to move~”

“You're not lifting a finger to move anything. I'll hire people for that. I want you to devote yourself to getting Sarah her clothes. I'll be with you, of course, but I want you to make sure she has everything she could need. I might be inclined to buy you a gift or two.”

Grell would pursue his desire to be the one to move his things at a later date, for now his eyes lit up happily at the thought of getting a gift too. The part of motherhood in which a woman gave up all her life's joys to make the children happy was not his favorite, and he was glad their family would bypass that and he and Sarah could both be happy. Who knew William was this wealthy. “A gift? Hm...If we plan properly it can be a gift for both of us if you catch my drift, William Darling...But where would we ever buy such things for me.” He smiled seductively. Oh he knew very well where he'd take them. For once he could treat himself.

William snuggled in with Grell and drifted to sleep. He had no clue what to get his lover for a gift but Grell's new found motherhood deserved something.

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(A/N: Sarah is going to become quite interesting as time goes on. I RP a lot and Sarah is based off a character I plaed in a tabletop game called Vampire the Masquerade. She's...Different. The PERFECT daughter for Grell. Sarah is a lot of fun to RP and it was an absolute pleasure adapting her for this story. Its also a way to show how the transformation from human to second class shinigami occurs giving you insight to Grell and later on Eric's pasts.)
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