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Only in Your Eyes Am I Worthy	By : Lucythebeast Category: +M to R > Neon Genesis Evangelion Views: 28767 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Evangelion: Only In Your EyesI WoI Worthy

Chapter 14: I�m All Mixed Up, Feeling Cornered and Rushed

Rei lay on her bed with her hand suspended innt ont of her
face, staring at the red scar that was already fading from her hand surgery.
Her thoughts were unfocused and chaotic, swirling around in her head like a
swarm of bees. Feelings like indecision, doubt, and fear were new to her and
she despised them already. First there was Commander Ikari, whom she had been
raised by as a daughter first and a subordinate second, until recently. Ever
since the Eva project started, after that first fateful day when Unit 00 had
gone berserk and the commr har had scorched his hands to pry her out of the
entry plug, he had grown distant from her. His visits became purely as a
commander checking on the status of a subordinate, and the caring looks and
words of a father were never spoken. It was as if the scorching of his hands
had burned away the kindness he showed her, and his recent attitude towards her
made the blue-haired girl feel cold and alone.

That train of thought led Rei to think of the young Ikari
and her recent growth of feelings for the boy. <Have I sought him out to
replace the affection the commander once showed me, or is there more to it than
that? Shinji makes me feel� vulnerable.> Suddenly there was a knock at her
door. <Shinji, you wasted no time in coming here. Are you hiding from Soryu
once more?> �Come in, Shinji-kun.� Rei called absently, eyes never leaving
her scarred hand. The nerves were in the process of finishing up their healing
and the scar itched so badly she knew if she started scratching it, she would
not stop until she reached blood. So despite how maddening the sensation was,
she resisted the urge to scratch.

�Though I am not Shinji, I trust I am welcome to enter
anyway?� A soft foreign voice sounded from her now open door.

Rei sat up slowly and regarded the stranger entering her
home, feeling suddenly exposed as she had dropped all clothing save her
underwear moments after returning home. She would have taken off the bra and
panties as well if her hand had not still been too weak to work the clasp of
the bra. And why bother taking the panties off if the bra remains? �You are
mistaken. You must leave. I do not wish strangers to enter my home.� <He
looks� so familiar. Silver hair... red eyes. Red eyes�> �Do I know you?�

Kaoru gave the girl a gentle smile and leaned against the
doorframe, brushing back his lengthy silver locks up from his eyes. His
attitude seemed almost� flirtatious. �Nagisa Kaoru, newest Eva pilot. Pleased
to meet you, R Was Was his reply.

Though her eye twitched in irritation at such a familiar
tone, the red-eyed girl chose not to comment on that and instead asked a more
important question. �What is your purpose for visiting me then, Nagisa?�
Despite the boy�s familiar tone, she chose to remain respectful� for now.

The fifth child came closer and sat down on the edge of her
bed, despite the glare she was (just barely) giving him. �I heard about your
Eva unit being destroyed. I curicurious to see what state of health you would
be in.�

As he came closer, an uncomfortable feeling began to radiate
out from her stomach. A feeling she usually only got when an angel was near. �I
am well. I would appreciate if you left my apartment now.� The soft-spoken girl
requested, edging away from the boy. A feeling akin to panic was worming its way
through her heart, but she had the impression it was a foreign emotion. <Is
he psychically probing me?>

Kaoru leaned closer suddenly and gave her a warm smile. �You
feel it too, don�t you, sister? Despite how you came to be in this world, you are
still of my brethren. You share a closer link to the mother than the rest of
us, even. I envy you.�

The red-eyes of the first child widened in shock and
confusion. �Nani? I�� Before she could finish her sentence, the fifth d
ld
leaned forward even more and pressed his lips against those of the blue-haired
girl. �MMph!� She protested, raising her hands up to try to push him off. She
felt his hand groping at her breast, then trailing down her flat stomach. The
boy�s invading lips moved down her chin and then found an especially sensitive
spot on her neck and the girl felt at once enflamed with something, desire
perhaps, but also angry. �Get off!� She cried, pushing against him
as hard as her slight frame could manage. The force, surprisingly enough, was enough
to send him crashing into the wall next to the door, as well as creating a
crack in the wall.

Kaoru felt blood boil up from his insides and rush out of
his mouth as he felt the burning heat of the girl�s outrage pushing him back,
and for a moment he knew fear as the energy production of Rei�s S2 organ
suddenly spiked, and her AT field became opaque as the other pilot struggled
against it. The Angel-Alert klaxon suddenly went off, shocking the girl out of
her anger and releasing the fifth child from the confines of her AT field. The
silver-haired boy stood up straight and brushed himself off calmly and smiled.
�It was nice meeting you, sis. I must be going now. Give my love to Shinji,
won�t you?� Without awaiting a response, he was gone.

�To Shinji-kun? Wait!� Rei had raised her hand, intent on
finishing the Angel off but he had already slipped out and was gone. As the
adrenaline wore off, she realized there was a trickle of wetness on her stomach
and legs. She looked down to see blood with a slight blue tint seeping out of a
small wound in her abdomen and it was then that she realized what Kaoru had
been doing. <He was distracting me and trying to remove my S2 organ� he
meant to kill me. Shinji� is he after you now?>

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Asuka plopped down on the couch and stretched out; running
her fingers through her newly washed and dried hair. She was humming softly to
herself, before breaking out into song in a soft melodic voice, �Hast du etwas
Zeit f�r mich, dann singe ich ein
Lied f�r dich von 99 Luftballons auf ihrem Weg zum Horizont. Denkst du vielleicht grad an mich
dann singe ich ein Lied f�r dich von 99 Luftballons, und da� sowas von sowas
kommt!?� (Nena�s �99 Luftballons�)

�You sound happy.� Shinji said behind her, taking the brush
that was lying next to her and beginning to run it through the girl�s fiery red
hair.

�Perhaps. You shouldn�t sneak up on a girl when she�s
singing, you know.� The girl chastised him gently, though her eyes had drifted
closed as the brushing soothed her.

�I use to brush my mother�s hair like this when I was a
little boy.� The third child commented, leaning over to inhale the cinnamon
apple scent wafting from her tresses. He dropped that line of conversation when
he felt her stiffen up slightly. �Well, I�m not dying. They just noticed some
strange things happening to me but they�re not sure why. Akagi-dono suggested
it might have happened when I re-incorporated, or when that last angel was
infesting me and Ayanami.�

That seemed a safer topic, so the girl leaned her head back
a bit and looked up at the boy. �You seem awfully happy to just get a little
good news about your health. Did something else happen?� At the blush that
crept over the boy�s cheeks, the German girl figured she had her answer. �You
got a kiss from Rei, ja?�

�� Something like that. So, do you want to do anything
today? I only need to cook some dinner for Rei... I mean Ayanami later.� Unit
01�s pilot inquired, running his fingers through the girl�s hair one final time
to give it the bounce she liked.

Asuka leaned back against the side of the couch and raised
an eyebrow. �It�s ok, baka. You can call her Rei in front of me. It doesn�t
bother me. Only�� She paused and chewed on her lip nervously.

�Only?� The young Ikari prodded gently.

�Only� don�t abandon me, even if you up and marry Wonder
Girl. You have� always been there for me. Even when I tried to drive you away.�
Soryu coughed nervously and shifted a bit. <Damn, this is hard. Damn you Dr.
Kagame, you�re making me sentimental!>

Shinji stared at her, lost for words.

�Baka! Say something. Tell me to go to hell. Tell me to fuck
myself sideways. Tell me you hate my guts. Something!�
She cried, standing up, embarrassment enflaming her cheeks.
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