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Disclaimer: I do not own Pokémon Best Wishes or Pokémon Black and White. I only own Kurtz and anyone associated with Trip. I'm not making money off of this story either.

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Seizensetsu

Disclaimer: I do not own Pokémon Best Wishes, Pokémon Black and White or Pokémon Colosseum and XD Gale of Darkness. I only own Kurtz, Tio, Tiana, Est and anyone associated with Trip.

Summary: The group doesn't know what they're supposed to do with the suicidal Trip but when Ash really needs advice from the older members, they're not there for him. That's because Cilan is at his breaking point with his brothers harassing him with one last threat before they plan to hurt his friends and Blair who can't get his feelings to Bianca across…

Pairing: Ash/Trip, Cilan/Iris with hints of Cilan/Trip, Blair/Bianca and Blair/N

Chapter 14: Explode

"Maddalen, please listen to me! I didn't do anything, I swear!"

A woman who looked to be in her mid twenties growled as she swatted the hand of man that was delusional enough to think that he was her girlfriend. She swore that men were useless nowadays and all the hardcore men were taken.

"Sure you didn't do anything. That's why you're on the Mephisto list of people to murder."

"B-But I didn't kill my previous girlfriend for money! I swear on my son's grave!"

She hated liars especially ones concerning kids. The cigarette she had in her mouth snapped in half for biting too hard. She got her gun out that she was hiding in between her breasts and aimed at him.

"You remind me of my ex-husband. Piss off and die!"

"Wait…I can make an off-"

She didn't let him finish as she shot him in the head. The bullet went through his brain perfectly as he fell straight to the ground. She growled as she spat her cigarette on his dead corpse.

"What a waste of time. Nova, Noah, you still there?"

Two servants appeared behind her. One was a man in his mid twenties with short blue hair and blue eyes that wore a blue butler's outfit. The other was a woman in her mid twenties with long blue hair and blue eyes that wore a spy suit instead of the traditional maid outfit that servants wore. They looked to be identical twins and they were. If one were to switch their hairstyles, then they would be near identical.

"You call Mistress?" The man known as Noah spoke.

"Get rid of this body."

"Understood." Nova, the woman ended up responding as she took the body and then disappeared as fast as a ninja.

"My lady, do you know there will be a get together in Driftveil City?" Noah asked her.

"Of course. I'm supposed to meet the other girls there…but that's after the dirty work is done."

"And what is that dirty work I must ask?"

"Taking out the trash…when he gets here…"

The next day came for the trainers. Most of them didn't get enough sleep after the storm and despite the fact that the storm had past technically, there was still more to come tonight but they didn't know that.

Ash managed to calm down Trip after another breakdown and managed to get him back to the Pokémon Center. Luckily, he didn't injure himself and the only problem was that his clothes were wet. His clothes were changed to those that patient wore in the hospital. Nurse Joy advised Ash and Est to take turns watching over Trip as she feared that if he was willing to kill himself after finding out what happened, then he needed to be under heavy surveillance.

The ultimate problem about Trip becoming suicidal was that another adult needed to know what happened to him. Ash, Iris, Cilan, Bianca and Est already knew that it was his uncle that did this to him, but without any proof, there no accusations could be made. That meant that Nurse Joy would have to call his family.

"Does anyone know who Trip's parents are?" Nurse Joy ended up asking.

Est looked away ashamed at the question asked. "He…doesn't keep in contact with either of his parents. And I can't get in contact with his aunt…because she's on the other side of the bridge."

"Well, can you try and call his parents. This is urgent."

"They don't care though!" Est suddenly shouted. "His father is a jealous asshole and his mom is money loving skank!"

"Est!" Blair ended up shouting at her because of her language.

"Maddalen is not a skank!" Stephan defended almost instantly.

The little witch growled, as she didn't say anything after that. Nurse Joy realized that she would have to rely on this little girl and his friends to take care of the broken child.

"I hope you know what you're doing Est."

"I do…"

That night was just stressful for everyone. Ash wouldn't leave the room after the conversation and refused to leave his seat unless someone took over so he could get fresh air. As a result, he neglected his Pokémon for the night and his Eevee didn't like this treatment. The others tried to get some sleep but some ended up have sleepless nights while others barely got any sleep.

Cilan and Blair had it the worse though. Blair tried to comfort everyone around him and while he was making everyone feel better for his encouraging words, he was the one that was becoming mentally exhausted as a result. As for Cilan…well…

Trip woke up from another nightmare. It was the same dream only this time, the voice inside his head called him lucky. How was he lucky if his suicide failed?

"Trip…you okay?"

This time, Ash wasn't asleep when he woke up.

"…How long was I out?"

"…It's almost been another full day…"

"!"

Trip quickly searched for his phone but it wasn't there. Ash had it in his hands and frowned.

"Trip, you can't keep doing this to yourself." Ash began in a serious tone. "You promised me that you would take care of yourself and now you're going to break that promise?"

"You don't understand!" Trip instantly shouted. When he started shouting though, he started to cough. The rain probably got him sick. "You don't know what he's capable of…I…" He trailed off because he started wheezing when he tried to overexert himself.

"Trip!"

Ash tried to pat him on the back lightly. The Kanto trainer knew he was burning up from a fever but he couldn't do anything about it. He tried to force the photographer to lie back down, but he pushed him off.

"Don't touch me!" Trip ended up yelling.

"Trip…"

The younger trainer didn't like how he was treating Ash after he saved his life. To be fair, he didn't want that to happen. Now he was probably seen as an emo kid in the raven haired teen's eyes. It didn't matter anymore. His life was over and if he didn't get back to the mansion, his Pokémon would suffer as well.

"Please let me leave…"

"I won't."

"I have to go back…"

"I won't let you."

"Dammit Ash, why are you being so difficult?"

"Why aren't you trusting us?"

Despite it being late at night again, their voices might wake everyone up.

"Trip, we're your friends! I told you that you could rely on us if you're ever in trouble. Why can't you just say "help me?" like a normal kid would when they're being hurt? You would save us all the trouble."

"I don't want your help!" Trip continued to yell. "I don't need your help! I don't need anyone's help! I can handle this on my own!"

"Trip, that's not the way to go! Trip!"

Ash should have realized that by fighting back, he would only make the situation worse. However, Ash was doing things the only way he knew how to deal with someone throwing a temper tantrum…and that meant that he had no experience. All he knew was that his heart was aching and just letting the broken trainer lash out at him hurt more than anything.

"Let go of me Ash!"

Ash didn't realize that he reached for his arm when he started thrashing.

"Trip, calm down." Ash tried to say in a soothing voice.

"Let go dammit!"

It ended up getting a little violent as a result. Ash should have realized that Trip was hiding strength underneath his slim built as he was pulled onto the bed. The Kanto trainer groaned in pain but he wasn't going to let Trip have his way.

"Trip, calm down! This isn't you!"

"Let go! Leave me alone!"

If this wasn't the Pokémon Center and someone passed by the room, they would think that something rough was taking place on the bed. That really wasn't the case and not something you should be thinking of.

Eventually, Ash managed to get on top of Trip trying to hold him down.

"Trip, just stop it now!"

Ash was expecting more retaliation from him, but his struggling stopped almost instantly. The Kanto trainer's heart stopped beating when he saw tears flowing down the younger trainer's cheeks. Was he giving up?

"T-Trip…"

"Ash…why do you keep persisting…I'm…useless…"

"That's not true Trip!"

"You're only doing this because you pity me…I'm useless…stop…pitying me…"

"Trip!"

Ash felt like he was losing him. He didn't know what he could do to prove that he wasn't useless. There was one thing that came to mind and he was going to do it without thinking of the consequences.

He leaned down and forced a kiss on him. This caught the younger trainer off guard, as he didn't know how to react.

Ash really didn't know what he was doing after all. He had seen movies were people kissed. People around him always encouraged him to kiss Misty for whatever reason and he was always the fortunate person to never end up underneath the mistletoe with someone, so when he locked lips, he didn't know what the hell he was suppose to do. As a result, he thought he should try and experiment.

The problem was that Trip wasn't returning the kiss and Ash didn't seem to realize that it was a really bad sign if the one who started the kiss did not have it returned. As a result, he tried to explore the other's mouth with his tongue. Ash didn't seem to realize that Trip's entire body froze entirely and would not fight back against his advances, so when he pulled away, Ash realized he fucked up.

"T-Trip I…"

Trip didn't push him away though. In fact, he didn't seem to care anymore.

"You'll just like them…"

"Shit…Trip!"

"Do what you want with me."

It came out so naturally that if this was a normal conversation, Ash might have started laughing, but Trip was dead serious. Ash could kiss him, ravish his body and plant his seed inside and he wouldn't struggle. His uncle messed him up that much.

"…Dammit Trip…"

He released his tight grip on his arms as he quickly moved away from him. The raven haired teen didn't want to make the situation worse.

"Ash…"

"…Sorry…I'll leave you alone."

Ash tried to get off the bed but didn't expect Trip to grab a hold of his arm again.

"Trip?"

"Don't leave me…"

Ash couldn't quite here him so he ended up scooting closer to him.

"Please don't leave me Ash…please…I…I…"

The photographer knew he was losing it. He started to sob again realizing how pathetic he sounded. Ash didn't hesitate to pull him in a protective embrace again.

"It's alright Trip. Everything is going to be okay. I promise I'll protect you."

Trip didn't believe him and both of them knew that. The younger trainer couldn't trust anyone now. Ash had to do all in his power to get him to open up again. But what could he do? He didn't know much about rape and how to help rape victims cope with sexual assault. These were the situations where he wished that he wasn't oblivious for so long so he could help the poor kid.

Trip fell back asleep eventually around midnight. Realizing that Trip wasn't going to wake up any time soon, Ash slowly rested him back into the bed and left the room. He was going to come back but he needed to use the restroom, check his Pokémon and get a midnight snack. On the way to the restroom, he bumped into Stephan who was disturbed by something.

"Why are you still up?" Ash asked confused.

"Uh…I was planning to uh…give you an update on your Pokémon because Cilan was busy doing something else and uh…"

Ash didn't believe him because he knew instantly that Stephan was lying to him.

"Really?"

"I'm serious! It's not like I didn't see anything tense happen or anything!"

Instantly Stephan looked away extremely embarrassed at what he just said. Ash's cheeks flushed a bright red but he was more ashamed with his actions than anything else.

"It's not what it looked like." Ash responded rather calmly. This surprised him because he expected to be stuttering or something.

"R-Really? I really thought you two locked lips…err…"

"Please Stephan, no more information…"

"Its Stephan but whatever you say. I may not know much about the situation like Blair and Cilan do but whatever you think is right for Trip, go for it. I'll be rooting for you."

"Hey…"

Stephan awkwardly backed up before he fled to the restroom. Ash didn't know why Stephan would support his actions. Anyone else would have lectured him for that stupid move. Stephan was weird though so…

Cilan felt like crap when he forced Michael to partner up with Blair. The green haired trainer should have been considerate to the young redhead but his patience was at his limit and he just wanted a room to himself. Blair equally wanted a room of his own but Cilan knew that Blair's kindness was a weakness and that he wouldn't say no to the Orre trainer. He was exhausted though and he blamed Kurtz for it.

Ever since he met Kurtz in Nimbasa, everything went to hell for him. Kurtz questioned him if he was truly happy being a spy for Team Plasma and if he was happy always wearing the mask of comedy wherever he went?

For the first time, his own character disturbed Cilan. He actually doubted Ghetsis after that one armor-piercing question. Was he living a lie or was he living the way he wanted to be? He would be lying to himself if he said that Ghetsis was a saint. He refused to acknowledge what Ghetsis was really planning and the terrible deeds he did to his own son…if that was even his son to begin with. If he admitted to Ghetsis being the reincarnation of the devil, what he was fighting for would be shattered instantly. If it weren't for the true leader of Team Plasma, Cipher members would have killed him and his brothers back then.

I can't betray Master Ghetsis. Cilan told himself as he buried his head deeper into the pillow. But I really…want friends…

It really was Kurtz's fault for having him question his loyalty to Team Plasma and his friends. After that question, it's been misfortune after misfortune with Team Plasma terrorizing Nimbasa City, him falling ill, the whole incident at the mansion and now this.

"Hey Cilan, you're still awake right?"

Cilan instantly shot up to see his two brothers in their ninja outfits staring down at him. He frowned. "W-What is it?"

"Ghetsis told us to give you this final warning." Cress replied in a monotone as he handed him something in a box. "There are two trainers that are getting in the way of his plans. One of them is a boy name Blair and another is a girl called Whitlea. Just kill one of them and he'll forgive you for your constant failures."

"! I have to k-k-k-kill?"

"You might want to keep your voice down." Chili suggested despite being a little loud himself. "I'm pretty sure everyone here is asleep."

Cilan shook his head. "Y-You got to be crazy! I could never kill…"

"We did for Master Ghetsis." Cress told him darkly. "We all bare the burden of being the Shadow Triad. If you don't finish Blair off now…I can't imagine what he'll do to you."

"B-But…"

"Cilan, this is your last chance." Cress warned him. "If you mess this up, we won't be able to vouch for you."

"That would be totally uncool!" Chili added, "Since you're our bro, we need to stick together!"

"Then why can't you help me out now?" The green haired trainer snapped catching both of his brothers off guard. Normally Cilan would obey Ghetsis without a second thought but now he was rebelling against the idea of murder.

"He saved our lives," Cress reminded him, "we owe him so much, and you know that better than any one of us."

"But-"

"Cilan, you'll make the right choice, right?" Chili asked in a worried tone.

Cilan looked at Chili before glancing away. When he opened the box, he noticed that there was a dagger inside. This dagger was longer than a knife and had a design of a cracked skull on it. The Sommelier knew what he must do even though he was against it. When he about to grab it out of the box though…

"Hey Cilan, you still awake?"

Chili and Cress left almost instantly when they sensed the presence of a trainer. The trainer's voice belonged to Blair. Cilan froze immediately. Why was Blair still up? He was putting him on the spot.

"Can I talk to you Cilan?" He continued to question.

"Y-Yes. You can come in..."

Blair allowed himself to enter the room and closed the door behind him. Cilan observed that the brunette didn't look well. In fact, he looked like he hasn't slept well recently and had dark rings under his eyes. The Unova trainer slowly waddled his way to a nearby chair and sat down. Cilan quickly closed the box as he hid it under his pillow. Blair didn't seem to notice.

"What's wrong Blair? The aroma swerving around you smells awful."

"I know. Everything that is going on now is just troublesome." He admitted as he rested his hand on his forehead. "I need someone to vent to and you're the only one who will listen to me."

What makes you think that? Cilan asked himself darkly. I'm just as stressed as you.

Blair didn't notice the dark expression Cilan had and continued. "It's just…you know how…I helped diagnosed Nurse Joy diagnose Trip? I feel like I made everything worse for everyone."

"What makes you think that?"

"Well, no one is taking the information well. I suspected much but now Bianca won't stop blaming herself for what happened. I wasn't there when you guys spent the time over at Trip's mansion, but I think that whether or not you guys were there, it was bound to happen. Call me pessimistic but I feel like there was nothing we could do for Trip."

Cilan kept quiet as he continued listening Blair vent his frustration and fears to him. Blair appreciated that the Sommelier was taking him seriously.

"I mean…I knew that Trip's father and uncle aren't the nicest people around but I didn't think that his uncle would actually rape him…back then…but now that I see the world better, I realized that it was so obvious."

"You knew Trip when?" Cilan asked.

"For a year." Blair answered. "I only remember some detail about why he moved to Nuvema Town. Basically, his mother left and he was stuck with his abusive father that constantly past him over to his uncle to watch over him and his uncle is a prick, as we both know. So Trip's father's friend Kurtz basically decided to take Trip and send him to live in Nuvema Town for one year."

Kurtz?

"Because Trip wouldn't open up to us about his family situation, me, Whitlea, Cheren and Bianca ended up taking care of him until I started my journey along with Whitlea and Cheren leaving Bianca to look after him. You could say that Bianca is Trip's surrogate sister. That's why I find it shocking that Trip started his journey before Bianca."

Why does Kurtz' name keep coming back?

"I feel bad that I couldn't take him on my journey but I guess me, Whitlea and Cheren were having too much fun being independent that we forgot about them." He noticed that Cilan's skin was turning whiter than usual. "You okay Cilan? You look pale."

"A-About Kurtz…"

"Oh him…well, I didn't know much about Kurtz except him appearing one day and handing us Trip to take care of. When I look back on that event, I felt like he was on the run from something or someone. I mean he's on the missing list during the attack in Nimbasa City. I think Team Plasma was out to kill him for something…"

So he still might be alive. Cilan concluded. That means that what Chili and Cress said about killing him with their own hands might be…a lie? Why would they lie to me? Is it because they want to see me kill first? That's not fair! Even if I'm the oldest doesn't mean I have to get my hands dirty at all!

"Cilan?"

A psychotic smirked appeared on his face as he started to chuckle.

I see, I'm being tested simply because they suspect me of being able to break away from Ghetsis first. It's because I'm the one that left the gym that they're forcing me to kill my friends because of it…well…if that's what they want…

"Cilan, what's wrong?" Blair continued to ask in a worried tone. He slowly started to walk toward the Sommelier.

It's now or never.

Cilan decided to open the box and grab the dagger. When Blair was close, he tried to thrust the weapon into the other's chest. Luckily for Blair, he noticed that something was fishy and ended up dodging at the last minute.

"Cilan, what the hell-"

If Blair thought one failed attack was it, he was dead wrong. Cilan quickly got up and suddenly lashed out at him with quick attacks trying to pierce his hearts. Suddenly, the training that Blair had at the temple came in handy because he was able to dodge the strikes with relative ease. However, with each strike, Cilan was getting progressively faster. Blair was finding it harder to dodge.

"Cilan, calm down!" Blair tried to break through.

The green haired trainer didn't seem to hear him anymore. It's like the dorky mentally he had was gone in a flash as he gripped the handle of the dagger with both hands and tried to finish him off. Blair rolled to the right to avoid the attack. The dagger ended up getting stuck in the floor but Cilan easily pulled it out.

"Cilan, what is going on?" Blair asked, his voice suddenly rising in panic. He didn't understand why the green haired trainer was freaking out and trying to kill him.

"If I want them to forgive me…you must die…"

"What?"

Cilan tried to cut him again. Blair was slowly being backed into the wall with each attack until he was stuck in the corner. The grass gym leader tried to finish him off there. To his surprise, Blair caught the blade with both hands before it reached his face. The two struggled to push the dagger in the direction they wanted but Blair was winning.

"Cilan, calm yourself." Blair tried to reach him again. "This is not you."

"Not me…you don't know me!" Cilan suddenly snapped. "Nobody knows the real me!"

"W-What?"

"Everyone thinks I'm the nice goofy gym leader…the gym leader that keeps everything in order when I use to work there…the gym leader that was needed to keep the gym going! That's not me! This is the real me!"

He lost it. Blair thought to himself as he realized that by asking the question, Cilan was using his strength trying to stab him. Blair used this opportunity to kick him in the stomach causing Cilan to be pushed back. The dagger landed on the floor. Both trainers reached for it for different reasons. Despite the fact Blair was closer to the dagger, Cilan recovered quickly and grabbed it. It was another struggle to avoid getting killed. Blair was at his limit and he felt like if he didn't fight back, he would really die.

"Cilan, you need to stop! What happens if Iris sees this?"

He was pulling at his heartstrings but this is what he had to do to survive. Cilan flinched for a moment leaving him wide opened. Blair head butted him quickly and got on top of the Sommelier preventing him from escaping.

"I know you're stressed Cilan, but swinging the dagger around aimlessly isn't going to do any good for anyone!" Blair yelled realizing that his voice was at the point that anyone outside of the room could hear him. "Calm down!"

"I won't calm down, you hypocrite!" Cilan spat darkly. "You act like your in control but you're breaking like the rest of us here!"

"!"

"This is the attitude that prevents you from talking to Bianca!" Cilan instantly retaliated, as he broke free from Blair's grip and reverse the position so he was on top of the brunette with the dagger in his hand. "You think you understand how we all feel but you don't! So don't fucking tell me to calm down when you want this shit to end as much as I do!"

"I don't…"

"If you die now…it won't matter. They'll forgive me…so…" He raised his dagger up in the air. "I'm sorry Blair…"

Just when he was about to kill him, there was a loud bang at the door.

"Cilan, Blair you in there?"

That was Iris' voice. Of all people, why did it have to be her?

"Idiot, you better not being something stupid!" Burgundy shouted.

Cilan ended up missing his mark and ended up stabbing Blair in the shoulder causing the brunette to scream. This was enough for Iris to kick down the door. What she and the purple haired Sommelier saw though left them speechless. They didn't believe what they saw.

"C-Cilan…what's going on?" Iris ended up questioning slowly seeing the bloody dagger in Cilan's hand and Blair still screaming in pain.

Cilan had nothing to say. He knew he had two options. Either he killed all witnesses to the murder or flees in shame knowing that the mission was a failure.

Burgundy pointed to Cilan and glared at him. "I told everyone that you were crazy and no one believed me. But now I know I'm right!"

"Burgundy…Iris…" Cilan refused to look at them. Why did they have to witness him in this state of mind?

"C-Cilan…please tell me I'm dreaming…"

Iris sounded like she was about to cry.

And it's my fault if she breaks. Cilan thought as he decided to flee after all. The window was still open so he used his ninja like skills to escape.

"WAIT!" He could hear Burgundy scream.

It didn't matter what they said after that though. Cilan knew he fucked everything up with Team Plasma and his friends.

"COME BACK HERE!"

Cilan's eyes widened in horror when he realized that Iris jumped out of the window and started chasing after him.

"Shit…out of all the people, why does it have to be you?" He asked himself as he rushed back to the forest.

"CILAN! PLEASE WAIT!"

Iris may have been raised in the wild, but she wasn't good at navigating a forest in the dark without any of her Pokémon. Cilan used this to his advantage to trick her and hide in a nearby bush, and just waited for her to leave.

"CILAN! IF YOU'RE HERE, PLEASE ANSWER ME! CILAN!"

Go away Iris…please…

He could hear her sniffling as she continued to search in the clearing. "Cilan…please tell me this is all a joke or a nightmare or anything. I can't…"

"Iris!"

He noticed that Georgia of all people chased after her.

"Iris, you can't do anything about him now! We have bigger problems!"

"What could be a bigger problem than Cilan trying to kill someone?" Iris questioned ready to let it all out.

Georgia didn't know what she was supposed to do when it came to comforting her rival at this moment. However, there really were bigger problems.

"…Trip's gone. We can't find him anywhere."

Me: TBC with 6109 words.

Li: What the fuck did you do to Trip?

Me: Well…I was going to explain in the next chapter. The climax of this chapter was Cilan freaking out and trying to kill Blair. Of course, the real problem is Trip. Notes…

1. So Trip's mom Maddalen finally makes a brief appearance. I'm trying to show what type of person Maddalen is in this one short scene at the beginning.

2. Again, Est knows Trip's family very well. She didn't mean it when she said Maddalen was skank. Est has a grudge against her that might get referenced later.

3. Stephan is not only a Cilan/Burgundy shipper now but also an Ash/Trip shipper. He thinks that Ash and Trip did you know what and you can probably expect that he got a boner from the misunderstanding. Ash wouldn't catch that though since he's still oblivious to anything sexual.

4. So now you know Blair and Whitlea are on the list of trainers to kill by Ghetsis. He knows that they're the ones that will change his son N, so he's trying to do something about it.

5. Blair's story about taking care of Trip would make since if it weren't from an outsider's point of view. To understand the full situation, you would need to learn from Kurtz, but no one knows where he is now. Kurtz was supposedly killed in the prologue according to the Shadow Triad but Trip insists to Est that Kurtz is still alive. With no body found and Blair's information, it's unlikely that Kurtz is dead, and Cilan realizes this and is starting to go crazy.

Edit: It's funny when I look at Maddalen's occupation now. If she's a model/actor/singer, that means she works for Pokéwoods.
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