Out of and into Love | By : Catalinalunamoon Category: Gravitation > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1542 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Ryuichi was looking at Shuichi, trying to calm his own hormones. He did not want to end up jumping the younger man here in public. There was a look in Shuichi’s eyes; a look that was different than any he had seen in recent times. He knew that look! Words were bouncing around in that brain! It was a start, a turning of the page for Shuichi. That meant he was beginning to bounce back. It made him happy to see that. “Hey Shu-chan, what’s hopping in that brain of yours?” Shuichi blushed and shook his head.
“It is nothing, but when we get back to the house, I need paper. The music is flowing in me again.” He did not elaborate, knowing that as a fellow lyricist, Ryuichi would understand. He turned and ordered a simple soda from the bar keep. Hiro came back at that moment, and seeing Shuichi momentarily distracted, whispered in Ryuichi’s ear. A dark look crossed his face and was gone with a nod. “Shu-chan, come dance with Hiro-kun and I for one more dance. Then we can take this party home. I have something to show you.” With a nod, Shuichi followed the brunette and the red head to the floor. They all started dancing and somehow, Shuichi found himself as a Shu sandwich. He blushed, talk about an odd position to be in! Not that it was the first time he had ever danced close to Hiro, just a little odd to be quite that close. However, he just decided to enjoy it, completely unaware as to why they had closed ranks the way they did. Hiro had watch Tohma walk out of the club but did not know where he went after that. Both men were determined to protect Shuichi and still wanted him to have fun. It was definitely something he needed. Just as they were getting ready to leave the floor, a surprise announcement stopped them. The club owner had spotted the three of them.
“Would Sakuma-san, Shindou-san and Nakano-san, please grace the club with one song? Just one?” At the words, the club erupted in cheers and screams. The three of them looked at each other and shrugged. After finally being able to make their way to the stage, they agreed. Ryuichi looked at Shuichi for a moment, then whispered in his ear. Shuichi’s mouth dropped open then closed. With a nod, he and Hiro walked over to the club owner and spoke with him. Hiro went and grabbed a guitar and the two vocalists grabbed microphones. Moments later, an audio track of Rage Beat began. It had only the keyboards going and Hiro timed it right so that his guitar was right on time. The two vocalists began to sing, the crowd began to move closer. At one point in the chorus, Ryuichi tossed his mic and sang into Shuichi’s with him. This caused the crowd to roar! When the song ended, there was a chant coming from the crowd begging for one more song. Shuichi whispered in Ryuichi’s ear, and he grinned and nodded. A quick word with the owner and Hiro again, and Sleepless Beauty began. The three of them blew the roof off of the place, fans screaming and cheering. The rush of it set Shuichi’s blood singing. After a bit, they were finally able to make it out the door. Shuichi started laughing, the feeling of tonight had him flying! The other two looked at him and smiled. This was what they wanted to see. They linked arms with Shuichi, placing him in the middle, and walked back to Ryuichi’s house. As they were walking up the steps, Shuichi’s phone rang out Tohma’s ring tone. Before he could answer it or lose the smile from his face, Ryuichi took the phone and tossed it into the street. Immediately after, a car whizzed by, an audible crack sounding the doom of the phone.
“I will get you a new one and Tohma will not have the number. Let’s go show you my secret room, Shu-chan!” They went in the door, and Shuichi, mind confused but happy, followed. At the end of the hallway, was a single black door. It appeared to be covered in padding and leather. Ryuichi took out a key and unlocked the door. He turned to Hiro and said, “Cover his eyes. I want him to get the full effect once in here.” Hiro complied, and Shuichi heard the door open. He heard Ryuichi’s footsteps, and heard flipping switches. He heard the amazement come out of Hiro’s mouth. He was guided in and then stopped. “Look at my special sanctuary, Shu.” Hiro’s hand were removed and Shuichi was blasted with light. After a moment, his eyes adjusted. He dropped to his knees. This was a studio! This was where Ryuichi wrote his songs! A rare thing it was, to see Shuichi speechless, but that was what he was. He turned his gaze around the room, took in Hiro lightly touching a guitar and then looked at Ryuichi. He held out a gold ball-point pen and some paper. “You wanted to write? This is the place for it.” All of a sudden, the words that had popped into his head at the club came rushing back to him. He took the tools of his trade and began to scribble out the words. Hiro came back to stand by Ryuichi, watching his best friend. After a short time, he handed them to Ryuichi, face a brilliant crimson. The other two men read the words on the page. Their reactions were totally different but both showed their enjoyment of them. Ryuichi dropped into a bean bag chair, face blushing, while Hiro gave a naughty smirk.
“Wow, Shuichi. That is going to be a hot song.” If it was even possible, Shuichi blushed deeper. “Let me hear you sing it and I will start on the musical composition of it.” With a nod, Shuichi stood up, opened his mouth and let his voice ring out sultry and husky.
Bîto ga okotte shutoku suru toki ni,
Watashi wa tasukeru koto ga idô suru koto wa dekimasen.
Watashi no koshi wa, atsuen kaishi
Banpingu to kensaku.
Watashi no ketsueki ga futtô shi hajimeru to,
Shunkan no atsusa no naka de toraemashita.
Kono jônetsu ga aru
(Hotto, hotto)
Anata wa watashi o tsukuru
(Hotto, hotto)
Tsudzukeru Rettsu
(Hotto, hotto)
Mushi to ase
(Hotto, hotto)
Teion wa bûmu ni nari hajimeru to,
Watashi no chi wa, sore ga jûjû to iu oto o kaishi shimasu.
Ekusutashî wa, heya ni shintô
Watashi wa yokubô o kanji saseru.
Watashi wa, itazurana koto o kangaeru
Watashi wa anata ni yaritai koto.
Kono jônetsu ga aru
(Hotto, hotto)
Anata wa watashi o tsukuru
(Hotto, hotto)
Tsudzukeru Rettsu
(Hotto, hotto)
Mushi to ase
(Hotto, hotto)
Bîto ga tenmetsu shite iru
Watashi wa makikoma rete imasu.
Watashi no koshi o tsukamu
Sono kibun o sayû suru.
, Anata no te o ugokashite
Anata ga hoshî mono o toru.
Kono jônetsu ga aru
(Hotto, hotto)
Anata wa watashi o tsukuru
(Hotto, hotto)
Tsudzukeru Rettsu
(Hotto, hotto)
Mushi to ase
(Hotto, hotto)
Kono bîto ni awa sete
Watashi wa tomeru koto wa dekinai
Watashi wa netsu o hitsuyô to
Watashi wa sore o kanjite mimashou
Sô sô
Sore dakedesunode, sore o okuridasu!
When he was done, Hiro’s smirk had faded away and been replaced with awe. Ryuichi was squirming in his seat. “Was it that bad?” Shuichi asked, a bit hesitant. The two men fervently shook their heads no. Then he noticed something that made him gulp. Both men were sporting bulges in their pants. “Um, ok. Do I take the sight I see as a good sign?”
“Yeah, you could say that.” Ryuichi’s voice came out rough, and lust-filled. Hearing that sound caused a thrill to go through Shuichi. It brought back memories of the previous night. The resulting hard-on was painful enough to drop him to his knees, letting out a moan as he dropped.
“I am going to take a cold shower, now, I think.” Hiro said as he adjusted himself. “I will start on the composition a bit later. There is no way, I will forget the sound of that one.” After a slight wave, he walked out of the room. The moment he was gone, Ryuichi was on Shuichi. The younger male was pinned to the floor, lips being assaulted. Ryuichi was on top of him, hips grinding, lips and tongue attacking. Then just as sudden as he had appeared, he was back in the bean bag, face buried in his hands.
“I am sorry, Shu. I could not help myself. With what you are wearing, combined with that song...Well it was too much. I could not control myself. You are pure, unadulterated, walking sex!” Shuichi sat on the floor for a moment, still panting slightly, before crawling over to the other man. He gingerly touched a knee. “Tonight, it was like being in the presence of an all-powerful being.”
With a blush, Shuichi replied, “That is what I always felt you were. Every time that I saw one of your videos or concerts, that was how I felt. You were always a vocal god, a sex god and a dream god. When you showed up at Zepp Tokyo, I felt the same. Those words that I wrote tonight, they were inspired by you. You, your dancing, and the music around us. They blew through me, singing. I ran because, well, I nearly lost control myself on that dance floor.” His face was pointed at the floor, as he was slightly embarrassed by what he was saying. Ryuichi’s head had come up by the end of Shuichi’s words. He was watching Shu’s face, saw it deepen in color. He placed his finger under the blushing man’s chin and raised it, wanting to see those eyes. The eyes that drove him wild, made him want to do crazy things. They had darkened to a blue-violet from the passion behind his words. He leaned in and gave just a brush of lips across a cheek.
“You humble me, Shuichi. I have never felt like this. Excited, humbled, loved like this.” Shuichi blushed again and lowered his face. “Look at me, Shu-chan.” He began again when Shuichi was looking at him again. “I love you, am amazed by you, and I think...” Ryuichi bit his lip and hid his face before continuing. “I think I would be lost without you now. I want to stay by your side always. I want you by mine.” He looked back after hearing a strange sound. Shuichi was shaking and had his face buried in the bean bag beside Ryuichi’s leg. Reaching over, he pulled the quivering body onto his lap. Looking into Shuichi’s face, he saw all the confused emotions flowing across it. He wrapped his arms around him and hugged him. “I know it is too much to take in right now. Why don’t we put you in bed? Sleep would be good for you right now.” Standing, he walked out of the room and down the hall. Hiro came out of his room, dressed in sweats and a baggy tee. “He needs rest. I think, right now he needs your comfort, though too.” He handed Shuichi to Hiroshi and walked to his room. Once the door was closed, he sank to the ground, shaking himself. Who knew that love could be so overpowering? He made his way to his bathroom, stripping himself as he went. He started the jets on the Jacuzzi and climbed in, lost in his thoughts.
Hiro carried Shuichi into the room and set him down on the bed. He took in the sight of the massive confusion on his friend’s face, then turned and grabbed sweats and a shirt for Shuichi. “Want to talk?” Shuichi shook his head in the negative first, then changed his mind. He nodded, took the clothes offered to him, then went into the bathroom to shower and change. Hiro followed after him, a bit concerned, once he heard the shower start. Shuichi heard him enter and sit on the closed toilet.
“Hiro, I do not know how to feel. I feel heartbroken and lost because Yuki left. Yet, I also feel like, I don’t know, I am where I was always supposed to be. I love Yuki, but the emotions that Ryuichi are stirring up seem almost overwhelming. They are more powerful than any emotion that I felt around Yuki. I am happy, sad, even angry. Not angry at Ryuichi, but at myself and at Yuki. Even then, my anger at Yuki seems pale compared to every other emotion flowing through me.” Shuichi’s voice shook when he finished what he was saying.
“I think you need to take this one step at a time. Look at how you feel, but do not pick it apart. Emotions are confusing things, but they lead you to where your heart is. What do you want to do next? One step is all you have to take right now. Figure out your move.”
“I want to go back to work. It will help, I think. I will start again tomorrow, just...” his voice trailed off. “Is there a way that I can avoid Seguchi-san in the process? I am not ready to face him yet. I know he is happy that Yuki and I are apart.” His voice had gone a little bitter.
“Actually, right now, I think he is royally pissed off.” Shuichi popped his head out of the shower, as he turned it off. He had a puzzled look on his face. He pulled in a towel and his face disappeared from view, as Hiro continued. “Yuki-san has essentially disappeared. From what I gather, Seguchi-san can not even track him. Ryuichi and I will be staying as close as possible. We feel that he may think you have information he can use.” A thump heard in the shower made Hiro jump to his feet. Then he heard a snicker.
“Me? Know where Yuki is? Even if I did, which obviously I have no clue, I would never tell Seguchi-san. Such an arrogant prick! Thank you for the heads up though. I will be mindful. Should we be worried about Sugaru though?”
“I will keep an eye on him, but no, I do not think we will have to worry. He has his own issues with his cousin.” Shuichi got dressed and yawned. “Go to bed. I will call K and tell him we will be there around noon tomorrow.” With a nod and a hug, the two parted ways and Shuichi crashed nearly as soon as his head hit the pillow. Hiro walked to Ryuichi’s room and knocked. Hearing a muffled enter, he walked in. “Shu wants to go back to work tomorrow. I do not know what you said to him, but he was overwhelmed for a bit. He is better now though. Before you start to worry though, it was a good overwhelming. He is starting to think about how his emotions feel. What he feels with you versus what he felt with Yuki. His heart is starting to tell him what we who know him, already know. He will realize his love for you.” With that, Hiro walked out and went to bed. Ryuichi sat there stunned for a moment, then smiled. He snuggled down into the blankets, Kuma in hand, and closed his eyes.
A/N Here is another chapter. The song is another I wrote. enjoy! Again, I used Google translator, so hope it is close. The english translation is below.
When the beat gets going,
I can't help but move.
My hips start rolling,
Bumping and grinding.
My blood begins to boil,
Caught in the heat of the moment.
This passion is
(hot, hot)
You make me
(hot, hot)
Let's keep going
(hot, hot)
Steaming and sweaty
(hot, hot)
When the bass begins to boom,
My blood, it starts to sizzle.
The ecstasy permeates the room,
Makes me feel the lust.
I think of naughty things,
Things I want to do to you.
This passion is
(hot, hot)
You make me
(hot ,hot)
Let's keep going
(hot, hot)
Steaming and sweaty
(hot, hot)
The beat is pulsing
I am caught up.
Grab my hips
Sway that mood.
Move your hands,
Take what you want.
This passion is
(hot, hot)
You make me
(hot, hot)
Let's keep going
(hot, hot)
Steaming and sweaty
(hot, hot)
With this beat
I can not stop
I need the heat
Let me feel it
OH yeah
That's it, PUMP IT!
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