Darker Than You
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Category:
+. to F › Angel Sanctuary
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
26
Views:
2,536
Reviews:
4
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
Disclaimer:
I do not own Angel Sanctuary, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Truth
Authors Note: Ok, this is completly different then what Katou\'s real life is like. Sae is being replaced by a younger sister, Katline, who is a complete jerk to him and his mother. His mother is basically what Sae is, only doesn\'t call him Yue-chan or anything to that matter. Robert is Katou\'s \"Father\" the one that raised him that is. Still abusive, and yes... he has an American name, because he originated from America, haven\'t completly worked out why he\'s in Tokyo or anything just yet, but yeah. This is just something I put together at random. Thank you and enjoy.
Warning: Might be some OOC, rape, yaoi, angst, suicidal thoughts, attempt suicide, drug abuse, child abuse, wife abuse, cussing, lemons, and VERY bad spelling and about anything else that I might and will add to this story.
Rated: PG-for now, bu the rating will go up as I get further into this one.
Disclaimer: I don\'t own any of the characters of Angel Sanctuary and the names I use for Katou\'s family are not really there either. And YES, I do know his real family and all that crap but this is an AU fic.
Time Frame: uh... no where, its AU thank you.
Told from Katou\'s POV.
~Part 18~
Mama took us up to my room and sat down on the bed. She looked down at the floor, trying to figure out what to say. Not like it would really matter to me. I just wasn\'t in this type of mood to find out anything.
She was chewing on her lip. It looked odd, in my opinion. Seeing someone chew on their lip.
\"Katou.... I....I have a disease.... something... thats very rare. Espically in women. But I have it. Robert- he.. I almost.... its called Hemophilia. Do you know what that is? Its a disease that when you cut yourself or something, you... can\'t stop bleeding. I\'ve been hospitalized so many times... Robert..... we\'ll.... blames you for one of my closer glimpses with death. I had you from my own body, Katou. Unlike Katline. But do not ever tell her this. It owuld kill her. What... bothers Robert even more... is that your not his...\"
Her teary eyes finally rest upon me. I am mildly in shofiddfiddling with something I had found on a dresser. This part of the story I know.
She let out a soft sigh, \"Katou, did you ever wonder about who your real father is?\"
I smirk. So finally I was old enough to hear this stupid little story that has always been tiptoed around. I shrug a yes/no. I don\'t really want her to know that I /have/ wondered who he could be. And what he does for a living. And who is this guy.
She nods, smiling slightly, more or less happy with my responce. \"Your father is named... Nakakunta Kento. He lives in Kyoto. Were myself and Robert lived after we were married. I worked then.. I was a lawyer. Hard to believe that now, seeing as the type of home we live in... But I was. Kento and I worked in the same office. And we were friends in highschool for years. Robert came in from over seas. He never really explained in full detail, well, because its confidintal. Robert and I fell inlove.... and we married.
Well, about a year into our marriage, we had our first big.... fight.\" She let out a big sigh, suddenly her words were flowing together smoothly. I was listening intentally, but playing it off like I didn\'t want to hear this bull shit. \"I... well... ran to Kento to seak comfort. And comfort is what... I got. Though not in the form I was looking for.\"
\"Kento was a sweet man. And... he didn\'t mind being choosen second. You have alot of his personality, surpiseingly enough. Whenever Robert and I had a fight, I would go to him..
\"Time went on like this....\" Her eyes traveled downcast. \"Everything was perfect, at least, untill I became pregnate. I didn\'t know who\'s child it was. Robert wanted me not to have you. Said that with my... disease it would kill me. But I wanted it. Robert didn\'t understand. And Kento said to do what makes me feel happy. I tryed playing it off as Robert\'s child. I was still unsure of who\'s it was.
Then you where born... it was unmistakeable who\'s child you where. Robert was so... angry.... banned me from working anymore, and we moved.\" I felt kinda sorry for her now, seeing how she was trembling. I wanted to slap her. Yell at her, fucking kick her sorry ass for making herself go threw so much shit.
Why was she telling me now?! I mean its not like it would really change anything. I set the thing I was messing with, something that was given to me along time ago. It doesn\'t really matter to me. I glare at her, \"So why the fuck you telling me all this shit now?\"
She just looked off to the side. I huffed out something, then glared at her.
\"Because.... I want you to understand...\"
\"To understand what!?!?! That I am /unwanted/ and /unneeded/?! I already got the picture!\" I growl to her. I hear her snuffle slightly. I turn on my heals. \"I\'m going to go.\"
With that I walk out of the door then fly down the stairs and run the the house. I can feel water pinching at my eyes. I just ran, didn\'t care where I was. I hate being such a pain for her. And I hate to hear her cry. To see her cry. So I just ran. Didn\'t care where to.. though my feet seem to know the direction they wanted to go in.
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To Be Continued...
Warning: Might be some OOC, rape, yaoi, angst, suicidal thoughts, attempt suicide, drug abuse, child abuse, wife abuse, cussing, lemons, and VERY bad spelling and about anything else that I might and will add to this story.
Rated: PG-for now, bu the rating will go up as I get further into this one.
Disclaimer: I don\'t own any of the characters of Angel Sanctuary and the names I use for Katou\'s family are not really there either. And YES, I do know his real family and all that crap but this is an AU fic.
Time Frame: uh... no where, its AU thank you.
Told from Katou\'s POV.
~Part 18~
Mama took us up to my room and sat down on the bed. She looked down at the floor, trying to figure out what to say. Not like it would really matter to me. I just wasn\'t in this type of mood to find out anything.
She was chewing on her lip. It looked odd, in my opinion. Seeing someone chew on their lip.
\"Katou.... I....I have a disease.... something... thats very rare. Espically in women. But I have it. Robert- he.. I almost.... its called Hemophilia. Do you know what that is? Its a disease that when you cut yourself or something, you... can\'t stop bleeding. I\'ve been hospitalized so many times... Robert..... we\'ll.... blames you for one of my closer glimpses with death. I had you from my own body, Katou. Unlike Katline. But do not ever tell her this. It owuld kill her. What... bothers Robert even more... is that your not his...\"
Her teary eyes finally rest upon me. I am mildly in shofiddfiddling with something I had found on a dresser. This part of the story I know.
She let out a soft sigh, \"Katou, did you ever wonder about who your real father is?\"
I smirk. So finally I was old enough to hear this stupid little story that has always been tiptoed around. I shrug a yes/no. I don\'t really want her to know that I /have/ wondered who he could be. And what he does for a living. And who is this guy.
She nods, smiling slightly, more or less happy with my responce. \"Your father is named... Nakakunta Kento. He lives in Kyoto. Were myself and Robert lived after we were married. I worked then.. I was a lawyer. Hard to believe that now, seeing as the type of home we live in... But I was. Kento and I worked in the same office. And we were friends in highschool for years. Robert came in from over seas. He never really explained in full detail, well, because its confidintal. Robert and I fell inlove.... and we married.
Well, about a year into our marriage, we had our first big.... fight.\" She let out a big sigh, suddenly her words were flowing together smoothly. I was listening intentally, but playing it off like I didn\'t want to hear this bull shit. \"I... well... ran to Kento to seak comfort. And comfort is what... I got. Though not in the form I was looking for.\"
\"Kento was a sweet man. And... he didn\'t mind being choosen second. You have alot of his personality, surpiseingly enough. Whenever Robert and I had a fight, I would go to him..
\"Time went on like this....\" Her eyes traveled downcast. \"Everything was perfect, at least, untill I became pregnate. I didn\'t know who\'s child it was. Robert wanted me not to have you. Said that with my... disease it would kill me. But I wanted it. Robert didn\'t understand. And Kento said to do what makes me feel happy. I tryed playing it off as Robert\'s child. I was still unsure of who\'s it was.
Then you where born... it was unmistakeable who\'s child you where. Robert was so... angry.... banned me from working anymore, and we moved.\" I felt kinda sorry for her now, seeing how she was trembling. I wanted to slap her. Yell at her, fucking kick her sorry ass for making herself go threw so much shit.
Why was she telling me now?! I mean its not like it would really change anything. I set the thing I was messing with, something that was given to me along time ago. It doesn\'t really matter to me. I glare at her, \"So why the fuck you telling me all this shit now?\"
She just looked off to the side. I huffed out something, then glared at her.
\"Because.... I want you to understand...\"
\"To understand what!?!?! That I am /unwanted/ and /unneeded/?! I already got the picture!\" I growl to her. I hear her snuffle slightly. I turn on my heals. \"I\'m going to go.\"
With that I walk out of the door then fly down the stairs and run the the house. I can feel water pinching at my eyes. I just ran, didn\'t care where I was. I hate being such a pain for her. And I hate to hear her cry. To see her cry. So I just ran. Didn\'t care where to.. though my feet seem to know the direction they wanted to go in.
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To Be Continued...