Fight Me, Bite Me | By : Rhov Category: +. to F > Fairy Tail Views: 39446 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 3 |
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Chapter 16
Hopes, Fears, and Lust
Gray woke up to hot fingers tickling the skin of his cheek with slow caresses. When he drowsily opened his eyes, he saw the pink-haired Dragon Slayer sitting beside him in bed, gazing down with unusual intensity.
"Hey," he yawned. "I told you to stay away while I'm sick."
"You got this in the mail." Natsu held up a letter.
Gray squinted through the morning light. "You opened my mail? That's against the law, you know."
"The last blood tests came back clear."
Gray stared at him in a daze, and then he sighed deeply. "Is that so? Then it's over." He felt a deep burden suddenly fall from his shoulders. "Two weeks without sex. I honestly didn't think I could last that long."
"I need you, Gray." Urgency and lust burned in his voice. "And I think you need me."
Gray smiled up at his insatiable boyfriend. "Desperately."
Natsu did not wait. He slammed his lips against Gray's and thrust his tongue in, craving that wintry taste once again. Gray felt hands pulling at his clothes. Obviously, Natsu did not want to wait even until Gray could brush his teeth. He chuckled at the eagerness and gave in, stripping his clothes off and pulling away Natsu's as well.
He had almost forgotten those taut muscles and the heat of Natsu's touches. Now, the Dragon Slayer was wildly voracious, nipping down Gray's neck, biting his collarbone, and lathing his tongue around Gray's nipples. Gray laid back, savoring every touch and lick. He never realized just how touch-deprived he had become.
"Gray," Natsu breathed through heavy panting. Suddenly, he grabbed Gray's arousal and pumped it firmly while gazing heatedly into those stormy blue eyes. "I need you."
"Roll over…"
"No!" Natsu looked aside, debating something. His face looked both worried and determined, so Gray kept quiet to see what was wrong. "Something Happy said made me think of a way I can … I can make love to you."
Gray shivered at the thought. "To … to me? You on top?"
Natsu nodded, blushing slightly. He leaned over Gray and stared down close, searching those droopy eyes. "I want to make you pregnant."
Gray gawked, utterly flabbergasted. A laugh suddenly burst out. "Whaaat? But Natsu, a guy can't…"
"I know!" he interrupted. "It's all mental. It's how I need to think about it. I want to give you my cum so we can have a child together. That puts it in my control. You're not taking my cum; I'm giving it to you. That man … he wanted my semen to breed a Dragon Slayer. It was out of my control. This isn't breeding, though. It's just us, and I love you. I love you enough to want to raise kids with you."
Gray's mouth dropped. Natsu loved him that much? Tears of joy began to burn in Gray's eyes. He had no clue what he could say to that.
"So I'm going to give you my seed. I know it's ridiculous, but let me just think it that way."
Gray realized this was no different from when Natsu had to pretend he was getting raped. It was just a band-aid to help him get over phobias. "Fine," he agreed, and Gray chuckled softly. "Let's make babies."
Natsu at least knew the basics. He had entered Gray once before. At that time, he had freaked out. He was still on bottom with Gray riding on top. That had been the biggest mistake. It made Natsu not in charge, handcuffed and forced. This time, Gray laid on the mattress, gazing up as Natsu prepped him. Natsu was fully in control. Gray surrendered everything to him. He watched, keeping silent in fear of triggering something, only moaning as those hot fingers pressed in and widened him slowly.
"I still can't use a condom," Natsu warned.
"That defeats the purpose of making babies, right?" Gray reasoned.
It took a moment, but Natsu grinned. "Right!" He gazed down to his own eager erection, and then up to Gray's flushed face. "Are you ready?"
"I have been for a long time," he moaned.
Gray watched as Natsu drizzled lube all over him. Then the Dragon Slayer focused down, holding himself as he guided it in. Gray felt the pressing thickness, pain as it tried to pry him open, and a slight tearing. He forced himself to relax despite the pain.
"Ugh … arrrrgh … N-Natsu! Oh God, you're huge."
"Sorry," he whispered, focused now. "Just relax. It'll go in easier."
Suddenly, it was inside. Natsu waited, and Gray panted as the pain eased away.
"Okay," he nodded, slowing his breathing. "I'm okay."
"Can I move?"
Gray reached up and held Natsu's face with an endearing smile. "Make love to me, Natsu."
Finally … finally, Natsu was inside him. He felt the slow thrusts, gentle and cautious at first, tenderly making sure this would not hurt. Then Gray felt Natsu gaining confidence, and with it came speed. As Gray loosened and grabbed Natsu's hips to pull him in tighter, the Dragon Slayer's wild side emerged more and more.
"I'm gonna ram you into the bed," Natsu growled.
"Hell, yes!" Gray moaned loudly.
Each thrust felt like it might undo him. Natsu suddenly clawed down Gray's chest, scratching deep welts, and making Gray's spine arch in painful bliss.
"You're my mate, Gray," he huffed with puffs of steam. "Now. Always."
Gray could only hold on as Natsu pounded into his ass. The bed creaked in a squeaking rhythm. The air reeked of sweat and the scent of lubricant. Too quickly, Gray felt he was about to come.
"N-Natsu!" he warned.
"Almost…" Natsu gasped suddenly with wide-eyed shock. "G-Gray!" He looked like he was about to panic right at the critical moment.
Gray grabbed Natsu's flushed and sweaty cheeks and force him to look down into those steel-blue eyes. "Do you want a family with me, Natsu?"
The Dragon Slayer looked stunned, as if Gray had just proposed to him. Gray realized, in some roundabout way, he had. Natsu laughed happily. "Yeah. I do. With you." He leaned over and kissed Gray's lips. "Always with you."
It was an oath and a hope.
Natsu suddenly tensed up and gulped hard. His brow crinkled as he felt the impending release, and his fingers held so tightly into Gray's arms, he was leaving behind bruises. Gray grabbed his own shaft and pumped himself, bringing himself to climax quickly.
"Natsu! Nnngh!" Gray groaned as he splattered over his hand and chest.
"Aah. Aaaaaaah!" Natsu screamed, both terrified and allowing all of his fears now to rest upon his love for Gray.
Gray felt Natsu still inside, the shaft pulsed, and burning pressure filled him. He groaned Natsu's name, keeping him in the moment. He repeated that name, not letting Natsu have a chance to slip into some nightmare.
"Natsu … Natsu … Natsu…"
"I … I did it," he finally said, laughing wearily at the victory over the darkness. "I was able to fully make love to you. Hah!" he laughed, shocked and tired. "I did it."
"I knew you could," Gray said with full confidence. "I…"
Gray's throat clenched, cutting off the words. However, he realized that since Natsu could defeat his demons, he needed to as well. He had to let Natsu be the one to shoulder his fear this time.
"Natsu," he said seriously. Gray gulped hard, and suddenly he blurted out, "I love you."
Natsu's eyes widened. He froze for a moment, stunned by the words. "You … what…? Say that again," he said with tears of joy in his eyes.
It felt easier the second time. "I love you."
"Gray," he wept. Natsu laughed and hugged him, squishing cum between their chests, but neither one cared. Then he raised up, a beaming grin gleaming in the low bedroom light. "Once more. Say it!"
"Idiot. Why say it three times?"
"Because I wanna hear it."
Gray sighed, but he smiled up at his boyfriend. "I lov-…"
Gray heard a deafening bang. As if in slow motion, he saw something enter the side of Natsu's skull and blast out the other side. Blood and brains splashed over the bed. Natsu's empty eyes still stared down at Gray, the light in them snuffed right in the moment of happiness.
"No!" Gray cried out in horror.
A second later, Natsu collapsed heavily down on top of him. Gray scrambled, pushing Natsu off and rolling him over. Half of his head was blasted apart.
Blood.
Blood everywhere.
Those green eyes gazed up blankly.
"Oh God, no!" Gray screamed. "Natsu? Natsu!" He grabbed the peach-soft cheeks, but they were already getting cold. The fire was gone. Only the cold remained. "Noooooo!"
Gray jolted up in bed screaming. Not only had his wet dream ruined his sheets, but now he was shaking in terror. That old fear had reared up, bringing with it terrifying memories.
Everyone to whom he had ever said 'I love you' had died. Natsu would be no exception.
Death.
Blood.
Horrific scenes flashed through his head. His mother's dying screams. His teacher's crushed body. His school friends littered across the snowy blood-soaked streets of his destroyed town. Ur cracking apart into ice.
Death everywhere.
And now that scene. Natsu dead, killed brutally, all because he had said those words.
It was not the first time he had a nightmare about Natsu dying just after confessing his love. After his pseudo-confession the day Natsu's blood test results came back negative, Gray had feared that just saying that much—merely answering 'Yes' to Happy's question of 'Do you love him?'—was enough to damn Natsu to a horrific death … just like how everyone else to whom he had said 'I love you' eventually died.
Gray sat up in bed and curled around his knees, hugging them, panting and crying as the dream faded.
"I can't tell him," he sobbed. "Dammit, I can't risk it. I … I can't lose him."
That was something Gray would never risk. Even if he could not say it out loud, he knew in his heart, he had fallen in love with Natsu so deeply, he could not risk losing him.
Even if it meant never being able to tell him how he really felt.
After the news of his illness came out in such a horrible way, Gray stayed away from the guild for a few days. Nobody blamed him. After the shock of the news settled down and Cana came back from the doctor with a clean bill of health, people began to regret how they had teased Gray during what was likely a horrific time for him. Makarov, who had been away at a council meeting, heard about it upon his return and scolded them all harshly. Heads dropped, people felt awful that they had treated their own guildmate in such a deplorable way. Makarov especially scolded Cana for her utter lack of discretion.
Some people wanted to make it up to the ice wizard, but no one knew how. They only knew one thing…
Keep Juvia away from him!
The rain woman had been at home the day of the announcement, but when she found out about it the next morning, all hell broke lose. She attacked anyone who laughed about Gray's sickness. She violently defended him. However, she fluctuated between bawling for her poor, sick Gray-sama and nearly drowning the guild in tears, and then suddenly she would begin raging that some love rival had done such a horrible thing to her precious Gray-sama, and her killer aura appeared to be aimed at any female in the entire town. She brooded with thoughts of hunting this woman down, torturing her with water, making her suffer for infecting her precious Gray-sama, before drowning the cunt slowly. Her foul mood made a hailstorm pelt Magnolia for three days.
With Gray keeping to himself in his house and not accepting visitors, the team decided to do something for him. Erza took Lucy, Natsu, Wendy, Happy, and Carla on a mission aimed to help Gray out financially while he went through treatment. Lucy especially wanted to pick something with a high reward, since she felt awful now for slapping Gray.
"Although he deserved it," she retorted. "He used women."
Happy pointed out, "Loke used to do the same, and you've forgiven him."
"Sometimes I forgive him," she grumbled. "Sometimes that playboy is a total jerk."
Natsu had a feeling that Lucy and Loke's relationship must be tenuous, especially if Happy was right and Loke still flirted around with other women.
Did Gray still flirt? It was something Natsu worried about from time to time. Gray assured him he was exclusive, but how far did that actually go? Did he count flirting as cheating? It could not be an easy habit to break, just like Loke could hardly help but compliment every woman he saw. Plus Gray was popular with girls, especially since he went around shirtless most of the time.
When they returned from their mission, Gray was back in the guild and talking with Cana … shirtless once again. Natsu felt an instant leap of anger. Why would Gray be talking to that drunken lush after she publicly humiliated him? The fact that Gray and Cana had a history together did not help Natsu's burning jealousy. Natsu could not stop himself from wondering how those two looked with their lips locked together in a sensual embrace. Hell, Gray and Cana made a cute couple, both half naked like that, and it infuriated Natsu.
Lucy complained, "Natsu, you feel like you're about to set my clothes on fire. Cool down a bit."
No one in this guild would think he and Gray looked cute together. When finally they were free to tell everyone, there would be no smitten sighs of, "Aww, they're so adorable, I just knew they would hook up some day." No, Natsu already knew it would not go like that.
Yet he had heard people whisper about cute couples: Gray and Lucy, Gray and Juvia, Gray and Cana, Gray and Mira, even Gray and Erza, as terrifying as that sounded to Natsu's mind. He even heard a few girls giggling about Gray and Loke when those two partnered together for the S-Class trial.
Where were the whispered rumors about Gray and Natsu? Why did people not even consider them to be a couple? Just because they fought all the time, didn't that make it more obvious? It pissed Natsu off!
"Oi, popsicle-pants!" he called out. "Are you sure you should be propositioning girls already?"
Erza hit Natsu on the back of the head. "Be nice," she warned. Then she walked up to Gray just as Cana was finishing her beer. "Have you and Cana worked things out?"
Cana rolled her eyes. "I said sorry. I even bought him a drink. I'm just glad he didn't get me sick, or I'd have him pay for my treatment and any time off work."
Gray glared at her. "You should be glad I bothered to tell you at all. You probably needed to be tested." Obviously, whatever they worked out was done without fully patching things up between them.
Erza handed Gray a pouch of Jewels. "This should cover your rent this month. Consider it a get-well gift from the team. How are you feeling?"
"That's the problem," he grumbled. "I never felt bad to begin with. I can't say if I'm getting better or not."
"Sometimes, illness is like that. Continue resting," the redhead ordered. "Perhaps you could go on a trip somewhere, relax, have a vacation."
Gray's eyes drifted to Natsu, who was ordering some fire chicken and laughing like normal. "I don't think a trip would be a good idea," Gray muttered.
Before all this happened, the two of them had been planning a vacation, an outing away from everyone, where they could be together and act like a real couple. Now, Gray did not trust himself to be alone with Natsu. He missed those hot touches, and he craved the Dragon Slayer's burning body. Sleeping alone was painful. His dreams fluctuated between erotic and horrifying … or like today's dream, both passion and terror mixed. He did not have nightmares when he and Natsu lived together. He missed warming his cold toes on that burning body. The total silence at night, no soft snores beside him, was unnerving. He even missed waking up and feeling sweaty from having Natsu clinging to him all night, or having the Dragon Slayer stealing all the covers and cocooning himself in blankets.
He had not even seen Natsu since spending the night with him and Happy. He figured staying away was best, and now he knew that just might be the case. Seeing Natsu again made Gray crave him and realize just how much he really wanted the Dragon Slayer to claw him and claim him. The first half of his dream came to mind. He could almost feel the thrust of that burning body…
Just then, Natsu whined loudly to Mira. "We're all out? No way! I know we have some."
"I'm too busy to go search for it," Mira apologized. The noon crowd was beginning to fill the room.
"Can I go check? I know we have a whole jar full in the back."
"If you can find it, you can eat it."
As Gray watched, Natsu gave him a brief look. It was sharp, silent, but demanding. Gray caught his breath. He had seen Natsu give him those eyes before, whenever he wanted to demand Gray to do something to him. They were eyes like in his dream, eyes of a Dragon Slayer taking control. This time, Natsu looked sharply at Gray, and then his eyes pointed to the back hallway.
What the hell was that idiot thinking?
Still, that look made Gray's heart race. He needed Natsu more than he liked to admit.
Erza drifted off to talk with Makarov, so Gray slipped off his chair. Nonchalantly, he drifted off to the hall leading to the back storage rooms where Mira kept her food supplies. He saw one of the doors left partly open, although the light was not on inside. Cautiously, Gray entered that room. It was dark, and the lamp in the hallway made the shelves of food appear like shadowy prison bars ready to cage him in.
"Natsu?" he whispered, taking a few steps in.
The door suddenly slammed shut. Gray jolted around, only to feel hot arms and a burning mouth on him. He recognized the taste instantly. He tried to talk, but Natsu gave him no opportunity. He thrust Gray up against a cabinet. The shelves dug into Gray's back, and he heard glass clanking together from the force of Natsu's roughness. Still, he hardly cared. He grabbed Natsu by the belt loops and yanked him closer. Their tongues clashed, and Natsu rolled his hips against Gray, showing him how turned on he was.
The dream flashed through his mind. Wild kisses. Natsu thrusting against him. Wanton moans.
Finally, Gray managed to free his lips just long enough to say, "Not here!"
Natsu rammed his tongue in, silencing him. He grabbed Gray's hand and slammed it against his own crotch. Gray grunted as he felt the contours of Natsu's erection. He grasped hold of it, and the Dragon Slayer's low moan was enough to make himself spring up with aching need.
"Natsu, I can't!" he hissed. "Not in public, and not while I'm sick."
Natsu pulled back with swollen lips dripping with saliva. "I won't touch you, but I desperately need you to touch me." Then he yanked his scarf aside. "Suck my neck, Gray. Mark me. I need it. I need you to make me yours again."
Gray realized the emotional roller coaster that week must have taken its toll on Natsu. Being away on the mission had made him desperate. They had not even kissed in days, let alone touched one another like this. In fact, the chastity belt incident was the last time they caressed one another intimately.
Gray kissed down Natsu's neck, nipping all the way down, until he reached where the neck and shoulder met. He bit Natsu there and suctioned the skin, while Natsu quivered in his arms, knees weakening, body burning with passion. Natsu covered his mouth to hold back the moans.
"Touch me, Gray," he begged quietly.
Gray let go and saw the purplish-red mark left on Natsu's neck. "I said I don't want to do this stuff here. Not in the guild."
"I know," he whimpered, "but I need it now. Not to fulfillment," he panted, "but right up to the point where I need to come, and then stop. Keep me edged right there."
That sort of erotic request made Gray shudder. "Oh God, Natsu." Despite Gray's aversion to being kinky in public, he craved the Dragon Slayer more than his own rationality allowed. He yanked Natsu's belt loose, slid his hand down the trousers, slipped under the elastic of his boxers, until at last he felt that hot member. "You're so hard already," he groaned. He stroked Natsu inside his pants, feeling the foreskin flex and fold within his fingers. "You know I don't like this."
"I know." Natsu bit his lip to hold back the pleasure.
"I said at the very beginning, I don't like doing kinky stuff where we can get caught. I specifically said I definitely would not do this in the guild."
"I … I know," Natsu whined quietly. "But … I need it, Gray. Right now." He was so desperate, he hardly cared if someone walked in.
"I'll give you what you need," Gray sneered sadistically, "but I'm going to punish you later."
Natsu gasped with a masochistic smile. "How?"
"I don't know yet," Gray teased, rubbing him more. "For breaking one of my rules, I'm going punish you hard."
"Nnngh … yeeeah."
"I'm going to spank you," he threatened, and Natsu moaned, thrusting into his hand. "I might even bring out that riding crop."
"Yes," Natsu groaned. "I liked that."
Gray loved to see the look in Natsu's face, getting lost in his cold touches, melting as fire and ice collided. "You know," he whispered right into Natsu's ear, "I have other stuff, too."
Natsu's eyes widened with fear mixed with desire. "Oth- … other stuff?"
"While you were gone on that mission, I bought something."
Gray's piercing gaze made Natsu shudder, and the threat in those words had the Dragon Slayer salivating until he had to gulp hard before he could speak. "Wh-what did you get?"
Gray savored the anticipation in those squinty eyes. "A paddle, so I can really spank you hard."
Natsu grasped Gray's shoulders, burying his face into his chest, and the ice wizard saw that he needed to slow down rubbing him. Natsu was ready to lose it just by the power of his kinky imagination.
Growling hungrily, Natsu asked, "What type of paddle? Describe it."
His enthusiasm amused Gray. "Solid black rubber, rather heavy, got a good swing to it. It's flat on one side, but the other side has little steel studs on it. Thirty of them. Those metal bumps are going to make your ass sore."
"Yesssss," Natsu hissed. The thought of being hit again and again with a hard paddle made him double over. "Gray, stop already. S-stop, stop."
Gray pulled his hand out. There was slickness on it, wet between his fingers. He was about to lick them, but then he remembered. He was sick. The infection was usually in the genitals, but it could also be in his deep mouth area. If he sucked his fingers, he could put bacteria on his hands. Instead, he wiped the hand on a dusting rag left on a shelf. Then he dropped the rag to the floor so no one would reuse it for anything important.
Natsu leaned back against the shelf, shuddering as he struggled to regain control. His body screamed for release, but he did not want that. Not yet. It hurt, and that ache felt amazing.
"Are you okay?" Gray asked in worry.
"Yeah," Natsu said through heavy breaths. "God, that sounds hot."
Gray knew this was wrong. He needed to keep away from Natsu for the Dragon Slayer's own safety. However, his lust outweighed his logic. Snarling with desperation, he asked, "Do you want to head back to my place?"
"Hell yes," Natsu huffed. Slowly, he gazed up in salacious desire. He needed Gray … so badly. He hardly cared for his own safety. He craved the ice wizard so much. He gave Gray a kiss on the collar bone, nipping him slightly. "Will you do that? You'll … spank me?"
"Hard," Gray growled, and he watched Natsu flinch as he tried to keep in control. "Breaking my rules, making me do this in public … you're in big trouble," he smirked. "As soon as we get home, I'm really gonna punish you."
He heard a low, reptilian growl in Natsu's chest, and those narrow eyes gleamed up at him in the low light. "You'll have to catch me first."
Natsu suddenly took off in a run, flinging the storage room door open and racing out. Gray laughed. A little cat-and-mouse chase just turned him on even more. He took off after Natsu, chasing him through the halls, into the main dining area, leaping over tables as Natsu ran off.
"Get back here, you flame-brain," he shouted as he swerved between guild members and out the main doors.
Mira tittered softly from her place behind the bar. "Well, it's nice to see Gray feeling better."
Erza nodded in agreement. "It's odd how it's always Natsu who can cheer up Gray."
"Odd, you say?" Mira mused with a devious gleam in her eye. "You're still fantasizing about those two hooking up, aren't you?"
"It could happen," Erza shrugged. "I'd never talk about it with Natsu in hearing range, of course."
Lucy choked on her fruit drink. "Wait, Natsu and … and Gray? You mean like…" Her cheeks began to turn pink.
Erza looked over in surprise. "Have you never thought about it?"
Lucy tucked her head down. "Maybe a little." She felt shameful for admitting she liked the idea of seeing her two male teammates in some yaoi tryst. It would definitely spark some ideas for her novel.
Mira pressing a finger to her lip, and mused aloud, "I wonder who would top."
"Natsu," Lucy answered instantly. "He's way too aggressive to bottom."
"Gray," Cana said, as if not even needing to wonder about it. "You don't know how Gray can be in the bedroom. He tops … hard!"
"They'd switch," Erza wagered. "Natsu would never be submissive, but I can't imagine Gray accepting Natsu as a dominant partner, so I think they'd take turns."
"Oh my!" Mira blushed. "Erza really put thought into this."
Happy sat to the side nibbling his fish, and for once the little Exceed said nothing. He just smiled as he realized that when Natsu and Gray were ready to come out into the open, at least some in the guild would support them.
End of Chapter 16
A/N: My Facebook followers on "Rhov Anion's Minions" already got a preview of this chapter. Now you get to see what Gray bought. I love teasing you minions!
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