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Evangelion: Only In Your Eyes Am I Worthy

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Chapter 17: Fire
and Ice

Kaoru watched
Shinji eat with an amused smile on his face. �Shinji-kun, have you not eaten
this week?�

The third child
blinked and then blushed in embarrassment. �Ah� gomen. I feel like I haven�t.� <Actually I feel
more like I haven�t eaten in months� why am I so
hungry? I just ate a few hours ago�>

�Do not worry
yourself over it, Shinji-kun. I find it fascinating.� The fifth child stated,
still smiling.

�May I�� The dark-haired
boy paused and looked down, wondering if he was being too forward with a boy he
had just met. �Ah� sorry. But may I ask you a
question?�

Nagisa chuckled and nodded. �You have already done
so, but you may ask another, yes.�

�Ah� ha ha�� Shinji scratched the back of his head nervously and
laughed for a moment before becoming serious. �The way Rei� eh� Ayanami-san was
looking at you, I got the impression that you two knew
each other. You looked at her several times the same way.� They stared at each
other for several moments before the third child realized that the other boy
was still awaiting the question. <He even acts like Rei-chan a little�> �Do you know Ayanami?�

Kaoru nodded. �In a manner of speaking. In a way, she is my little sister.
Perhaps I should be cross with you over your relationship with her. You haven�t
even asked my permission to court her�� The boy smiled in a teasing manner.

Shinji�s eyes
widened. <Rei�s� older brother? But� she�s a clone.
Oh, but of her original self� so this boy is� her brother? Her
older brother? Yes� they look so much alike. Oh my� permission to court
her? HE KNOWS?!> The third child began a coughing fit. �I� I didn�t know! Gomen! Ah� may I have permission� ah� oh my�� <I think
my heart stopped�>

The silver-haired boy
laughed freely, ignoring the strange looks that the other patrons of the
restaurant gave him. �I did not meet Rei-chan before
today, Shinji-kun. My permission is unnecessary. You�re cute when you panic.�

Shinji froze.
<Cute?> He then blinked several times. <Is he� flirting with me?>

�Inappropriate
word choice?� Nagisa inquired, seeing the distress on the boy�s face.
�What do you say in this region� you�re funny when you panic?�

<Word
choice? Oh I see�
culture difference.> �Yes, I suppose so. Um� I�m
done eating. Are you ready to go?� Shinji inquired, changing the subject.

�Of
course.� The red-eyed
boy responded then stood, placing his hands into his pockets casually.

They strolled out of
the restaurant, no destination seeming to be on their minds when the fifth
child paused. �Let�s go the other way. I have an apartment this way. I would be
honored if you stayed overnight with me.�

The third child
blinked in surprise. <Stay the night? How unusual.>
�Ok.� <Why am I spending this much time with him? Oh yes� to give Rei-chan and Asuka-chan a chance
to become friends� and I suppose so I can do the same with Kaoru-kun. He�s a
bit� strange though. But nice.> Shinji followed the fifth child to his
apartment to the sounds of Ode to Joy being hummed.

Later, as they were
lying down and falling asleep, Kaoru turned to look down at Shinji where he lay
on the floor. �You have something on your mind, Shinji-kun? You have a very
thoughtful expression on your face.�

Shinji blinked and
looked up at the older boy, wondering how he could tell his exact facial
expression in the dim light. �Well� I was wondering if you could tell me why
Ayanami acts so� aloof. You seem to be her total opposite� are you sure you are
related?�

The silver-haired
boy laughed. �Yes, I am quite sure. However, as to her behavior, I can only
speak of my limited observations. She seems� very thoughtful and quiet, but
definitely has feelings and opinions that she makes known in her own way. And I
think she cares for you more than you may realize.�

Shinji blinked and
looked up at the older boy. �Why do you say that?�

Kaoru smiled and
shook his head. �She seems willing to put up with a lot for you.�

The third child
frowned in confusion then realized what he was likely talking about. �Oh! No,
Asuka-san isn�t that bad. Just a little� passionate.
You�re only seeing her at her worst. She has been through a lot� we all have.
Don�t judge her for earlier, please.�

The fifth child,
though he hadn�t been talking about Asuka, kept silent about that matter. �Good
night, Shinji-kun.�

�Oh
uh� good night, Kaoru-kun.� Shinji replied before rolling over to go to sleep. <I could sure
use my SDAT player�> The third child�s thoughts
then turned to his other two fellow pilots. <Asuka-chan
and Rei-chan� they�re so different but they
compliment each other well. Like� fire and ice. But where does that leave me?
Where do I fit in? My head hurts�> Some time later,
he was finally able to fall asleep and had strange dreams about flame and ice
coming together to form steam.

******************************

�Willkommen in meinem Schlafzimmer! [Welcome to my bedroom!]� Asuka announced, gesturing to her room
with a grand gesture.

Rei entered without
comment and sat down on the floor. She watched the German girl silently.

�You really should
talk more. You make people nervous when you stare like that.� The second child
commented in a huff, plopping down onto the floor next to the first child.

�I see.� The
blue-haired girl responded.

The German girl
waited for something more to be said but gave up when Rei continued to stare
back at her. �See what I mean? You could have said �I see, thank you Asuka, I
will talk more from now on so you don�t feel like you�re conversing with a
wall.� But instead all I get is �I see� and a blank stare.�

The girl with the
red eyes blinked. <Is it really that important to you, Shinji, that I become
friendlier with Pilot Soryu?> �I will� attempt to say more than I am
accustomed to, then.�

Asuka raised her arms
up triumphantly. �Danke!
[Thank you!] That�s all I ask. Now, let�s eat!� She gestured to an assortment
of cookies, candies, and various other junk food items. She then picked up a
hotdog and began to eat it. �Mmm�
nothing better than processed Schweinefleisch [pig
meat/pork] on bread.�

Rei watched in
fascinated horror as the other girl engulfed the hotdog. �How can you eat that?�

The red-haired girl
cocked Ayanami a grin and replied, �What? It�s good! You should try some.�

�I do not like
eating meat.� The blue-haired girl replied as she started looking through the
stash of goodies and processed food items. �Is there any rice? Or noodles? Or
soup� something edible?�

Asuka indicated one
item after another with a pointing finger. �The non-meaty items� cheese pizza,
bean burrito, and cheesy nachos, then of course there�s the sweets� sugar
processed to the most delicious extremes.�

Rei stared at the
food. �Remind me why you were the one to buy all the food?�

�Because
I sweet-talked you into it!� Unit 02�s pilot replied with a teasing grin.

��. Indeed.� The
first child frowned at the cheese on the chips and pizza. �Pilot Soryu��

�Rei-chan, call me Asuka. Or Mistress
Soryu, whichever you prefer.� The second child interrupted her.

�� Asuka-chan, cheese comes from milk. Milk comes from
animals. Therefore, milk is, for all intents and purposes, meat.� Rei stated
matter-of-factly.

�Then eat the
burrito. No cheese in that� I think. I didn�t realize you were this picky.� The red-haired pilot
griped, stuffing some pizza into her mouth.

The first child
frowned. �One does not have to devour the flesh of animals to enjoy a good
meal, Pil� Asuka-chan.�

��. Change of
subject. Shinji-kun� how far have you two gotten?� The German girl inquired with
a naughty grin as she stretched out, reaching for a chocolate snack of some
kind.

�In
what?� Rei inquired in a
confused tone.

�You know� kissing,
smooching, snogging, groping, petting, tasting,
touching, rubbing, teasing, squeezing, shagging, screwing, fucking. Need I go on?!� Asuka laughed as she finished naming off
every term she could think of.

The first child�s
cheeks turned red as she blushed at the terms being used. �Oh� um� we have not
kissed, or anything else. You are the only person thus far that I have kissed.�

The blue-eyed girl
blinked in surprise. <I was sure that they had at least made out� if not
screwed. How� interesting. I wonder why they haven�t kissed?> �Why haven�t
you two kissed yet?�

Rei contemplated
that for a while then responded. �I do not know.�

��. Oh.� The second
child said. After a thoughtful pause, the next question was, �Have you
considered asking him to kiss you?�

The red-eyed pilot
blinked. �No. That would be� inappropriate.�

Asuka frowned. �Do
you want him to kiss you, Rei-chan?�

The blue-haired
girl considered that as she absently sniffed at a bean burrito. ��. Yes.�

The second child
smirked. �You realize he�ll never attempt to kiss you without some
encouragement, right? You�ll probably have to flat out tell him to kiss you. Or
take matters into your own hands and kiss him yourself.�

Rei blinked. �I
see. I had not considered that.�

Asuka laughed
softly and gazed up at Rei, momentarily distracted by the light playing across
the other girl�s features. �I never really noticed before how beautiful you
are��

A smile touched the
first child�s lips. �Thank you, Asuka-chan.�

Unit 02�s pilot
blinked several times then blushed so deeply that her skin matched her hair. �I
didn�t realize I had said that out loud.� <Oh god, I�m so embarrassed... ok
change the subject.> �Wanna play some video
games?�

Rei stared at the
German girl blankly.

�You� don�t know
about video games?� Asuka asked in disbelief.

�I� have heard of
them.� was the clone�s reply.

The German pilot
snorted and flipped on a video game and handed a controller to the other girl.
�You�re in for a treat then. I�ll go easy on you until you get the hang of it.�

Another slight
smile came to the first child�s lips as she started playing, actually having a
good time with the other girl. For a time, her troubled thoughts were forgotten
as she played the games.

As for Asuka, her
thoughts became more troubled, as she stole glances at Rei as they played. A
general feeling of distress came to her as she realized she was developing
quite a crush on the blue-haired girl. <Great� even more to tell Dr.
Kagame.>

After the games
were over, they went to bed. For quite some time afterwards, Asuka felt the
stirrings of desire coursing through her veins as the other girl lay close to
her for warmth and comfort as they shared the second child�s futon. Twice she
caught herself reaching over to touch the first child in an inappropriate
manner and she cursed herself for being so conflicted over it. <Either do
something or don�t and quit fretting over it!> Finally coming to a decision,
Asuka rolled onto her side for a moment and leaned over to press her lips to
Rei�s. After a few moments, the kiss was returned. After what seemed an
eternity, they parted. �Eh�� The red-haired girl struggled to come up with
something to say.

�That was pleasant.
Good night, Asuka-chan.� Rei
stated, unknowingly giving the other girl a sense of relief for being taken off
the hook.

<Pleasant� she
said it was pleasant� oh� her lips as so soft. I�m hopeless�> Asuka squeezed
her eyes shut, feeling the warmth of the other girl�s skin on her own and
smiling despite the tumult of her thoughts and drifting off into a dream-filled
slumber.

******************************

Maya was wandering
the streets staring at the ground when she walked straight into someone. �Oh!
I�m sorry�� She glanced up and blinked to see Commander Ikari glaring down at
her. <I keep running into him�> �Commander! My deepest apologies, I
wasn�t watching where I was going.�

Gendo continued to
scowl. �Captain.�

�Y� yes sir?�
Captain Ibuki swallowed nervously.

�When do you plan
on taking my son�s virginity?� He inquired bluntly.

Maya�s eyes widened
to nearly impossible proportions and she blushed furiously. �Sir� I don�t� I
mean� I won�t� how did you� oh god��

�Don�t lie to me,
Maya-chan. I know it was the most fun you�ve had in
years.� The commander smirked as he looked down at the nervous captain.

�Sir� it was an
impulse� It�ll never happen again.� The dark-haired woman continued to blush
and stared at her feet in shame.

Gendo scowled
again. �I see. Out of all the women in his life, the most unlikely one is the
one that gets the furthest with him, but she refuses to take the next step.
Ibuki, you are hereby demoted to 2^nd lieutenant pending
immediately.� With that he started to walk away.

Maya paled and
grabbed for him, intending to plead with him to retain her rank. She blinked as
the man vanished and suddenly found herself on the
roof of a building and had collided quite forcibly with the guard-wall at the
top. She yelped and scrambled to regain her balance but fell over the side and
barely managed to grab onto the roof�s edge and ended up gripping it with her
fingers as the rest of her body dangled down.

She started
sweating as she glanced down and saw that she was at least 5 stories up. �HELP! SOMEONE HELP!!!� The young captain cried, wondering
how she had gotten up there. <Was I� hallucinating? I didn�t drink THAT
much�>

She looked around
as best she could but saw no one around. <Of course not� only military personnel
are still in the city. I have to get up on my own� come on Maya� you�re in the
military� you�ve had physical training� 4 years ago� and you haven�t kept up
with it� but you�ve had it�> Maya
gasped and strained to pull herself up but only managed to lose her grip. �OH
SHI-� *Thud*

****************************

Ritsuko fumed in
her apartment. �No wonder she was so eager to see me in a relationship with
someone else� little bitch moved right in on Gendo� and gets promoted
immediately! How disgusting. Well she�s welcome to him. Let�s see how he likes
it when he cries out Yui�s name.� She threw the wine
glass she had just drained into the wall and shattered it.

�Betrayal at every
turn� first I�m upstaged by that little bitch Rei in Gendo�s
life� then I�m replaced by my own apprentice!� Dr. Akagi growled and looked at
the door, hearing a knock. <Maya come to explain and apologize?> She
stomped over to the door and pulled it open, fixing the visitor with her best
glare. Then she blinked. �Misa-chan?�

Misato gave the
blonde doctor a tired smile. �Hiya
beautiful.�

�You�re drunk.�
Ritsuko stated dryly.

�A
little.� Major Katsuragi replied with a nod. �Mind if I crash here
tonight?�

The young doctor
blinked several times, surprised. �Why can�t you just sleep in your own
apartment?�

The purple-haired
woman shrugged. �Ayanami and Soryu are having a� bonding night. A slumber party� or something. They�re making a lot of noise
and I didn�t want to intrude� they both need it. So� I
started walking and I ended up here.�

�� I�m not really
in the mood for company tonight.� Ritsuko complained.

Misato shrugged and
walked in anyway. �I won�t bother you. I just want some sleep.�

The doctor sighed
and closed the door behind her. �Fine.� She watched as
the other woman plopped down on top of the covers. �At least take some clothes
off and get under the covers. I don�t want you to just drunkenly pass out on my
bed, Misa-chan.�

The purple-haired
beauty sighed and stood up just long enough to pry off her clothes then pulled
the covers back and crawled under them. �There.�

Ritsuko blinked and
then smirked. <She didn�t have to take them all off, but I�m not complaining.> She glanced over at the night
shirt she normally slept in then shrugged. <Screw it.>
The doctor pulled off her own clothes and got in bed, sliding over to feel the
warmth of the other woman against her skin.

She lay there
staring at the ceiling, still feeling upset about what she thought had happened
between Gendo and Maya. After a while, her gaze turned to look at her friend,
watching her expression. <Even falling asleep she looks troubled.> Impulsively she leaned over and pressed her lips against
Misato�s, holding them there for several long moments before pulling back.

The major smiled
and opened her eyes. �Sorry. Oyasumi nasai, Ritsu-chan.�

Ritsuko stared at
her friend for a few moments and murmured the same. <I�m angry and
frustrated� I need to vent some steam�> More insistently this time, she
leaned over and kissed her friend again, this time trailing her fingertips over
the other woman�s neck and collarbone then down until she cupped a breast.

Misato broke into
giggles. �That tickles�� She murmured after pulling away from her friend�s
kiss.

The blonde doctor�s
eyes narrowed, anger and frustration boiling up again. �Shut up.� She commanded
softly and kissed Misato hard, sticking her tongue into the other woman�s mouth
as her hand moved over her flat belly and lower.

The purple-haired
woman backed away again and blinked in surprise. �Ritsu-chan? What are you doing?� <We�ve never
been anything more than friends�>

�I said shut up.�
Ritsuko hissed. She then started kissing and nibbling on Misato�s neck as her
hand moved over the other woman�s moist heat. She heard a curse word choked out
but ignored it, instead biting gently into the base of her friend�s neck and
thrusting a finger into her. The doctor felt the other woman begin to pull away
again, could sense her confusion, but she didn�t care then. Her fingers went
deeper and she went back to kissing those soft lips. Her movements were stiff,
angry, forceful� demanding. She moved her head to kiss on the other side of her
friend�s neck as her fingers continued their manipulation.

Misato had wanted
to protest, feeling like she wasn�t being given a
choice in this coupling, but the passion was burning its way through her veins
now so she stopped caring. A low groan escaped her lips.

Ritsuko smirked and
went back to kissing the purple-haired beauty, her fingers moving with speed and
skill in the other girl�s moist depths and she could feel the tension of an
impending orgasm begin to coil in Misato�s taut belly. The major murmured her
name a moment before her climax hit her full force, a strangled gasp escaping
from her bruised lips as her eyes rolled back and her body tensed.

The doctor smirked
and continued moving her fingers move slowly now, feeling smug from how quickly
she brought the other woman to orgasm. She did feel a little better now, having
vented her frustrations with her forceful ministrations, not caring that she
was bruising and hurting her friend in the process.

Misato relaxed
finally and peeked out from lidded eyes at her best friend. �Ow� that�s going to sting in the morning.�

Ritsuko scowled
again. �Shut up.� She commanded, reaching over to grab the major�s hand and
forced it over to her own sex.

The purple-haired
woman got the idea and began to return the favor, still wondering what all this
was about. She could see the frustration on the doctor�s face and wondered what
it was about. <She was screwing the commander� I know they broke up but it
can�t have been that long since she had sex�>

The blonde woman
growled and pulled away slightly so that Misato�s kiss landed on her chin
instead of her lips then she put her arm on the other woman�s shoulder and
pushed her downwards, not stopping until Misato was staring at her womanhood.
She looked down and was about to shove the other woman�s face down but didn�t
have to as she did it on her own.

Ritsuko growled
softly in pleasure and spread her legs wider, reaching down to run her fingers
through her friend�s purple tresses as she was licked and prodded with a finger
or two. The doctor stared up at the ceiling, feeling almost detached from the
sex act being administered on her. After what seemed an eternity, she felt the
tension of orgasm gripping her body then cried out in pleasure as it was
released.

After coming down
from her high she opened her eyes to see Misato lying next to her and
self-consciously rubbing the wetness from her mouth with the back of her hand.
�So��

�Shut up.� Ritsuko
repeated, putting an arm around her friend and pulling her close to cuddle up
as she drifted off to sleep.

Misato sighed and
figured there wasn�t any use in arguing so relaxed to try to fall asleep as
well, wondering why she had been seduced out of the blue.

****************************

Another
chapter drawing to a close. Next chapter: Shinji gets bum-raped by Kaoru, Asuka goes on a mad
killing spree, and Maya wakes up in Never-never Land� er� no that�s
not right. Shinji returns home and checks up on Asuka and Rei to make sure they
didn�t kill each other, Ritsuko deals with some stuff, and the fate of Maya� oh
yeah, and Gendo wants to make a real appearance next chapter so expect that
too. Till then� cheerio.
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