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Fight Me, Bite Me	By : Rhov Category: +. to F > Fairy Tail Views: 39446 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 3
Disclaimer: Fairy Tail is the property of Hiro Mashima. I make no money, I just do this for my own pleasure.

Chapter List
- 16
- 17
- 18
A/N: The paddle in this chapter is based on this: http://bit.ly/1lJ0zKS (or google "studded rubber paddle" and it's probably the first picture in Google Images)
If you REALLY have no clue what a butt plug looks like, the one I wrote about is based on this: http://amzn.to/1qjotxh
Bizarre fact: When I bought my first butt plug, I didn't know what I was doing and bought what turned out to be an "advanced" model. It...was...huge. And amazing. But seriously, start off small and work your way up to the monster plugs. That butt-fucker hurt! (Yes, ladies also use butt plugs. They're awesome.)
Recommended Music: "Flesh" by Simon Curtis (warning: explicit lyrics)

Chapter 17

Paddles and Plugs
They ran into Gray's apartment and straight to the bedroom. Gray made sure the curtains were closed firmly. He stripped to his boxers instantly while Natsu struggled out of his clothes. Gray hated waiting for Natsu's slower undressing, but he loved to watch the eagerness as the boy pulled clumsily on his clothes. Then finally, his boxers went down, and Gray saw just how aroused Natsu already was, erect and curved up to his belly. The race from the guild to Gray's home had been rife with sexual tension. Now, finally, they were alone and in privacy.
At last, Natsu was fully nude. Gray stood by the window curtains, and Natsu was on the other side of the room. They stared at each other from across the bed, both breathing hard already from their race and with anticipation of what was to come.
"So," Natsu said with a cocky smile. "What's first?"
"I want to do something … different," Gray suggested hesitantly. "Something we haven't tried yet, and I'm not sure how you'll like it."
Natsu waited, curious and a little worried. What could Gray possibly mean? The ice wizard walked over to his chest and unlocked it. He had to dig down a little—it wasn't something he had planned to use yet—but finally he brought up a box.
"I want you to look at it first." He slowly opened the box and took out a bulbous silicone toy. Natsu took it into his hands and turned the spade-shaped item around. He looked confused, so Gray explained. "It's a butt plug," he whispered, eying Natsu's reactions closely.
"T-that's what they look like?" Natsu said softly, handling it a little more hesitantly. "Kinda shaped weird."
"It's shaped like this to stay in place."
"Is it yours?"
"I bought it just for you. It has a vibrator, so it'll feel really good." Gray saw that Natsu was beginning to lose his erection. "I know you have an issue with toys, but … I can't do this to you yet." He took the plug and drizzled lube on it. "So you'll have to imagine this is me."
He pushed Natsu to lean over on the bed, his feet spread on the floor, and his ass sticking out. Gray leaned slightly over him, kissing his back and rubbing out his shoulders. He brought the plug over to Natsu's ass and glided it over his crack. Natsu gasped softly.
"Imagine this is my cock." Gray leaned in closer and moaned a whisper into the flushed ear. "I want inside you, Natsu."
The Dragon Slayer shuddered at the words.
"I want to watch you, wanna see you enjoying this." He lightly licked Natsu's ear and groaned quietly, "I want to pleasure you." Natsu went hard again, and his fingers clenched the bedsheets. Gray pressed the pointed tip of the plug up against Natsu's hole. "I want you to enjoy the gifts I get for you. I want to see you trembling with pleasure."
"Gray," he whispered, and his hips pressed out a little more.
Gray smiled at the acceptance. "I'll go slow. Tell me when it's too much."
He pressed, and the narrow tip slid in. Natsu hummed with pleasure. "It's small."
"It starts small. It'll get wider. Tell me when to stop."
Gray pressed more, and Natsu felt how that narrow tip flared quickly. He could feel the gradual opening of his insides, not a sudden ramming in, but slow stretching. When he hissed in pain, Gray was able to slide it to a narrower part, drizzled more lube, and then pressed in more, widening Natsu's ass.
"Ah! Wait, wait." Natsu breathed through the pain. This was even wider than Gray's own cock, and he was not used to being this spread.
"Are you all right?"
"Yes, just gotta relax." He let his head fall and breathed slowly, loosening up. "Okay, I'm good."
"Just a little more." Gray pressed harder as the bulbous end spread Natsu wider than he had ever gone before.
"Arrrrgh!"
"Are you okay?"
"More!" Natsu shouted, clenching the blankets with his fists. He felt the plug widen even greater, and he bit his lip in erotic pain. "Ffffffuck!"
"Nat-…"
"Shut up! Gimme more!"
Gray shuddered at hearing such a masochistic demand. "Okay, it's going to be really wide here, but it'll suddenly narrow. It'll fit in, and you'll wrap right around the bulb." He rubbed out Natsu's lower back and then pressed the plug harder. Natsu shrieked out a curse. "Natsu?"
"Keep going!"
Gray sneered as he rammed the last of it in. Suddenly, the plug was inside, and the muscles clenched around the narrow divot. The sudden lack of stretching brought a jolt of relief through Natsu's body, and he gasped as he felt his ass swallow up that huge plug.
"Are you okay?" Gray instantly asked, looking around to Natsu's face.
"Y-yeah! Whooooa … I … I feel it in there, but it doesn't hurt now. It … shrank down."
"It's so you feel it inside without spreading so wide that you hurt. Do you feel it?"
"Yeah."
"Is it good?"
"Hell yeah!"
Gray rested his head down on Natsu's back. He was stiff, remembering that heat and how amazing it felt to plunge in; however, he could not let his groin come into contact with that hot flesh. He pressed his boxers up against Natsu's thigh instead, feeling the heat radiating off of him and through the cloth barrier. He looked at the wide grip that was up against Natsu's butt, all that was sticking out from the plug. His fingers wrapped around that grip, and he gave the plug a twist. Natsu's whole body arched up as his mouth opened with a wanton moan.
"God, you are so sexy! What if I move it in and out just a little?"
He pressed the plug to be firmer inside, and then pulled on it, making the anus tug as the bulbous head put pressure there. Natsu jerked away with a shout.
"No. Hold on. Still … getting used … to it," he panted.
"Sorry," Gray smirked, enjoying how beads of sweat already glistened on Natsu's skin. "You are so … amazing," Gray praised, but emotions began to well up inside him. He felt his eyes burning and blinked hard. He whispered in anguish, "I don't want to lose you."
Natsu looked back around his shoulder. "Gray?"
"Thank you for staying by me through this."
"Of course I will," Natsu said loyally, yet his brow tensed up. His eyes dropped, and he stared ahead, filled with private troubles. "Gray…" However, his voice faded, and he could not speak.
"What is it?"
Natsu thought about what he had to say, but this was a really bad time. He did not want to ruin the moment. "Nothing. I think I'm relaxed now. More."
Gray could see he looked troubled. Had he said anything bad? Natsu seemed okay for the moment, so Gray decided to forget about it for now. He really wanted that ass sticking out.
"Are you ready for the paddle?"
Natsu shivered, but he nodded. "I think so."
Gray went to his chest of goodies and dug out the rubber paddle covered in metallic studs, slipping it out of a protective velvet bag. He turned around slowly and saw Natsu staring fixedly at him, mostly at the black rubber instrument of pain. The Dragon Slayer's tongue swiped out just a little and licked his parched lips. Then he gulped hard as he gazed at it. Gray smirked at the lust burning in those pointed eyes. He slapped the paddle into the palm of his hand, just enough to get a light crack. That was enough to make the veins in Natsu's neck press out for a second as his body tensed up with anticipation.
Gray slowly strode back to the bed, tapping the paddle into his other hand with each step, seeing how Natsu's eyes never left him, and the quickening heaves of his chest as Natsu breathed fast enough to keep up with his racing heart. The paddle was not pure rubber. The handle was wrapped in black leather with a leather strap dangling to wrap around Gray's wrist or so he could hang the paddle up on a wall. One side of the paddle had metallic lumps, like rivets drilled into the paddle. Those lumps would dig into the flesh, bruising harder than a flat surface. The lady at the sex shop had warned Gray that this particular item was a best-seller because it was so intense, even for people used to BDSM.
Gray came up beside Natsu and stood by the bed, gazing down as his erotically eager lover's position, feet planted, his hands on the bed, leaned over with his bare ass sticking out so temptingly. "Are you ready?"
Those low, sinfully threatening words made chills run over Natsu's skin. He was too tense to get any words out of his mouth. He nodded instead, still not taking his eyes off Gray.
"Remember, safewords. I've … um…" He laughed nervously, breaking his domineering persona for a moment. "I've never used this before," he confessed, testing the weight of the paddle in his hand some more. "I'm not sure how it will feel, other than when I hit myself with it."
Natsu's eyes widened. "You hit yourself?"
"Well, I have to test it out somehow," he said defensively. "I swung it against pillows and my own thigh just to test it out."
"I can't imagine you getting hit." Natsu thought about that concept for a moment. "Do you like getting hit?"
"Uh, I don't know," Gray said awkwardly. "I mean, depending, sometimes it feels good. Why?"
"Just … wondering."
Gray saw that Natsu had one of those looks again, like he was fantasizing about something. It always amused him to see those green eyes gleaming like that. "Do you wanna try that sometime?"
Natsu jolted in a start. "Me? Hitting you?"
"Not right now, but someday?"
His eyes shined for a moment, but lack of confidence quickly won over. "I don't know if I'd like that. I mean, I like it on myself, but I'm not sure how I'd feel hurting you."
"It's something to think about. I'm not sure if I'd like it. I might, if it's you, but if you don't like doing it…" He shook the confusion out of his head. "Think about that another time. Focus on this now. Are you ready?"
"Stop wasting time."
"Yeah, yeah," he sassed. Then Gray tenderly rubbed Natsu's butt cheeks. "I'll start out soft, just testing it out." He hit Natsu with the paddle gently.
"Oh come on," Natsu grumbled. "Wuss!"
"Hey, I'm seeing how you like it, jerk."
"You know I like it rough."
"Fine!" Gray whacked the paddle against him, and he saw the skin underneath instantly turn pink.
Natsu felt the smack. His muscles tensed instinctively, and that tightened around the butt plug. It made getting hit on his butt far more intense. "Holy … wow."
"Good?"
"Those bumps hurt. It feels more like getting punched with knuckles than slapped with a hand."
"They hurt, huh? Hurt good?" Gray paddled Natsu again, a little harder this time.
"Oh God, yes," Natsu gasped. He both wanted to clench his ass, and loosen it for the large plug wedged in there. The two conflicting desires made his body tremble, and he was clenching the sheets already.
"How many is that?"
"Huh? Three?"
"Correct. I want you to count them. Let's see how many you can take."
Gray pulled the paddle back further and really let it fly. A resounded crack of rubber against flesh shattered the air in the room. It also hit the edge of the butt plug, ramming it in.
"FUCK!" Natsu howled.
"Oh God, I'm sorry."
"No! That … do it like that," he panted. "God … oh God, that was … Shit!" Natsu dropped his head to the mattress, muting himself as he gasped at how much it hurt … and how amazing it felt. His ass tingled from the strikes. His body shivered from the intensity. He wanted to really feel that hard silicone inside of him.
"How many was that?" Gray demanded sharply.
"Four," he said in a heavy exhale, not raising his head up.
The paddle went flying, and the smack was instantly followed by Natsu crying out. Tears now came to his eyes.
"Are you okay?"
"That was a lot harder," he cried out, his voice choking up.
"I could do much worse." Gray pulled the paddle far back, but he realized Natsu had completely tensed up, pulling away from the impending strike. "No?" he asked, worried about the cowering position.
"I … I don't know," Natsu admitted. It still hurt, and something more was wrong. He was not sure what yet, but … it wasn't completely how he wanted to feel! What was missing? For now, his ass simply stung. "Can you rub it out?"
"Sure," Gray smiled, and he tenderly soothed out the pink marks with their deeper red indents from the metal studs. He saw Natsu loosen up. "Better?"
"Yeah." He suddenly flinched when Gray rubbed over one of the areas that the rivet had beaten in. There would be a bizarre pocking of bruises on his butt tomorrow. "Gray … this is punishment, right?"
"Yes. For breaking one of my rules and making me touch you in the guild, this is punishment."
"Okay," he said.
Was that the missing element? If it was just Gray hitting him for the sake of hitting him, it was not good. If anything, it made Natsu want to throw a punch at his rival. But if it was punishment…
Fairy Tail had strict rules about punishment games, bets of honor, and receiving reprimands for breaking rules. Such punishments had to be accepted, no matter what. This was punishment for breaking a rule they had between themselves. He knew Gray did not want to get kinky in public. He made him do it anyway. Now…
"Punish me."
Gray licked his lips at the submissive plea. "You're very naughty. You didn't count the last hit. You get it again."
"No!" he cried out, but a second later Natsu felt the sting to his flesh.
"Count it!" Gray shouted.
"F-five," he yelled, trying to hold his crying in. He could not sob. He was a Fairy Tail wizard.
A sneer of sadistic pleasure rose on Gray's lips. How delicious, hearing his rival gasping and watching him quiver! He pulled the paddle back and let it swing. The resounded crack was so hard, it pressed Natsu's whole body forward on the bed.
"Shit! Six!" Natsu bellowed. It hurt. It hurt so much. Tears dripped without him even able to stop them.
Gray growled menacingly, "I won't go easy on you."
He smacked Natsu's ass again, and this time the Dragon Slayer screamed "Seven!" Gray began to draw back, but he heard sobbing. Natsu would not cry at physical strikes like this. Something mental and emotional must be going through his head. Gray tried to look down to see his face, but the Dragon Slayer was burying his wet eyes amidst the sheets.
"Safewords, remember!"
"I … I know," he sobbed, trembling as he accepted his brutal punishment.
"Was it worth it?" Gray asked, his voice husky with lust. "Was it worth breaking one of my rules?"
Natsu did not want to answer. Worth it? Hell yes! He had been dreaming about Gray for days. He needed this. He hated to admit it, but he was addicted. There was no way he could go two weeks without feeling like this. The pain, the pleasure, the deepening love … He would trample Hell to get to Gray, so accepting a few spanks was not a big deal.
The next smack burned. Natsu wailed out the word, "Eeeeight!" Then he curled up again, as if hiding. "Gray," he squeaked out.
He was bad. He was naughty. He defied Gray. Now, he was being beaten like a child.
Igneel had spanked him from time to time. Makarov often hit him. Erza, too. Whenever he was bad, he ended up getting punished. That was all this was. However, no one had spanked him since Igneel, and that was more of a flick of his talon against Natsu's butt. Hurt like hell, too! There was something deeper, more personal, about getting spanked.
The next paddle really was like a punch to the ass, and Natsu felt the butt plug ram in painfully, rubbing over his prostate.
"N-n-nine," he sobbed, stuttered through tears. "One … one more."
Gray drew it back far and let the rubber paddle bash right against his ass.
Natsu screamed, "Ten and Yellow!"
Gray dropped the paddle and held Natsu, pulling him up to the pillows. The burning hot body trembled from pain and euphoria. "Sheesh, you don't have to push yourself."
"I know, I just … I wanted … at least ten," he sobbed.
"Natsu…"
"I'm fine! I'm…" He snuffled up thickly and wiped his wet eyes. He laughed blithely. "That thing hurts like hell."
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah…?" He sighed and relaxed. "Yeah," he said with more assurance. "I'm tough. I can take it. Felt … good. Real good!"
Gray laid on the bed, hugging Natsu closely while the Dragon Slayer slowly recovered from the beating. This was a delicate moment, when Natsu was at his most emotional, when lightness and darkness were in a balance. Gray wanted Natsu to feel only the cathartic comfort of being beaten and then loved.
Then he realized the plug was still inside of Natsu's ass. "I completely forgot to turn this on." Gray reached down to the knob that stuck out of the plug and twisted it. Natsu felt the buzz deep within him and almost leaped off the bed.
"Ahhhh! Whoa! Gray."
"Are you okay?"
"Oh yeah," he grinned. It was an amazing sensation. Nothing, not even Gray's fingers or cock, was quite like the vibrations purring inside him. "Oh God, that's…"
"It's only the lowest setting," Gray told him, smiling at just how easily Natsu responded. "Hey, Natsu?"
Gray suddenly spanked him only lightly with his hand. Natsu clenched, but this time the buzz made the sensation far more intensely pleasurable. He gasped and choked on groans trying to bubble up in his throat.
Gray leaned into his ear. "I wanna spank you until you come."
"N-no! I can't. I … I can't…"
"Yes you can. We've done stuff like this before already. Remember the candles?" Gray rose onto his knees, dominating over Natsu, and pulled him so his face was down in the pillows and his ass was in the air. "That thing's gonna buzz you until you can't stand it, and I'm gonna hit you until you come … and splatter all over these sheets."
Gray spanked him again, and Natsu whined with a highness to his voice that was almost comical. It made Gray smile, but the quivering he saw on Natsu's ass kept him from flat out laughing. He wanted to be inside there. He wanted the heat and tightness.
But not yet. Not while he was sick. It was torture!
"You torment me," he growled. Gray picked up the paddle. "You seduce me, enthrall me. I said I needed to keep away from you, and you didn't obey. You knew how addicted I am to you, and you just keep on teasing me," he growled, grinning animalistically. "How dare you do this to me!"
He smacked Natsu's ass hard, and Natsu screamed from the torturous pleasure. He had thought the pain was over, but he only said Yellow. He only meant to wait. He knew there would be more. Gray had a new toy to play with, and Natsu…
He wanted more!
"G-Gray," he sobbed.
"Yellow?"
"No. I'm good. I'm … It hurts," he cried. "Holy shit, it hurts."
"Good!" he thudded cruelly, and Gray slapped the paddle against him again.
Natsu's body spasmed, and he cried out. Gray heard real agony in that scream, and it jolted him.
"Natsu?" he asked worriedly. He had not hit any harder than earlier, but he guessed the vibrating plug would make the sensations stronger.
"Oh … oh God," Natsu wept. He buried his face into the pillows. It hurt … so much. So good! "More," he whispered into the downy fluff.
Gray barely heard the word, but it warmed him up. More, huh? Natsu must surely be in pain, yet … more?
"Damn, you are so sexy," he whispered, wanting this man with aching desperation. "You are so … damn … hot!"
Without holding back at all, he swung the paddle, purposely aiming for part of it to hit the butt plug as well. Natsu's head arched up, he screamed to the ceiling, before collapsing back down and muffling his sobs.
Gray could not take any more neglect. He reached into his boxers to stroke himself. He needed just a little … just enough.
"Look at this. Making me wet. Making me touch myself. What a naughty dragon!"
Natsu sobbed. He was bad. He broke Gray's rules. He tortured Gray, enslaved him, and teased him with his own sexuality. What a slut! What a bitch!
"You seductive little bitch," Gray snarled.
Yes! That was what he wanted to hear. How bad he was! He was always berated in the guild. Makarov and Erza were always pounding him for being destructive. Now he was being beaten for something better. He had destroyed Gray's resolve. He deserved to be punished.
Another hit bruised his flesh, but Natsu felt something about to break within him. It was just a little too much.
"Yellow," he warned.
"Okay. I'll ease it out."
He felt a cold hand caressing his burning, aching skin. It soothed the pain. He liked when Gray punished him, but what was even better, what made the punishment bearable, was when Gray took care of him afterward. This tenderness made the darkness vanish. The pain vanquished the demons that haunted his mind, and the relief soothed his heart, filling him with light. Fresh tears came to Natsu's eyes, but these were different. Instead of tears of pain, they were tears of love.
"Are you okay?"
"Y-yeah…" Always, Gray asked that. Natsu knew the ice wizard really cared about him whenever he asked.
"Are you really okay?"
He loved how truly worried Gray sounded. He could act harsh, but he knew that deep inside, Gray cared for him so much.
"I'm fine," he smiled. Gray might not be able to tell him, but Natsu sensed the love in those questions. Gray cared deeply. He loved deeply, even if the emotion scared him. "Just…" He looked over his shoulder. He needed to see Gray's face. "Can you handcuff me … and touch me?"
Gray wanted nothing more than to do just that. Seeing Natsu's erection was even more tempting. However, he feared the disease living on his skin.
"Natsu, I really shouldn't…"
"Please."
"I … shouldn't," Gray said in anguish. "I've touched myself. The bacteria could be on my fingers. I'll have to sterilize my hands. Can you wait?"
"I don't wanna. It'll kill the mood if I wait that long."
"Natsu…" Impatient brat! "I mean, I could if I put a glove on…"
"No!" Natsu shouted, his eyes huge.
"Okay, no glove," Gray said, stroking his pink hair back soothingly. "I … I really shouldn't." Yet he wanted to, and he saw how much Natsu wanted it. If only he had not touched himself! The doctor said the bacteria could even be in the pre-cum, and he still felt wetness on his fingers. He could have put a glove on, but that obviously made Natsu remember something bad. He could have used one of his masturbation toys, but Natsu had horrific memories of those as well.
What about cloth? Just cloth?
"Hold on a second." Gray yanked the top sheet and draped it over his hand. Then he took hold of Natsu's erection through the sheet. It was not a rubber glove, but he hoped it was safe enough.
"What…?" Natsu looked down at the sheet.
"This way I'm not in direct contact with your skin," he explained. "I'll have to change my sheets anyway," he reasoned with a laugh. Then he eyed Natsu's face. "Is this okay?"
"Yeah. It's weird," he pouted.
"It's still me," he said, and he kissed Natsu's forehead. "It's me doing this. Touching you. Like stroking you through your underwear. I really wanna try that sometime. Stroke you off in your pants." He nipped down Natsu's neck and kissed down his spine. His tongue licked some of the spotted bruises on Natsu's ass, sucking on the tender skin. Then he blew a stream of icy air against Natsu's scrotum.
Natsu's eyes went wide at the frigid caress of air. "Ahhhh! No … no, handcuffs."
"Nats-…"
"Please! I need them. Feel … weird. Need it. Can't … can't trust myself."
"But Natsu, last time…"
Natsu glared back angrily. "Restrain me before I fucking kill you."
Gray jolted back at the growl. Why was this like a regression back to earlier times? Was it because of the separation? Natsu went merely a week without Gray. Or was it the emotional drama of this whole week? Probably that. It had been a lot to deal with, getting sick and all the fears. Surely, it brought up a lot of emotional scars for Natsu as well. So Gray obeyed, and he iced Natsu's hands to the headboard.
"Yes," Natsu hissed. He pulled at the ice cuffs. "Okay. I'm good. You'll be safe now. I can … I can…" He tensed up and gulped down a moan. "Touch me. I'm … close. Please, Gray."
"What a troublesome little dragon," he sighed, shaking his head with a smile. He covered his hand in the sheet again and stroked the erection that hung down toward the mattress.
"Yes," Natsu shuddered. He suddenly yanked on the ice cuffs. "Oh … God…"
"That's it. Come for me, Natsu. What if I make you feel it more?" he whispered, and he reached down, twisting the dial on the butt plug to a higher setting. Natsu cried out at the added pleasure. "Got quite a buzz to it, eh?"
"Mm-hmm," Natsu whinnied, clamping his mouth shut as he struggled to hold back moans. His body squirmed as the inner part of him trembled from the vibrations.
"It's still not even the highest setting. Do you want more?"
"Mmmmm!" he moaned heatedly.
"Ask nicely."
"More, please!" he urgently cried out.
"Nope, ask nicer."
"Oh G- … God," Natsu trembled. "P-please, kainushi. Please, gimme more."
"You're so hot."
He cranked the vibrator to full power, and copious pre-cum dripped down Natsu's penis as the Dragon Slayer screamed and his thighs trembled. Gray thought for sure he would come right then, but Natsu clenched it back, stopping himself from releasing fully.
"Stubborn, eh?" He smacked Natsu's ass again, and this time he felt the jolt in that burning cock as well as seeing how the butt muscles tensed up, only to quiver from the intensified vibrations. "So sexy. You're such a mess. I can feel how wet you are through these sheets. You're drenching them. You must have a lot saved up inside, ready to blow."
Natsu whimpered as he felt the cold hand stroking him more and more.
"Dripping everywhere…"
"Shut up," Natsu growled through clenched teeth.
"Your ass is quivering…"
"Sh-shut up!"
"You're loving all of this. Everything I'm doing to you, you love it."
"Sh-sh-shut … up … Gray." He was a tense mass of shaking muscles. Everything in his body wanted to give in, but his mind protested. "Gr- … can't…"
"Come for me, Natsu," he breathed. Gray ached, and he rubbed the erection in his boxers against Natsu's leg, needing some friction again. "Hurry up and come."
"C-can't!" He pulled at the ice cuffs suddenly, slamming them again and again against the bars of the headboard. "No! No, stop! I can't! I won't."
"Natsu…"
"Dammit, stop! I won't. You can't make me."
Why had he slipped back into rape fantasy? Gray thought they made such progress. He had to admit, he felt a bit angry.
"Quit that, you idiot." He picked up the paddle again and whacked the reddened ass hard.
Natsu jolted. "N-no … no…"
"You're gonna come for me," Gray snarled. "I'm gonna hit you … until you come!"
He whacked the paddle over and over, not giving Natsu any rest. He lost count. Three … four … seven? Over and over.
Natsu no long felt just smacks to the flesh, but the pounding to his ass … the buzz, the pain, the ramming, as if Gray was thrusting into him with brutal force. Again … again … again!
"Bite me!" Natsu shouted.
"Why?" Gray smirked deviously.
"Fuck, Gray, if you don't bite me, I'll have to say Red!"
Gray decided to give Natsu that much leniency. He leaned over and sank his teeth into the salty flesh of Natsu's hip, biting him there instead.
Natsu gasped. Gray normally bit his neck, but biting there … holy shit, it felt way more erotic!
"Harder!" he cried out, shuddering with the impending orgasm. "Nnngh! Please, harder!"
Gray really tightened his jaws, chomping down until he thought he might break skin.
Natsu could not even stop it. He came hard from the euphoric pain of the bite and all those hits. Thick white semen filled the sheet covering Gray's hand. His face buried into the pillow as he groaned animalistically with each pulsing surge. He felt…
Scared.
Relieved.
Ashamed.
Amazing.
Gray's teeth let go. There was no blood, but he could see dark purple teeth marks embedded into Natsu's hip. "God, that was hot!" he gawked in awe. He forgot how sexy Natsu sounded as he moaned out his orgasm.
"Bastard," Natsu hissed wearily. "No more. No more spanks. Please."
"Please … what?" Gray teased.
Natsu trembled at the feeling of being beaten into submission. "Please, kainushi. No more. Please."
"Good dragon." What an amazing man this was! Gray could give Natsu his worst, really be brutally sadistic, and he recovered so fast. He stared at the boy, lost within a surge of emotions. Gray remembered that Natsu did not too much like when he pet his head, so he rubbed Natsu's ass instead. The Dragon Slayer flinched hard and pulled away. "Are you okay?"
"It hurts," he whimpered.
"I'm sorry…"
"No! No, it's … good. It stings, but … it's good."
"Natsu," he sighed, loving the way that summery name sounded on his lips.
"It … hurts."
"Of course it does," Gray said smugly. "I spanked you until you came."
Yes. Punished.
Punished into coming.
Punished … into … coming…
Natsu suddenly screamed and cowered down. "Don't do it. Don't!"
Gray backed off. What the hell? "Natsu?"
"R-red."
"What the…? It's already over," Gray said in total confusion.
"No, red! Stop it!"
"Natsu." Then he realized the butt plug was still vibrating. He reached down and quickly twisted it off. "There. Sorry if that was…"
"Don't!" He curled around the wet spot on the bed. "D-don't … don't take it."
Gray looked worried. "Natsu, what the hell…?"
"Don't touch me!" he roared viciously.
Gray kept his hands back. "Hey," he whispered, hoping to calm Natsu down. "Hey, it's me. It's over. Dammit, what happened?" he asked in real worry.
"I'm … gonna kill you." It was not said as a threat, but more like a warning. Natsu shivered and hunkered down. "I'll kill you one day. I don't wanna, but I will."
"Natsu, I can fight on par with you. You're not going to kill me, because I'll kick your ass before you can try it."
"I … I will. I'll kill you. Don't … don't take my cum."
"I don't want it," he said automatically. "Was that the issue? Was the sheet too much?" He began to reach toward Natsu's hunched back, yet he paused and pulled back, realizing Natsu might not want to be touched while feeling like this. "These sheets will be tossed into the wash, you know. The hot water will destroy the cum. It'll wash away." Gray sighed and collapsed onto the bed to the side of Natsu. His arousal had gone limp so fast, leaving him tired and just a little frustrated. "Seriously, I leave you for a week and you're a mess again. Cuddle me when you've calmed down. I won't touch you until you're ready. Just tell me what you need."
Natsu stayed where he was for only a minute, shivering as flashbacks haunted him. Slowly, as if making a huge choice to trust Gray, Natsu pushed the messy wet sheet to the foot of the bed and curled down beside the ice wizard.
"Hold me," he whispered wearily.
"Are you better?"
"My ass is killing me."
"But your heart?"
Natsu laid there quietly, staring straight ahead. Finally, he merely said, "Hold me." As soon as those arms were around him, Natsu relaxed more. "I thought I was getting better."
"You were," Gray told him. "Did I say something?"
"Not really. Just … realizing something. I don't even really get it. What the hell triggered it? Maybe it's something I can't clearly remember."
"Did anything happen this week? Did another pervert touch you while you were on that mission?"
"No, just … dreams. Nightmares."
"Same here," Gray whispered.
Natsu rolled around to face those blue eyes. "What do you dream about?"
Gray looked into those pointed eyes, and he caressed the side of Natsu's head where, just last night, he had seen a bullet blast away a part of that skull. "Watching you get killed in front of me."
"Sheesh, Gray!"
"It's my biggest fear: losing you."
Natsu's mouth dropped, but he looked away with a worried pout. "Do you really think you'll lose me so easily?"
"I didn't think I would ever lose my parents," Gray said solemnly. "Or Ur. Or anyone, really. It can happen so fast. One minute, you're talking with them and everything is cheery and laughs; the next minute…" He gulped hard and slammed his eyes shut. "Natsu, I … I don't want…" He turned away, struggling with the chaotic thoughts.
"What?" he asked in worry.
"Nothing. I'll tell you when I'm not sick. It's just … I'm getting so scared," he admitted. "I dream about losing you, one way or another. Most of the time, they're just nightmares, but sometimes, especially now, I think you're going to realize I'm disgusting and run away."
"Gray!" He reached forward and stroked his cold cheek. "Sheesh, you…" Natsu pulled his hand back and fisted it. "It's unfair."
"What? What isn't fair?"
He snuffled moistly, although his face showed nothing of emotions. "Nothing."
"Natsu…?"
"I'll tell you when you're not sick," he said in the same tone Gray had used.
"Brat!"
"I'm only a brat around you," Natsu smirked.
"Nah, you're always a brat. I wouldn't want you any other way."
"You better not. This is how I am. Still, it's a bit unfair. You dream of the future; I'm still trapped in the past. It's hard for me to even think of a future."
Gray's eyebrows lifted, feeling slightly concerned. "You don't think of our future?"
"Not really," he admitted casually. "Not far ahead."
Gray turned his gaze aside. In his dream, Natsu said he wanted a family. They spoke as if they would stay together forever. It was depressing to hear that Natsu was not thinking about such things.
"If there's a magic out there that can remove a memory," Natsu sighed wearily, "I wouldn't mind it. Just forget it all. I wanna stop being trapped in the past. I hate this." They were both quiet for a while, staring with their own private thoughts, until finally Natsu whined, "Dammit, I just want us to fuck one another without this bullshit."
"It's just been a while," Gray muttered.
"Yeah, but … I'm starting to wonder if it's worth it."
Gray jolted in horror. Worth it? Worth what? "What do you mean?"
"Nothing," Natsu mumbled.
Gray grabbed his arms in desperation. "Natsu…"
"It's fine, really. Just … it gets frustrating, that's all. I keep messing things up, I can't stay in the moment, and I feel like you're gonna rush ahead of me and I won't get a chance to catch up. Oh, forget it. It's just … worries. Insecurities, I guess is what you call them. Hey," he said loudly, "can you get this plug out of me already? I'm all soft and spent, but it's still spreading my ass. It's a little weird now."
Natsu's words really scared Gray. He barely realized how desperate he was to stay by Natsu's side until those words made him fear that Natsu truly might leave him. If it's worth it. What the hell did Natsu mean by that? It's unfair. What wasn't fair? A plethora of fears and doubts wiggled into Gray's mind. He wanted to grasp tightly to Natsu and cling to him.
But what if Natsu didn't want that? Didn't guys normally hate clingy girlfriends? Gray had known a few clingy girls—Juvia, for one, who refused to stop following him everywhere—and those sorts were the worst for him. But wasn't he acting just as bad?
Was it because he could not say how he felt? Since he could not say it, did he feel even more desperate to show it?
Natsu rolled onto his stomach, and Gray looked down at the plug. This was a good alternative, but it was not the same as being in that ass. Natsu obviously loved it, though, so that was good. Gray was unsure when he bought it, but he had asked the lady at the sex shop what she recommended when he could not perform on his own. This had been her solution. He owed that lady a free drink someday. She was one of the few people he could talk to openly about kinky things.
Gray took hold of the plug's end sticking out. "This will probably hurt," he warned.
"It'll be fine with you doing it," Natsu mumbled into the pillows.
Gray chuckled softly and shook his head. "You have too much confidence in me."
"Because I know you love me," Natsu said with utmost trust.
Gray flinched at how easily he spoke those words. "Natsu…"
"You don't have to say it." He looked back and smiled. "I already know. I love you, so I trust you. Now, get this thing out."
Gray nodded, gripped the butt plug firmly, and yanked. Natsu shouted as the bulbous head once again spread him to a massive girth, and then the plug slipped out with narrowing ease.
"Okay, yeah, that hurt," he cringed.
"I guess it's harder to get out after you've relaxed."
"Yeah," Natsu agreed through tightly gritted teeth, feeling the pain lingering, but also the emptiness left behind that he wished Gray's cold body could fill up.
Gray stood and walked to the bathroom to toss the plug into the sink to be washed later. While he was there, he sterilized his hands. "Are you okay with that thing?"
"It's … interesting," Natsu decided with some hesitancy. "Not as good as you, but the vibrating was amazing. I could get spoiled on that."
"You better not!" Gray returned and flopped onto the bed. "Once I'm well, I'm back in control."
Natsu hummed and snuggled into Gray's chest. "Can't wait."
Gray let out a contented sigh. The endorphins were crashing, and with them he felt glowing peace settle over him, like sitting by the fire on a winter day.
"Gray?"
"Hmm?"
"Can I take a nap before we clean up?"
"I'm pretty tired, too. Just yank up the quilt. Leave the messy sheet on the floor."
Natsu covered them both with the blanket and settled down on the pillow. Gray kissed him on the forehead and pulled Natsu close to spoon around him.
"Little nap," Gray murmured drowsily, already zonking out. "Missed … you … bastard."
Natsu sank into Gray's arms and closed his eyes to the sensual weariness. "I missed you, too … ice-idiot."

End of Chapter 17
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