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***Warnings: Sap, language, humor, soft-core yaoi
***Disclaimer: I do not own Hetalia. I am making no money off of this fic.
Chapter 18
The meeting ended without anything being solved, or discussed, about the Pure Bloods and Ludwig's issues.
Ludwig was the first to leave the meeting, barely saying a farewell to anyone. Although he was annoyed that they could not come to a conclusion, he understood how the fairies felt and could see the fear, or doubt, in their eyes. They were afraid to combat the Pure Bloods. If they couldn't combat them, then how would he stand a chance against someone like Jasper? The fairies knew very little of the Pure Bloods; only that they are the strongest fairies who make all the rules and expects everyone to follow them without fail. Even though Sadiq was of the Pure Bloods, he grew up in this fairy society without full knowledge of his race. King Roderich looked annoyed about the whole matter while King Arthur had nothing to say. Ludwig was going out of his way to help them, yet they could not help him in return.
"Ludwig!" His heart fluttered when he heard Gilbert's voice calling his name. He turned around to see his lover flying towards him. "Hold up!"
"I'm sorry for leaving without saying goodbye. That was rude of me." He smiled when Gilbert landed next to him.
"No one blames you. I could feel your sorrow within my heart." He whispered. "Everyone else could see it."
Ludwig's shoulders slumped. "I guess I'm doomed in the human world…"
Gilbert took Ludwig's arm in his own. "Don't talk like that. Walk with me and we'll talk for a bit. You know that we would help you if we could, but the Pure Bloods just hold too much power over us. King Arthur and King Roderich will try to find a way around this problem and save the fairy world."
"I do understand." He sighed, and turned to Gilbert to whisper. "I'll be honest…I'm afraid of that man. Or fairy. Whatever he is. I was not as worried about him when I thought he was a human. Yet now…knowing what he is and that I'm alone in combating him…I guess I just feel that it's hopeless. As in, what am I fighting for?"
"Ludwig, please don't talk like you're giving up." Gilbert gently pleaded with him. "We'll think of something, don't worry!" Gilbert grinned. "I mean, you told us a lot about this Jasper guy and we know what they plan to do. It's just a matter of figuring it out, and we will."
'I may be dead before then.' Ludwig said to himself. "I guess I'll just have to be as careful as I can around Monk Jasper." Gilbert stopped them both in their stroll and when Ludwig turned to look at him he could see the white brows frowning.
"You're hiding something from me." Gilbert said in a whisper. "I can feel it. You know more about this than you're letting on. Why won't you tell me?" Ludwig turned away from him. "We're going to be promised to one another in your world soon and you want to keep secrets from me?"
"I'd rather you not have to burden them as well."
Gilbert growled and pulled him behind a large statue of a dragon. He took both of Ludwig's hands in his own. "Ludwig, your burdens are my burdens. Whatever is troubling you I want to be there to help! There is no reason for you to suffer alone." He freed on hand to turn Ludwig's face towards his. "You're my lover, Ludwig. We're bounded together. I would lay down my life for you before my own. Whatever is troubling you; whatever evils or dangers you may face, I will gladly face them with you. You're never alone, Luddy." Gilbert smiled when Ludwig's eyes seemed to understand what he was saying. "So please, don't hide anything from me?"
Ludwig took Gilbert's hands this time. "Alright. I will tell you everything, but not right now. Let it be after our union ceremony…that way, you won't be able to leave me."
Gilbert stared at him fondly. "I wouldn't leave you, Ludwig." He felt like crying because of Ludwig's consideration for his well-being by not wanting to burden him as well. It was another way Ludwig showed his love for him. He took a deep breath to hold back the tears, and then puffed out his chest. "You know what? We still haven't sparred, you and I! I need to teach you some moves with that sword staff of yours! In case you have to battle this Jasper guy!"
"I doubt my-" Gilbert cut him off.
"It's made by Sadiq. Your weapon can kick the shit out of that Jasper guy! Now come on! We don't have anything else to do while the kings are talking, right? Our job is done, so let's rumble!"
Ludwig could say no more as Gilbert flew with him through the castle and out on the grounds to begin his training.
/
Arthur wandered the halls in search of Ludwig. The monk has stormed out in a tizzy, and Arthur wanted to go after him but he still had business to discuss with Roderich. Now that he was finally free of the fancy-pants fairy he could seek out Ludwig. While asking around, a guard told him that he had seen Gilbert and Ludwig heading for the courtyards. Arthur made his way to the first courtyard and heard the sounds of weapons clashing loudly. Raising a thick brow, he followed the sound to a clearing by one of the fountains where Gilbert and Ludwig were engaged in a battle of blades. Arthur could tell that it was only practice, but it needed to be cut short. With a clap of his hands, both men paused in their brawl and bowed respectably to him.
"Training the monk to fight, are we?" Arthur smiled.
"Yeah and he's a fast learner!" Gilbert grinned. "He's no where NEAR as awesome as me yet, but he's getting there!"
Ludwig appeared sheepish, yet his mouth held the hint of a prideful smirk.
"Well, I would like to speak with Ludwig for a moment, alone."
Gilbert looked surprised, but did as he was told and left the two alone. Ludwig watched him leave and then focused his attention on Arthur.
"Your highness."
Arthur strolled up to him, flapping his wings and giving them a short shimmy. He looked Ludwig up and down for a moment before letting his green eyes settle on blue. "We upset you today in the meeting, didn't we?"
"It's a topic that needs to be discussed further in length. I was just…hoping for a speedy conclusion, that's all. Where I live, so near to this man, I have to fear for my life. Not only mine, but I have other monks and children that depend on me. I have to watch out for them as well."
"I know. I understand your frustration, Ludwig. We all do. The news you brought to us today is very troubling and it's a matter that will not be easy to solve. We're all in danger now; every single one of us, but you most of all. And so, while I can't help solve all of your problems, I can bestow a gift upon you that may help keep you stay safe in the human world. Especially from this Monk Jasper."
"A gift? What do you mean?"
Arthur held out his hands palm up where the soft scales glimmered softly. "You must have complete trust in me for this to work. Do you consent?"
"May I ask what it is first?"
"Sight."
Ludwig raised a brow. "I can already see."
Arthur rolled his eyes. "I know that, you dummy! I mean I can give you the power of Dark Fairy sight. The sight is passed down from royal member to royal member, but I can give it to anyone that I wish. And I wish for you to have it. What it will do is help you to see through magic, especially fairy magic. Say if this Jasper tries to spy on you while making himself invisible, you will see him. There is so much this power can do and it can't be given to just anyone. But you, Ludwig, I can trust to use it properly and wisely."
Ludwig thought about it for a moment, realizing that such a gift would be very useful in keeping himself and everyone else safe at the temple from Jasper. However, if he accepted such a power then he was moving further and further away from being a human. He had a fairy lover and he fought with a fairy weapon; and now to have special fairy sight? He was a human, not a fairy. He did not want to be a fairy, but on the other hand, he wouldn't be anything if he were dead by Jasper's hands. Perhaps simple sight wouldn't be TOO bad.
"Alright, I'll accept this generous gift of fairy sight." Ludwig bowed. "I thank you for entrusting me with something so great, your majesty."
"I know it will come in handy for you. If Jasper tries to use any kind of fairy magic against you, these eyes will tell you. Now, bend down towards me; you're tall."
Ludwig knelt instead before the king, lifting his head up towards him. Arthur told him to close his eyes, which he did, and gave his full trust in the fairy king. He felt gentle pressure on his eyelids; the balls of Arthur's thumbs were what were pressing against him. Beneath the thumbs, his eyelids began to grow warm and it started to tingle. Suddenly, the darkness turned into a green sparkling light, and waves of warmth traveled from the backs of his eyes, to his brain, and then to his ears. The feeling was almost stimulating, and Ludwig could feel the new power flowing within him.
"Now open your eyes."
Ludwig did so slowly, finding Arthur crouching in front of him.
"It may sting a little, but look around and tell me what you see."
Ludwig shifted his eyes, feeling the sting in them but it was nothing more than the simple sting of getting water in your eye. He glanced over at a bush, seeing something moving about within the branches. A ghostly light of smoke began to emerge from the foliage, slithering down to the ground and evaporating into thin air. He turned to look at Arthur only to find that the fairy king had vanished. Blinking, Ludwig looked all around, wondering where he had gone? He assumed it was a trial to test his newfound sight. Everything looked different, even the color of the flowers. All around him strange orbs of light and flying creatures glided along the breeze. It was as if a whole other world was inside of this one. And then, he spotted something behind the fountain. It was a large dark aura resembling a flame. Ludwig stood up and took a step back, fearing what it could be that he was seeing. Yet the green eyes that appeared within the aura assured him that it was none other than Arthur.
"Your highness? Is that you?"
"It is. This is me trying to conjure an attack on you. Now, close your eyes and imagine your blue ones, and when you open them, you shouldn't be able to see me."
Ludwig did so and when he opened his human eyes again, he could not see Arthur near the fountain. It was fascinatingly scary. On his own, he closed his eyes and thought of the fairy ones; so when he opened them he could now see Arthur in that dark aura once again. So he could call this power when he needed it, but how would he know when to use it? He would have to keep doing it randomly in hopes of catching Jasper. But how did he look with them? Ludwig went over to the fountain and peered at his reflection in the water. Staring back at him was his face and blue eyes with the only difference being the blacks of his pupils were green. It would barely be noticeable, but he would still have to be cautious when using it. He brought back his human eyes and Arthur was standing beside him.
"This should help to keep you safe."
"It will. Once again I thank you."
Arthur folded his hands in front of him. "It's the least I could do at the moment. You may return to your training, now. I don't know where Gilbert flew off to?"
"I'll find him. Thank you again." Arthur nodded at him and turned away, walking back into the dark palace.
Holding his staff in hand and feeling a little more smug, Ludwig decided to head to the gardens for a short relaxing stroll before going to look for Gilbert. While walking through the hydrangeas, he heard another voice calling out for him. This one was soft and sweet, yet he could not find where it was coming from. He turned all around, but still could not see anyone; he could only hear a voice. And then, suddenly, he noticed Matthew standing before him looking forlorn. He jumped a bit. "OH! Prince Matthew, it's you. I'm sorry, but you just startled me." He bowed. "How may I help you?"
Matthew shifted on his feet. "Um…I saw how sad you looked when you left the meeting…and I wanted to help you."
'Was I that obvious?' "Matthew, I was not sad. I was a little frustrated because of the situation, but I wasn't sad."
Matthew shook his head. "No, you were sad. I could tell by your features. Normally your face is stoic, strong and determined. Today I saw another side of you…and I may have something that could bring you a little bit of luck. Well, not so much as luck but something that will keep you safe." Matthew reached into his tunic pocket and took out a small glass vial encased in a leather holder with a silver chain.
"What is it?" Ludwig asked.
"I know I can't really do much, since my father and brother never let me fight or do anything dangerous. But…as you know I have strong healing powers. I can even cure poison. I don't know how this Monk Jasper conducts his power, but if he tries to do you harm by poison or by weapon, drink this and it will heal you."
Ludwig took the object from Matthew's palm, holding it up before him to gaze at it. "Is it a potion?"
"No, it's not. Whatever you do, please, do not tell my father or brother for they will scold me. Within that vial is my blood." He held out his other palm, which was bandaged. "Drink it whenever you are near death and you will be revived tenfold."
He looked at Matthew's sweet and serene face gazing woefully at him. Ludwig knew Matthew received very little praise and strived to be useful. Since his brother and father rarely gave it to him, Ludwig would do so in their stead. "Matthew, this is a very generous gift that you did not need to give me. I appreciate it all the same, and I thank you for it. I will treasure it and I will keep it on my person at all times." He slipped it over his neck and tucked it away inside of his robes. "I hope I will never have a use for it. Oh, in a manner of speaking, of course."
Matthew chuckled. "I understand. I hope you have no need for it either. But just in case..."
"Yes. Thank you, your highness. You are very thoughtful."
Matthew beamed. "You're very welcome! Sorry to interrupt your walk. I'll go back to my room now." He hurried away before Ludwig could offer him to join in the walk.
Now he had a special antidote for near death issues, plus a second sight. Things were looking a bit brighter now. As he continued through to the statue garden, he heard his name being called for a third time. Confused, he looked around the statue of a naked fairy male (that looked suspiciously like Francis) and saw Sadiq floating over to him, his legs and arms crossed. Ludwig once again remembered stepping on dark, rotted mushrooms as a child and watching them go up in a puff of gray smoke under his shoe. When he looked at Arthur, he saw a snake. When he looked at Matthew, he saw a rabbit. When he looked at Alfred, he immediately thought of a weasel or a harpy. When looking at Roderich, he sees a rose snuffing all the other flowers. And when he views this fairy, he sees a colorful mushroom. Perhaps he should start writing a book about this place, change the names and the world, and retire as a wealthy drunken writer. His eyebrow twitched, but he politely greeted the floating mushroom.
"Hello. How may I assist you?"
Sadiq removed his mask. "You looked a little pissed after the meeting. Forgive me for not mentioning my…background. And thank you all the same for keeping it silent."
Ludwig shrugged his shoulders. "You keep my secrets, so I strive to do the same for you."
"Yeah. Anyway, I thought about your problem and I know more about it first hand than the others do." He took a gold ring with a clear red gem off of his gloved finger and held it out to Ludwig. "Take this; it's a gift, one that will help you in the human world."
Ludwig took the ring between his fingers and gazed at it. The red gem was large and oval in shape, encased in a gold circlet of other tiny colored gems. Did he have to wear this? Roderich would be jealous, or the fairy king will offer him an outfit to help accent it. "I…thank you for this, but it's really not necessary."
"No, I insist! You'll need it, trust me. Wear it on your finger all the time and when there are dark powers around you, the gem will fill up with black smoke to warn you of sinister presence. It will save your life."
He slipped it on his right hand ring finger. This ring was perfect! The warning in the ring would tie in nicely with his second sight, even if it is a little flashy. "Yes, I believe it will. Thank you for thinking of me." 'This is gift number three. I wonder is this is how they are all trying to help me?' He would know his answer if some of the others were to give him a token of their strength as well.
"Don't mention it!" He grinned. "Oh, and don't tell the others I gave you anything, especially Elizaveta. She's had her eye on that ring for quite a few centuries."
"Hm. Can't image why." 'It's heavy and flashy.' Thanks again for-" The fairy form disappeared into a puff of smoke. Ludwig quickly changed to his fairy sight, wondering if he could see Sadiq anywhere in the area. Unfortunately, he saw nothing. So the second sight doesn't work with anything dealing in teleportation. So Ludwig once again continued on his way, exiting the statue garden to enter the palace.
Sure enough, his name was called again, only this time it was feminine. He turned to see Queen Elizaveta coming over to him, her green dress swishing loudly and dragging behind her. Ludwig quickly removed the ring and bowed. "My Lady."
"Ludwig, I'm sorry we couldn't be more of a help to you today. I don't want you to think that we do not appreciate all that you do for us. We hold you in the highest respect and regard, I hope you realize that?"
Ludwig nodded. "I do. I dumped a lot of surprising information on all of you. I don't know why I thought I could expect a direct answer when so much needs to be considered. I'm alright, so don't worry about me."
"Well, perhaps this will help you." She held out her arms and within a spiral of green light something appeared in her hold. Across her arms lay a pile of chain mail, black in color yet it glimmered. "This is made from fairy alloy and it is blessed by the very first Light Court king. It looks heavy, but is light as a feather. You won't even know you are wearing it. The weave is so tight that no blade can pierce it. Well, no average fairy blade, that is. A strong blade can break through, but it still will do little bodily damage. I want you to have it for now."
"My Queen, I cannot take something so-"
She scoffed. "I've worn this before, and so has every warrior in my family since my kind broke away from the first courts to live a nomadic life. This chain mail has old powers as well that can combat most of what Jasper may throw at you. It is best that you wear it under your armor. Every little bit helps against uncertainty. I won't take no for an answer."
Ludwig sighed and held out his free arm so the queen could drape it over. She wasn't lying when she said it was light as a feather. Ludwig almost couldn't believe it! This was gift number four. "My lady, I thank you for your kindness. This will come in handy, yet I pray I will never have means to use it."
"I am not giving it to you because it is a precious family heirloom. I will allow you to borrow it so you may protect yourself from this strange monk until we can figure out a way to beat him and the Pure Bloods. You have the backing of the whole Light Court."
"That means a great deal, your highness." He bowed. "Thank you."
/
Ludwig had gone back to his room to rest, and to examine the gifts, when he couldn't find Gilbert. He figured the fairy was either with the kings or with Alfred. He hid the gifts under his bed for now and kicked off his shoes to lie back on the sheets. Sighing in delight at the softness, he rolled over onto his belly to catch a quick nap. Just as he was dozing off, he felt a heavy weight on the bed, as well as on his legs. Confused, yet remaining calm, he opened his and glanced at the object of the weight. It was none other than Ivan, in his phantom dog form, laying his big long legs across his own, just as a dog would.
"Ivan? What is it? Why are you here?"
Ivan removed his legs and sat on the floor, but chose to rest his head on Ludwig's lap when the monk sat up. Ivan's ears lay back against his head, and he whined when Ludwig stroked his fur. 'I cannot keep quiet any longer.'
"About what?"
'About Gilbert…and I.' Red saucer eyes looked up at him.
Ludwig took his hand back. "You and Gilbert? What is…this about?" He feared he already knew.
Ivan suddenly turned into his human form and sat next to Ludwig on the bed. "We had a relationship some years ago. To Gilbert, it was just a one-night stand and it was fun to him. To me…it was different. I grew to love Gilbert that night. However, he did not return my feelings. Instead, he has eyes only for you and his heart beats only for you. Please, don't tell Gilbert that I told you. I've been sworn to secrecy but…if I'm going to help protect you, then you need to know why I'm doing it. It's not because I like you, but because Gilbert likes you. I will sacrifice my happiness for yours and in turn, Gilbert will be happy."
Ludwig turned away from him. He knew that Gilbert had multiple lovers in the past, but Ivan, he thought, would never have been one of them. It did bother him, knowing that Gilbert had slept with someone he knew. Being married to Alfred was a different matter all together because it was forced; yet Ivan was someone Gilbert CHOSE to sleep with. Ludwig knew why Gilbert didn't tell him and he debated on whether to bring it up to his lover or not? "Ivan, I'm sorry that Gilbert did not return your feelings and I thank you for telling me. This won't change how I treat you and I will not judge for it, nor will I judge Gilbert. It was a long time ago when things were different. I will not hold anyone responsible for something that happened so long ago. I know Gilbert's true feelings for me, so I am not threatened by you and you should not feel threatened by me."
"Hmph. Easy for you to say." Ivan frowned, getting up from the bed to gaze out the window. "You're on the receiving end of this happiness. I'm tossed to the side."
'Great. This is awkward.' Ludwig said to himself. 'Ivan has been a big help to me and he is one of the few who can always stay in the human realm with me. I need all the help I can get.' Ludwig stood up from the bed and faced Ivan. "Ivan, it is what it is. Sometimes things just don't work out the way we want them to. I wanted to be loved by my parents like some of the other children in the village. Instead, I was treated kindly, but only because they had to care for me. But I grew up anyway and I became the person I am today. Isn't there something else you want in your life? Anything else other than Gilbert? Surely there must be something that you wish for?"
Ivan crossed his arms and shifted on his feet. "I suppose, above all else…I want my freedom. I want my contract with Arthur broken. It's so complicated that I don't think I can even fully explain it to you myself." Ivan flashed him a woeful look of hopelessness. "I'm bound to a man I don't like while watching the one I love fall in love with someone else." Ivan growled a bit. "This world is my own personal prison."
"I wish I could be of more help to you, Ivan. If you'd like, I could speak to King Arthur on your behalf?"
"Don't bother." Ivan shrugged his shoulders. "It's been this way for centuries. Alfred wasn't even born yet when Arthur bounded me to his will. Now I do his bidding, as well as my own destiny set upon me by the Goddess." He lowered his head. "I just wish I had someone beside me to come home to. Instead, I sleep either here in the castle in the cellars or in my cave up in the mountains."
Ludwig truly felt sorry for the creature even though he could not relate to him. There were no words he could offer Ivan that would help, but perhaps there was something he could do, no matter how small. "Ivan, you are more than welcomed to sleep in my room whenever you wish. That night I woke up with you beside me, well, it felt like I had an old friend."
Ivan frowned, narrowing his eyes. "You mean to say 'old dog'."
"No, not at all. I've never had a dog so I wouldn't know what it is like to have one. There is something to animal companionship, you know. Besides, you are showing Gilbert how much you love him."
"How?"
"By staying at my side and by his, to protect us in ways only someone like you can. Gilbert is very grateful to you for standing by my side. It is not the love you want, but it is something. Something is better than nothing, wouldn't you agree?" 'I must remind myself to tell Gilbert about this later, and remind him to be kind to Ivan as well.' Ludwig couldn't stand to have egg on his face if he could help it.
Ivan stared down at the floor, squeezing his crossed arms tighter together. "I guess so."
"Would you like to sleep here tonight? Only in dog form, though. I don't want any more rumors being whispered within these walls."
"I might. I don't know." He looked to Ludwig. "Thank you for being…understanding."
He nodded. "I'm sorry it turned out this way for you. But you have a very long lifespan, so you'll find somebody new."
Ivan said nothing more as he transformed back into his phantom form and leapt through the window like a ghost. Ludwig rushed to the window, searching for Ivan. He used his fairy sight to search instead and to his luck, he saw Ivan's ghostly form running through the gardens. A knock at the door startled him and he quickly he changed his eyes back to his human blue. "Who is it?"
"It's Alfred."
'Alfred?' Ludwig walked over to the door and opened it to reveal Prince Alfred, holding a pair of boots. "Yes, your highness?"
"Hey. Can I come in?"
"Yes." Ludwig stepped aside and let Alfred enter, closing the door. He saw that Alfred looked uncomfortable, which was rare for the normally loud fairy. "What can I do for you?"
"Ah, it's not what you can do for me, but what I can do for you!" He smiled and held out the pair of black boots. The bottoms were silver and appeared heavy. "Here, you can borrow these." Alfred held out the boots to him.
"What are they for?"
Alfred grinned. "They're something special that I found a long ago while on a little quest! They're speed boots! You see, the silver is the blessed part; it is blessed with some old fairy magic that helps you to run really fast if you're ever grounded. Say my wings were really wet and I couldn't fly. These boots would allow me to run fast and even to run up walls and on ceilings! I could see your gloomy face leaving the meeting today and I wanted to help you out a bit. Even if you are an ass who's sleeping with my wife." He gave the monk a dark look, but Ludwig could tell it was forced.
"You don't actually care about that so long as we keep our relationship subtle and I plan to. You have eyes for Kiku and that doesn't bother Gilbert at all."
"Yeah, I know." Alfred appeared sheepish. "But, gotta keep up appearances right? So here," he shoved the boots into Ludwig's arms "you can be, Spider Monk!"
"Spider…Monk?" Ludwig slowly repeated, raising a blonde brow.
"Yeah! Or, you could be like, Upside Down Monk!" Alfred laughed. "I'm so creative!"
'You're a nutcase.' Ludwig tried to appear amused. "That is…hilarious."
"So, do you like them?"
"Yes, I do. I appreciate your kindness in lending these to me."
"Yeah. So hey, don't get them ruined or anything. I worked really hard to get those, you know." He grinned. "Put them on! Try them! They'll fit to your size! Go ahead!"
Ludwig sat down on the bed and slipped on the boots. They were very comfortable and spacious, better than the regular monk shoes he wore all the time. "How do I work them?"
"First, go step on the wall. Just walk up it like you are walking on the ground."
Ludwig was hesitating at first, but considering everything that he had obtained already, why wouldn't these boots work as well? He went over to the wall, looked up at it, and then put one foot on the surface. Then, he jumped with his second one, and to his surprise, he was standing upright on the wall! He walked all along the wall and up, moving towards the ceiling. Once he was completely upside down, Alfred flew up to him with a grin. "Amazing."
"Now, come back down to the floor and we'll try something else." He landed on the floor while Ludwig walked down the wall. "Now I want you to take off in a run towards the wall, jump onto it, and keep running. I promise you won't fall."
Ludwig took a deep breath, exhaled and then started to run. And did he run! The boots quickened his normal speed and he would have slammed face first into the wall if it weren't for his quick reflexes. He ran along the wall with lightening speed, knocking over a picture frame and nearly getting tangled in the curtains. He kept running around the walls in a circle while Alfred watched and laughed. Ludwig finally came to a stop and returned to the floor. "Thank you, Alfred. These are quite a lot of fun."
"Yeah, I only really used them to win races and wear them during battle. They can make me run faster than I can fly. So borrow them and use them to help you in the human world. The humans shouldn't be able to see that silver."
Ludwig sat down to take off the boots. "I'll keep that in mind. Thank you."
"Ludwig?" Came another voice from behind the door, followed by a knock. "I heard you were in here." It was Roderich.
Alfred rolled his eyes. "That's my cue to exit." He went to the door and greeted Roderich with a smile as he passed the king.
Roderich followed Alfred with his eyes until the fairy had flown out of sight before closing the door. "How are you doing, Ludwig?"
"I'm doing alright. A little stressed, but otherwise I'm fine. I apologize for leaving the meeting like that."
Roderich cleared his throat. "Normally I would never bestow a gift upon one so…human. But considering that it is you, I will gladly make an acceptation." With a twirl of his fingers in the air, Roderich called forth a short cloak of green and brown. He moved his hand through the air as it guided the cloak to Ludwig. "It's for you. A gift from the Light Court."
Ludwig took the cloak. "I thank you."
"It's not just a cloak, Ludwig!" Roderich huffed. "It's a cloak that will help you to fly. Well, not 'fly' as we do, but it will help you glide along the air, almost like a…what are those things called in your world? Oh yes, a flying squirrel, I believe?"
Ludwig's eyes widened. "I could fly like that? Using this?"
Roderich nodded and turned away. "I don't give gifts to just anyone, so treasure it. I must be heading back to my palace now. Staying in this dark, damp place ends up giving me a headache. Good day to you."
"I-" Roderich had already left. "This is also a generous gift." Ludwig folded it neatly and placed it in the trunk at the foot of his bed, along with the boots and everything else for now. He really was grateful to have received all these gifts from his friends. "Wait. Friends?" Ludwig sat on the bed. "I've never really had friends before." He looked over at the trunk of gifts given to him by people who cared enough about him to want to help and keep him safe. He smiled softly. "That is what friends do." Ludwig lay back on the bed, folding his hands behind his head to look up at the crystal ceiling. Suddenly he didn't feel so alone or frightened anymore. Ludwig couldn't remember the last time he had felt at ease like this. He couldn't think of a time when he even had friends. His life really was changing, and it was for the better. He had a lover whom he adored, he had friends, and he had his title as High Monk. All that stood in his way was Monk Jasper.
"Jasper." He narrowed his blonde brows. "I will remove you from my temple and from this world. This I vow."
/
"Matthew, it's beautiful!" Gilbert looked at the white veil spread out on Matthew's bed. It was pure silk with pearls woven into the fabric. The bottoms were cut, shaped, and embroidered as well. Matthew had made various medallion designs along the bottom hem. "It must have taken a long time!"
Matthew smiled. "It wasn't that hard. I was able to by the fabric like this. All I did was sew on the beads. Now, this is how it will lay on your head." Matthew picked it up and draped it over Gilbert's head. "It will cover your hair and cascade down your back and shoulders. The flower crown will help to hold the veil in place, which I will make shortly."
Gilbert held it to his head and went to the mirror, admiring his reflection a little too much. "I don't want a flower crown."
"No? Then what would you like?"
"Something a warrior would wear. This veil is nice and all, but I still need a TOUCH of man. Got any ideas?"
Matthew tapped his lip in thought. "Hmm…the holly leaf grows in the winter in the human realm. I can weave some sticks together and place small bundles of holly in it?"
Gilbert looked at Matthew through the mirror. "Holly leaves, huh? Well, I guess that would work considering I AM a Winter Fairy. And those leaves are sharp! Sharp like me!" He grinned.
Matthew blushed a bit as he spoke. "Gilbie? If I tell you something, will you promise not to tell Ludwig? It's going to be a surprise for him."
Gilbert carefully removed the veil. "Sure. What is it?"
"Well, Cuba really wanted to give something back to Ludwig for helping us get together, so he and I have scoped out the human land to find the perfect spot for you both to share your vows. Cuba is actually there right now fixing up a few things."
"Really? Wow, thanks Mattie! You didn't' have to go through all that trouble, though!"
He chuckled. "We wanted to! I know both you and Ludwig will love it. It's far enough away from the temple and that's all I will say on it."
"Meanie." Gilbert teased and rubbed his hands together. "Well, I'm going to tell him that we're getting hitched on the first full winter moon in the human realm. Which is soon."
"Uh oh, does Ludwig know? I can tell that he is one who needs everything to be scheduled just right."
Gilbert grinned. "Don't worry, I'll let him know!" He turned to look at himself in the mirror again, smiling at his reflection. It was funny, really. He never thought that he would promise himself to another man by choice, especially not a human. But he could not deny his fairy heart, for it beat only for Ludwig. HIS Ludwig. Soon they were going to become one, sharing their vows and promising their love to one another. Gilbert would let Ludwig run the show, for it was to be a HUMAN wedding union with their customs. He did want to offer something, though. Since two men cannot get married in the human realm, Gilbert would offer for them to use the Fairy Warrior Union pact, which would bound their weapons together along with their hearts, followed by whatever the human ritual was. 'I'll be married to two men at once. Gilbert, you devil you!'
"Oh, wait! I have one last thing for you!" Matthew went to his wardrobe and took out a box. "I made this for you and Ludwig as well. It's necessary to bind a union in the eyes of the Green Goddess." He brought the box over to him and opened it. Inside was a colorful rope and a folded piece of fabric. Gilbert took the rope first, looking at the colors of white, brown, and green. He took the thin fabric next, admiring the design of leaves and flowers on green silk. "It's for the handfasting." Matthew blushed sweetly. "Surely you didn't forget that?"
"Actually, I did." Gilbert folded the materials back into the box. "You've been a busy little bee, haven't you?" Matthew blushed, and Gilbert smirked. "I think this handfasting set was made BEFORE you knew of my promised union to Ludwig." Matthew turned beet red.
"W-What else do I have to do while being locked up in here all the time?"
Gilbert wasn't fooled. "Don't let your brother or father see these after we're done with them. You'll put your father in an early grave."
/
The night of the first full winter moon…
The temple had been peaceful since Jasper left to go back to his own for a while. For the last two days, Ludwig was able to sort out the temple, get everyone working again and set up some new ground rules. But in the evenings, before bed, he sat as his desk with a pile of blank parchments to begin writing his story of the fairy realm. It seemed like a good idea and he had enough material to go on that would make it a timeless tale. When he was done writing for the night, he placed the written works in a locked document box and slipped it under his bed, tucking the key away on his person. He hid the magical items given to him by the fairies, also locked away in a small traveling trunk, back in his old room beneath the loose floorboard. Ludwig hoped that he would not be needing them any time soon.
But tonight was different. Tonight he would be binding his heart and spirit to his lover, Gilbert, for all eternity. Ludwig wore his ceremonial monk robes, his leaf pendant, the vial of blood from Matthew, and the ring from Sadiq. He couldn't be too careful with Jasper's unknown abilities. Even this wedding night was a big risk they were taking, but Ludwig wanted to seal this union regardless of what may happen. Gilbert was his only true happiness in this world and tonight he would let the fairy know it. He even prepared the ceremonial speech and vows from the Green Book on its own parchment. Their union would not be recognized by human or fairy courts, but it would be accepted and blessed by the Green Mother. There were many union ceremonial vows in the book for any element or season and Ludwig had chosen the earthly vows. He belonged the Green Mother's earth temple, so it was only natural he would keep the union within his spiritual vows and Gilbert was an elemental Winter Fairy. They both belonged to the earth.
So with the vows tucked safely inside his robes, Ludwig waited patiently in his room for the winter moon to be at its highest, his signal to sneak out. Throwing on his fur cloak and hood, Ludwig silently slipped through the halls and out through the kitchen door. Looking around to make sure no one was watching, Ludwig hurried over to the stables where the few horses lay resting for the night. He didn't want to take a horse, but the spot for their union was a long way and he'd never make it that far in this snow. Should anyone ask at all, he had gone out for a late night ride to pray to the Green Mother for a speedy spring. He was a good liar; it would work. Ludwig picked the fastest horse of them all; a brown mare named Sadie, saddled her and rode off to the woods. The horse was a little hard to handle at first she was not used to running so late at night. Ludwig would keep whispering to her in a method to calm her anxiety as they entered the dark woods. He kept them both on the path for as long as they were able until it slowly began to disappear. The spot where they were heading was an old abandon temple built by some of the very first monks to inhabit the area. Ludwig had remembered visiting it some years ago in the summer when the monks would go on their seasonal nature walk. It was an ideal spot for their union to take place.
Ludwig knew they were getting close because he could see the ancient carvings within the boulders, which were temple markers. He slowed Sadie to a walk, looking around for the clearing that held the temple. Ludwig eventually saw it up ahead through dead trees and brushes. In the spring and summer, this area was covered in wild flowers and thick, luscious greenery. Ludwig doubted he would be able to get through all the green obstacles if it were the summertime. He slid off of Sadie and continued on foot, guiding her through the clearest parts of the dried brambles. When the pair made it through, Ludwig could see the old stone temple seated in the center of the clearing. It was smaller than he had remembered it, but back then he was still just a little boy. Most of the temple's roof was missing, and its stone walls were covered with the dead vines of ivy. In the warmer seasons, this place held a certain beauty that was breathtaking, and he promised to bring Gilbert back here in the spring. But where were Gilbert, Matthew, and Cuba? He tied Sadie to the nearest tree and called gently for them.
"Hey! There you are!" It was Cuba who spoke, lowering his hood to greet him. "We were getting worried you wouldn't show up!"
"Ah, well, the horse isn't used to seeing the dark so I had to be extra careful with her." He smiled. "Where is Gilbert?"
Cuba jutted his thumb towards the temple. "He's with Mattie getting ready. OH! That reminds me." He took off his backpack and fished through it. "Here it is!" He held out a holly leaf crown. "Matthew made it for you. Gilbert will be wearing one too."
Ludwig took the crown and placed it carefully on his head, mindful not to poke himself. The crown was perfect for the occasion, and a powerful symbol to represent the Green Mother. "Thank you."
"Don't mention it. I don't really have much and I wanted to show my gratitude for helping me and Mattie."
"I don't do things to gain something back." Ludwig pointed out.
"Still, I wanted to give something back, so when Matthew told me about his and Gilbert's plan, I figured I could help you guys have a nice ceremony. Mattie and I will be on guard duty most of the time."
"Is that my Ludwig I hear?" Both men turned to see Gilbert and Matthew approaching.
Ludwig stared at his lover as the Winter Fairy emerged from inside the temple. Gilbert was wearing one of the all white outfits Roderich had given him, as well as the matching holly crown and a veil. Ludwig thought it strange to see Gilbert in something so dainty like a veil, but the fabric accented the outfit perfectly and if Gilbert wasn't handsomely attractive before, he was now. Ludwig actually felt a little underdressed, but his robes symbolized his status and nature.
"Hey there, handsome." Gilbert smirked. "Are you ready to be a married man?"
"It's not a marriage, it's a union." Ludwig reminded him. "Perhaps one day, if things are different, we can gain everything that comes with a marriage. But for now-"
Gilbert smiled. "I know, but I like to think of it as a marriage. I'm married in the fairy realm and now I'll be married in the human world. I'm counting it as marriage."
"Well, shall we get started?" Matthew offered.
Ludwig pulled out the parchments from his robes. "These are our vows as well as the ceremony. I want you to look it over first." He said to Gilbert, handing him the parchments. As he watched his lover reading the papers, he noticed the pink eyes welling up with tears. "Gilbert? Are you alright?"
The fairy gave a snorted laugh. "Yeah! I'm fine." He smiled at Ludwig and handed the papers back to him. "I…I don't know if I can say all that without tearing up! Stop making me so fucking sappy, you damned monk!" He teased and wiped at his eyes.
"Oh." Ludwig looked at the words again. "Don't be embarrassed. You're only sappy with me."
"I know! Damn my fairy heart!" Gilbert placed both hands over his heart, feeling the warm and love swelling beneath his chest. "Only for you, Ludwig."
Ludwig took his hand and smiled. "Then let's get started."
The four headed inside the temple where a stone alter lay in what was once the main prayer room. The ceiling was gone, leaving only the winter moon and stars to light their way. They stopped before the alter, turning to face each other. Ludwig stared into those pink pools alight with the shimmer of the winter stars. Even Gilbert's wings shone in the moonlight, making the fairy simply glow with a natural aura. This was it. He was going against everything he was taught in the monkhood just to be together with his true love. It saddened him that their union had to remain a secret in this world and in the fairy realm, but it was for the best. At least they would know and that was what was most important.
"Ludwig, before we start, I want to add in something of my own from the fairy world."
He nodded. "Of course."
"I am a fairy warrior and I want to married as one. You are a peaceful monk, yet you are a warrior as well. In our world, two men or two women can be married without a second thought. I am being married in your world, so I will follow our customs; but I want to make me not appear so…girly."
Ludwig lowered his head to chuckle softly. "Alright. I have no qualms. What is it?"
Gilbert went to his belt and took out his fairy sword, sticking the blade in some exposed ground between the old floor stones. "When we bind our hands, they must both be placed upon the hilt, as a symbol of our strength and courage, as well as the vow to protect one another. That is how the warrior fairies do it."
"So be it."
Ludwig knelt on the floor and Gilbert joined him, kneeling side by side before the sword and alter. Cuba and Matthew watched from the entrance. Since they did not have a lot of time to prepare for their union (due to all the dangers they faced), Ludwig had to place the parchments at the base of the alter for them to read. They laced their fingers together between them and prepared to read the first set of vows. There should be a third person here reading it for them, but due to the circumstances, they would have to read it together. Ludwig had the power and the title to marry people, so in a way it worked. With one more loving glance at the other, they began reading out loud.
"I wish to join my life with yours.
By seeds of all beginnings, I make this oath.
By roots of all depths, I swear to love and protect you with all my might.
By stem and trunk that reach the sky, I swear to respect your soaring spirit.
By fruit that gives forth sweetness, I swear to nourish and support you.
This I do swear to you here before the Goddess
And mark my soul forever with yours.
As all green things grow, so shall our love,
And its memory be carried forever beneath the feet of a thousand generations to come."
They were silent for a moment, their grip tightening on the other's hand. With the first part done, they shared another loving gaze before moving on to the vows. Ludwig went first, turning to face his intended.
"I, Ludwig, vow to care for you above all others, to provide for your happiness before my own, and to treat you with honor and respect, both publicly and in private. I promise to stand by you in sunshine and in storm, in darkness and in light, through good times and bad. Will you accept me as your love?"
Gilbert felt his fairy heart swelling with love once again and its silver light started to shine through his clothes. With a pure smile to Ludwig, he spoke his vow next. "I accept. And I, Gilbert, vow to care for you above all others, to provide for your happiness before my own, and to treat you with honor and respect, both publicly and in private. I promise to stand by you in sunshine and in storm, in darkness and in light, through good times and bad. Will you accept me as your love?"
"I accept." Ludwig answered, feeling his body heating up with a mix of joy, happiness, and strange enough, pleasurable anxiety. They had to speak the last part of the vow together, and he had to take a deep breath before speaking it with Gilbert.
"May our love dwell forever in the deep and everlasting love of the Goddess, and may she bless our union."
They placed their hands on the hilt of the sword, alternating them so the final part of the ceremony could be conducted. Matthew took that as his cue to come over with the handfasting box, while Cuba continued to keep watch. Matthew placed the box on the floor and took out the colored rope first to begin wrapping their hands. "The white represents Gilbert's element, the brown represents Ludwig's element of earth, and the green honors the spirit of the Goddess." He wrapped the rope around their hands and wrists. Then, Matthew loosely folded the silken cloth around their hands and let the rest drape over the hilt of the sword. They both thanked him, and then it was Gilbert's turn to speak.
"Now we speak the warrior's vow. Say it after me."
Ludwig nodded.
"His life will I defend before mine own and I will always be his truest friend." Gilbert said fondly.
Ludwig repeated. "His life will I defend before mine own and I will always be his truest friend."
Gilbert leaned over the sword and kissed him, sealing their union completely. Now they were completely bounded together in spirit and in the eyes of the Green Mother. Nothing could break them. With the ceremony complete, Matthew untied their hands and Gilbert took back his sword. The couple stood and took each other's hands.
"Did you ever think this would happen to you, Ludwig?" Gilbert asked him.
"No. Never. I thought I would die a simple monk." He smiled. "How do we refer to each other now? Just 'husband'?"
"Yup." Gilbert suddenly leapt into his arms, latching his limbs around Ludwig's body and buzzing his wings loudly. "You are mine forever now, monky-monk! I'm never letting you go!"
Ludwig folded his arms under Gilbert's rump to help hold him. "Yes, and you are mine. Will I have to duel Alfred now to be considered your one and true husband?"
Gilbert pulled back a bit to grin at him. "In my heart you are the only husband I have. Alfred's just there and I doubt he'd duel for me. But I wouldn't try and stop it if it WERE to happen. I mean, I'm just so awesome that it would hot to have two guys fighting over me!"
Ludwig frowned. "You're terrible."
"I know!"
"Wait," Cuba came over to join them. "The evening's not over yet!"
Matthew nodded. "That's right. We fixed a room up for you two so you can," he blushed "consummate the union."
"Where? Here in this temple?" Ludwig asked, slightly confused.
Cuba answered, "There's one section still sealed up. It's a small room, but Mattie and I got a fire going in there and made it very cozy! Anything 'pretty' was done by Mattie, not me."
Gilbert got off of Ludwig and took his hand. "Great! Lead the way! This is the extra best part!" He hugged Ludwig's arm to his body, nuzzling the strong shoulder tenderly.
Ludwig was feeling the stirring of lust in his groin at the promise of making love all alone where they wouldn't be bothered or feared being caught. They were led to the small room that had been prepared for them. It was indeed still in tact, completely shielded from the winter weather. In the corner was a fire pit, which burned brightly to warm up the small room. On the floor in the center was a makeshift bed of furs and silks, just like the ones they used on that special night. But Matthew had gathered hundreds of flowers from the fairy realm and arranged them neatly to decorate the room. From the ceiling draped lengths of sheer fabrics, each one littered with flower petals. Next to the bedding was a bottle of wine and two goblets.
"Take all the time you want." Cuba said. "Matthew and I will be standing watch."
"Thank you; both of you." Ludwig said sincerely. "We appreciate this."
Gilbert nodded. "Yes, thank you for helping us with this night." When Matthew and Cuba left, Gilbert turned to Ludwig. "I wish I was a virgin."
"I'm not a virgin either, so what does it matter? That's a man and woman thing anyway. Can I ask you one thing?" Gilbert nodded. Ludwig blushed. "Keep the veil on?"
Gilbert laughed. "It will likely fall off when we're in the act!"
"True…but for a little while…just leave it on. I like it." He blushed harder.
"So you like the 'dainty' side of me as well?"
"I accept all of you, Gilbert. But for now…at moments like these…I like you gentle and…doting. Only the heavens know how badly I need that right now."
Gilbert lifted his hand to stroke his lover's cheek. "I want to share the load of your burdens, Ludwig. You promised to tell me once we were joined."
"Yes, and I promise I will tell you afterwards." He clasped Gilbert's hand between his own. "Let us escape from the world tonight and live only in this room."
Gilbert gave him a chaste kiss, led him to the bedding, and began to undress him. Gilbert carefully removed the cloak and robes, continuing further until Ludwig was completely naked before him. He noticed the vial of blood underneath the leaf pendant, but chose to let it be. Next, he chose to undress himself, keeping his movements slow and sensual for Ludwig's enjoyment. As promised, he left the veil with the holly crown. Taking Ludwig's hand in his own, he guided them to the bedding to kneel before each other. Gilbert let his eyes trail over Ludwig's sculpted chest, admiring each hard muscle and washboard abs. The sizable erection was the best part of him, and Gilbert couldn't wait to feel it inside of him once again. Cupping Ludwig's blushing face in his hands (even though they had done this before) Gilbert brought them both down to the bedding with his lover resting on top. He welcomed the weight of his husband. As he guessed, the holly crown and veil slipped off of his head. Ludwig simply moved the crown away but left the veil where it was to fan around him.
Their coupling started off with passionate kisses and gentle touches. No spot was left untouched or not kissed. Using his saliva, Ludwig slowly prepared Gilbert's body for penetration. He used the same method to slick his cock before carefully entering his fairy lover. Gilbert tossed his head back to moan and writhe as he was penetrated and Ludwig kept his gaze firmly on the beautiful face contouring in pleasure. Being inside of Gilbert now was unlike any of their other couplings. With the beauty of the night, their ceremony, and the strong fragrance of flowers, Ludwig felt like he was home. He was safe within the loving arms of his fairy husband and he knew that Gilbert felt the same way. With hands laced together, Ludwig began his gentle thrusting, keeping his movements smooth and deep. Gilbert cried out softly beneath him, lifting his legs higher and to rest them on Ludwig's shoulders. Ludwig kept his pace even and his gaze on Gilbert's face, who's eyes were closed in concentration and pleasure.
"Gilbert, keep your eyes open for me." Ludwig panted out and his command was granted. Two pink eyes glazed over with lust focused on his own.
Gilbert kept his eyes opened but it was hard to do so when his body was alight with such pleasure from his husband. His fairy heart was burning bright and the ache from its swelling threatened to burst out of his chest. Ludwig's face was flushed with lust and exhaustion, driven on by the cries of pleasure. But behind those blue eyes was love and adoration; all of which were just for him. He felt his eyes welling up with tears and this time he let them fall, but quickly assured Ludwig that he was well by flashing his husband a smile. Gilbert freed his hands to pull his lover down completely on top of him, moving his legs so they could wrap around Ludwig's waist. He whispered words of love and nibbled his husband's earlobe, which drove the love making further. Gilbert's eyes widened when Ludwig thrust hard inside of him, the force of it rocking his whole body and threatening his cock to explode. His cries elevated higher, echoing off the old stone walls so any spirits still dwelling within could hear his delight. He clawed Ludwig's back as the thrusts grew rough and steady, jabbing at his special spot with accuracy each time. Gilbert thought his body would give out on him for it felt like Ludwig's everything had grown in size. He let out a shriek, which brought Ludwig's face back to his own. The monk did not cease his movements but laced their fingers together again. After a few more thrusts, the lovers finished together on their first night as bonded mates.
As they separated their bodies, both men felt something tingling their left ring fingers. Ludwig held up his hand and saw a red glowing string tied around his finger. His jaw dropped in shock. The red thread reached Gilbert's finger as well; a sure sign that the Green Mother had recognized their union. Ludwig was at a loss for words, but Gilbert was thrilled. He almost squealed as he showered Ludwig's face in kisses.
"Ludwig, do you know what this means?"
"Yes…the Green Mother accepts us…a human and fairy." He sat them both up.
"The Green Mother sees all of us equally! We should go spread the word to the Pure Bloods about this!"
"NO! Anyone but them." The red thread vanished then. "It's gone?"
"Believe me, it's still there." Gilbert kissed his cheek. "Ludwig…I'm so happy right now! I love you so much!"
"And I love you." Ludwig rests his head against Gilbert's, threading their fingers together as they watched the fire. "Gilbert, I am still unsure if I want to become a fairy…"
"Shh. Don't talk about that now. You still have time to make that decision and I will accept whatever choice you make." He kissed him deeply, and then settled longways in his lap. "Now, you promised to tell me about your secrets. Let's hear them." Gilbert bent backwards to show Ludwig his skill at pouring wine, without spilling a drop.
Ludwig rolled his eyes but took the goblet that was handed to him. Gilbert clinked the cups and they both took a sip. "Are you sure you want to hear these secrets? You mustn't tell a SOUL. Some of them are very dark and disturbing."
"I've killed other fairies, Ludwig. I think I can handle disturbing."
Ludwig sighed. "I swore never to burden you with these…but I promise to tell you." He told Gilbert everything. Everything he knew about each fairy in their life and a secret they held. He watched Gilbert's face become distressed when he spoke of Francis' true whereabouts and of Arthur's stillborn baby. "So now you see why I did not want to burden you with these secrets."
Gilbert slipped off of his lap and back onto the bedding. "Ludwig…I can't believe you have been keeping these secrets all this time! Keeping that much bottled up inside can drive you crazy! I wish you had told me sooner!"
"I'm sorry, but you know my reasoning. I care too much about you to have you worry."
"While that is very sweet, I'm going to tell you something you're NOT going to like." He turned moist eyes to his husband. "You have to tell Arthur about Francis."
Ludwig's eyes widened. "No. No, I can't. If I do then it might start an all out war!"
"Ludwig, you told me he cries blood! He misses his mate! Think of how I could feel if you were kept away from me and near death!"
He looked away. "I promised Roderich I would say nothing."
Gilbert hissed. "I want to go over to that bastard and slap the shit out of him!"
Ludwig's brows narrowed. "He didn't have to save Francis at all, you know. He could have let him die. Instead, he chose to freeze him in case they could figure out a way to keep him from dying. Roderich fears Arthur will go on a rampage if he finds out."
Gilbert took Ludwig's hands and squeezed them. "But it's killing Arthur inside, Ludwig. Don't you see? He's lost a part of himself! You can help ease his mind just a bit by telling him where Francis is! If you talk to him first, maybe he won't go berserk! It's not fair to keep Arthur suffering like this!"
"I know!" Ludwig hissed. "Believe me, I know. I never liked having to keep it a secret…nor do I like keeping the one about his stillborn baby."
"That is disgusting. It's horrible! I should rip out Jasper's throat right now for something so cruel!" Gilbert growled.
"Calm yourself, my sweet." Ludwig said softly, trying to ease Gilbert's tension and anger. "Maybe you're right. Maybe I should tell Arthur about Francis. Aside from Arthur going berserk, I also fear that this will break the treaty he and Roderich just signed."
"Then let it!" Gilbert said firmly. "Arthur has the right to know about Francis! We'll figure out what to do about the baby at another time! And maybe Arthur won't go berserk. Maybe he'll try his own magic on Francis and save him! Please, Ludwig?"
Ludwig stared at him.
"Would it be easier if I went with you tell him?"
"Yes. Yes it would." Ludwig answered. "We'll tell Arthur together. Thank you. It's times like these when I need your strength and support."
Gilbert smiled. "You'll never have to be alone again. I'll always protect you."
Ludwig pulled him into an embrace, stroking the wings and nuzzling the white hair. He had a sinking feeling in his gut about telling Arthur, but Gilbert was right. It had to be done. With Gilbert beside him, he knew it would be easier to deal with. Together they could face anything! Telling Gilbert of his secrets and troubles had indeed helped to ease the burden of it all. He pulled the fairy tighter to his body, almost squeezing him. He whispered 'thank you' and 'I love you' over and over again in Gilbert's ear. Ludwig didn't think he could love something so much as he did this fairy male in his arms.
But the tender moment had to be cut short, for when Ludwig happened to glance down at Sadiq's ring, he saw the red gem fill with swirls of black smoke.
End Chapter 18 TBC
***Note: The vows within the ceremony have been taken and altered from a book that I own on Handfasting and Pagan rituals. Title: Inviting Hera's Blessing- Handfasting and Wedding Rituals' by Raven Kaldera and Tannin Schwartzstein. My husband and I had a Viking themed wedding with handfasting and all; and we used this book as a guide for the ceremony. I thought I would be appropriate for this fic, since most of it is based off of the earth elements. Some of the vows I used have been taken from ancient pagan ritual books, or some that have been donated by various couples. After writing the union part, I had to cry to my husband about how beautiful and romantic everything was and reminisce about our Viking wedding. I even had to open up our wedding box and look at all our ceremonial artifacts. He says us yaoi fangirls are crazy and he'll never understand the allure of anime yaoi, but he doesn't bash it at all.***
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