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Fight Me, Bite Me	By : Rhov Category: +. to F > Fairy Tail Views: 39446 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 3
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Chapter 18
The Past and the Present
Gray could not remember precisely when he fell asleep, but when he woke up, the shadows had shifted in his room. It was late afternoon now, and his bedroom felt stifling hot. Heat burned beside him on the bed, and with that warmth was the smell of cinnamon and campfires. Gray had missed Natsu's unique smell. When he rolled over, those sharp green eyes were already open and watching him.
"Hey," yawned Gray. "Been up long?"
"I just woke up, actually. I was watching you for maybe a minute."
"Are you okay?"
Natsu smiled. "I feel a lot better. I needed that. Probably need a shower now."
"Yeah," Gray agreed sleepily. "I could really use a good jacking off in the shower."
Natsu laughed at that blunt honesty. His hot fingers drifted down and felt the morning woody. "We didn't get around to taking care of you."
"You were damn hot, and that was exhausting."
"Are you that out of shape, ice princess?" teased Natsu.
"Screw you," Gray yawned drowsily. "Emotional exhaustion." He let out a long sigh of contentment and stared up at the ceiling and the lazy sunshine making swaying shadows. "I missed this."
"Hitting me?"
"No, waking up with you beside me. I like it. I guess I don't sleep well without someone in my bed."
Natsu's brow flinched a little. "Someone … anyone?"
Gray turned his eyes over to Natsu. "Don't be silly."
"I gotta wonder," smirked Natsu, "just how many other people have been in this bed?"
"Too many," Gray sleepily mumbled.
Natsu felt a stab to his chest at that flippant confession. "Really?" he mumbled.
Gray rolled over and glomped Natsu. "None as warm as you."
That did not make Natsu feel any better. "Gray?"
He only hummed, too happy with his arms wrapped around Natsu's burning shoulders and his nose nuzzled into the scarred neck.
"Be honest. How many people have you slept with?"
Gray jolted up and propped himself on an elbow. "What? You're asking that now?"
"I didn't want to ask at all," he admitted. "Still, it's been bugging me, and I can't fully relax until it stops bugging me. You can make a guess, round up to the nearest hundred."
"Jeez, I'm not that bad," scoffed Gray.
Natsu laughed softly. "I'm just curious. Ten? Twenty?"
Gray collapsed and draped an arm over his eyes. "Dammit, Natsu…"
"I wanna know everything about you, and that's part of it. As much as I don't actually wanna think about it, I probably should know, just in case. This week, your past came up and bit you pretty hard on the ass. I wanna know about that past, that way I'm prepared to deal with it in the future."
Gray let out another sigh. Nothing to do but be honest. He began to list, thinking back to his very first girl. He had been way too young, honestly, but he was curious what this whole sex thing was about, and she wanted to experiment with him. When he was sixteen, he dated a really nice sakura girl for five months. He really got more of a feel for sex with her. Then that brunette in the port town. That was just a fling. Then there was…
"Wait, are you counting on your fingers?" Natsu cried out.
Gray realized he had been. "Well, I want to answer honestly. The gymnast … the baker's daughter … that ivory-haired wizard from Blue Pegasus … those two college girls…"
"Wait, two?" shouted Natsu. "As in two at once?"
"Shut up, I'm losing count," he snapped. "That dancer at the strip club, her twin sister … no, don't count her."
"Why not?"
"Well, what do you mean by slept with? Do you mean people whom I've … y'know, stuck my dick into their pussies, or do you also mean just oral sex?"
"I … I don't know," Natsu muttered, feeling sick just thinking about Gray's vast experience. "I'm just … wondering … how many girls … or guys too, I guess." He suddenly flipped over, turning his shoulders coldly to Gray while shouting, "Dammit, just forget it! Forget I asked. I don't wanna know."
Gray looked down at him. He felt bad for Natsu. He had, after all, taken this young man's virginity and forced him into a world of sexual debaucheries most people never even dream about. Even if Natsu insisted he would not be submissive, Gray felt like he was responsible for the Dragon Slayer. Gray was older, more experienced, and he had been the one to do all this to Natsu. His inner Dominant said he had to care for this Submissive, while the gentleman in him felt that he had to be honest, be tender, and take responsibility for being Natsu's first partner.
"Twenty-seven," he answered quietly, feeling guilty as he confessed it. "Twenty-seven that I've actually had penetrative sex, not just oral sex."
Natsu stayed turned away, staring off into the corner of his room. "Twenty-seven … girls?"
"Twenty-three girls, four guys, counting you. Well, I didn't enter two of the guys, but I'm counting it: one was still anal sex, but I received, and the other was a threesome so although the guy and I only touched each other a bit, I'll count that anyway."
"And the other two guys?"
"One is you, and the other … was my first boyfriend," he admitted hesitantly. "First time trying a homosexual relationship. We had sex maybe three times. I topped. He broke it off after two months. He didn't like me being away on missions for long periods of time. End of story."
Natsu wondered if Gray had ever felt love. These sounded like such empty relationships. "Twenty-seven," he whispered. "That's a lot less than the guild imagines."
"Well, that's just how many I fucked. It doesn't count people who have sucked me off or whom I've—you know—gone down on."
"If you did include those?"
Gray cringed. "Please don't make me count." His whole past swarmed up on him like a tsunami. All those people he randomly picked up: drunken sluts, pretty flirts, or some were really amazing people whom he treated with tenderness, so many faces came into his mind. "Maybe around sixty, possibly closer to seventy. I honestly don't know. There were a few months just after Tenrou Island when I picked up people a lot, mostly girls, a few guys. I didn't sleep with most of them. I got them off, they got me off, it was what we both needed, and we split. Sometimes I didn't even get their names. It became a weekly thing for … I don't know how long. Sometimes more than once a week. I was pretty depressed about losing seven years, y'know. During that time, I pretty much did live up to the reputation I had. Maybe I just gave up all sense of morals, since people thought I didn't have any to begin with. So yeah, a lot of partners around that time. I couldn't possibly count, especially since I was drunk most of the time."
"My God," whispered Natsu. Seventy? And so random. Did Gray really treat sex so casually?
"Natsu?" Gray asked, really worried about confessing all this. "Are you okay with this?" The pink-haired man did not reply. "Natsu!"
"No, I'm fine," he muttered in shock. "It's just…"
How could he compete? How could he possibly please a man so used to sex that he could let people—countless people—jerk him off and then just part ways?
But … this was Gray. He could either hate this or accept this.
"Okay," he decided, nodding his head. "It's part of your past, part of who you are." He firmed up his heart. "I want to love you, to accept everything about you, and that includes your past."
"Can you really accept me despite all that?" Gray grumbled, feeling filthy from the indiscriminateness of his past. "I mean, I was a man-whore, plain and simple. I would fuck anyone who'd allow me into their pants and…" He snuffled up as emotions hit him hard. "…and I paid for it. Paid for my own lack of discretion. Fucked around and got a fucking disease. Serves me right. Isn't that what you all think?"
"Gray…"
He lashed out, "That's what almost everyone told me at the guild. Serves you right. They weren't surprised at all. They all said I got what I deserved."
Natsu stroked Gray's arm comfortingly. "The guild doesn't think that anymore."
"Anymore! But that's what everyone said at first, because that's what they all really think. Oh, sure," he mocked. "They all pity me now, all feel bad about saying that shit, but they just said what they really thought. Now you know the truth. Now you know just how much of a whore I used to be. Some horny bastard who used people without a thought, and now I'm paying for it."
He waited a long time, wondering how Natsu might reply to his outburst. He expected—wanted—to hear Natsu deny all of it, reassure him he was not a whorish slut. So when Natsu said nothing at all, darkness fell over Gray's heart.
"Got anything to say?" he snapped. Still, nothing. "Natsu? Come on, say something."
After another long pause, he said hollowly, "I feel … like a total amateur."
"What?"
"Nothing," he muttered distantly. "Look, it's … it's okay that you did all that in the past. That was the past. This is now. I need to get out of being stuck in my own past, so I can't very well blame you about your past, right? It's … past."
"Eloquent as ever," teased Gray.
"You're loyal to me, right?"
"Of course I am!"
"Have you flirted with anyone, even slightly?"
"I've turned down at least ten girls who tried to flirt with me since we began dating. I'm an exclusive person. When I decide to seriously pursue a relationship, I don't cheat. Ever! Not in the slightest."
"Then that's all that matters," Natsu decided. Still, he looked troubled by something more. He did not really want to ask, but … he needed to. "Gray, why would you date someone like me?"
"What are you talking about?" he asked, feeling worried again.
"Obviously, you could have any person you want. You could hook up with someone who really knows what they're doing. So why me? I was a virgin. I don't know anything about this stuff. Am I just interesting to you? Because I'm so naïve, is it funny to watch me being clueless? Or is it just because I let you hit me? I'm … convenient, right? You said something like that early on. No one else will let you do this much. So … I'm just … more resilient, tough enough for you, and that's all … right?"
"Natsu!" Gray scolded.
"Sorry. I'm feeling really out of my league right now." He tried to laugh it off, but his eyes showed the pain deep inside. "Sorry. Forget about it."
Gray caressed his face. "How inexperienced you were doesn't matter to me." He tugged on Natsu's chin until he urged it over, and he gazed into those narrow eyes. "Okay? It doesn't matter."
"It should," Natsu muttered.
"Why?" Gray cried out. "What's the big deal?"
"Nothing. Absolutely nothing," he grumbled. "You're probably laughing inside at how stupid I am."
"Natsu, stop it!" he snapped. Gray slammed the Dragon Slayer flat against the mattress and crawled on top of him. "Shut up and listen to me. You are an amazing man, damn hot, absolutely wonderful. You are the best thing that ever happened to me. So stop this. Just because you haven't had a bunch of partners … isn't that a good thing? Better than me. Better than being a fucking man-whore. I want you how you are, and I really do hope you can accept me for who I am, and for who I was in the past. I like you just the way you are, for who you are. I like everything about you, including how cutely innocent you are."
"Cute my ass!" Natsu growled petulantly.
"Your ass, too. Everything about you," he said with light teasing. "I like that I don't feel restricted around you. I can go wild, or I can break down, and you accept me both when I'm in control and when I can't stand on my own feet. I like that I don't feel pressured around you. I like that you enjoy everything we do, even when I'm afraid it's too much. Even though I'm not all that experienced with actual bondage, we're learning together, and I like that. So don't worry. You're new to this, and I'm not all that experienced with BDSM, so it works out."
"You sure seem experienced," he mumbled.
"I really wish I was," Gray admitted with a frown. "I'm always scared I'll do something wrong. I'm glad you're patient with me. Honestly, I've never felt like this with anyone else," he muttered, blushing slightly. "Even with the people I dated seriously, I could never go this far, or open myself up this much emotionally. It's … new. Scary. And I want you with me. I … need you with me. Desperately."
Natsu looked up and saw the weakness in those eyes. His heart softened, and he caressed Gray's cheek.
"Now, come on. No more thinking about the past. Just now. Just us." He curled down beside Natsu, and he felt the Dragon Slayer snuggle into his embrace.
Natsu let out a sleepy sigh. "Why do we always mess things up after good sex?"
"It's the only time we can talk about these things. Are we done talking seriously?"
"Sure. We can talk all cutesy now."
"Oh, shut up!" he growled.
Natsu laughed and rolled over to smile fake-cutely to Gray. In a girlish titter, he soughed, "Kainushi!"
"Hey! Don't make fun of that name. I like that name."
Natsu smiled sensually. "I like calling you that name."
That dangerous gaze thrilled Gray. "See, this is what I love about you."
Natsu's eyes went huge, and he bolted up in bed. "What you what?"
Gray had not even realized what he said, but when he did his eyes grew massive with terror. The dream from last night revisited him. "No! No, I said … I said about you. I didn't … No!" He grabbed Natsu by the head and yanked him in close, smothering him into his chest, trembling with the memories of the dream of Natsu getting his brains blown out. "I didn't say it. I didn't! Don't you dare die. I didn't say it."
"Sheesh, okay. You didn't. You said about me. That's not a confession or anything."
"Right. Right, not … not a confession. Not … something that might … might kill you."
"Jeez, Gray."
"Shut up! I had a nightmare last night that you died after I said I … that I … after saying those words."
"I see," he muttered with pity. Natsu let Gray cradled him. "Sorry about that. I'm fine. Still, you said you love something about me, right? That's a big step forward. That's good. That's real good."
"Maybe," he mumbled, trembling and clutching Natsu's head, "but that just scared the hell out of me."
"Hey, I'm not gonna get smashed by a monster or anything."
Gray glared angrily. "Don't even joke about that!"
Natsu jolted at the hateful glare in those eyes. Then he realized what he had said. "Oh crap. Sorry. That was really insensitive. I didn't think about what you went through. I'm sorry. But … at least you can say that much. You love things about me."
"It was a slip," he insisted with a deep shiver.
Natsu kissed Gray on the forehead. "It's a slip I wouldn't mind you making more often. You can love things about me, just like you love ice cream, right? And you love stripping out of your clothes."
"That's more of a bad habit," he grumbled.
"So you can love things about me. And tell me what you love, okay? I wanna hear what you love about me."
"Stop using that word so often," Gray screamed in terror.
"Oh. Sorry," whispered Natsu. He saw just how terrified Gray was getting from all this.
Gray turned away and huffed. What an incredibly stubborn boyfriend! "I'll … try," he mumbled. "I don't know if I can, but I can try. I … love … things about you."
A smile flitted back onto Natsu's face. "Like what?"
"I love … hearing you call me kainushi."
Natsu caressed Gray's cheek, down to his neck and leaned into his ear. He whispered hotly, "Cuddle me, kainushi."
A shiver warmed Gray's body. They laid back down, wrapped in one another's arms. Natsu stroked Gray's hair, and the trembling eased out of Gray's muscles.
"Better?" Natsu asked with a tender smile.
"I think so. That … was a really horrible nightmare."
"I won't let it become a reality. I won't die, promise. Now, we should clean up soon. You still need worked out, too."
"You can't touch me. You'll get sick."
"I know. Hey, do you know what we could try?"
Gray looked up in curiosity.
"I know we have to be careful with you, but … it's not fair if I'm the only one getting fun." Natsu leaned forward and whispered into his ear. "How about we stand in the shower together, a condom on you, and we rub each other off?"
"Under the shower?" That sounded hot. "But … I don't know if you can do that to me, even with a condom. The infection is on my skin, and condoms don't cover everything. Maybe if you wore latex gloves—"
"No!" Natsu shouted quickly.
"Okay, okay. Seriously, what's up with gloves?"
"Gloves … He…" Natsu's voice dropped to almost nothing. "That time long ago. He would wear gloves sometimes."
Gray rubbed those burning arms consolingly and felt prickles along Natsu's skin. He soothed out the goose bumps with his hands. As he had already guessed, this was another horror of the past.
"I can try," muttered Natsu, "but I'm not sure."
"We won't try anything you're uncomfortable doing. What about if I sterilize one hand, put a glove on the other, wear a condom, and I rub us both off?"
Natsu gasped as his heart fluttered. "At the same time?"
Gray smirked and nodded. "Same time."
"No condom or glove for me?"
"Nope. Shoot it into the drain to wash away into the sewer."
"Gah!" Natsu gasped, feeling a burst of intense arousal.
Gray chuckled. "You like that idea, don't you? Letting your cum go to waste, flushing it into the sewer, like it's just another piece of filth."
"Y-yeah," he admitted in a whisper, blushing with arousal. "It's weird, right?"
"No, it's sexy. You're sexy," Gray whispered, letting his eyes drift up and down that toned body. His boxers were beginning to feel uncomfortably tight again. "Let's shower."
Natsu left to turn on the water to warm up. Meanwhile, Gray searched around and returned with a condom and latex glove. When he came to the bathroom, Natsu was still adjusting the shower temperature.
"Is the water okay?"
"It's cold."
Gray reached his hand under the shower, but quickly pulled it back. "Cold my ass! It's burning."
Natsu laughed at his sensitivity to heat. Gray ripped the condom package open and took out the roll of latex.
"It's a good thing I always used these with you. I can hardly believe how lucky we were that you're not sick."
Natsu stepped forward and touched the latex-covered tip of Gray's penis. "Let me roll that down onto you. I've never done it before."
"You can't touch my skin!"
"I'll wash my hands." Natsu did not even wait for permission. He dropped to a knee to be close enough.
Gray gulped hard. That position was like the day after the big confession. It stabbed him to think that the one time Natsu did oral sex on him, Gray had put him into so much danger.
"Like this?" Natsu asked, rolling the condom on. "It's snug."
"Y-yeah. Roll it down." He panted as he watched Natsu rolling the condom down. Then those hot hands rubbed as he smirked mischievously. "Hey, don't rub it like that. Not yet."
Natsu chuckled and kept unrolling the condom down the shaft. "Nice and snug. There!" He gave a few strokes, but he pouted. "It's not as fun as with skin."
"I'll do it. You shouldn't touch me at all. Go wash your hands with disinfectant, right now. Don't touch your body."
Natsu obeyed, scrubbing his hands with antibacterial soap, and they finally got into the shower. As the water trickled down, Gray kissed Natsu, and the Dragon Slayer racked his nails over the ice wizard's chest, not scratching too hard, but making him tender. Then Gray reached down and stroked Natsu.
"Is that good?"
Natsu groaned sensually in reply.
"I can't believe you're hard already after all that."
"It's been too long," moaned Natsu.
"It's hardly been a week."
"Feels like too long. I can't stroke myself off, so it's all saved up inside. How about you? Have you been jacking off in the shower all week?"
"Actually, no. I haven't really been in the mood to pleasure myself. I'm rather mad at my dick, honestly, so I'm punishing it."
"Poor little guy."
"Little?"
Natsu chuckled playfully. "Time to give the icicle some attention."
"Hold on." He pulled the glove onto his other hand.
Natsu tensed up at seeing Gray snap the glove on. He could hardly help but remember cold, gloved hands.
"Look at that, boy. It's getting bigger. That means you're becoming a man. I'll train you. I'm gonna train you how to be a man. Don't cry. I know it doesn't hurt. Isn't it good, boy? Don't you even know what I'm doing? I bet you've never done this to yourself. Never touched down here. It's gonna feel amazing, you'll see. Becoming a man is fun, and you and I, we're gonna have lots of fun from now on."
"Natsu? Natsu!"
He snapped out of that terrifying past. "It's fine," he said automatically. "Gray…"
"I'm here," he said reassuringly, looking worried. "If this is no good—"
"No … it's … Restrain me." Natsu wanted to push past that nightmare. He wanted to experience this with Gray so the past could be swept aside. "The pipes. Ice my hands to the pipes, like our first time."
"First time?" Then he remembered their first night together. "With the ice cubes. You liked that, didn't you?"
"Yeah," he shuddered. That man might have forced Natsu's first orgasm, but he lost his virginity to Gray in this shower.
"Hands up," he whispered sensually. Natsu snapped to obey. Gray froze the wrists to the pipes. "Don't pull too much. Don't break my showerhead."
Gray rubbed Natsu with his free hand. He kept seeing flinches, but then the Dragon Slayer would open his eyes to take in the person in front of him. That would make him relax and moan.
"Aaaugh … mmm, Gray."
"Is it okay now?"
"It's you, so it's okay."
"I like to feel your heat in my hand."
Natsu groaned and arched his back, thrusting into those fingers. Gray reached down with his other hand. A latex glove against a latex condom was awkward, but the water helped to slick both. He stroked himself and Natsu at the same time. The pleasure he felt within himself reverberated in the Dragon Slayer. Those hot moans were the same sounds he wanted to make, except he was trying to stay in control.
"Feels … so good," groaned Natsu. "Being next to you, moving along with you." He looked up with lust and growled, "Gimme more."
Gray squeezed both of them at the same time, and Natsu moaned loudly.
"Oh Gray … nnngh! C-can you get the water hotter?"
"A little bit. It's scalding."
"It's too cold. Cold showers while doing this isn't good at all."
Gray adjusted the temperature, and Natsu's shuddering groan of relief was worth feeling just how hot the shower seemed to Gray. He would put up with the painful heat for Natsu's sake.
"Gray … mmmmmh, Gray."
"Shit," he hissed. After the emotional turmoil of the past few days, Gray desperately needed this sort of relief. The doctor was right, abstinence was best, but just for now, just for today…
Gray forced himself to slow down, and that meant the hand on Natsu slowed, too. The Dragon Slayer whimpered at the lessening of friction.
"Sorry," Gray panted. "I'm gonna come too soon."
"Go ahead. I wanna see it." Natsu's eyes flared with desire. "I wanna see you fill up that condom."
Gray jolted and hissed through his teeth at the Dragon Slayer's low, seductive voice. When Natsu talked like that, it turned Gray's legs to jelly.
"I wanna watch you lose yourself."
Gray's wrist moved faster, stroking himself frantically, and his face tensed up.
"I wanna see it, boy."
Gray jolted. That did not sound like Natsu, and the look the Dragon Slayer had was subtly different.
"Natsu?" Gray asked in worry.
"Show me," he said, but the words were different, a slight change to his accent. "Show me you're a man."
"Natsu, whatever you're doing, stop. This isn't you."
Natsu slowly began to realize what he had been saying. "I … oh God." He visibly shuddered and dropped his head to his chest. "He said those words to me."
Gray frowned and looked aside, debating how he felt about Natsu reliving that past at a time like this. "Do you need to say them?"
Natsu gulped hard. "Maybe," he whispered in guilt. "I wonder sometimes if acting like him would help me to understand him, that way I can get over him."
"Roleplaying as the villain? We should do that someday, but not tonight. I'm not in the right mental state for that. Just us tonight, okay? No more ghosts of the past. Tonight, it's about us being happy that we have a future together."
Natsu nodded and smiled up to Gray. "I still wanna watch."
"Ask like you normally do. Beg me to touch myself."
Natsu lightly licked his lips. "Please, kainushi. Touch yourself for me. I wanna watch you."
Gray fell back, only stroking himself now, rubbing steadily as he felt the buildup returning instantly. Natsu watched, enthralled by the weakly suppressed moans. The water slid down Gray's bulky muscles, getting lost in the wiry crop of sable hair below. Natsu watched Gray's flared pink head vanish and peek back through those fast fingers. Although covered with a pale condom, at least it was transparent latex and he could see the head darkening as Gray got closer and closer to losing control.
"I love to watch you," he purred. "I like to watch your face as you fall apart."
"Shut up. Don't talk." Gray was nearing the breaking point quickly as he heard those deep, devious words.
Natsu chortled with a sadistic smirk. Oh yes, he knew Gray had a slight weakness to dirty talk! For a man who loved to dominate, a few simple words could shatter the ice wizard's resolve, and Natsu knew how to cast that sort of magic over his boyfriend.
"Come for me, Gray," he begged with a groan of desperation to his voice. "I wanna see it, wanna hear your voice turn into an animal, and smell you as your sweat drips over your skin. I love the smell of your cum."
"Shut … up…" Gray panted, but a loud moan drowned out everything else. His face drew up as he neared his climax. "Oh … ooooh God … gonna … haaah…"
"Yes, Gray," Natsu urged. "Yes. Do it. Let me see you come. Let me watch you. I wanna watch. You like when I watch you, right?"
Oh God, yes! He did!
Gray cracked open his eyes to see the Dragon Slayer's fiery gaze fixed on him, the narrow eyes blazing with carnal lust, and the sharp canines bared as if ready to attack and devour him. Just that much, something as simple as Natsu's lascivious face, was enough to completely undo him. Gray arched backward, and he shuddered as his cock surged. The idea that Natsu was watching and ordering him made him enjoy this much more than a quick jerk in the shower.
Natsu gazed with wonder. Gray was so beautiful when he came. That tortured face, the way his whole body tensed all at once, and deep grunting turning into gasps of relief: all of it was breathtaking. Then he gazed down and saw the ballooned tip of the condom fill with spurts of milky whiteness.
Another flashback flitted across his mind.
A condom was held up in front of his face. Tired and horrified, little Natsu could only gaze at it in silence as he panted to catch his breath. The rubber had a small bit of milky liquid on the bottom, and as the man held it up, the condom twisted one way, then the other, showing him that tiny bit of fluid.
"See that, boy? Do you know what this is called? It's semen. This is the seed of life. It's what I want from you. I'm gonna milk it from you every day, like a fucking cow. You'll give me a lot, won't you?"
"I hate you! Don't touch me again or I'll burn your ugly face off."
"Still feisty? You're gonna love the next few weeks, getting a hand job from a professional like me. Consider yourself lucky. You get to experience heaven every day, before I eventually kill you."
"They're gonna come. They'll come, and when Fairy Tail finds you, you're dead. Dead!"
"Oh, don't struggle, boy. Did anyone come when you screamed? No. Because no one knows you're here. Everybody knows you go on long trips looking for that dragon. They know you're gone for weeks at a time. No one will come for you. They'll simply think you found that dragon you're looking for and decided to stay with him. One day, they'll forget you even exist."
"They won't! They … th-they won't…"
"You're probably worn out. That's normal."
"Normal?"
"Don't you know? Aww, was it your first time? Did I steal something from you? How cute! You're a cute boy."
"Don't call me cute! And stop calling me boy, you ugly jerk!"
"Shut up, boy!"
"Owwwww!"
"If you're not good, I'll steal more than just your first cum. If you don't give me what I want, I'll fuck your tiny ass. Give me what I want, and you get to keep your virginity. Aren't I a generous man?"
"Screw you!"
"No, boy. You're the one who will be screwed … every day. By my own hand. And more, if you're bad. You do not want to be a bad boy."
"My … my name … is Natsu Dragneel. Not boy."
"You have no name. You're nothing but a boy with semen in your dick, and I need that seed of life from inside you. That's all you are now. A helpless, cute, little boy filled with cum. Should I show you what you'll be fucked with if you're bad? Take a look at this."
"Aaaaaaaah!"
"This big boy will rip your ass until you shit blood. Next time you do anything bad, I'll ram this down your throat and let you choke on it until you pass out. Think about that as you sleep tonight … boy."
He shivered at that memory. Then Natsu gazed up and saw Gray dripping with water, panting heavily, skin flushed with arousal, and the musky smell of his sweat was everywhere. The seductive view melted the wisps of dark memories. That horrible man was gone, dead. That was in the past. Gray was here now, in the present, and … Natsu wanted Gray with him in the future.
"Oh God, that was too quick," Gray groaned wearily. His plan to rub each other off slowly and erotically was dashed by his own need to release after all the emotional conflicts.
Natsu smirked arrogantly. "Was it that good?"
"Shut up." Gray collapsed back onto the tiles and caught his breath. "So, what are we gonna do with you?"
"Nothing."
"…Whuuuh?"
"I already came once. I'm fine."
"But you're aroused again."
"Yeah. I just wanna be hard. I don't wanna come."
"That again?"
"You can touch me, just don't make me come. I don't want to do that."
Not coming was rebelling against what the man wanted and taking charge of his own body. Not coming empowered him, showed that he was in control, and he would not let others dictate how his body would react. After a week like this that dredged up too many memories, Natsu knew he could not give in to the lust, not like that little boy who had no ability to defend himself or stop the vile touches. He needed to control himself, and this was one way how to do that. It was how he managed back then, shutting himself off, forbidding himself from releasing. This was Natsu's way of confirming to himself that he was the one in control.
"All right," he frowned. Gray had really wanted to watch Natsu experience the same erotic release, but he knew this was something the Dragon Slayer needed. Just as he needed release, Natsu needed restraint. Gray did not really understand it, but he knew this was simply what Natsu needed to fight his demons. "The water will get cold soon, though. Let's get out of the shower. I should … um … wash up, make sure it's clean."
"I'll step out," Natsu offered, leaving the warmth of the water.
"Yeah," Gray muttered, looking down at his condom. "I guess I can't get this near you."
Natsu walked back and stuck his hand into the falling water, caressing Gray's wet face. "Hey, it'll be okay. We don't have to completely abstain for two weeks. We just have to be careful until you get well."
"Yeah. Don't worry. I'll be okay."
Natsu smiled in relief, and then he left to gather his clothes.
Gray slowly pulled off the glove, then the condom, and tied a knot to keep the semen inside. He placed the condom inside the glove for more protection and tossed it in the trash by the toilet. He scrubbed his body well, cleaning away the disease that resided somewhere on his skin. He frowned down at his penis, now limp and shrunken with the foreskin hiding it away.
"You got me in a lot of trouble," he mumbled to the member.
"Did you say something, Gray?" Natsu shouted from the bedroom.
"I wanna eat tacos," he shouted in a panic.
"That's a weird craving. Are you pregnant or something?"
Gray remembered that dream again and Natsu saying "I want to make you pregnant." He wondered if that sort of mentality would help Natsu overcome his phobia. It had to be something Natsu himself came up with, though. Telling him to think with that mentality would not work at all. Natsu had to want it.
But … maybe someday. Gray wanted that particular dream to come true. Even if it meant being the bottom, that was fine, so long as it was Natsu gazing down at him and whispering "I love you."
End of Chapter 18
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