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(Never) Let Him Know	By : Fullmetal_Masochist Category: -Misc Anime > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1808 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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I stepped into his apartment and closed the door behind me. "Danger? What danger are you talking about? If you're talking about the accident with the car, that doesn't matter to me anymore!"
"It has nothing to do with that. If you can find a way to trust me without proof, believe me when I say that you won't be safe around me." Hide tried to meet my eyes but couldn't. His tears fell as he did all he could to push me away without touching me. "If I tell you I don't love you, will you leave? Because I... I don't care for you. I don't want you anymore."
"You don't mean that! You're just trying to say whatever you think will hurt enough to make me leave you alone. And after everything I've been through, you think that would hurt me?"
"You don't understand, and I'm not sure what I could say or do to get through to you!"
"I want to understand! I don't want you to have to deal with whatever problems you're facing on your own, Hide! You can't just awaken this love I have for you and expect me to abandon you when there's trouble."
"But... You're the problem, Kaneki," Hide said as he broke down and wept. "The last thing I ever want to do is hurt you but having you this close to me is making it difficult to avoid that. At least if I send you away, I'll know you'll be safe."
"Why is it that bad for me to be near you? I can see it in your eyes that your feelings for me haven't changed. Is it because bad things keep happening with us? The car accident and the attack from that Ghoul? Don't push me away because of that. You were there for me when I needed you. I couldn't live with myself if I let you go through this alone. It's breaking my heart seeing the condition you're in now! Please let me help you, Hide. Let me help you get better." I stepped closer and cupped his face in my hands, stroking his cheeks with my thumbs.
"Kaneki..." He began to sob uncontrollably as he pulled me against him. I wrapped my arms around him and rubbed his back as he let out all his pain and sadness. As he started to calm down, I brushed my lips across his face until they met his and kissed him deeply. It had been so long since we'd been this close, I couldn't help myself. He hesitated at first, then gave in and ran his hands under my shirt. His fingers were soothing as they glided up my back. He encountered the bandages that covered the wound on my shoulder and stopped.
"What's this?"
"From the accident, where she bit me. It's almost healed and it doesn't hurt, so don't worry." I moved my hands to the front of his pants as he pulled off my shirt. He stared at my shoulder, then slowly peeled off the bandage.
"Hide, it's alright, you don't have to look."
"The smell, it's too tempting!" Hide started to lick the wound, lightly at first but becoming more frantic. He pushed me against the wall as he scoured his tongue against the old bite wound.
"What are you doing?!" I tried to push his face away, but he held my hands down as he continued. The wound opened again from the friction Hide was causing. I could feel the blood beading up through the open cracks. Hide had started sucking against my collarbone, his breath erratic.
"Nggh, Hide..." I whimpered as he aggressively ravaged the crease of my neck. As strange as his behavior was, it was extremely erotic.
As the blood began to trickle down, he lapped it up and started sucking it straight from the source. I tried to get away, but his strength was incredible. As he pressed himself against me, I could feel he'd become as hard as I was right now.
"Mmm, Kaneki. I need- I just need a small taste!"
He let go of my hands but pulled me away from the wall, dragging me across the room to his bed. He dropped me onto it and climbed on top of me. Light red smears streaked across his chin and mouth. I reached my hands out to keep him away from my shoulder, swiping blindly in front of me. "Please, Hide, wait!"
One of my fingers caught the band of Hide's eyepatch and pulled it off, where it dropped to the bed next to me. This brought Hide to a stop as he looked down at me in shock. The eye that had been covered up until now was deep black with a brilliant red iris. Just like Rize's eyes.
"Your eye!" I reached my hand up towards his face to touch where the red veins ran across his skin, but he jumped away before I could make contact. He rubbed his hand across his mouth, wiping away most of the blood that was there. As I sat up on the bed, he backed away until his back hit the wall.
"I-I never wanted you to see this. I told myself I'd stay away from you. That it was the only way to keep you safe. But I'm not strong enough to do that and now look what I've done!" He covered his face with his hands and started crying again. "I can't control myself near you, Kaneki. I tried my best, but it's just not going to work. I can't fight the monster I've become."
"Hide..." I stood up to get closer to him. Knowing this, he rushed to the door.
"I'm so sorry, Kaneki," was what he said as he opened the door and bolted away into the night.
Throwing my shirt back on, I followed him outside. He had the advantage since running wasn't possible for me anymore. But I couldn't just stand there and let him leave. I saw him ahead of me on the sidewalk when a car suddenly swerved over to the curb ahead of him. A large man exited the vehicle and approached Hide. I was too far away to get a good look, but he was very muscular. He grabbed Hide around his throat with one of his massive hands and used the other to open the car door. As if he weighed nothing, he casually tossed him into the car and shut the door.
"Hide!" I yelled as loud as I could as I desperately tried to move faster. The man looked my way before ducking back into the car. "No, don't leave with him!" I was close enough to make out the type of car and plate number before it took off. Pain from my hip coupled by the slow throbbing in my shoulder brought me to my knees in the middle of the deserted sidewalk. I slammed both fists against the ground as I cried out in anguish. Who would kidnap someone blindly off the street like that? I can't imagine what that person could be thinking of doing to him. Now wasn't the time for 'what ifs,' though. It was time for action. I struggled to my feet and slowly went in the direction of that car.
Limping slowly, I knew the car had long since gotten too far from me, but I refused to stop. The pain in my side had grown worse; each movement aggravated my old injury. The familiar scent of coffee drifted through the air as I realized I was passing by Anteiku. The door opened, and I saw Dr. Yoshimura step outside. He caught up to me and asked me to stop.
"Kaneki, I think you should take a rest inside. There are some things that I feel should be explained to you now."
"But sir, my friend Hide, he was just-"
"I'm aware of what happened to him; I have people following them right now. So please, join me inside."
Reluctantly I went inside and took a seat at the nearest table. The pain in my hip had grown significantly. I pulled some pain pills out of my pocket and placed them in front of me. Yoshimura returned with a glass of water and two cups of coffee and placed them on the table. I took the pills and chased them with several gulps of water. My hands were trembling as I shakily set the glass down and stared at the coffee cup.
"It's alright Kaneki; there's no need to be worried. You're among friends here. I hadn't intended to get you involved in this part of our world, but recent events seem to necessitate the need to let you in. I know you care about Hide, so I believe we can trust you with this important secret."
Yoshimura smiled at me, and in one blink, his eyes changed from their usual look to the black and red I had seen with Rize and Hide.
"Sir, what is going on with your eyes? They look like..."
"We're Ghouls, Kaneki. The change in our eyes is specific to those of us who are Ghoul by nature. Like I said before, there's no need for you to fear us. Anteiku is known as a Ghoul haven that shelters those that need assistance. And right now, I know your friend Hide needs our help."
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