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Author�s Note: Read,
enjoy�tell me what you thought after. Ja!

Dedicated to heather a.k.a
wheathermangohanssj4

Why? Because he�s a pervert�And I guess because he really helped me out
with this chapter��

and
because he�s a pervert�Mostly because he�s a perv�Yeah�

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Chapter 19: Instinctual Folly

The next morning, after everyone had rested and healed a
little, everyone then gathered into the dining room to eat. Luffy and Nami
joined the meal that time around, but neither looked well. Nami�s face was a
little on the puffy side, Luffy looking as if he�d not slept at all. Neither of
them looked at the other, nor acknowledged anyone else�s presence for that
matter. Everyone else just frowned at the two, but didn�t bother either.

Nate frowned at Nami, wanting to talk to her. No one seemed
to have said anything about his presence yet, so he just waited to see what
they�d do with him. He really didn�t feel inclined to leave, seeing as he was
their only ride home. He was prepared for any punishment that would be dealt
him, no longer wanting to run.

Both S and Sanji placed the plates of food in front of
everyone, everyone beginning to eat quietly. After the somber meal ended,
everyone began to file out of the dinning room. L looked around as everyone
just kind of dispersed. He sighed before looking at everyone again.

�I�ve decided we�d be leaving today��

Everyone immediately halted to look at him. �A-Already�?�
Nami asked quietly.

�Aa, it�s best we get back home. I�m pretty sure we�ve got
them worried. Two months is a long time to have gone missing.�

�B-But, your eye!� Chopper cried as
he ran up to L.

�I�m sure it will be fine�We have doctors back in our
world.�

�Absolutely not!� Chopper exclaimed
with a hard frown.

�E-Eh?� L questioned as he gaped at
Chopper with his one good eye.

�I wouldn�t feel right if I couldn�t be the one to tend to
it and make sure it heals! You gotta stay until it�s completely healed!�
Chopper exclaimed with his hard frown.

L just blinked down at Chopper. They all heard a chuckle
before turning to it. �You heard him. Doctor�s orders, ya can�t leave until he
says ya can leave�� Luffy said with a grin.

Blinking at him instead, L�s lips slowly formed into a smile
before he also chuckled. �Aa�I guess so. I guess a few more days won�t hurt.�

�Shishishi.� Luffy laughed softly
with his grin as he nodded to L.

However, L dropped his smile and sighed as he turned to
Nate. �But, can we trust you to stay that long��

�You can!�

L blinked as he turned to Nami, as did everyone else.
�Nami�� Nate called as he gaped at her.

�He wouldn�t leave you here�� She said in a stern voice.

�She�s right�I�m not going anywhere�� Nate said.

L nodded to him, but kept his frown. �There�s also the
matter of what to do with you when we get back��

�D-Do with him�? Don�t tell me you plan on turning him in
too?!� Nami yelled as her expression turned into a worried and upset frown.

�Nami the whole reason we even got into this mess was
because we were trying to bring him into custody�� L explained with a frown.

Nami�s eyes widened before her expression turned into a
scowl. �No! I won�t let you! Not this time! I�m putting my foot down here! You
can�t take him! He can send you home, but you can�t take him!�

�N-Nami�� Nate said in astonishment as his eyes widened.

L only gaped at her before frowning. �But, Nami-�

�No! No buts! I won�t let you!� She said as she stepped in
front of Nate, tears coming to her eyes.

�Nami, but�� Nate said as he blinked up at her.

�Nami�� L said. Everyone else could only gape at her. Luffy
gaped at her before he frowned.

�Nami�it�s okay��

Nami gasped as she whirled around to Nate. �What?�

�It�s okay�I�m willing to face my punishment. He�s right.
This whole thing is my fault. I won�t run any more Nami�I�m ready to deal with
my punishment.�

�B-But�You can�t do that! You-You don�t deserve it! You�re a
really good person, and you saved me so many times�and�and protected me! I
can�t just let them take you!�

�It�s okay Nami�It really is. I�m prepared for it. I�ve done
a lot of wrong�My sister would have hated what I�ve become�You know�you remind
me of her�She was always looking out for me, even when she�s the one who needed
the protecting�Thanks Nami�for giving me the chance to protect you�since I�d
not been given the chance to protect her�� He said with a sad smile as she
could only gape at him. Then he turned to L. �I�m okay with punishment. I�m
okay with being turned in. I won�t run, I pro-�

He was cut off by Nami popping him on the head. �Gah!� He cried as he grabbed a hold of his head. Then he
looked up at Nami in shock as well as everyone else. �N-Nami�?� He questioned.

She stared down at him in anger, tears in her eyes. �You idiot! Maybe there was a reason she needed to protect
you! She needed to protect you from yourself!� She yelled before turning to L.
�Don�t listen to him! He�s not going anywhere!�

�B-But��

�Oi, oi�Isn�t that his choice to make�?� Zoro asked with an
arched brow.

�Shut it!� Nami yelled as she turned her scowl on Zoro.

L stood where he was in thoughtfulness. �Alright�I�ve
decided your punishment.�

Nami immediately turned to him with wide eyes. �W-What?! No!�

�Luffy�� N whispered quietly as she frowned.

�Anything! I�ll take punishment!�
Nate exclaimed despite Nami�s arguments.

�Nate!� Nami yelled as she turned to him in disbelief. Nate
ignored her as he kept his eyes on L.

�I won�t turn you in on one condition.�

Nate�s eyes popped open wide as Nami quickly turned to L.
�W-What�?� He asked.

�I won�t turn you in if�� L started before his face broke
into a grin, �you join my crew.�

�E-h?!� Everyone exclaimed as he
just chuckled.

�J-Join your crew�?� Both Nate and Nami asked.

�Aa, that�s right. This way, I can keep an eye on you
myself, not only that, but let�s just call it community service. You serve the
marines as punishment and atonement. Keep showing me you can do good��

Nate blinked at him still in shock before he slowly started
to smile. �Aa�I can do that.�

�Y-You really mean that?� Nami asked, hopeful.

L gave her a smile as if to say, you know me. �Of course,
it�s the least I can do for him and for you.�

N smiled warmly at him, knowing that, of course he�d keep
his word.

Nami�s face broke into a grin before she leapt onto him in a
hug. �Oh thank you!!� She cried.

�Ah!� L exclaimed in surprise as he blinked. Then he looked
down at her, patting her back as he chuckled. �O-Of course��

�Hmm��

Everyone blinked and turned to the low hum. Luffy had his
head lowered, his hat covering his eyes.

�Ah�� L blinked at Luffy before looking down at Nami.

Nami also blinked before releasing L quickly with a nervous
laugh. �Ah! I-I�m sorry!�

�N-No�.It�s okay�� L replied with a nervous smile and laugh
as he scratched his head. N just giggled, just happy about his decision as
well.

Then L looked over at Luffy nervously. Luffy finally looked
up with a grin. �That�s great!� He exclaimed, in which L didn�t fail to see how
strained his grin was.

He frowned a bit before grinning back. �A-Aa��

Both just seemed to laugh in a bit of forced laughter, in
which everyone just looked back and forth between the two. Everyone seemed to
fidget in the awkward and unknown atmosphere before both finally stopped
laughing.

�S-Since we don�t gotta train anymore�Maybe we can do fun
stuff��

�F-Fun stuff�? Uh�sure�That sounds great��

Both then broken into the awkward laughter. Everyone just
blinked and stared at both in confusion. N lowered her head, biting her lower
lip. Nami�s frown deepened before she sighed, having no idea what the hell was
wrong with them. She then turned, heading to leave the ship.

�Where are you going, Nami-san?�

She stopped and turned to smile at Sanji. It really was
great to be back with them again. �There�s some things and money left back at
the other ship. I�d really like to go back for it all.�

�But, by yourself Na-�

�I�ll go��

Sanji blinked at being interrupted before turning to Luffy,
who had already stepped forward. Nami turned to him, her face losing her smile
and just gaped at him. She blinked a bit before she turned quickly to climb
down. �Ah, no�It�s okay. I don�t need anyone with me. I can go al-�

�I said I�ll go.�

She stopped, not turning as she stared at the dock below.
There was something in his tone that would not be dismissed. It was almost a
command. She closed her eyes tightly.

�Oi�Luffy�are you sure that�?� Sanji started in some concern
for Nami.

However, Luffy ignored him as he headed to her. L frowned
and shook his head at Sanji, who sighed and closed his eyes. Nami finally moved
to climb down, not saying anything. Luffy followed along behind her, and then
disappeared over the side. Sanji sighed again as he reached into his coat
pocket and pulled out his cigarettes. On a second thought, he furrowed his
brows and offered one to S. S smiled and held his hand out.

�No thanks, I don�t smoke��

All of Luffy�s crew quickly turned to him with wide eyes. S
blinked and gaped at them all. �W-What? You never
noticed�?� He asked.

Everyone tilted their heads before finally thinking about
it. After awhile, they all just seemed to jaw drop. Not once had they ever
really noticed that S had never had a cigarette in his mouth.

�I-I quit�once I joined the marines�Seemed as good a time as
any to do it�� He explained as he rubbed his neck.

Sanji pulled his arm back, glancing down at the box before
arching a brow at S. S just shrugged and offered a smile.

xxxx

Nami walked in silence ahead of Luffy, wearing a frown as
she shifted her eyes to the back, but not turning her head. She wondered if he had
offered to come because he had wanted to talk. Unfortunately, she wasn�t quite
sure she was ready to talk to him. A slight shiver ran down her spine, feeling
as if his eyes may be boring into her from behind. Sighing, she just continued
on towards the small ship she had shared with D and Nate.

As soon as they made it to the ship, Nami paused and looked
up at it before slowly making her way on board. As soon as she made it over the
rail, she walked towards the middle of the deck a ways before stopping. She
looked around the entire ship, a sad frown on her face. The time she had spent
there was horrible, but she just couldn�t forget him. She still felt so sad for
him. She reached up and rubbed her arms as she continued to look around.

Luffy made his way on board after her, and then just watched
her as she stood in the middle of the deck. He watched as she seemed to just
look around at everything. He frowned a bit as he took
a step forward and to the side. His frown deepened when he noticed her look of
sadness.

She finally stepped forward as she made her way to the cabin
slowly. However, she paused again as she looked up. Luffy narrowed his eyes as
he followed her. Nami looked up to the roof of the cabin, where she had usually
found him laying. Her expression
turned even sadder as tears came to her eyes. She really wished that there
could have been something she could have done to save him. She hadn�t wanted
him to die. She had saved his life, and even tried to when she thought he had
needed saving because of that fact,
just for him to die anyways. With a heavy sigh, she finally walked towards the
cabin door, leaning her forehead on it for a moment before opening the door.

Narrowing his eyes further as well as deepening his brows,
Luffy slowly followed her, feeling himself getting upset. She walked into the
room, and then just stopped again. She closed her eyes, feeling a little
nauseous again as she recalled his telling her about his past. She felt more
tears come to her eyes at the pain she had felt for him. All she could think
about was at that moment, he was probably in a prison
somewhere, being treated, which she was sure, none too kindly. She placed a
hand over her mouth to stifle the nausea.

Slowly walking in, Luffy continued to watch her, becoming
unhappier and unhappier by the second. Did she really care that much for his
other self? He looked around the little room and then felt himself begin to
stiffen. There was only one bed in the small room. His eyes widened as his
brows furrowed deep. He then looked around further, noticing clothes strewn
around in different places, male and female. His breath began to come in shaky
pants as he clenched his teeth tightly. He turned his head when he noticed Nami
began to move again.

She slowly approached one of the male shirts that had been
tossed across the couch back. He watched as she slowly reached out a hand,
touching the fabric softly. He ground his teeth, baring them a little as he
felt anger build in him. After running her fingers across it lightly, she
finally clutched at the fabric, lifting up the shirt and pulling it towards
her. She stared down at it with a soft and sad expression. He bore his teeth
further as he clenched his hands into fist. He felt something in him snap. He
quickly stepped forward, startling the orange haired navigator.

Nami gasped, dropping the shirt as she quickly turned to look
at him. She had completely forgotten he�d even been there � having been so lost
in thought. However, she frowned deeply at his expression. Then her eyes
widened into large brown orbs. He looked decidedly a lot like D at that moment, especially since his hat had fallen off at the speed
he�d started walking. She quickly backed away from him in slightly fear, almost
stumbling over some clothes on the floor.

�L-Luffy! What are you-�

She never got the chance to finish her sentence. He reached
down, and lifted up her legs just before she almost backed into a wall. She
gasped when he kept coming, pressing her hard into the wall, his arms holding
up both her legs.

�Luffy!� She cried in alarm as she stared down at him in
wide eyed shock as she placed her hands on his shoulders to push herself away
from him.

�Is this what you like�? Being treated roughly or maybe with
more politeness? Maturity�? Or maybe
you just like someone who can plant a stupid tree?!� He asked with a hard
expression.

�Luffy, what are you talking about?!� She cried in
confusion, even more alarmed.

Narrowing his eyes, he didn�t bother giving her an answer.
Inhaling slowly, she looked down into his eyes and blinked a few times. He was
reminding her more and more of him� �Luffy��
She whispered in shock as she continued to stare down at him.

Perhaps they were more alike than she first realized. �Did
you like it?� He asked.

�W-What�?� She whispered as she furrowed her brows, her eyes
still wide.

�Did you like what he did to you?! Is that why you tried to
defend him?! Was it because you liked
him?!�

�Luffy! What the hell are you talking about?!� She screamed,
feeling herself getting upset.

�Were you in love with him?!�

�W-What?! Luffy, you�re crazy if
you really think that!!�

�Well then you should like me better!�

�W-What?!�

�Okay, so then what the hell was all that
just now?!�

�I just didn�t want him to die, Luffy!�

�Why does it matter so much?!�

�It just does!!�

�Why?!�

�J-Just because, Luffy!�

�Why won�t you answer?! Are you
lying to me?!�

�No!! What reason do I have to lie to you?!�

�I dunno, you tell me!!�

�Aaah!�
She screamed in frustration. �Luffy, put me down!!�

�Why should I?!�

�Luffy!!� She screamed in warning as tears of frustration
began to spill from her eyes. �Put me down!�

�No!!�

She began to pant, feeling her body heat in her anger as she
stared down at him. �Luffy, damn it!! What the hell is
your problem?!�

�He�s the problem!!�

�He�s not a factor anymore!! Now is he?! You sent him back
to die!!� She yelled, more tears coming down her cheeks.

�Stop saying that?!�

�Well it�s true!!� She screamed as she struggled to get
down.

�You seemed to like him a hell of a lot more than me! Hell,
you seemed to like them all better!!�

�Luffy, what the hell?! What are
you talking about?!�

�Hugging them, kissing them!!� He
yelled, feeling very upset and hurt.

�Luffy!� She cried as she looked down at him in shock. She
was beginning to understand what this was all about. However, she couldn�t help
but to be upset as to how he chose to approach it, but neither ever really did
have great tempers when pushed to anger.

�What�ve they got that I don�t?!�

She felt her anger building further that he would even
assume such a thing. �Everything!! They had common
sense for starters!!�

�What?!� He yelled in disbelief.

She could see he was getting angry, but she didn�t care at
the moment. �Put me down!!� She yelled as she began to hit his chest and
shoulders, more tears falling. She shivered when he began to growl. It reminded
her so much of him.

�Everything�?� He said in a low voice.

She shivered again as she closed her eyes. He was even
beginning to frighten her a little. He sounded so much like him now. �I hate
you!!� She found herself crying out for his making her feel that way as she
slapped him across the face.

His eyes widened slightly, his fears being confirmed before
slowly turning back to her. He didn�t want her to hate him. However, he had
been so angry that she may have liked his other self more. He bared his teeth
before reaching up and cupping the back of her head. He pulled her down,
claiming her lips roughly. He was going to show her she was his, and only his.
He was going to show her that he was the man for her, and no one else.

She was shocked at first as she inhaled sharply against his
lips. However, her body immediately heated up as if she�d been set on fire. She
found herself wrapping her arms around his head and responding in kinda and
just as roughly. She didn�t feel that barrier she had felt before with D. There
was no barrier, only the heat. She knew this man was Luffy, her Luffy. She
moaned when he thrust his tongue into her mouth as she took it in with hers,
sucking on it none too gentle, and wrapping her legs around him as well.

Stumbling back some, he slid a hand to her rear to hold her
up better as he took a few more steps back in some surprise. He hadn�t actually
expected this kinda of response from her. He tangled his fingers in her hair,
tilting her head to the side to be able to taste of her better. She reached up,
cupping his face tightly with her hands as she also thrust her tongue onto his
mouth. They kissed one another with passion and quick vigor before neither
could breathe from the suffocating and fast pace kiss, both panting.

After awhile, Nami finally pulled away, gasping for air.
However, she didn�t stop. She then began to bombard his chin and neck with kisses.
He also inclined to do the same. He stumbled back some more, his legs growing
weak on him as his body seemed to heat and tingle gradually. He finally
stumbled back, slamming into another wall. He grunted, but didn�t stop his
rough assault on her skin. Nami continued to pant as she kissed him, Luffy�s
kisses seeming to set the skin his lips touched on fire. Something else D�s
kisses did not succeed in doing.

She released another soft moan as she sought out his lips
once again. He found his other hand at her rear, as it seemed he was becoming
weaker and having trouble holding her up. He stumbled forward again, before his
shins hit something, both falling over. Both grunted as they landed on
something soft, but still didn�t feel inclined to stop, and neither seeming to
care to slow down either.

Nami slid her hands up his face and into his hair, clutching
at it as she continued to kiss him. He slid his hands out from under her and
instead slid them up her legs and hips to her waist. She groaned as she then
brought her hands to his front and began to quickly and almost violently
unbutton his vest. He sat up a bit as he slid his hands under her shirt,
quickly pulling it up. She lifted her arms as he pulled her shirt off, tossing
it behind him. She finally got the last button before he about ripped it off,
tossing that too.

Their arms went back to each other, touching, feeling, any
exposed flesh they could find. He growled deeply as he kissed her, lowering
them both back into the bed as he ran his hands across her ribs. Then he began
to place quick kisses down her neck and shoulder. She ran both hands down his
chest squeezing his pecs before continuing down to his hard abs. Her pants
became labored as he placed kisses down her shoulder to her chest.

�Haa�!� She breathed loudly as she leaned her head back.

He continued to quickly slide one of his hands up and under
her bra, cupping her breast. She gasped loudly, releasing an exhaled moan as
she arched into his hand further. He reached his other hand under her to
unclasp it. However, when he couldn�t get it undone, he grunted and just ripped
it off. He lifted her slightly to get it off, tossing it into the room as well.
The navigator felt no remorse for the ruined garment. After all, it had gotten
in the way. She released another gasp when her bared, soft chest pressed
against his hard one.

Continuing to kiss down her chest, he leaned up a bit once
he reached her ample mounds, kissing over them before finding a nipple. He
latched onto it greedily, beginning to suck on it none to gently. Nami cried
out, arching her back further as she buried her hands further into his hair,
pulling him down further over her breasts. He ran a hand down her side and to
her hip. Once his hand came into contact with cloth, he clutched onto,
beginning to pull it down. When it didn�t do as he wanted right away, he
released a growl as he yanked on the skirt. A loud rip could be heard as he
tore the garment off, yanking it from her body, and then throwing it into the
room.

The sound of the tearing material only seemed to excite the
orange haired woman further as she whimpered, tilting her chin up further. She
slid her feet across the sheets, her legs instinctively spreading for him. When
his hand came back to her hip, it only came into contact with more material,
thinner material, but more material none the less. He growled again as he then
ripped that off too, tossing it behind him. Nami began to moan into her pants
as she clutched at his hair tighter, his growls stimulating her desire.

However, she only groaned in disapproval when she felt his
coarse jeans against her soft skin. Seeming to understand the meaning of her
groan, he reached down to undo his shorts before kicking them off. He sat up a
bit, cupping her bare cheeks and lifting her up with him. She wrapped her legs
around his waist as he moved them further onto the bed, and once in the middle,
he fell forward onto her. She gasped and almost jumped when she felt his
manhood touch her bare flesh, but then instead �found herself moaning loudly as she began to
kiss down his dampened chest. She slid her hands up his back, liking how
slippery it felt with the sweat beginning to form on his skin.

�Mmm, Luffy�!� She exclaimed breathlessly as he cupped her
breast again, kissing, licking and sucking on her ear.

She shuddered pleasurably and arched into him again, unwrapping her legs to press her heels into the sheets.
Groaning, he slid up a little further, pressing his tip against her core.

�Haah�!� She exclaimed as her eyes shot open wide.

He pressed his body down onto hers which caused her to moan
deep in her throat and melt against him, her eyes sliding shut. �Mmm�!� She exclaimed
as she bit her lower lip.

He continued to place kisses down her lobe to her neck
before finally sliding further up, pressing into her. �Aah!!� She screamed in
shock as she felt pain shoot up her body.

He only grunted as his eyes slid shut from the exquisite
feeling. He pressed in deeper, sliding his hands down her side to clutch at her
hips. �Haa�!� He breathed in shock from the feeling.

�Aah! Luffy!!� She cried from the
pain, but kept her legs spread as tears began to fall down her temples. She bit
her lower lip harder to stifle the screams of pain that she wanted to release,
clutching at his back, and digging her nails into his skin. �Mmm�!�

He continued to press into her to the hilt before finally
pausing a bit, his pants labored and strained as he kept still for her. He
clenched his eyes tightly as he clutched her hips, digging the tips of his
fingers into her flesh. �Nngh�!�

�Haa�aah!� She breathed as she
pushed her heels into the bed, trying to endure the pain.

Luffy clenched his teeth, her movement only succeeding in
exciting him further. �Nn�Nami�!� He exclaimed in a
strained voice.

Blinking against the tears, she finally released her lip
from the bite as the pain began to subside. �Haa�ha�� She breathed, before
moaning and clenching around him.

His hips jerked at the feeling of her tight walls,
tightening even further around him. �Aah!� He exclaimed from the shock as his
eyes shot open. �Nami�!�

She moaned as she arched her hips against his. With a groan,
he then began to pull out and then push back into her. His eyes slid shut again
from the pure sensual feeling of her damp heat around him. �Mmm�� He hummed as
he began to pick up the pace and reclaim her lips.

Moaning against his lips, she slid her tongue into his
mouth, coaxing his out into hers. She dug her heels into the bed harder as she
began to move her hips to meet his deep thrusts, and cupped his face to better
kiss him with the movement. His grip on her hips tightened further, almost
painfully as he picked up the pace even more, slamming into her wonderful heat
with a grunt. Then as their pants became loud and labored, he released her
lips, placing the kisses down her neck and chest before reclaiming another of
her nipples.

�Haa�!� She cried out as she arched her back. She then slid
her hands back into his hair, keeping him at her breasts. The feeling she got
from his tongue and mouth on her nipple was extraordinary. �Ooh, Luffy!� She cried
as she then wrapped her legs around him to meet his quickening thrusts.

�Ngh�!� He cried out against her
breasts as he slid his hands to her backside, tilting her hips up further to
thrust in her deeper.

Nami cried out as she tilted her head back further, the new
position exciting her. �Luffy!� She screamed as her hands immediately when to
his shoulders, digging her nails into his flesh again.

�Haa! Nami!�
He cried as he slammed deep inside her damp core.

�Aah!!� She cried as the pleasurable build exploding inside
of her. �Haah!�

�Nghmm�!� He exclaimed through
clenched teeth as her orgasm caused her to clench around him further. The
feeling excited him to no end as he cried out, his seed shooting into her. He
collapsed over her, leaning his forehead onto the sheets beside her head. Both
panted loudly - sweat now covering both of their bodies.

�Shit�� He breathed quietly beside her.

Nami stared up at the ceiling for awhile before she began to
blink. What the hell just happened? It seemed thought and logic was finally
beginning to reach both of their minds, after it seemed it had fled from them.
Blushing, she reached up placing a hand over her face. Awkward didn�t quite
cover how both felt at that moment. After awhile, Luffy finally pulled out of
her, his hair concealing his eyes. He turned and sat at the edge of the bed,
leaning his elbows on his knees as he drooped forward.

Nami remained lying where she was, her eyes closed. There
was no point in covering her body now, after what they had just done, even if
that�s what she wanted to do. She brought up her other hand to cover her face.
Luffy reached up, running a hand across his. He had been angry and wanted to
show her that she belonged to him. However, he had gone about it all wrong and
had let his instincts kick in. Although, it seemed he hadn�t been the only one.

�Damn it�� He whispered quietly.

He had not meant
for this to happen. After awhile, he stood up and went in search of his clothes
and hat. Lowering her hands when she felt him get up, she sat up to blink at
him. She blushed at the sight of his nude body, and then quickly got off the
bed to search for clothes for herself. She vaguely remembered his having torn
most of her clothes off from her. Blushing further, she quickly made her way to
the closet, pulling out some more clothes to change into. She quickly clenched
her eyes shut at the questioning eyes she knew she�d receive for having on
different clothes, her blush deepening in embarrassment.

Quickly pulling the clothes on, she then turned to him just
as he roughly pulled his vest on, not bothering to button it. He slammed his
hat on his head, turned, and then left the room quickly. Her chest tightened as
tears gathered in her eyes, blurring her vision. She began to take heavy, loud
breaths as the tears continued to gather to the point until there was no more
room for them at her lids. She let them fall as she sunk to the ground slowly.

Luffy made his way out of the cabin with a growl. How could
he have been so stupid? He clutched at his head as he turned the corner. How
could he have done that to her? �Damn it! Damn it!� He whispered loudly and
forcefully.

Now there�s a damn good chance he got her pregnant too.
�Damn it!!� He yelled as he turned and punched the cabin wall.

Then he gasped as his expression turned surprised. He
immediately stepped back form the cabin as he gaped at it. Right next to the
hole he just punched into the cabin was another hole about the same size. He
finally managed to blink as he stepped forward and reached up to run his
fingers over the splintered hole. Had his other self created this hole? He closed
his gaping mouth as he furrowed his brows deeply, dropping his hand. It seems
both only seemed to cause her pain. It seems he was no different than his other
self. He immediately drooped forward, dropping his forehead onto the cabin.

�Damn it�� He whispered.

At the loud crack in the wall, Nami jumped up high in
surprise as she let out a cry. She then hugged herself as she clenched her
teeth as it only reminded her of that time. She leaned her forehead onto the
ground, beginning to sob. She had felt pain then too. Only this time, it felt
much worse. She felt so incredibly empty.

xxxx

After she had stopped crying, she had finally made herself
get up to start gathering her maps and supplies up. Then she brought the
suitcases of money out from under the bed and placed them on top of it. She
stayed where she was for a long time as she stared down at the suitcases. She
slowly leaned down over the suit cases, pressing her palms onto one. She never
would have thought that she�d lose her virginity by one of the members of her
crew, namely her captain, but�she definitely never would have thought she�d
have lost it in that way.

It was almost carnal�a need�As soon as his lips had touched hers, it was as if instincts had taken over � that need had
taken over. She hadn�t been able to think at all, only feel. It seemed it had
been the same for him. However, the way he had retreated after, she noticed he
had retreated into guilt. He had felt guilty � maybe even shame. She would have
rather he had not left her like that. Maybe he was still angry�.even after all
of that. Anger�Jealousy�Hurt? Had that been what he�d been feeling? Was that
why�they had done what they�d done? Out of anger? But why?

Even after everything, even after meeting N and L, she never
would have guessed that he�d had feelings for her. Luffy was never one to show
anything but his goofy nature. However�that�s not how he was right now. How she
longed to see that grin. But why? Why had she longed
to see it? Was it just because D had been so horrible, that it had almost grown
into a need to see Luffy again?

Sighing, she closed her eyes and leaned deeper onto the
suitcases. What had he been talking about? Was he out of his mind�? In love with D�? Hardly�but
she did feel for him. Also, what the hell had that been all about just now? How
could she have let something like
that happen? Wasn�t she usually the sensible one? ... Maybe not�

Luffy stood at the railing, finally having released the
splintered wood after the crying had stopped. The moment he�d hit the wall and
leaned against it, he had been able to hear her painful sobs. He had wanted to
go to her, but figured he was the last person she would want to try and comfort
her. So he had gone to the rail and waited it out. However, the more and more
of her cries he heard, the more painful it became for him. So much so, that he
had gripped the rails so hard that it had cracked under the pressure.

However, he remained where he was until she had finally
stopped, knowing he couldn�t really do anything for her. He wasn�t sure he
could handle a rejection at this point, even though he deserved it. He leaned
forward on the rail, his hair falling to the front and concealing his eyes, his
hat having fallen back again from his punch earlier.
It now hung loosely on his back. How the hell was he supposed to fix this now?
He just made everything worse between them. How did it turn from rescuing her
to hurting her?

Sighing to herself, the orange
haired beauty finally stood up straight, lifting up some of the suit cases. She
walked out, set them down, and then went back in for the rest of her things.
She needed to pack her clothes still, and then bring it all out. Luffy turned
once he heard her set them down. He frowned sadly and looked away when she
didn�t bother to look around. He walked over, picked them up and then set them
next to the rail.

Going back in, she then began to pack up all her clothes, just
using the bags she bought them in. Gathering her maps and materials, she then
walked out but then paused. Looking over, she saw Luffy, standing with his back
to her, the suitcases next to him. Her heart took a leap as she swallowed hard.
Her cheeks flushed before she quickly set the bags down and then went back
inside. She took a few breaths, trying to calm herself down. It was still kind
of hard to believe that they�d been so intimate only a few moments before.
Taking one more deep shaky breath, she then grabbed the last few bags and suit
case, and then made her way out.

As soon as she walked out, he was already leaning down to
pick up her things. He quickly looked up at her, it seemed a bit startled,
before looking down and quickly leaning the rest of the way down to pick up her
things. She flushed darkly after he�d leaned down. Their eyes had met for a
brief second. She leaned down and picked some of her things up as well. She
wondered if he�d be able to carry it all. After he�d went back and forth and grabbed
just about every bag from deck and had carried them all down, he then picked
them all up, besides the ones she could carry, and then headed back to the
ship.

Even with his large load, he didn�t seem bothered at all by
it. Walking a long behind him, she blinked to herself, gulping as she blushed
again. It felt awkward looking at him now, seeing as she�s seen under those
clothes.� Shifting her eyes away quickly,
she took a few deep breaths as she closed her eyes. However, she then started
to think about the strong hands and arms holding all her bags, and how they�d
touched her. Making a noise in her throat, her eyes flew open and then she
shook her head, clenching her eyes shut tightly again.

�Stop it!� She
yelled at herself in her mind.

Sighing, she then frowned when she remembered what happened
after it. Shifting her eyes back to him, she then just watched him. They hadn�t
spoken a word since. She had no idea what was going through his mind at that
moment. She had no idea for his reason for what happened in there, if he had a
reason at all. Her expression turned sad as she closed her eyes again.

Once they made it back to the ship, he carried everything
aboard, even the things she�d been carrying. She only watched him as he worked
in silence, not looking or speaking to her at all. She climbed aboard and then
picked up some of her stuff. She flushed slightly, ignoring everyone�s eyes as
she made her way to her room. Luffy picked up the rest of her things and
followed her.

Everyone had looked over to them, some in concern, and
others in curiosity as they had made their way on board. Neither were talking,
or looking at the other for that matter. Also, most of the crews noticed her
change of clothing and quirked brows over it. L blinked as his mouth parted a
bit. He looked from Luffy, to Nami, and then back again.

�Luffy�?� N questioned as she looked at him in concern before
looking at the two.

She noticed the change of clothes, but wondered why L looked
so worried. Although�she wasn�t sure she�d have changed if it had been her. She
frowned, now also wondering about the change of clothes.

�Oh no�� L breathed almost inaudibly.

Blinking, N turned back to him. He looked to have paled
some. �Luffy�?� She questioned again, becoming more worried. Frowning, she
turned back to the open door.

�Nami...would you have changed clothes?�

N blinked a bit more before her eyes widened a bit.
�N-No�No, I don�t think so��

L swallowed hard.

Luffy set all the bags down in the middle of the room before
turning towards her, but not looking at her. Ignoring him, she then began to
pull the clothes out of the bags to put away with the rest of her clothes.
Finally looking up at her, his expression just turned pained when she seemed to
be ignoring him all together. Closing his eyes slowly, he then turned and
walked out. At hearing him walk out, she paused and just stood still. Tears
came to her eyes before she finally started moving again.

L watched as Luffy walked out of the room, grabbing his hat,
and placing it on his head, concealing his eyes with it. He continued across
deck, making his way to the other side. L watched him pass and walk up the
stairs before moving to follow him.

�Luffy�?� N questioned as she grabbed his arm.

He turned to her with a frown. �It�s nothing. I just want to
talk to him, okay?� He said with a strained smile.

She frowned deeper, but then nodded and released him. He
turned and trotted after Luffy. He ran up the stairs just as Luffy was about to
make it to the back.

�Luffy!�

Pausing, but not turning, Luffy remained where he was,
waiting to hear what L had to say. L gulped as he stared at Luffy�s back. He
was afraid to ask what he wanted to ask, and even more afraid of the answer.
After while, Luffy finally turned his upper body to L in question to his silence
after calling his name, wearing a serious frown on his face.

�Um�W-What happened�?� L finally asked.

Luffy�s brows furrowed deeper as well as his eyes narrowing,
and then he looked away. �Nothing��

�N-Nothing�?� L questioned with a frown. �Something must
have happened��

Luffy quickly shifted his eyes back to L, his frown
deepening. �It�s nothing�� He replied before looking away again.

�Luffy�� L said as his breath began to quicken as sweat
beaded down his face, �di-did�you�f-force yourself on Nami�?�

Quickly shifting his eyes back to L, Luffy�s eyes then
widened as his brows furrowed. �What?! No! What the
hell?! Why are you asking me that?!�

L released a loud shaky breath as he sank to the ground in
relief. �Oh thank goodness��

�What the hell?!� Luffy asked again
as he took a step forward.

L immediately lifted his gaze to Luffy. �Well I had to ask!!
I mean, yeesh Luffy, she had on different clothes! I
could only assume that you�d�I dunno!!�

Face turning a deep red, Luffy looked down at L in
disbelief. �What?! J-J-Just because
she had on different clothes?!�

�Well, yeah!! What other reason would she need to change
clothes unless something happened to her previous ones?! N had even said she�d
not have changed clothes!�

�So then your first assumption was that I forced myself on her?!�

�Well, damn it, I don�t know!! I�m
doubting myself now!!�

�Doubting yourself�? What the hell�re you talking about?!�

Sighing, L drooped further as he placed his palms on the
ground. �J-Just something Jin said�is all��

�What? Jin? What about Jin?�

�He came aboard last night�Said he�d take care of the whole
thing�but�he said some other things that I couldn�t really shake��

Luffy just blinked at L in confusion, wondering what the
hell he was talking about. �Eh�?�

�He said we make a really scary bad guy�and then there�s all
that stuff you told me that Nami�d told you�He wasn�t born like that�He was
made that way�I just�I dunno�Just�doubting myself. You�re a good person too�so
if you had�you know�Who�s to say I wouldn�t do something like that too�if I
were angry enough��

Luffy�s expression turned pained as he looked away from him.
He had been doubting himself as well.

�Well��

L looked up then. �Well?�

�I was
angry�and�might have�screwed up really bad��

�What?! What do you mean?! What
happened, Luffy?!�

�I did�sleep with her, but�it was�pure instincts��

�What?!�
L screeched as he stood up and stomped over to him, grabbing him by the vest.
�So then you did force yourself?! How could you lie to me?!�

�No, no!!� Luffy exclaimed as a huge blush blossomed on his
cheeks. �She was willing!! I promise, but�we had been arguing like right
before! It was�I dunno! Like�kinda like an accident!� He exclaimed in a rush
before drooping a bit. �And�I felt really guilty afterwards�I hadn�t meant for
it to happen�and then�I made her cry�I just left the room because I
was�ashamed�but it made her cry�I had felt angry that�it happened like that��

L could only gape up at him, not really sure he understood,
but the more he thought about it, the more he did understand. He released
Luffy, letting him back down on his feet. As soon as his feet touched the
ground, he turned away from L, feeling ashamed.

�L-Luffy�� L called before scratching his head. �I think�I
understand what happened��

Luffy blinked, shifting only his eyes to L. �Yeah�?�

�Yeah�and�you should really talk to her about it��

Sighing and drooping further, he turned away from him again.
�But she probably really hates me
now�� He said in a low voice.

�Yeah�possibly�� L agreed, much too quickly.

Luffy immediately turned pursed lips on L, as if to say,
�You�re not helping��

�But that�s why you have to talk to her Luffy��

He sighed and looked away again, his expression sad. �Yeah�I
guess I do�Maybe tomorrow�Give her some time��

�You should have talked to her right after Luffy��

�I know�but I just couldn�t face her after what I�d done�I
had accused her of liking that other me�just before�� He said in a small voice
as he let himself slide to the ground from the wall of the ship.

L drooped as he lowered and shook his head. �Aw, Luffy��

�I wanna tell her I�m sorry�but I�m afraid that��

L paused after it seemed Luffy didn�t seem to want to say
anymore. �I know what you mean�There�s a lot neither of us is afraid of�but
that��

�Anything but rejection�from the woman we love�huh?�

�Aa�anything but that��

�Damn�I�d rather fight that other me again�than do this�I
don�t want her to hate me�� Luffy whispered as tears formed in his eyes.

�I really love her��

To Be Continued�

Author�s Note: DOOOOH!!!
Luffy, you idiot!! XO So, I bet you guys weren�t expecting that�Were you? HAHA!
GOOD! �CUZ NEITHER WAS I!! XD This was a spur of the moment idea. Yes, I give
you permission. You are welcome to hate me and this story. I don�t really care.
If you don�t like it, then don�t read it, simple as that. You better appreciate
this, you perverts!! Yes, I am talking to you heather, Al, Ryo, and Mihase! You pervs�You guys make
me sick! XO Anyways! Give me your thoughts! I wanna hear(see)
them!! XD

P.S. This lemon is the reason I decided
to post this here. XP I also didn�t want you guys to be confused when I posted
the sequel. That�s gonna be posted straight to here. It�s not even going to
make FFnet.
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