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Never Forget

Disclaimer: I do
not own these characters. ^_^

Warning: Sorry
for the wait, I meant to put this chapter up last week�well as you see I
didn�t, so I am soo sorry for the lateness, but I was
fully shocked to have gotten such great response. thank
you so so much for the great feedback.

Rated: Would be
an NC-17 but since it ain�t here it�s a very high rated R. There is rape and
dark thoughts in this show PLEASE you have been warned.

Thanks to: Ugly,
*blushes* well I�m glad you like the story�stories. And I hope you enjoy this
chapter. Sorry if it was late in coming.

Chapter Two �A
broken Mask -

I woke early the next morning as usual, I showered and
dressed and ate my meal with my guardians before I left for school. I was now
in grade eleven along with Sakura, Tomoyo and Syaoran.

Reaching school I placed my backpack on the back of my seat
and sat down, wishing I could burry my head into my arms, but fate had other
plans for me, soon Sakura�s cheerful face appeared inches from mine.

I blinked once, twice, three times before I noticed the
distance between us, a flash appeared in my mind, it was one of Spinner�s face,
the pain flooded with the pictures, and in minutes flat I jerked away from
Sakura in almost fear.

And what�s worse Sakura seemed to have seen my fear and
became worried as she leaned back, placing more distance between us.

�Sorry Eriol-kun�I didn�t mean to scare you� I almost sighed
with relief aloud; she had thought the fear in my eyes was because she had
startled me.

I smiled sweetly at her, my usual fake smile to cover my
pain and shook my head, �No, I�m sorry Sakura-san, I was day dreaming� her
smile soon returned, I looked over Sakura�s shoulder and found Syaoran looking
at me, as if he were trying to read me�

I smiled �Syaoran-san, anything the matter?� this broke the
boy from his watch on me and soon glared and with a grunt he walked to his
seat. I watched as he sat down on the row over from me, I looked back to Sakura
who was smiling sweetly as she watched her boyfriend.

�Is there anything you wanted to discuss with me Sakura?� I
asked calmly, she looked back to me and nodded, �Yes, Tomoyo-chan Syaoran-koi and I were going to the mall after school and I was
wondering if you wanted to join us?� I smiled and nodded with agreement.

When she smiled and left to greet Tomoyo I frowned.

Why did I see Spinner? Am I becoming scared of my own
friends? Sakura would never do that�but then I never thought Spinner would
either. I shook my head, no don�t think those things
of Sakura, why did I see Spinner?

I silently hoped that I wasn�t becoming seriously affected
by Spinners nightly acts; I promised myself I wouldn�t let them affect me.

Shakily I inhaled trying to calm my nerves, that�s when I
felt it, someone was watching me, someone had been watching me�I turned and
found my gaze locked with no other then Syaoran�s, and for the split second
that my eyes first locked with his I saw worry, but soon it vanished and he
glared at me before looking back to the front where to my surprise the teacher
stood talking to the class.

I felt my mind jolt, I may have promised myself I wouldn�t
let Spinner affect me but it was � dramatically - and what made me realise this
was that in fact half an hour had passed since my conversation with Sakura and
I hadn�t noticed, I had been in my own thoughts. Then�how long had Syaoran been
watching me for?

Glancing back to the boy I saw him writing notes in his
book. I bit my lower lip as I looked back to the front, this was becoming out
of control, I�m not even noticing when I black out, and if the same thing
happens when someone comes too c to to me as it had with Sakura I could get
into serious trouble.

Not only would people start to notice that I space out a lot
but they would see my fear when they stand too close or even touch me�I tensed,
my mind raced, What if they find oWhatWhat if Sakura finds out? What if Syaoran
found out? What would they do to Spinner? What would they think of him? The
questions clouded in my mind as my stomach tightened and my heart fluttered with
fear, then the last thing I heard was someone call my name and the world went
blank.

Slowly I awoke, my mind was numb as was the rest of my body
as I struggled to open my eyes, they opened slowly and I found amber eyes
looking down at me, to say I felt confused would be an understatement, I didn�t
have a clue what was happening.

That�s when it happened, I felt a phantom touch caress me
and flashes of Spinner�s lust filled eyes appeared.

The touches the pictures they were all so real, and for the first
time in a long time I felt fear swallow me, I let out a yelp and I pushed the
body away, in my mind I saw Spinner, I saw his eyes filled with lust, I felt
his touches over my body.

I closed my eyes as my body tensed, my breath was coming too
quickly and was shaky, if I didn�t calm down now I would ether hyperventilate
or pass out, and soon one of my assumptions came true, I passed out again, the
world went blank and I welcomed it, the touches left my body and the eyes
haunted me no more.

-Hours later-

I felt a warm cloth dab at my face, I felt so cold, my mind
felt empty like I had just used a memory charm and washed most of my memory
away, my body felt like I had exhausted my energy, I felt so numb�so cold.

The warm water returned, it felt so good compared to the
coldness, and slowly my eyes opened, I found my gaze landing on similar eyes to
earlier though these were green not ember, but they held the same worry.

Focusing I realised it was Sakura.

Sakura was sitting next to me dabbing my face with a warm
cloth, there was a large layer of blankets on me as well as a heater just near
me.

�Sakura�.� I looked at her with confusion, she forced a
small smile, but it was weak, she nodded and continued to dab my forehead, now
my confusion was growing.

�What�s the matter?� I asked as I looked at her, and to my
shock I saw her eyes fill with tears before they began to fall down her cheek,
she sobbed and then threw her arms over me burying her face into my chest and
sobbed.

I looked down to her with shock; this was the last reaction
I expected. I looked around and found myself instead of in the classroom - how
I had been last I remembered and not in my room - but in another bedroom.

�Eriol-kun don�t you ever do that
again� she begged/demanded through sobs I patted her head as my other hand
rested on her back.

�Sakura what is it?� I asked again hoping for an answer, but
instead of Sakura�s voice another one pipped up, �You fainted�twic loo looked
over and found Syaoran standing at the doorway with a tray in his hands.

�Fainted?� I asked as I looked at him, he nodded and walked
further into the room were he placed the tray on a small table, that�s when I
realised white bandages around his head at his forehead.

�Syaoran�what happened to your head?� I asked, but deep down
I think I knew the answer, when I had first awoken and saw the pictures of
Spinner I had physically pushed someone away from me, my wrist confirmed that
as I looked down at it to see it slightly swollen and bandaged in the same
manner as Syaoran�s head.

�I fell� he answered simply as he looked down at me, Sakura
had stopped crying and now just rested her head on my chest as she wiped away
at some left over tears, her ear against my chest.

�You sprained your wrist� she sd asd as she looked at the
bandaged wrist the laid just near her, I frowned and looked back to Syaoran
�I�m sorry, I didn�t mean to react like that� he shook his head.

�It doesn�t matter, it�s just a small cut nothing more� I
nodded though my guilt felt stronger as did my pain as I realised what I had
just done. I had harmed those close to me, I may not have wanted Spinner to
affect me but it was and its affects were becoming harmful for those around me
and myself.

�Eriol, what�s the matter, what made you faint like
that�.when you woke up you looked so scared� I flinched at Sakura�s statement,
�I�I haven�t been sleeping well that�s allguesguess when I woke up I was a
little confused�� I stated and to my luck they bought it, well at least Sakura
did, Syaoran on the other hand was eyeing me up.

But I soon changed the subject as I asked what happened,
Sakura sat up and looked at me, smiling �You fainted and lucky for you Syaoran
caught you before you hit your head, you woke up a few minuets later�.panicked
and pushed Syaoran away, then you fell back asleep so the teacher allowed us to
take you home and since Syaoran lived the closest we came here, Tomoyo is
getting all our homework so don�t worry about missing work� she commented
smiling back down at me.

I forced a smile and nodded. So I really had hurt Syaoran,
this is getting out of control�but why had Syaoran caught me? Was he watching
me again?

I looked over to Syaoran and found that the boy was blushing
and busying himself in pouring a cup of soup that he had brought up, he handed
the cup to me. When he saw my confusion he added �You�re cold, so this might
help� with that he turned and walked out of the room.

Sakura smiled �You were so cold Eriol, we didn�t know what
to do but Syaoran took care of everything, he carried you here and took care of
you� she stated happily as she leaned in and hugged me n.
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