Shuichi SongTo Yuki

ok yes i know i suck at songs but i am trying my best with what i can come up with and i know i have not made very good on song writing but please i ask you i am willing to talk comment bad and/or good it will better me at my work if need be so please be cruel if you must and if you enjoy then thank you and hope to right more and better my self while i do Arigatou and by the way this song was not made as from Gravitation at all but from my own real life happenings so i thought i would just psot it as if it were a song by Shuichi just to see if it is any good to be one of his or if it is ok as a own made song of me please read reivew good bad any thing it does not matter i will take them all happyly


Dark Tunnel (Seeking My Light)

Open my eyes what do I see nothing but the pain I feel inside this is not who I am who I am is nothing in the eyes of the world but in your eyes I am every thing why must I be hated by those who say they care for me nothing seems right nothing is right in the eyes of the world they hate you curse you crew you up then spit you out like you are nothing im just bagged on the floor that you can those out the door but I see the future and I see me in the world in the life I was meant to have better then now better then it ever was im nothing to this world but I am some thing to you the world says im not needed but I know I am the world thinks of me as nothing in the eyes of the world I am lower then dirt but in the eyes of the one who truly loves me I am everything life is cruel but the world is even more cruel I have nothing more to give nothing more to gain nothing more at all living a lie living the life that is not me not who I am I live life as I wish but can’t because im nothing im just a waste of time and a waste of a soul with no good life is cruel but the world is much more cruel you tell me I matter but I am also told by others I am nothing and I will always be nothing so who is the right one to say who and what I am I am nothing to this world nothing but bagged that needed to be thrown out and quickly forgotten the eyes of life and the eyes of the world say I am nothing but the eyes of the one who really cares says I am everything who is there to trust can I trust what this one says or should I trust what the eyes of the world says who can tell me who I should trust some one help me I must know is there a place for me in this world or is the eyes of the world her self right am I nothing or am I some thing will I find my light at the end of the dark tunnel will I forever be in the darkness of this endless dark or will I find my tunnel of darkness to have the light I seek some one tell me I am nothing or am I everything I need this tunnel to end help me to find the light I seek help me to know if I am everything like the one I love say I am help to know if I will find my tunnel light and end this darkness help to learn if I am worth it help me to find me who I really am inside this darkness of my soul help my soul to finds it light and to be me again the way I should be yes I see it I see the tunnel ending I see my life come into its light once again the darkness has ended I have found me again because I have you the light I was seeking is within you and has always been there it just took my longer to find it but I know its there and now I am me again Thank You My Love for I have found my light. My light is and always has been YOU and I am once again me because of you found the light I have been seeking because it has always been there I just needed time to find it Thank You My Dearest Love for you are my light though this dark tunnel you have led me out of darkness led me to the tunnels end brought to me my light I have been seeking and now I am home within your arms of light Thank You My Love