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A.N. First off, yes, I do own Chrno and
Aion! They live in my little rodent cage on my entertainment center. ^-^ But
the fabulous demon’s my mice are named after… no… I don’t own them… but I wish
I did! ^-^ Anyway this is for my friend, whom I hope enjoys this story
as much as I had fun typing it up! Lotsa Love my friend!
Side note: This story is with a fourteen
year old Rosette and Chrno. Yeah I know Rosette would probably know more than
what I make her out to know but, just bare with me, ne? ^-^
Lessons of Life
The Order halls were silent in the
dark gloom of the night. Cold with a clammy chill Rosette could feel all the
way through to her bones. She suppressed a shiver shifting to pull her pale
white and pink garment closer about her for any warmth they may provide.
Stupid old man… making me go all the way up
here to tell that stupid pill that he’s short on holy guns for the graduating
exorcists… I am a graduating exorcist, for the love of it! Why should I have to
go?!
Rosette puffed out her cheeks in
aggravation, shaking her head to remove the short strands of her golden hair
from her eyes. Her heart gave a slight squeeze of remorse at the loss of her
pigtails. It had been one of the small things that had kept reality at bay,
that let her believe that this was all just a game, that Joshua would come out
of hiding with a smile and say, “Now it’s your turn to be the bad guy
Rosette!”, but that wasn’t the case. Joshua was gone, she was growing up, and
pigtails could no longer hide the dismal truth from her bright blue eyes.
Even knowing all that, Rosette still
missed braiding her hair in the early mornings. Chrno had made such a fuss when
she’d shown him what she’d done the morning after she received the news that
she was to be the newest member of the exorcism third class. She could have
sworn that he was going to cry, but instead he gave her a lecture in the soft,
quiet tone of his and in that instant, Rosette wished she hadn’t been so hasty
to grow up. He’s just being a wet
blanket! I am an adult next year! Applesauce! I was marriageable age when I
turned fourteen! Megan was married when she was twelve!!
Feeling rather disgruntled Rosette
stalked up to the room she’d spent one too many afternoons in, screaming at
Sister Kate -over how Chrno was her best friend and if she didn’t like it, she
could kick them both out- and lifted a hand to knock, her mouth already open to
call out her arrival, when she noticed that the lights to her office were out, and
the door was slightly ajar. Huh? What is…
“Oh! Yes… uh… Ewan!”
Rosette’s
eyes widened at the breathy cry that escaped from the door, her face heating up
for reasons Rosette didn’t understand. A deep grunt followed the cry and
Rosette felt her heart race incredibly fast with in her chest as she breathed
through her mouth, eyes glued to the unclosed door.
Something inside told her to turn
around and leave, but she just couldn’t. Rosette swallowed, her mouth feeling
cotton dry as she approached the door silently, her trembling hand reaching out
to touch its wooden surface as she peered through the small crack, gazing into
the dark room lit only by the silvery glare of the moonlight.
The sound of wet bodies smacking
together reached her ears long before her eyes found the source of the sound,
muffled pants and groans filling the room with heated intensity, making Rosette
blush to the roots of her hair, her heart thundering loudly in her ears as a
sensation of panicked curiosity held her prisoner.
“E—Ewan! Oh… yes… oh!”
“Kate!”
Rosette
gasped at the recognizable gruff voice that answered the Sister Rosette was
certain-up until that point that is- was as cold as an icicle, her eyes falling
on the shadowy figures perched on top of Sister Kate’s desk. They rocked
together in the moonlight, Sister Kate’s skirt pushed up and over her hips, her
blooms resting on the ground next to her head dress. Her head was arched back
as she leaned up on her elbows, legs locked around Father Remington’s hips as
he leaned over her, hands pressed to either side of the table as his hips moved
back an forth against Sister Kate.
Their sweat mingled together in their
action, it dripped from Remington’s face and Rosette watched as the same sweat
trickled from sister Kate’s brow to disappear into her short damp hair. What… are they… doing? Why are they so
tired… and why…
Rosette’s hand strayed low on her body
until she was pressing her fist against her crotch trying to smoosh out the odd
fire that tingled there. It wasn’t a good swell of heat, it felt wrong and
dirty. Rosette bit her lip trying not to think of the feelings that coursed
through her.
I shouldn’t be here… I shouldn’t be watching
this… but… why? Her insides burned with guilt but she didn’t
know why she should look away, and her curiosity held her frozen.
Her chest tingled and hurt, and her
entire body burned with a need, one Rosette did not understand in the least,
but she knew it had something to do with the gasping grunts and the whimpering
moans that came the shadow dance the two performed before her, but what they
did Rosette didn’t understand at all.
Remington gasped and grunted against
Sister Kate’s shoulder as he leaned forward to lick her neck, his lips trailing
over the exposed skin and Rosette flushed darkly. Wondering how it must feel to
have someone lick them, there mouth kissing up your throat as you cried out
their name. Chrno… licked my neck once…
Rosette felt her face flush darkly at the memory of Chrno’s mouth on her
throat, the day he bit her neck to seal the contract. The memory of his touch
made a strangled cry escape her lips like a whimpered gasp and she quickly
covered her mouth in fear that the two perched on top of the desk had heard
her.
“Kate… yes… just like that… Uh! Ka—“ Remington
seemed not to have noticed the sound she’d made, but his head had turned in her
direction as their odd dance turned in her direction. Then his eyes opened.
Rosette jumped when his eyes fell on
her, blue widening in shocked horror as she scooted away on her rump, fear of
her reprimand turning her body cold. Remington eyed her carefully and Rosette
swallowed hard waiting to be called forth, but it never happened.
“Ewan?” Sister Kate asked blearily,
and just like that Remington turned away, his lips crashing to Sister Kate’s as
his rhythm began to speed up. The slapping of their bodies, and the mewling
cries filled Rosette’s astonished head as Remington proceeded to show her the
mysteries of their rapid moonlit dance.
Remington… isn’t reprimanding me… but why?
Rosette swallowed hard her heart
thundering in her ears as she watched his hand lower to stroke Sister Kate’s
thigh, somehow knowing that the action was supposed to be private, and baffled
that Remington hadn’t scolded her. Is he
afraid of being caught? Saving, Kate the embarrassment? One of Rosette’s hands
rose to her quivering mouth, as she desperately tried not to cry her curiosity
quickly giving way to fear. This wasn’t the man she knew, or the woman she’d
come to somewhat understand. These were not the two people whom she had come to
regard as her mother and father of sorts, these people were strangers in their
skins acting like animals rolling around on the desk before her, and yet the
action didn’t seem as impure as that.
She was scared and yet drawn to the
movement and the whole ordeal frightened her even more. Suddenly Remington
moved, pushing Sister Kate’s leg out of the way and Rosette saw something slid
inside of Kate’s body, and like a bucket of ice water it released her from her
frozen place and Rosette bolted for the stairs, not caring to remain silent as
she raced down the steps and out of the monastery as quickly as she could.
She slipped on the stone flooring by
the door her knee scraping the floor painfully. Rosette bit back a cry as she
lunged to her feet, her heart creating the sound affect of people chasing after
her, and she ran out the door and into the chilled mid-fall night.
Her feet crushed the grass beneath her
as she made her way to the crevice between the mess hall and the chapel. In the
darkness she crouched there her arms locked tightly about her knees, her face
pressed to her skirt as she breathed heavily. She shook for several long
moments simply waiting for whoever was following her to pass, and when no one
grabbed her or ran by, Rosette relaxed slightly, resting her head against the
wall behind her. Who were they? Why did
they look… so…
She trembled in the darkness, scared
and confused by all that she’d seen. It looked painful and yet, Sister Kate
sounded happy, and kept begging for more. What…
was that?
Rosette wondered as a breeze passed
by, whistling in the dark night and Rosette jumped, inching away from the
darkness of her little corner suddenly needing some comfort. Needing to see
something familiar, someone she knew. Chrno…
I want Chrno! Rosette thought desperately before crawling out of her hidden
place and moving swiftly towards the Elder’s house. Chrno would know what to
say, and how to explain it, he always did. Rosette nodded to herself sneaking
around the door as quietly as she could not wishing to speak to the dirty old
eccentric fool. Chrno… Chrno will know
what to do…
*^*^*^*^*^*
Chrno shifted in his seat, adjusting
the book in his lap and tried not to yawn as he turned the thin page slowly
continuing to read the odd script. No
wonder Rosette complains… this book is hardly readable and has so many
inaccuracies its silly! Chrno thought wondering how he’d allowed himself to
be conned into reading the Bible in the first place.
Elder had cornered him that morning
and explained how he wanted to know the truths that the bible did not have on
demons in order to make a better weapon for destroying them. Of course Chrno agreed,
though a part of him couldn’t help but feel a little queasy at the thought of
personally aiding in the destruction of his own kind. Oh well, not much can be done about that… considering they are breaking
numerous laws by coming to the surface… I would know that…
Chrno sighed, noticing that he’d
reread the same paragraph three times now and turn the page in annoyance when
the door opened across the small room. Chrno glanced up not too surprised to
see Rosette in his door way, after all, aside from Elder, she was the only one
who bothered to visit him, not that he really minded. The other would-be
sisters bothered him and acted as if he would jump out and slit their throats
at any given moment. He cringed at the thought of those three (Anna, Claire,
and Mary… especially Mary) getting their licenses to kill demons and then
receiving their first weapons. Then again, the thought of Rosette getting one
had the same initial reaction; sickness of the stomach.
“Rosette, you Jake?” Chrno asked
placing his book in his lap, glad for the interruption and the excuse not to
read more of Man’s pitiful excuse for demonology. To think they actually
believed that demons were sent to hell because the pissed off god, seriously,
no one really believed that hog swallow, did they?
Rosette jerked her head up from
looking down at her feet and stared at him with wide, scared eyes. Chrno felt
his stomach bottom out and he rose to his feet moving toward her side, worry
already controlling his every move. “Rosette, what’s wrong?” His question
seemed to baffle her a bit and Rosette blinked at him a moment when he came to
her side, his hand reaching up to her shoulder.
She was already starting to out grow
him, the thought was saddening. She was already taller than he was, by a very
proud half an inch, and with that growth she’d turned into a fine young lady.
Already he missed the little girl he’d grown to love, this young woman was to
much of a temptation now, what with her long slender legs and arms, her trim
waist and budding chest, it was hard to remember what part of her was truly
still that young orphan he’d met two years ago.
“Rosette!” Chrno said shaking her by
the shoulder and finally she met his eyes, her blue orbs water logged as she
suddenly threw her arms around him in a giant hug collapsing to her knees and
dragging him down with her.
“Chrno!” She sobbed, her words not
making any sense to him at all and Chrno grimaced, pulling Rosette’s form close
to his own, his fingers dragging through her short hair as he whispered gentle
words into her ear.
He
continued to hold the shaking girl for several hours before her fears had
finally settled and Rosette had relaxed against him, her head cradled in his
lap, her tiny hands fisted into his shirt front.
“Rosette? What happened?” Chrno asked
quietly, but as he’d expected the girl ignored his question, choosing to answer
him with one of her own.
“Can I stay with you tonight?”
Chrno sighed, his exhalation pushing
his bangs up and off his forehead. Great…
she wont tell me why she’s scared and now she wants to stay… here… with me…
Chrno let out a soft aggravated moan at the memory of the last time she’d spent
the night with him.
Soft
limbs pressed against him as the little sleeper rolled onto him, her leg
looping over and around his own bracing his leg against her warmth. Her arms
pulling him closer to her as her chest burned the truth into him; she was no
longer a child, and he could no longer ignore the pull that drew him to her...
“Chrno?” Rosette’s questioning voice,
drew Chrno from his heated memory and he glanced down at Rosette. She had
shifted so that she had her head tilted back to look up at him with wide questioning
blue eyes.
Chrno smiled, his worry and heated
thoughts escaping with the wide-eyed innocent look that she gave him. That’s right…
“Sure
Rosette…” Chrno said and watched as her grateful smile spread across her face.
“C’mon…” Chrno stood and helped the girl to her feet as they both ambled toward
his bed. Rosette slipped in and snuggled into the far side waiting for Chrno to
join her. He did so and she immediately cuddled close laying her head on his
shoulder and looking up with pleading eyes. He knew her question before she
asked.
“Chrno, tell me a story?”
“If
I must.” Chrno joked with a smile, glad when Rosette returned his mocking tone
with a quick movement of her tongue giving him a raspberry. Rosette is still a child…
“Once,
a very long time ago, there was a group of six friends. They lived in a land
that was very different from this one. In the eyes of a normal human beings,
the place was beautiful, perfect even. In a word, the place was Eden, but to
the friends it was nothing but a gilded cage meant to keep them from the real
world above. So, they decided to escape from their home, to the freedom of
choice in the world above.
“They
became branded as Sinners, cursed for their dreams and ambitions. They were
thrown out of their home and driven far into the land that they had dreamed of
coming to, but it was cold there. Cold, spiteful, and painful. It was a harsh
reality to find the truth behind their gilded cage. It had not been beautiful
to keep them in, but beautiful to force them out. In the solitary world to
which they now belonged there was an even greater beauty than the perfection
they had known, and it was made so by the agony of crushed dreams and bitter
reality…” Chrno trailed off as Rosette’s breathing slowed indicating her deep
slumber.
“…
I would never have discovered that… if it hadn’t have been for you… my
Rosette…” Chrno whispered pressing a soft kiss to her forehead before settling
in and putting out the candle by his bead plunging the room into shadows. “Good
night.”
… She is still a child… my child. In her
heart I think she always will be…
Chrno smirked to himself as his eyes eased shut. As long as she needs my stories… I know… I know.
Following Morning, 10:15 a.m.
Rosette twisted the skirt of her dress
in her hands nervously as she waited in line for her turn in the confessional. I don’t want to go in there… I don’t want to
talk to … him! Rosette’s hands felt clammy and her heart wouldn’t stop
racing in her chest, the images of what she’d witnessed the night before,
wouldn’t leave her mind, plaguing her with insecurities. She hadn’t had the
guts to tell Chrno what she’d witnessed. She’d planned to but once she had her
chance, she just couldn’t, but now she was wishing that she had.
“Rosette?” Anna’s voice disrupted her
thoughts and forcefully ripped her from her worries with a jolt. “Jeepers,
Rosette, you jake?” Anna asked worriedly at Rosette’s sudden jump.
“Fine, Anna, yeah I’m jake.” Rosette
sighed, and flashed a wide grin at Anna’s skeptical look. “I’m just not looking
forward to confession is all.” Rosette muttered feeling her face heat while
secretly praying that no one would know what it was she was hiding. She hated
secrets, they always made her feel so dirty inside, well all secrets aside from
Chrno. He was the one secret that she was willing to keep until the day she
died and never feel sorry for it once. …then
Aion came…
“Oh! That’s right! So what you do this
time? Blow up the bathroom?” Anna Asked with a grin.
“No, I heard she stole the jalopy
again and then crashed it into the bathrooms which caused the explosion.” Mary
said with that all too familiar innocence-is-bliss (or in her case a condition)
look upon her cute face. Anna gasped putting a hand to her face before turning
to face Rosette horrified. My god, how
bad can my faults get? It was just a little spin in the jalopy, and the
bathroom didn’t explode from my crashing into it! It was because the jostle
caused Elder to mix the wrong ingredients-why he was doing that in the men’s bathroom is beyond intelligent
and sane people- but the fact is it was his fault, not mine! Rosette bit her lip angrily trying not to make a
scene fearful of how she may react to seeing Sister Kate.
“I thought it was because she
destroyed the stained glass window by firing a rubber band, which knocked over
the candle stick, that tripped the little boy who throw the pitcher of blessed
water, that knocked over the statue of Mary who’s head broke the glass, then
made her escape to the jalopy only to loose control and crash into the bathroom
destroying it.” Claire stated calmly from behind both Anna and Mary. Both girls
gave little gasps of shock before turning accusing stares to Rosette. That, was
when the damn broke.
“Look! I did not do that! The rubber
band was last week and I only hid in
the jalopy, that coincidently was taken out on a mission and destroyed by the
monster! I did not—“Rosette was cut short by a firm hand on her shoulder as the
attending sister pushed her forward toward the confessional.
“Your next.”
Rosette felt her throat tighten and
she dug her heels into the carpet trying to stop her movements. “Uh… but—I uh…”
“Have fun!”
Rosette shot the three girls a glare
over her shoulder and caught Claire’s parting comment. “You don’t think she… did something with Chrno… do you?”
All three girl’s turned to look at her
and Rosette flipped around darting into the confessional as her face heated up.
What do they mean by that?! Rosette
screamed internally as her mind brought up the position that Father Remington
and Sister Kate had been in but easily substituting herself and Chrno into the
leading roles.
Rosette’s heart pounded harshly in her
chest as a heat spread through her tingling in her toes. Somehow that image
didn’t seem so wrong or frightening.
“Rosette?”
“WAHG!” Rosette screamed leaping up
onto the seat at the sudden voice from behind her, and only when he started to
laugh did her heart stop dead in its tracks from its mile dash inside her
chest. “Father… Remington…”
Silence flowed between them until
Rosette suddenly broke, “Forgive me Father for I have sinned… I crashed the
jalopy into the men’s bathroom facilities and made Sister Kate angry and told
her to sit on a thumb tack. I swore at you two days ago and ate all of Chrno’s
meal because he was being a wet blanket. That’s all, have a nice day! I’ll do
my usual for forgiveness—“ Rosette rushed, hastily clamoring to her feet in an
attempt to escape from the small box but was interrupted by the good father as
soon as her hand touched the door.
“Are you sure that is all?”
Rosette froze in utter terror as sweat
gathered on her forehead. Suddenly it was hard to breath, and the room was
muggy and confining; trapping her with in its darkness.
She swallowed several times, trying to
moisten the dryness in her throat, but she still cracked when she spoke, her
voice sounding oddly unfamiliar. “No, Father. That’s all.”
She didn’t wait for his response, she
threw open the door and bolted out. Passed the stationed nuns, and line of
classmates waiting for their turn. She ignored their questioned stares as she
ignored Remington’s call for her to return. She didn’t stop until she was
safely locked inside of the Elder’s house, her back pressed against the tightly
shut door to Chrno’s room, panting, and sweaty.
Her knees shook as if she would
collapse and so she moved toward the empty bed, knowing that Chrno was probably
out with Elder for the morning, and collapsed onto it curling into a tight ball
and fisting his blankets to her nose.
Chrno…
They smelled of the deep forest and held
a musky undertone that could only be described as endless time-Chrno’s smell.
Rosette curled close pretending that her demon was there holding her close, his
fingers running through her hair as he told her another timeless story filled
with wisdom and adventure, everything that was so very far away from Remington
and Sister Kate, and her big oak desk.
Rosette closed her eyes, tired of
thinking and let her self be lulled to sleep by the smell that surrounded her.
For the moment she was safe, for one moment, she was home.
Evening, same day, 7:25 p.m.
Chrno turned another page, not really
reading the book anymore, his eyes scanning over the words half paying
attention to what was there and half wondering what the girl next to him was
thinking.
He’d found her resting on his bed that
afternoon, curled up as if she was afraid something was going to take her away.
He’d let her sleep after making sure that nothing was wrong with her, and when
Remington came questioning after her he’d told him that he’d send her as soon
as she awoke, which, of course, he didn’t do.
Why he had to se her looking as frantic as
that… Chrno shook his head,
knowing that he was being overprotective but not really caring much about it. Rosette looked horrified when I told her
that Remington had come for her… wonder what’s going on between them.
Chrno glanced over his book at the
girl who was seated with her knees drawn up to her chin, unintentionally giving
him a bird’s eye view of her bloomers. Chrno blushed and returned to his book.
“You know Rosette, if you need to
talk, I’m here.” Chrno offered, not too surprised when silence was his only
answer. Chrno shrugged and continued reading.
Rosette seemed to fidget in her place
making soft little noises as if reluctant to speak. Chrno smiled to himself and
pretended not to notice.
“Uh… …” Rosette became quiet again.
Several moments passed in utter stillness. Chrno listened as the nighttime
noises resumed their serenade from outside of the open window. It was
relatively quiet due to the Elder’s absence. He’d been brought out for some
testing earlier that evening and had phoned to tell everyone that he’d not be
back until later the next morning. Chrno almost missed the sound of the old man
tinkering in the room next to his, it seemed almost to quiet now with him gone.
Almost like it was in the tomb-
“Chrno, what does it mean when a man
and a woman rub against each other with out undergarments?”
-What the hell?!
Chrno jerked, ignoring the tearing
sound as the page was ripped from book in his hands. Chrno blinked wide eyes at
the darkly flushed girl in front of him, her short hair desperately trying to
hide her flaming face. Her question had been so unexpected that it left his
mind blank and caused Chrno to scramble for an answer when she looked up at him
with her curious blue eyes.
“uh… well… you see…. When a man… you
know a woman…” Chrno stopped to let out a sigh wondering just how he was
supposed to explain this one, and trying not to ask why no one bothered to
explain this to her before. I mean
wouldn’t it be logical to tell her this when her bleeding time first came?!
“You see Rosette, men and women are
different from each other physically and—.”
Chrno could feel his face heating up and missed the shoe that had come
flying at his head.
“OW!” Chrno lifted a hand to his
abused head and glared at the child who was standing up with her face as red as
a cherry tomato, her shoulders rising and falling with her deep breaths.
“Fluff-brain! I know that!”
“Then what the hell are you asking
me?!” Chrno didn’t mean to raise his voice, and regretted it when Rosette
flinched back slightly, but the whole topic was a bit much for him to take
considering the dangers this path could possibly lead to. Dear god, what Am I thinking of?! It’s not like Rosette would jump me
if she knew the ins and outs of … of… Chrno blushed to the roots of his hair feeling
rather silly. He was well over a hundred, and lived much longer than any human
alive, and still blushed at the notion of physical intimacy.
“… well, I meant…” Rosette was now
standing with her head bowed down, her hands toying with the pleats of her
skirt. Chrno looked up at her his heart beating erratically as his eyes passed
over her slim curving legs, trim waist, and developed chest. She was young,
yes, but she was also a woman. A very beautiful one at that, both inside and
out, and he loved her, more than anything else. More, even, than Magdalene.
He fell in love with her as a person,
a child he wanted to protect, the friend he’d always searched for, and now, as
a young woman he’d die to protect. No…
she wouldn’t jump me… but… I might jump her…
Chrno shook the notion off harshly,
sitting up straighter, forcing himself to be the caring friend that she knew
him as. He could not let his emotions show, he would only give her what she
wanted, what she asked for.
“I’m listening.” Chrno said, his voice
calmer than before, perfected under his mask of mild friendship. His calming
voice seemed to snap something in Rosette, and she looked up at him, her face
crumpling as tears rushed over her cheeks.
“Chrno!” Her sob ripped his heart open
and he readily accepted her running hug as the story spilled from her lips.
Each word branding his mind with a gory picture he had a difficult time
believing as well as stomaching.
“And—and I saw … a piece of him… and
it… it…”
Chrno pulled Rosette closer to him
rocking her as her coked sobs turned to hiccups. So this was it… this was your reason for being so odd… Chrno smiled
gently, his hand running over the crown of her head, reminded yet again of her
child-like innocence and frailty, and the urge to calm her fears rose high in
his chest.
“Shh,
Rosette. It’s okay, that was a natural thing that you saw.”
“Huh?” Rosette asked pulling back just
enough so that Chrno could see her red tinged eyes.
“Yes, Rosette, it’s something that is
very natural and special, which is why you felt funny seeing it. It’s something
secret and sacred to the two who… well… do it.” Chrno said with a smile his
finger brushing a stray tear from her face.
Rosette blinked wide eyes at him,
comprehending his words carefully and Chrno couldn’t help but chuckle to
himself. So, all their preaching is only
words. They also live as well… Guess no one is perfect, and I think that was
god’s plan…
“But… it looked … so painful. Why
would anyone…”
Chrno felt his cheeks flush again, and
he tried not to trip over his words as he explained the reason behind the
action she’d witnessed.
“Well, there is… a number of reasons…
it’s how you make babies… it’s an expression of love in most cases, and, it
actually feels quite nice…”
“You’ve done it before?” Rosette’s
question made Chrno nearly jump from his skin and he choked on his own breath.
“W-what?!”
“Make love. You’ve done it before,
right?” Rosette asked bluntly, sitting back and away from him completely,
crossing her arms over her chest giving him a light glare.
Chrno wasn’t sure his face could get
any redder as he sat there opening and closing his mouth like a fish out of
water. “I.. uh-tha-you….”
Rosette’s eyes narrowed slightly,
“Well?”
Chrno let out a sigh, looking off and
into a corner wishing that he had been able to lie to the woman-child that
seemed to be completely over her fear of the “unnatural” behavior. “Once. Long
ago.”
Rosette slumped a bit, her expression
turning to one of shocked fascination and Chrno bit back a curse, his own look
darkening. The silence was weighted, and Chrno couldn’t help but wonder what
Rosette thought of him now, now that she knew the extent of his impurity.
“Was it for love?” Her question
startled him, and his eyes widened as he turned to face her, surprised at her
lack of conviction, but at the same time not all that shocked at all. Chrno
smiled softly, wishing he could explain it all to her and yet knowing that he
couldn’t at the same time.
“Yes… and no.” His question seemed to
confuse her and Chrno reached out touching her face gently. “It was love on my
part… generosity on hers… but it was a long time ago.”
Rosette looked saddened by his answer,
and Chrno forced a bright grin for her. Silence drifted between them again and
Rosette’s gaze fell back to her lap where her hands where fisted. Chrno watched
her quietly, waiting for her next round of questions before.
The ticking of the pocket watch grew
loud in the quiet room, and Chrno was almost tempted to pick the bible back up
again by the time Rosette finally spoke, her words shattering the air even
though the question was no louder than a whisper.
“Can I see it?”
Holy shit.
Chrno’s mouth fell open as Rosette
blushed suddenly jumping to her feet, hands fisted at her sides. “I’m sorry…
I…” Rosette stopped speaking and just stood there shaking in embarrassed
curiosity.
There is no way this is happening… One look at the girl and Chrno knew
otherwise. He felt his face heat as he stood, mentally curing himself as his
insides twisted inside of him, whether from humiliation or excitement he didn’t
know. She just wants to… see… how bad can
it be?
Rosette jumped when he moved and Chrno
swallowed hard, suddenly feeling rather foolish as his hands moved to the front
of his pants releasing them.
His heart pounded in his ears as he
pulled himself from his clothing allowing Rosette to see him. A tiny gasp
escaped her and Chrno felt his heart jolt. His ears burned painfully as he kept
his face lowered to the ground. I
shouldn’t act this way… she’ll feel bad for making me do it… Look up Chrno.
Look up! Chrno forced his head up and felt his stomach clench at the wide
–eyed look that she gave him. Chrno fought the urge to cover himself up as she
openly stared at his member.
“That…” Rosette said, her voice
trembling a bit, “Goes… in… me?” Rosette asked fearfully, her eyes dropping to
her lower body. The fear in her moved Chrno and he knelt in front of her
gripping her hands so that she could look into his eyes.
“It’s all right Rosette. It fits, and
it feels really good.” His assurances brought her trembling to a halt but the
fear in her eyes remained and Chrno stood steering her to sit on the edge of
the bed and he crouched before her still holding her hands. “When you’re with
someone you love… it’s not scary Rosette. When the time comes for you, you’ll
be ready. So don’t worry, okay?” Chrno said with a reassuring smile. This time,
she smiled back and gave him a small nod.
“Okay then.” Chrno said standing back
up, forgetting that he was still a little bare, that is, until Rosette reminded
him.
“Chrno?”
“Hm?”
“Can I… touch it?”
Chrno blinked, knowing that there was
no possible way that his luck was seriously that bad. This is not… is Not… happening. This is a wet dream nightmare!
Chrno met her stare to refuse her, but the words died in his throat at her
pleading stare. He just couldn’t deny her. She could ask him to die, and he’d
comply. To ask something like this… Damn
it!
Chrno’s fists tightened as he turned
to face her, taking a few steps closer until he stood directly before her. She
looked up at him a little timid and he met her gaze with his own. I won’t say no… but please Rosette… don’t do
it…
His silent plea seemed to fall short
of reaching her as her attention was brought back to his penis. Chrno felt his
blood heat as she stared, her hand lifting, slowly, making its way toward him.
A soft brush of cool skin made him
gasp as his member gave a twitch hardening slightly. Rosette pulled her hand
away with a startled squeak and Chrno shivered at the innocent torture. Dear god… she barely touched me… and… and…
“Rosette…” Chrno breathed slightly
shocked when her fingers returned again touching him with the slightest of
caresses.
“It looked like this…” Rosette
whispered, her finger tracing him and Chrno gasped, his legs shaking at the
sensations that shot through him. The heat was growing deep inside of him again
and it was hard to think clearly as his erection grew painfully taunt. “…why?”
Her question barely registered in his
mind, and he struggled to answer her. His voice was breathy as he managed to
pant through light grunts, “it’s… ready…. Uh!… Sensitive… f-feels… good.” Chrno
bit off a groan trying hard not to scare Rosette. She seemed to think his
explanation over, and her hand stopped moving, resting on his tip instead.
Chrno breathed heavily through his
mouth, his member throbbing with the blood that rushed through him. He opened
his eyes to see if she was satisfied, just as she moved to hold him in her
fist.
“Rosette?” Chrno gasped as she seemed
to contemplate something. She moved her hand down his length and then pulled
back, applying a slight pressure when he moaned her name.
Chrno grunted trying to stop the
building pressure in his burning abdomen. His knees buckled as she pumped her
hand over him, her grip tightening with each slide and pull until he was
rocking with her movements.
Chrno bent at the waist placing two
shaking hands on Rosette’s shoulders stopping her ministrations with a soft
shake. “S-stop… Rosette…”
Rosette blinked confused. But I thought it felt good… Rosette
thought, looking up and into Chrno’s sweaty face. The dampness of his bangs
made the hot tingly feeling grow inside of her and Rosette felt her insides
wiggle with the desire to continue her actions.
“Does it hurt?” Rosette asked,
noticing the pained expression on his face and wondering if she’d fowled in
some way.
“No… it feels… too good.” Chrno said breathlessly, and Rosette felt her body burn
all the way down to her toes.
“Then why stop?” Rosette chirped
moving her hand quickly over him. His fingers bit into her shoulders as he
cried out, grunting and gasping her name as he helplessly moved into her hand.
Her heart pounded as she recognized
the sounds but this time, they didn’t scare her in the least. There was nothing
wrong with this, no this time, it felt… right.
“Rosette!” Chrno’s gasping breath
panted by her ear and she felt him tremble against her. His cries and sounds of
pleasure fueled the fire that had started up inside of her, and she felt the
tense knot in her lower stomach give a twinge at every sound he made.
Her skin felt sensitize by his breath,
and each puff of air sent an electric jolt straight down her spine.
His skin was soft in her hand as she
sped up the pace, loving the feeling of power that she wielded over him. He
grunted, face pressing into her shoulder as he arched and a white liquid flew
from the appendage in her hand. Rosette jumped, surprised as Chrno sunk to his
knees before her, shaking and trembling, sweat dripping from his bangs. What… was…
“Are… you… jake… Rosette?” Chrno
panted and Rosette turned startled eyes to him looking from his worried
expression to her white splattered dress and hand.
She lifted the hand to her face and
felt his grip tense on her shoulders. Rosette blinked, looking back down to his
penis. It was getting hard again, and she was pretty sure it had something to
do with seeing the white junk on her fingers.
“What is this?” Rosette asked
curiously, smelling it before sticking her tongue out and tasting it. It didn’t
taste so bad, she’d eaten worse, but it wasn’t great either. But the sound
Chrno made when she’d tried it, made it almost more addicting than ice cream.
“Chrno?”
“it’s… cum… it uh… it’s what helps to
make a baby.” Chrno whispered. Rosette lifted an eyebrow, wondering how white
paste made a baby, and stuck her finger in her mouth.
Chrno
made another sound and closed his eyes. Rosette smiled to herself, enjoying
this little game of fire and sound.
Why does this stuff make him act this way? Rosette wondered when her fingers were no
longer sticky.
Chrno
shook, moving to sit beside her on the bed, and Rosette noticed the soft
glimmer of the white liquid on his tip.
It comes… from there… Rosette lifted her eyes to look at Chrno,
the burn still inside her stomach wanting to taste more of the baby making
paste, but not quiet sure how to go about asking.
Chrno felt her eyes on him and looked
over to her with a fearful gaze. Her eyes darted from his erection to his face
and Chrno felt his insides quake at her unspoken question. But there was no way
that he could let her do that, it was wrong, right?
Chrno swallowed hard, his body
screaming for release and his heart pleading for him to stop her. She misread
his look and moved in front of him, her hand touching him again and Chrno cried
out, his shaft sore to the touch. “Rosette… no… don’t—“Chrno’s eyes shot open
as she tentatively licked his tip, her tongue tracing around his head as her
lips pulled over it sucking him.
“G—god rosette… n… no! Oh! God!
Rosette!” Chrno panted, unable to stop her actions as he fell backwards onto
his bed as her hand mover over him again.
She sighed against him, her breath fanning
from her nose and heating his already burning skin. The combination made Chrno
moan and arch slightly, accidentally pushing more of himself into her mouth. It
startled her a moment, but she quickly recovered venturing to try the newer
situation, her hand still furiously rubbing him from the base of his shaft to where
her lips suckled. “Rosette.. please… oh! Please!”
Chrno grunted, his hands fisting
tightly into the bed sheets as she moved. The combination of her sucking mouth
and pumping hand throwing him over the edge and into his second orgasm. Chrno
cried out a warning a moment too late and lay shaking as she swallowed his seed
down. He stared blankly at her as some of his ejaculation spilled over her chin
as she tried to lap it all up and his muscles tense for a third time. No… not again… no…
She pulled away from him, her lips red
and glistening with his fluids as she looked up at him with flushed cheeks and
pleading eyes. “Chrno… show me how it feels?”
“Rosette…” Chrno whimpered, feeling torn.
She bit her lip and moved up on the bed beside him pinning his eyes with her
own.
“Please, Chrno?”
“But, Rosette, I’m-“
“Please.”
Chrno met her eyes, tortured from the
inside. No Rosette, don’t ask this of me…
I can’t let you go after that… I won’t. You will be mine, I won’t let another
have you if you ask this of me now…
“You said that, if its with someone
you love, its okay, right?” Rosette asked and Chrno met her stare a sort of
shock seeping into his mind. She doesn’t
understand the difference in love… does she?
“… and, you love me… don’t you,
Chrno?” Her question was innocent, hopeful, and loving and it left Chrno
speechless for several moments. Are you
implying… that you love me Rosette?
Chrno made a small sound in the back
of his throat, uncomfortable with how things where turning, and Rosette leaned
closer to him, her eyes fearful of his rejection.
“Right, Chrno?”
Chrno closed his eyes, resigning to
his fate. His arms reached up of their own accord to pull her down and onto his
chest, where he held her close, feeling her heart beat against him warm and
steady, alive.
What could possibly become of us Rosette? Of
our love?
“Yes Rosette, always…” Chrno
whispered, a few tears burning the back of his eyes, a part of him knowing the
futility of admitting those words of feeling. The world would not accept them,
Aion would always stand in the way of their happiness, and her life… her life
would one day run out.
And in that he found his answers.
There was no time to be insecure, no time to wonder on what was right or wrong.
Their days where numbered, and they would have to make as much of that time as
possible. Rosette… will never grow up…
because she’ll never have the chance to… she’ll never forget the innocent days
of her youth… just as she’ll never grow old.
Chrno pulled her face up, his lips
meeting hers in a gentle kiss. It was an awkward kiss, full of inexperience,
but it was treasured al the same. Chrno sat up, his arms looping around her
thin frame holding her in his lap as he deepened their kiss, his tongue
sweeping into her mouth tasting her fully. She shook in his arms and he moaned
her name breathlessly against her as his hands shifted over her sides and back.
She wiggled against him and Chrno
gasped as her movement put friction onto his overly sore and sensitive
erection. He would be hurting in the morning. He’d be lucky if he could walk
normally after what he’d been through.
Rosette gasped, her hands pushing and
pulling on his clothes and Chrno moved to lay her back onto his bed. Rosette
looked up at him, her eyes glazed with want, cheeks rosy with affection. Her
lips where swollen from his kisses and her hair was askew across his pillow. A
warmth swelled in his chest, one that was almost painful and Chrno laid over
her, pulling her into a tight embrace, simply holding her for a moment, his
words hardly audible as he whispered his adoration in to her ear. “I love you,
Rosette… dear god, I love you… don’t leave me… please… don’t leave…”
They made love then, on his bed, in
the embrace of the shadowy night. That was the only way he could word it. It
wasn’t sex, it wasn’t fucking, it was making love.
He removed his clothes first allowing
her to feel comfortable with him before daring to touch her clothes, and as he
removed them, he paused to hold her and kiss her, touching her newly revealed
skin as he slowly worked the garments from her body, until they laid, twined
with one another, naked and sweaty.
He showed her how to love a body,
molding her chest with his hands as he moved one down to fondle her core. She
writhed and cried out beneath him as he readied her for his entrance, slowing
when she became scared.
He drew her close to the edge before
withdrawing his fingers, and moving into her, hoping that the pleasure would
numb most of the pain. She gasped against him her slim arms holding him close
as he pushed into her tight opening. He hissed at the sensation of her forcing
himself to move slowly, she cried briefly when he broke her maiden head, but
her passion returned as he waited with in her. It was hard not to move, not to
pump and grind, and take, but Chrno grit his teeth determined not to hurt her.
His fingers clawed at the blankets, and his body trembled with his need, sweat
trickling off of his body. She shifted against him first and he groaned,
pinning her to the bed, shocking her still as he bared his teeth against her
throat breathing harshly against her skin.
“Hold still Rosette… not… yet…” Chrno
panted, and Rosette waited. For two minutes. She arched against him once and
Chrno gasped pumping back and she let out a startled moan kissing his neck as
he began his rhythm.
They rocked together, learning the
dance they created until both collapsed, sweaty and exhausted. Chrno pulled out
before he came again, and her questioning stare he kissed away as he pulled her
close covering her with his blanket, willing her to sleep. “When your older
Rosette… I’ll let you try that lesson when your older…”
She seemed satisfied with that and
snuggled close to him. “Chrno?”
“hmm?”
“Can we do this again… tomorrow?”
Chrno sighed, wondering if he could be
sent anywhere worse than hell for teaching a would be nun the lessons of life. I’ve created a monster…
“Chrno?”
“Yes Rosette…”
She gave a little cheer and Chrno
rolled his eyes as sleep called to him. I
guess she’s not afraid anymore…
Next day 12:45 p.m.
The small confessional was dark and
cramped, but, not all that bad and Rosette leaned against the wall, slightly
bored. Remington was late.
He’d requested a meeting with her and
had made an appointment for the confessionals, to which it would be easier to
talk. Rosette thought that outside in the bright warm sun was a much better
solution but, Remington didn’t feel the same.
A soft clatter alerted her to his
arrival and she sat up straight. “Remington?”
“Sorry, Rosette, Elder needed
something.”
“That’s fine. So what do you need to
talk about? And why here?”
A long pause followed her question and
Rosette started to wonder if Remington
had died on the other side. What did I
say?
“Rosette… about what you saw… two
nights ago…” Remington began and Rosette felt her face heat up and she looked
away from the covered window Remington sat behind. “If we scared you… well,
look I’m sorry that you saw that… you see… uh…”
“It’s okay Remington. I’m all right,
in fact let’s pretend it didn’t happen, okay?”
“Rosette…” He still sounded
remorseful. “You sure you’re fine?”
Rosette smiled to herself, feeling
calm. It was natural to make love, and it was a very beautiful thing, so why
should he feel bad about it.
“Chrno!” Rosette called out frightened
by the overpowering feelings and loss of control. Crimson eyes locked with her
own, and he leaned close lying over her his arms lowering to hold her hips
gyrating slowly with in her as he tenderly kissed her cheeks.
“Shh… it’s okay…I’m here Rosette… I’m…. here…”
His
words calmed her, and Rosette gasped against him, allowing him to guide her as
she lost herself in her passion.
“It’s jake Remington, stop acting so weird.” Rosette
said, standing and walking out of the confessional.
“Rosette!” Remington called out, and he appeared from his
own booth and she gave him a bright smile.
“What is it?”
He blinked at her, looking a bit confused before shaking
his head and returning her smile. “It’s nothing Rosette. You just seem… more
grown up. Forget it.”
Rosette nodded and stepped out into the warm sunlight,
her new uniform billowing in the wind. Grown
up? Ha! Who’d want to do that?
Rosette laughed to herself as she made her way toward
Chrno where he waited on the fountain’s edge for her. Besides, when you grow up, you don’t need lessons….
~Owari~
A.N. Okay, that didn’t turn out like I had expected.
If it sucked, sorry, I may rewrite it later who knows. Well, see you next time.
Lechan
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