The Aphrodisiac | By : acmelger Category: Fruits Basket > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 9208 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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The Aphrodisiac: High School Boys
Author’s Notes: This is the second part of the story. I see
one more chapter after this one. Expect a bit of lime & a confused cat
here. The next chapter will be more action-oriented …and I’m sure you all know
what I mean.
Disclaimer: I don’t own Fruits Basket.
Kyo POV
*
Two days. It had been two days since I saw Shigure naked,
since he saw me naked, and since we kind of had sex. I’m saying kind of, but we
might as well have. I took a bath and went to bed, but I was still awake when
everyone got home. Shigure stayed in bed, but I could hear Tohru’s trauma about
the trashed study downstairs.
I had school yesterday and had to keep messing with my
collar to keep that huge lecherous bite mark covered up. What the hell was he
thinking? I liked the kissing and stuff, and okay, I didn’t fight him when he
bit me, but did he need to leave his vampire mark on me? I’m pale to start
with, and this huge red and purple mark right at the base of my neck on the
left side stood out like a neon sign.
Hatori came over the day after the incident to yell at
Shigure. Well, he didn’t yell, but you know Hatori. He looked really
disappointed and annoyed about having to leave his house. Shigure swore in
front of all of us that he would never consume anything sent by his fans, and
Tohru looked really worried about it. I told him he should be his own taster to
see if any of it’s poison, but nobody laughed. Shigure even looked a little
hurt.
So I’ve decided that Shigure doesn’t really have a thing
for high school girls. He has a thing for high school boys, too. I guess anyone
under the age of eighteen is his style, and I happened to be available. I bet
if we’d all been home that night he’d have tried to take turns with us, and
that if Hatori had come to visit, he wouldn’t have had sex with him. Too old.
Maybe I’m not being fair, but things could get really
messy. Shigure hasn’t made hints or said anything, but I don’t trust that dog
as far as I could drop kick him, so I’m waiting for something to happen. Then,
when I think about that, I wonder if I want something to happen. I mean,
obviously I don’t want Yuki and Tohru to know that I rolled around naked with
Shigure for a couple of hours. Still, he’s given me a couple of looks over the
past few days, when nobody else is looking, that made my bite mark hurt and my
groin stir. Those smoldering looks like on the front of his trashy novels. The
stupid dog is good at them, too. I bet he could have most anyone he wants, but
he got stuck with me one time and now can’t go somewhere else to get his dick,
er, itch scratched?
He must date, right? He goes out, doesn’t he? I’m on the
porch thinking about this like it’s one of the mysteries of life or something.
He’s always home when we return from school, but he could have four or five
dates while we’re gone. But then, when would he write? He works some in the
evenings, but I think he gets most of it done while we’re not here to distract
him. Does he not date, then? He’s attractive and has a cool job and fans, he
shouldn’t be pent up like the rest of us, should he? There’s always the curse,
but Shigure the Pervert wouldn’t let something like that get in his way.
Probably has a copy of the Kama Sutra where he dog-eared all the pages with
positions that wouldn’t cause him to change. Ew.
I always knew I’d like sex, but I didn’t think he’d be the
one to show me. Didn’t really know I liked boys, either. I knew I didn’t like
most girls that way, but I hadn’t had a crush on any guys so I hadn’t really
given it much thought. Hello, my name is Kyo. I am at least bisexual, but quite
possibly gay. I had sex with my older male cousin, and now I’m really confused.
I did really like the sex, though. Maybe I could slip
Shigure some more of that aphrodisiac and have more sex. And that thought is
nearly enough to send me running and screaming away from the house. Get a hold
of yourself, Kyo. Even as I’m telling myself that I find myself in Shigure’s
study, looking at him across his desk. How did I get here? Treacherous feet.
Shigure looks surprised. “Is there something you need,
Kyo?” he asks me. Like that’s not a leading question. He smirks at me and I
decide I really dislike that expression. “Ha-san took all the aphrodisiac with
him. If you want to give it a girl you like, you’ll have to get your own.”
“I don’t like any girl,” I sputter, and want to kick myself
for spitting that out. I smirk to cover it. “So, you should change your little
song to high school boys, don’t you think?”
His expression is as blank as I’ve ever seen it, like I’ve
hurt him somehow and he’s trying to cover it. He seems very serious all of the
sudden. “Despite what you may believe,” he says very seriously, “I do not make
it a habit to focus my attentions on under-age girls or boys. I have my
fantasies as any creative person will, but that’s all they are. What happened
between us is something else altogether.”
I gasp and shut the door behind me. “You said you wouldn’t
mention that,” I hiss.
“I did not bring up the subject. You can not expect to come
into my study in my home and accuse me of being a pedophile, and not have me
try to set the record straight.” He has on his “reasonable” face. “I apologize
if that is not what you intended for your first time, but I do hope it was
mostly a positive experience for you.”
“So you go around helping people lose their virginity?” I
am very confused, and I’m not sure what I expected from this conversation at
all.
Shigure snorts and waves his hand at me. “No, not at all. I
believe that in my varied and long sexual history you are perhaps my second or
third virgin. They do run together after a time.”
I feel myself getting angry, even though I know he said
that on purpose. “So I’m just another virgin for you? Just another handy,
handy…” I can’t even think of the right word, I’m so pissed.
“Screw?” Shigure offers. He’s
smirking again, but stops when he sees death in my eyes. “How do I explain this
to you without offending you? I am trying to honor your wishes, to never
mention it and forget it ever happened. What would you have me do, Kyo? Do you
want to date now? Do you want to have sex again? What do you want?”
That’s a good question, I decide. I don’t know why I came
into this room in the first place, and I sure as hell don’t know what I want
from the dog. I would love to have sex, and soon, but do I want to do it with
Shigure? As for dating, that’ll never happen. I almost laugh imagining us going
out to dinner, him opening the door for me and putting his hand on my back to
lead me into a restaurant. Yeah, they’d arrest him.
I settle on giving him my death glare and stomping from the
room. I end up on the roof for the rest of the afternoon. Tohru comes up and
brings me a snack, but I don’t tell her what’s wrong with me. I only go back
down when she fetches me for dinner.
Everybody else is already at the table, and I have to sit
next to the dog. I don’t look at him as I start to eat, and I concentrate on
whatever Tohru is saying to make it easier to ignore him. Apparently I’m not
paying enough attention, because she has to tell me three times that she and
Yuki are going to a movie after dinner. She asks me if I want to go, but I
think from the slight blush on her cheeks as she looks at that damn rat that I
shouldn’t go along on their “date”.
It takes a few minutes, but eventually I notice Shigure’s
knee resting against my own. I don’t want to look at it, because I don’t want
anyone else to notice it, but I see it out of the corner of my eye. Shigure
looks completely innocent, and as we all know, it’s only when he looks innocent
that he’s definitely up to something. I go back to eating my fish when I feel
his knee slide up a few inches and rub gently against my lower thigh. Hell,
what’s he trying to do to me at the dinner table?
I look over to glare at him, but he smiles at me. I notice
vaguely that he’s leaning forward a bit and eating with one hand. I realize why
when his free hand goes under the table and gently grips my inner thigh. What
the hell? I’m going to have to kill him, that’s all there is to it.
Being in my condition, I can’t exactly jump up from the
table and help Tohru with the dishes. Even if she didn’t notice, Yuki would
wonder why I had a hard-on for dinner. Food fetish, ew. They go into the
kitchen to do dishes, and Shigure slips away to his study, closing the door.
Steeling my resolve, I stay at the table. When Yuki and Tohru finally leave for
the movie, I run into the other room, slamming the door behind me.
Shigure pounces on me as soon as I’m in. He’d apparently
been hiding and waiting for me or something. He starts to kiss me and I can’t
remember what I was going to say. We kiss a bit harder, wetter, and I feel
myself laid out on his desk with him hovering over me. We’re connected at the
lips, but he’s keeping his body a few inches distant. I suck his tongue into my
mouth and wrap my legs around his hips, pulling them into mine. Even through
clothes that touch is intense! He’s hard and I’m hard, and now he’s sucking on
my tongue.
He slips his hand down my pants and into my boxers. My cock
lurches into his palm like it was made to go there, and I return the favor. The
good thing about his robes is the easy access. Great, now I’m starting to think
dirty like the pervert dog. I know we’re not going to last long as soon as we
touch each other we both start to shiver. It’s cool having someone else touch
me there, because it’s different but the same. I follow his lead mostly and we
match our rhythms. Firm, long steady strokes down, returning up a bit faster
with a spiral on the rod. It’s good, actually. I’ll have to try it on my own
sometime.
We lurch into each other and come just as quickly as I
thought we would. Shigure kisses me gently and lets me go. “I’m usually
esteemed for my stamina,” he laughs. “You are a danger to my self-control.”
I don’t know what to make of that, so I let go of him and
move to the side. I’m being poked in the back and bat things away with my hand.
Pens and paperclips go flying. “This is not very comfortable,” I mutter.
He kisses my forehead and nuzzles a bit closer. “We could
go to my room. They’ll be gone for hours.”
It was the nuzzle that freaked me out. Like he really likes
me or something. I know the difference between casual sex and caring for
someone, and I’m really confused on where we are. “We have to stop this.”
Shigure stops and pulls back. “Didn’t you like it?”
I roll my eyes at him. “Of course I liked it, but we
shouldn’t be doing this together. You don’t even really like me. We live
together, we should just leave each other alone.”
“I like you,” he protested, but I didn’t really believe
him. I knew he liked me as a family member, and all things considered he’d been
really nice to me when I moved in, no matter how much he teased me. I was
confusing myself with all of these feelings. Did I want him to *really* like me
or what? I saw him looking at me really hard, like he could read whatever I was
thinking. “I want you to be happy, Kyo. No matter what you may believe, I think
you deserve it. This,” he gestured to the two of us, “could be whatever you
want it to be.”
“I’m not some sex toy,” I blurt, and then want to hide.
Where did that come from?
He hugs me gently, and I let him. It’s kind of nice to be
held. Shigure at least knows what I’ve been through, and as much as he can he’s
been there for me through some rough patches. Of course, I’m not going to tell
him I respect him or anything, because I don’t. But I don’t dislike him, not
really. “I apologize if I made you think that of yourself.” He sighed heavily.
“I never know what to say to you to make it better. You are very fierce, Kyo,
and prickly like you wouldn’t believe. If I told you you were beautiful, you
wouldn’t believe me. If I told you were desirable, you’d roll your eyes. I
think both of these things about you, and it isn’t because I took those herbs.
I’ve always thought that, and hoped from the moment I first saw you that you
might believe these things about yourself one day. I suppose what I really want
is to be able to prove that to you.”
I’m surprised by all of this, that’s for sure. That was a
big speech for the pervert. It’s going to take more that that little pep talk
for me to think I’m hot, but I’m really stunned that he even tried. I know very
well how stubborn I can be, how easily I get angry, and how defensive I am
about myself. He’s still holding me, and I turn my head slightly into his
chest. He hugs me a bit tighter, and I find myself hugging him back. Weird.
“Who did you want to come home first when you took that stuff?” I can’t help
asking. I still don’t really know why he took the stuff in the first place, and
I think it would kill me a little if he had wanted someone else.
I feel him shrug. “I swear I never expected that to work.
I’d just finished a very important love scene, but it was lacking something. I
took it half-joking, like if it worked it would help with my writing.” His
chuckle vibrated through my body. “It did inspire me, but that would be a bit
of a different story than I’ve written before.” I pinched his stomach lightly
in retribution, earning a startled, girly squeak from him. “To be honest, it
was more a matter of who I didn’t want to come home than anything. Tohru is so
naïve and innocent, and so obviously in love with Yuki, that I would have
locked her out of the house if she’d come home first. I suppose you’re wondering
about Yuki, though?” I nod and stay quiet. “Yuki and I have always been closer
in the family sense. We feel like cousins to each other, and while I
acknowledge he is beautiful, even for a Sohma, I don’t think of him that way.”
“Did you want me to come home?” I can’t keep myself from
asking.
“Yes and no. I have watched you from a distance for some
time. If I’m being very honest, I have been attracted to you for nearly as
long. Part of me was waiting eagerly for you to get home, and the rest of me
hoped you’d be delayed, because this is not the way I ever wanted this to
happen.”
I’m a coward, and I admit it to myself in certain
situations. I didn’t look into his eyes when I asked my next question. “But you
wanted this to happen at some point?”
His body relaxed under me, and I knew he was smiling. “It was my favorite and
most vexing dream.” He petted my hair for a few minutes and began to move away.
“Now I know you must be very confused and this is a very new situation for you.
I will give you as much time as you need to work out what you want, Kyo. I know
what I want, and what I am willing to accept in the meantime, but you haven’t
had time to work things out for yourself yet. I am here if you want to talk
more, and you know my roof is always available. I am going to take a bath and
change my clothes and,” he looked at my pants, “you may want to do the same.”
I just sat there as he gently kissed my forehead, the tip
of my nose, and my chin, before smiling and leaving me alone. Hell, what was I
going to do now?
*
It’s been a week since the second time in Shigure’s study.
I am nearly as confused as I ever was, and I’m definitely pent up. I haven’t
been touched in a whole week! Granted, I waited a long time for the first
touch, but after that your tolerance gets lower. Shigure has made himself
available whenever I needed to talk, but I always asked one or two questions
and went to the roof to think.
Shigure likes me. He likes me not like a cousin, but like
some men like other men. He’s willing to wait for me to figure out my feelings.
One night after he’d come home from drinking sake with Ayame, I even got a
couple of confessions out of him. He’d date me! When I’m not underage, of
course, but he’d take me out to restaurants and movies and stuff. I don’t know
what I think about that. I was laughing at the very idea just last week. It’s
weird how quickly time flies when you’re freaking out. He wouldn’t talk too
much about his feelings, but I wouldn’t tell someone I loved them if I knew
they’d laugh or punch me.
So the way I understand things now, today, is that he wants
to keep seeing me in private. He said he knew it would take me a long time to
warm up to a new situation, so we could just see each other at home when the
others were gone. I like this idea, because I’m not ready to go out with a guy
yet. Never mind that I’m dying to have sex with him. Anyway, I need to make a
decision soon. Shigure is older and more mature, but I don’t think it would be
fair to one of the few people I know who really likes me to use him to ease my
sexual curiosity. I can’t imagine how hard it was to tell me he liked me in the
first place. I don’t have that kind of courage. Give me someone to fight and I
can do it, but I’m not a good talker.
I’m on the roof right now, trying to figure out what to do.
I know deep down I never thought Shigure was a totally bad guy, but I never
thought I’d be considering spending lots of private time with him. Of course, I
think he let me see more of who he really is under that joking mask this last
week. No one can be a useless pervert all the time.
Maybe I should just do it. I can get used to someone saying
I’m attractive and sexy, even if I don’t necessarily believe it. Maybe by the
time I’m legal I’ll be ready to go out in public with him. Akito won’t have to
know we’re seeing each other unless someone tells him, and I don’t plan on
anyone finding out. Actually, now that I think about it, that’s a good point.
If we can make sure no one in the house is suspicious, I’ll be willing to give
it a try.
Not for the first time, I find myself in Shigure’s study
with no memory of getting there. He was reading the newspaper, not working, and
he smiles at me as I walk in and slide the door shut. “Yuki and Tohru are at
the secret base, you picked a good time to come and see me.”
I smile slightly and sit on the
floor by him. “That’s kind of the reason I came to see you. I’ve been thinking
a lot the last few days,” I picked at imaginary lint on my pants as I talked,
“and I have a couple things I’d like to talk about.” He nodded encouragingly,
so I went on. “I don’t know how I feel about all of this really, but mostly I
think I’d be willing to see what happened.” He was smiling, and I looked away
so I could continue. When did his smile get so cute? “We obviously couldn’t do
things out of the house until I’m older, and I’m not sure what things I’d be
comfortable with then yet, but I’ll try to keep my mind open if you don’t ask
me to do anything stupid or embarrassing. I’m glad you like me, and I like you
in a non-family way, but don’t expect me to repeat that. Ever.” He was
obviously trying not to laugh. Stupid dog. “So the only thing we have to worry
about right now is Yuki and Tohru. Since we can’t go out, we have to see each
other here, and I expect that we will be doing more than just sneaking around
and having sex.” I blushed. “I mean, we can do that, too, but not only that.
None of this is any of their business, and I don’t want them to know.” I nodded
and stopped. “That’s it. What do you think?”
Shigure pulled me into his lap and
hugged me hard. He nuzzled my neck, and I have to admit I’m beginning to like
that a lot. I closed my eyes and leaned into him. This was what I liked, I
realized. I didn’t worry when Shigure held me. “Tohru works, and both she and
Yuki have active extra-curricular schedules. We will merely encourage Tohru to
spend more time away from home so she doesn’t feel guilty about us ordering in.
Plus, we could always meet after they’re both asleep, if we’re careful and
quiet.”
“You don’t think they’d hear us?”
“They might, but we’ll be careful. We’ll wait until it’s
very late, and not do that all of the time. It will be a burden on the both of
us, but I will value lying with you in my bed, when all is quiet, and even
sleeping together when the opportunity arises.”
“How do we do that with two other people in the house?”
“We will work around the other two people, obviously.” He
pulled me in for a kiss and I went eagerly. It was sweet and deep and lengthy
enough to tell me he meant it. “Our time together will be both special and
valuable, so I am willing to work to make it happen.” He gave me his patented
lecherous smirk. Uh oh. “Speaking of, Tohru is staying over at her friend
Hanajima’s home tomorrow night. Coincidentally, that is the night Yuki is
staying with Haru and Momiji for their ‘super-special Momiji boys-only
sleepover spectacular’ or something. You were invited, but declined.”
I returned his smirk. “I guess I knew what I was doing,
then.” I kissed him quickly as I heard the front door open. Yuki and Tohru had
returned. “Now, keep your perverted hands off me!” He laughs as I bat at his
hands and make a big display of stomping off.
Author’s Note: I think that went well, considering I’ve
never written in first-person POV before. Next chapter will be the payoff, the
fabulous lemon! Granted, there was lemon in the first chapter, but now we’ve
gotten all of the story out of the way, so next chapter we can skip right to
the smut. Yay!
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