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Everything Zen

By: msmartinez
folder Pokemon › General
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 4
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Disclaimer: I do not own Pokemon, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
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Kissy Kiss in the Rearview

Rosy was waiting for his arrival. Her father Ash had yet to arrive home. He was visiting his mother in his hometown of Pallet. Misty had finished preparing dinner, and they were anticipating Ash and Jamie. Rosy hoped Jamie arrived before Ash did. He really was picky about whom she dated. If he had any idea of her boyfriends at the Tech, he’d come unglued. She wasn’t looking forward to telling Jamie about them either. She knew he’d be hurt, possibly jealous and angry too. A knock on the door sent her youngest brother Johnny running to the door. He was an eight-year-old tornado. There wasn’t a minute he was awake that he wasn’t running around somewhere. He showed Jamie into the dining room, where Rosy’s family, including her father, were gathered. Ash, Rosy’s father, was less than cordial to their guest. The dinner dragged on painfully to Rosy. She couldn’t wait to be excused. “Mom, Jamie and I are going to take a walk,” Rosy said after the dishes were cleared. “Can we, please?”
“Okay, but take a coat,” Misty replied. “It’s a little chilly out tonight.”

“You should have her take more protection than that,” Ash muttered.

“Ash!” Misty looked angry enough to slap her husband. Rosy put her head in her hands. Derek’s eyes were wide. Johnny sat, confused. Jamie’s cheeks flushed. “Go on, now, kids,” Misty said, trying to keep her anger in check. “Don’t be too long.” Jamie and Rosy scooted out the door, leaving Misty to give Ash a few choice words.

“I can’t believe Daddy would say anything like that,” Rosy said, fuming. “He thinks guys are all the same. He acts like he was never young. You would think he’d trust me to make good choices. Ugh,” she shouted. “I don’t know why he thinks like this.”
Rosy led Jamie up to Cerulean Cape. The breeze from the water was cold. Jamie had been nearly silent all evening. Rosy was hoping to avoid telling him about her new life at the Tech, for fear of hurting him. She truly cared about him, but she felt she was too young to fully commit to someone. She had many boyfriends at the Tech. They all liked her. She knew that most of them were just waiting around so they could get in her pants. Only her mother knew the truth about her; she was a virgin. All her friends at the Tech; even her own daddy thought she was not. She wondered if Jamie thought the same about her. “Jamie, what do you think about me?”

They were sitting on the grass at the top of the cape. “I think you’re a good Pokémon trainer,” he answered. “I think you’re smart, spirited, and beautiful. Magnetic.” Her brow furrowed in confusion. “You draw people to you. Look at me. I’m just some shmuck with no chance in hell with you, yet here I am.”

“What makes you say that,” she whispered. She had a sinking feeling he knew about it all.

He sighed. “I used to attend the Tech,” he explained. “I know the kind of kid that goes there. I was one of them. I also knew that even when you were thirteen, you were beautiful, desirable, and all the guys wanted you. I told myself Dallas Oak made all that stuff up about my parents to turn you against me, so he could have you. Now we’re older, and all those feelings I had for you, they’re... bigger than I thought they could be. Think of how they must feel about you now. I don’t know what goes on every day for you at the Tech, but I think I have a good idea.”

“You’re right about the guys,” she said. “I have more than a few boyfriends at the Tech. They all know about each other, too. And they’re okay with it. It makes them buy me things, expensive things. But, Jamie, none of them want to come to dinner at my house. They don’t want me for me. They just want to...” Her voice trailed off.

“I know,” he said. “I knew you well at a time, and if you’re still the same Rosy, I know you wouldn’t take that kind of crap. Am I right?”

“Sort of,” she said. “I want to be with guys, but I don’t know about sex. All these guys have slept with the slutty girls at school, and they act like it makes them special. And the slutty girls think it makes the guys like them. But I know it doesn’t. Those kind of guys just want to get some. They don’t really care how, or with whom. I don’t want to be used like that.”

Jamie nodded. “But....” he questioned.

“You knew there was a ‘but’ coming, didn’t you,” Rosy said. “All right. I don’t want to be used like that, but all the guys and my girlfriends think I have had sex. And, Jamie, I’m actually popular. I’m afraid if they find out about me, I won’t have friends anymore.” She hung her head. “You think I’m shallow, don’t you?”

“I think you are sixteen,” Jamie said after a pause. “I think when you’re this age, popularity and friends are the center of it all. I think you have a good heart, and you try to please everyone.”

She looked at him. He hadn’t changed a bit. She smiled. “How do you come up with this stuff,” she asked.

“I have a lot of time with the fish,” he explained.

“Jamie, I missed you, and I still like you,” she said. “I want to come see you in Olivine sometimes. But we’re only teenagers. I don’t want us to get too serious too fast.”

He knew what she was trying to stress. “Rosy, I care about you too much to make you do anything you aren’t comfortable with,” he said softly. They kissed. “Now, tell me something. Why did you kiss me that day before I ran away?”

She blushed. “I liked you, but I was afraid of how much I liked you,” she said. “When I kissed you, it felt like my chest was going to explode. My heart was beating so fast.”

He smiled, but it faded quickly. “I don’t know if I can handle thinking of you with other guys, though,” he said.

“That’s where I am in my life, Jamie,” she explained. “If you can’t handle it, I’m sorry. I’m not going to change for one person.”

Jamie looked at his feet. “It is unfair of me to ask that,” he said. “Then I guess this is it. Again.”

“This is isn’t easy for me, either,” she said.

He suddenly became angry. “Really,” he asked. “You have an army of horny, rich assholes waiting for you at that damned school. I have to turn my back on the one person I thought still considered me a member of the human race. I know you don’t give half a damn about those money-grubbing warts. I thought you may have cared for me, but I can tell the Rosy that did is gone. Go buy some happiness with your father’s fortune. Later.” He got up to leave. He hoped against hope that Rosy would run after him, but she stayed behind. Just like she did before.
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